I wake as the sun filters through the windows and I feel a warm fuzziness in my brain.
I know we did it again, I can feel your presence next to me and all I want is you to love me.
You're all ways so cold to me and I just bare it. Why can't you just feel the way I do?
I just will say I love you when your not listening and pretend were just freinds, nothing more, nothing less.
It hurts everytime I look at you and I don't think I can take it anymore. You're doing this to me but I still love you, but that's not saying much
That's the problem, I will do anything for you and you don't even notice. I'll pick up and leave if you wanted me to, but sometimes I waver and realized you'd never do the same for me.
So I'll just keep my distance and pretend I just want what you want.
But how long can we keep this up without someone knowing, and when they find out what will I do?
You have no idea how much you affect what I do and what I am. You are so fascinating to me and I wish you could see that.
I guess I should just stop loving you, but I can't.
I'm sorry.
But I never will stop.