You're All I Want

When he asked that question, I wanted to just disappear. At least then, I knew I would be safe. I knew what this meant, and I did not like it... I was gonna have to lie. I told Alexandria that I would do anything to protect her. I told him at first I didn't know them. He didn't buy it. That bastard opened our conversation, and saw our messages. I had to lie again...

I said that it was just some guy at school, and that we were making jokes. He asked if I was telling the 100% truth, and I had to lie for a third time...

Yes. I felt sweat dribbling from all parts of my body, and I was so nervous, I was shaking. I did not want to lose her. We ate, and I tried to make him feel re-assured that I was telling the truth. He already told mom, and that meant she would get involved, too.
When we got home, he told me to wait to get my project that I need my phone for done. He was gone for 2 hours. He called me into the living room... and to my horror, he put monitors on my phone. "You used to go into private mode before-" He said the rest of the sentence with a smug grin "-But know I'm watching your every move."

When he said that... I wanted nothing more than to just break his jaw with a hammer. He told me to FaceTime "him" to make sure that he is really just a boy. This panicked me so greatly. If she picks up, it's over.

I prayed to Celestia that she wouldn't...

To whatever good luck I had left... She didn't.

I soon took notice of what she said before I left. She was wondering why I wasn't talking to her. Great, now I've had to ignore her. I told her (by command of my step-father) that I forgot my phone, and that I had to do a project. Now I was lying to her. At this part, my heart was beginning to break. She responded with a plain and simple, "Ok".

I went to get to work, and he gave me that god foresaken smug look again. I hated him so much for that...
In the middle of the project, I got a message from her. "I know you're busy... But I still love you." I wanted to scream, but instead...

I cried... I cried for the rest of making the project. When I finished, I told her to get on steam... and we got on... I told her what happened. She told me she was so scared, and that she didn't want to lose me.

I told her I know, I won't let them find you... then she panicked, and left the chat room.

I then had to lie to my mom... It was not easy. Luckily, she fell for it, and I went back to the room to tell Alexandria the good news... but she got offline. I then packed my things up, and went to sleep. I didn't stop, I tried to think of a solution. I came up with a well thoughout plan... but all of my planning was smashed...

I told Alexandria what my plan was, and I sent her ALOT of messages. I was scared I panicked. And I did... Well... Something happened again that made me almost break down on the spot... Mom found out it was not who I said it was... I still had hope... But it was fading out quick.