I Just Dont Know What Went Wrong

"Oh no!" Derpy said to herself. She watched in terror as Rainbow Dash was falling to the ground. She saw her being levitated to the hospital by Twilight. She felt so bad. She was getting poured on by the storm, but she didn't care. She felt like she was a monster. She cried and sobbed until she had enough courage to speak to Rainbow Dash. She was scared Dash would hate her.

After about 2 hours, she flew into the hospital.

"Excuse me. What room is Rainbow Dash in?" she asked Nurse Redheart, softly. Her coat and mane were dripping from being in the pouring rain.

"Room 45." she said with a smile on her face. It was 11:30 at night. She knocked on the door.

"Come in." she heard a raspy voice say quietly. She walked in slowly, her ears hanging down, and a frown on her face. She started crying.

"Hi Derpy. What's-" she was cut off by a devastated Derpy.

"Im so so so so so so so so so sorry Rainbow Dash! I wasn't playing attention and I jumped on the cloud before I was supposed to, and now you're hurt, and it's all my fault!" Derpy shouted, tears flowing out of her eyes.

"Shh." Dash said, as she pointed to Scootaloo, who sleeping by her side. She motioned for Derpy to come by her. Derpy walked over to her, but kept a good distance away from her.

"Derpy. What are you talking about?" Dash asked, confused.

"It's all my fault. I j.... jumped on t.... the stor.... storm cloud and n.... now you're in the hospi.... tal because of m.... me." she said between sobs.

"Derpy. It's okay. We all make mistakes."

"But not mistakes that nearly kill some pony." Derpy said angrily. She started hitting herself. Rainbow tried to stop her.

"Derpy! What are you doing?!" she said, concerned.

"I have to punish myself. You nearly died because of me. I'm a monster." she said, crying. She rubbed her red, sore cheek.

"Derpy. You're not a monster." Rainbow said firmly.

"Yes I am." she said.

"I have to go." she flew off to her house.

"Derpy wait." Rainbow called, but Derpy didn't hear.