Journel

September 4th, 2014

Fuck me, today actually was hell. I cannot explain the amount of emotions and things I picked up in this school. I felt the entire time like I was being watched and having both Meowth and Master Meowth with me did not help because they picked it up too. It even got Master Meowth to become scared, which was a big accomplishment for whatever is in there. I kept trying to find the source but I never could. Whenever I would get close to where it should be, it would just vanish, and transfer to a different location. Oh, I have a very bad feeling about this...

I guess I let my mortal instincts get a hold of me today. My stomach hurt a lot during the first few periods and then went away when I forced it to leave. I have the same bus letter, number, and driver as last year. Bus D, Bus 793, and Debbie. Big coincidence, but I guess that might just be them hacking it for some reason. I don't really know anymore.

We were supposed to be in room 181 but that was Mr Alberts' room and we weren't supposed to be there so we got new schedules and we went to room 250, where we will now have Social Studies. Global history? Germany, Japan, Russia. The three places I need to know more about for more reasons than just me being curious. Cavemen, Greeks, Egypt? This is going to be a long and painful year isn't it?

Italian reminds me of Ezio. Of course it does and my teacher is probably on my grade's level of craziness. I like it, but I can't love it. Not when I feel on edge whenever I'm in this school now. I never felt this before today. I feel like whatever it is did this on purpose to scare us. If that's the case, then it's working.

Orchestra we have everyday. Great, I can get my mind off of some of the bad things and semi-relax. I can never fully relax anyways surrounded by mortal humans.

English has my seventh grade English teacher, Mrs Pickford. She knows me and I know her but I try to keep my distance. Any attachments can and will be used against me and I cannot afford that.

In lunch, I had stayed to myself and talked to Meowth and Master Meowth, who were with me the whole time about the new place and the... whatever it is. I have never seen Master Meowth this scared before. He was always searching for it and even Meowth knew to not disrupt him. Though, the three of us always stayed together, we never left each others' sides, that's how scared we were. And we will continue this for the rest of this school year. Great...

Math was easy to find on the third floor, right in the corner of the floor. It was fine, I guess. I do not like numbers and math especially, but I know for a fact that this year will be much, much better than whatever more hell next year will be. Just thinking about it makes my head hurt already.

The gym was so sweaty that I started to blank out every few seconds in response. Oh, how I wished to speed up time right then and there, but my two companions were quick to stop me, warning me not to and reminding me once more. I am grateful for their support once more and them being there was a great relief to me as well.

Science will definitely be interesting. Biology is what I will probably pursue later in this life and I will need the knowledge anyways for... well even that I do not know and even if I did, I would never reveal it. Even this is too visible to reveal it. So no, I will simply keep that a secret, never to be shared with this world.

The class is quiet and calm, no wonder. It's the end of the day and we all want to get the hell out as soon as possible. I don't blame them though, I wanted to leave as quickly as they wanted to.

The bus was easy to find, right in the front where we were dropped off and it will stay there for the rest of the school year. That is much better. Now, I don't have to worry about finding it and searching for it to come anymore. Thank the Funnelers for that even though I am very sure they are the reason for the same bus and everything anyways.

The bus ride was so hot once more that I barely paid attention to anything else. Thankfully they were by my side and reminded me where I was and what I was doing. Outside that school, they became much more casual and more like themselves. I did too, despite knowing something was very wrong inside of that school.

I need to get supplies, blah blah blah and I will have it on Monday. Great. Just great. And I had to do some cheesy homework and stuff and then 'talk' to my mom, dad, and grandma again. It lasted for a good bit and now I have some free time. But it's really not free. Not when one of my closest friends and adopted sons seems to be suffering from something brought on by his own self-hatred and internal pain.

I have permission to help him but now, Pikachu knows and it is effecting Meowth and he cannot control it. He thought Pikachu was hating him and was trying to hurt him and his mind would alter his voice and appearance, making his mind believe it. I can help him but the injection I gave him would only last a few days and then would continue. I need to research this though because I cannot stand the thought of him suffering anymore than he has already.

So, tomorrow is day two of hell and I will have both Meowth and Master Meowth with me once more. But I know that other... thing will be there too. I just know it and I have a very bad feeling about it too.