I'm Transgender... Documentation Biography

6:08 AM

I woke up really early first in the morning, I walked right out of my room expecting "Happy birthday!" from my parents. Nope. I get a rant about how it is wrong to buy prepaid cards. Haha, but just you wait till how my dad seemed cool with it when I proved to him there would be no damn fee! It was all good at least now I am approved to get it most likely later today after school. I am feeling nervous and excited as I think about it. I was originally planning to get it on my birthday, but for some reason HEB not longer selled the damn card. Which sucked ass! I wanted that so badly.

Anyways back to my day. So after all the ranting he cooled down and told me to get ready. Which I did. But when we were getting ready my little sister was screaming and kicking the ground. Which had triggered my dad to get angry since our downstairs bitches keep complaining about us making too much noise, which is ridiculous well at least I think it is. But luckily he calmed down telling us to go to HEB to get something for mother.

After that we waited for him to pick us up to go my favorite pizza place "CICI'S" After that we went and I ate a lot... and we started talking about getting my laptop which I asked to get it that day. My mom and dad actually said yes surprisingly. I was happy cause after that we right away went to "Best Buy" to get it. Hell my dad even offered to get me a nice ass mouse for it and earphones. And he did which made me happy kinda. So now I am here typing up this up haha. Oh yeah and my thoughts were like what the hell? How is this possible since I have been a bad kid and since I am transgender? How would my mom ever buy me this? It was weird, but I didn't question them just let em do their work.

After that I went on it at home and used it for a while. Went on MovieStarPlanet to announce my birthday and only two people told me "Happy Birthday!" But I guess that is fine, since I either way don't like too much attention. Mainly cause of my problem and cause I can get use to it. Which I do not wanna go through. But at least my best friends told me. I wish my two sisters were there to tell me that would have made me more happy.

After that five o clock comes. I get my wallet planning to buy my card and cake. Well my mom is the one buying the cake and Chinese food. Which I thought was awesome! But anyways we get the cake. I tell my mom and she laughs telling me that I was gonna waste It on MSP with I know I won't not this year. I actually am only buying it to order my binder and some other cheap crap. I was excited when she said fine. She asked her co worker Terri if they still sold it and she said no. Which sucks. Oh well but hopefully at Walmart they do sell it. I am hoping. So after that we go home and eat our food.

After I finish I get a call from my cousins wishing me happy birthday. Then after that go back on laptop waiting till my birth time 7:55 to blow out my candles and make a wish just like last year. Now this is the most fucked up part of it all. My dad got the candles up and when I was blowing them out my mom was taking a picture which set me off. And I think my sister blew them out. But my dad said I did and I feel like I did. But I just had to get this wish perfect for once in my life. But my sister always has to ruin it and everyone else. After I get messed up I start ranting and feeling horrible like I wanted to cry badly. But my dad says no make the wish. And I do but I felt like the energy just isn't there no moe. I really just felt bad that time. Then my sister got candles to blow out which is stupid! It is my birthday not hers! I need my wish to come true. Or else I will still feel miserable... It hurts me as I write this out. I just don't know anymore... and you know day ends with my reading fanfics and deleting messages.

It was a okay birthday, but would have felt complete if I got to order my stuff as well that day.

• Andre 6:27 AM 2015