A Sensation That Burns Your Heart

I sat on the couch at Twilights castle, playing my "Epiphone Thunderhorse Explorer."

I sat there playing it when we entered the castle. I've only been here for about five minutes now, and I can't get my mind off of... her, as I play through the frets on my guitar.

"Hey."

I was interrupted by Twilights voice. She looked at me with that look of anger. As I like to call it. 'I'm gonna kill you look.'

"What happened back there?" Her voice in low tone, and in anger. I slowly put my guitar down, back on it's stand and turning the amp off with a 'click.'

"What?"

"Don't play games with me!" She gets closer. Her face just inches away from mine, and wings unfolded. Like she's about to strangle me with them.

"What are you talking about Twi?"

She backs off of me for a second and just looks at me in anger. Is she calming down?

"I'm talking about how you acted in front of... TRIXIE!" What the hell! Calm the fuck down! I was scared out of my mind. Twilight still looking at me with those really angry eyes. I was shacking so bad as if she was about to do something brutal to me.

"T-Twilight. I have no idea what you're talking about." I said as I calmed down a little. Her face went from anger, to confusion.

"Wait a minute." She said as she walks a bit closer. Someone stick a knife to my vocal cords please! "Are you... d-do you... like her?"

"NO!" I said quickly my face starts to flush. Oh god, not now. Now Twilights face turns from confused... to shock.

"You... you like her... do you?"

"..."

Twilight's speechless. Yes, I have a crush on Trixie. I just... couldn't help it back at town hall. She looks... beautiful.

"T-Twilight... I'm... I was just... uhh."

"No. Don't even say it!" She shouts. "You're... You're in love with... with Trixie!?!"

"Twilight just listen. I was just..." I paused. I didn't know what to think. "*sigh* To answer your fucking question; Yes I like her."

Twilight's face turns back into shock. And she backs up for a sec.

"I can't believe you. DO YOU KNOW WHAT SHE DID TO MY FRIENDS BEFORE YOU CAME HERE?!?!?"

"TWILIGHT SHUT UP!!! IT'S MY FUCKING LIFE, I CHOOSE HOW I WANT TO LIVE WITH IT. YOU CAN'T FUCKING JUDGE ME ON WHO I CAN AND CAN'T LOVE!!! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!!" I roar as I went to my room and slam the door shut. As I did, I sat on my bed and I lay my hands around my legs and laied my head down.

"Fuck."

***

Finally I calmed down and I got out of my room for what feels like hours. I went into the kitchen and I see Twilight eating her lunch. She looks like she's in a pissed off mood. She looks at me for a sec, then eats her lunch.

"Hey!"

A voice calls out. I turned around. Oh fuck. Rainbow's pissed at me, and so are her friends.

"Uh... Hi?" Was all I could say.

"Can we talk.. bro?"

"Uh... sure." I was nervous. Oh no, what does she want to talk about? "We all heard that you have a crush on Trixie."

Yep. I knew it. Twilight told them.

"So fucking what! So she made you guys as fucking slaves when she was wearing that damn alicorn amulet. Listen that was a fucking long time ago, let go of the goddamn past, and live with the fucking future!" I said to them as they all looked at me, still pissed. "It's my life. I choose how to live with it! And you can't stop me!" I said as I got up and walked away.

I went outside to calm down. I've only been standing there for god knows how long I've been standing in the smooth summer Equestrian breeze. I sat on the ground, all I could think of was Trixie. How do I confess? Will she love me back? Will she reject me? I have no idea. But I'm sure well damned to find out. And I'll be damned to stand in their way. I sure wish that I wasn't a bitch to them in the first place.