Journel

September 5th, 2014

What did I say yesterday? Oh yeah, hell. And I was correct. Today was hell, more so than usual. And not for the normal reasons too.

I started my day out with a very short tempered companion that wasn't in the mood for anything and was half asleep anyways. Why Master Meowth decided to stay up is a mystery to me. I offered to let him stay behind but he very forcefully said no. Even I know to not mess with him, a well known maniac amoung us. I will be honest that I didn't feel too great myself. But I ignored it. I had to show no pain or discomfort. It was just how things worked.

The first period of school was social studies which we semi-learned about globalization. I have to admit that I was not in the mood for checking my backpack and sneakers for their brand and where they were made. But that didn't last very long, thankfully.

Italian was sorta painful especially with me recognizing a lot of the words from being around Ezio and Altair recently. But the fact that the teacher seems to be on this generations' level of craziness. One kid would not say what it was and said it was bad. I let them guess for themselves before I checked myself. Not stripper or drug dealer but sort of close. I will not say it, but I will say that I had mixed feelings on what I learned that period.

Orchestra was a normal period and so was English. The teacher, asked who knew Kirk-Murphy from Oregon, my seventh grade social studies teacher. No idea why and I honestly was not in the mood to check. Maybe I'll do that on Monday if I even bother to remember, which I most likely won't.

Lunch was again the time I took to talk quietly to them who seemed very on edge because of whatever it was. I looked and so did they. But nothing. We had no idea what it possibly be and if this keeps happening... I don't know what I'll do. But leaving it alone will not solve anything and for everyone's sakes, I feel as though I must be the one to figure it out. And a feeling in my heart tells me none of this will turn out to be too good.

We took a stupid pre-test in math today and I used my Calc and I didn't even bother 'cheating' today. It didn't count so I semi-tried and went with it. Now, this is where my day really fell apart.

While I was going down to the stairs, I miscounted the stairs and skipped over two instead of one. My leg hurt, it still does but I decided to ignore it to get to my joint Science class. But I kept receiving strange looks from Meowth the first full period. When we had a five minute break was when I left and it happened. Meowth, believing that my leg was hurt to the point that it would snap, transferred some of my pain to himself and broke his own leg. Master Meowth may be resistant to pain but he is not and it still amazes me how easily he did it and how he was able to contain his emotions long enough for his alter ego to ease the pain.

I know why he did it. He cares about those he loves and does not want them to suffer like he always is. That was why he did not because he would take the pain to show others he cared. It was nice of him but I can't help but feel like he took it a little too far. My leg wouldn't have snapped or broken but he has such a panicked mind that I should have at least guessed it.

I had Master Meowth take him back to our world and have the others take care of him while I painfully went through the last period of the day. The bus was not too different from yesterday. Hot and sweaty. But we all lowered the windows, even the already broken ones. One was stiff and stuck so someone from the back took off his shoe and threw it to the front and told them to bang the window with it. It worked and that is the generation I am in. I would be proud if I actually was of this world. But I'm not so it barely fazed me. Also, I got my ID card to get into the lunch room, which I will probably use for that one purpose and that one purpose only.

Today was the last day that my aunt and grandma will be here and I still can't believe I almost enjoyed it. My mortal self, I hate it sometimes. This was one of those times. I remember almost slipping it out so many times and Meowth, he would constantly attack my mind, yelling at me and reminding me. I gave in every time because I knew he was right. I was in the wrong and I knew it. I regret putting him back through that emotional pain once more.

We went out to eat and I could barely eat the food because I was not really in the mood and my mind was elsewhere, literally because I was caring for Meowth, he needed the care and company anyways. I did my best to remain normal but I honestly am surprised they didn't notice anything out of the ordinary about me. I guess mortal humans really are blind and deaf after all.

He refuses to leave my side him, clinging onto me even in his invisible form in this mortal world. I know why so I am letting me. I won't make him leave, I won't do that to him but right now, I will do what I can for him. He deserves it anyways and I will do anything for those I care about. That is a direct fact that should never be questioned. And unless they are not in their right minds and/or are blind/deaf, that will not ever be a problem I will have to deal with. But with how the worlds seem to work now, I wouldn't be surprised if it happened at some point. But I will be ready for the challenge, that I know for certain.