My name is Eclipse I am a guy with long black hair that has a pink stripe in the middle, which reaches my shoulders in a messy fashion. I was put here when I was 14, I am now 20. I was taken out of Middle school and taken to the PonyVille Mountain Center for the clinically insane. My Doctor, Doctor Twilight Sparkle, said it would be healthy to write my lifes story. Nothing censored So that's what im gonna do. I'm not the best at writing but, Twilight says I should write every day to get better. She gave me a book, A kind of journal; he said that it will help me get better to write down my problems, No matter how much it hurts. So...Here we go I guess.

April 1, 2009 The day it began.

I was born on May 23, 1995. I am currently 20 years old, but will be 21 in the next two months. Anyway, I was born a fully healthy Baby boy. My parents have always wanted a child named Eclipse. I'm not sure why though.

For most of my childhood I was alone. I sat alone in the back of the class, I was always pushed around and picked on, I was shy back then so i did nothing but take it. I had this bully in middle school, he would always pick on me the most. Swirlies, wedges, writing on my face while I sleep...And countless others that are far too embarrassing to say here.

One day he was picking on me as he usually does, but this time he thought he would beat me up. He was kicking me and punching me all over, while he did no one even considered helping. They just stood watching...laughing. Even the teachers didn't help. That was the day I finally snapped. I kick his face and grab the nearest object near me, Which was my backpack, and sling it across his head. Everyone watched in horror as I keep beating him with my bag, which was filled with books because i loved to read. I didn't stop until his entire head was crushed. I look at myself, the scene, and my backpack, I start to grin. Why am I grinning?! Why am I loving this?! What's happening?! These were the only thoughts going through my head as two forceful hands grabbed my arms and forced them behind my back. They handcuff me and force me up, I look at the crowds faces and laugh. If you could have seen them...it was priceless.

My laughter becomes uncontrollable and erratic, I also started to say stuff I didn't want to, "I'm going to kill you all!" And, "I will rip your hearts from your chests and make you eat it you pieces of fucking shit!!" I had no Idea why i was doing this...at that moment I didn't care. All I cared about was the boy I just killed, He'll never have a future...he'll never grow up and have a family...All because of me. For some reason, I was sad and Ecstatic!

I feel hot streams flow down my face and realize i'm crying, But I am still grinning big. They drag me outside and shove me into a police car. I barely remember the trip to the facility. I have no idea why, but I was happy that I did it. I always hated him, almost everyone hated him. Before I knew it the door I was leaning against was swung open and I fell out on my face. More hands pick me up and uncuff me.

I ball my fist up and swing at a guy in full white. He dodges it and another guy in white holds back my arms. The first guy stabs a needle into my neck and injects me with some kind of sleeping drug. Soon my world starts to go black. The last thing I remember before falling asleep is someone putting a coat on me.

Well...there you have it. That's how I was admitted into this Asylum. That's all I need to write for today.

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Journal entry - March 23, 2015
A lot happened today. First my Doctor and another were arguing about something important. I could only make out a few lines as I was too far away.

"He's the perfect (Couldn't hear) for this research!"

"No! He's getting better by the day! You can't just (Couldn't hear) him!"

I couldn't get the rest of the conversation as a nurse walked by and busted me eavesdropping. But...I didn't mind that she caught me, I think she's pretty. Her names, Fluttershy. Her beautiful Pink hair perfectly cascades down her head. Her eyes a amazing violet eyes.
"Eclipse, It's time for your medicine." She says in her stunning Angel voice. I hate the medicine but I take it for her. She smiles at me and I feel butterflies in my stomach. I feel my face getting hot and she definitely notices as she giggles and walks off holding the cup of water I didn't know she had. Another patient bumps into her and splashes the water on both of them.

"You fucking bitch!" The man screams in her face, he slaps her and i get mad. Really mad. I walk up to him and punch him in the face, causing him to fly at least a foot, he lands with a loud thud and a groan.

I pick him up and make him face her. "Apologize!" He spits blood in her face. I grab his balls hard and squeeze. "A.P.O.L.O.G.I.Z.E." With every letter I squeezed harder and harder. He lets out a high pitched yelp.

"I-i'm sorry miss!!!" He says quickly hoping I'll let go, I don't.

"Do it better." I growl into his ear.

"I-i'm sorry I slapped you!! I-i should never hit a woman!" He yelps quicky. I let go and he lets out a heavy breath he was holding.

"Now get out of my sight." He quickly rushes off. I hold out my hand to her. "Are you okay?"

Her face starts to get red, "U-um...yes I am. Thank you." She takes my hand and I lift her to her feet. "You didn't need to do that."

I smile. "I did." My stomach is a hive of Butterflies. She smiles too and kisses my cheek as she walks away. My heart melts, I am in love. I look to see that everyone is smiling at me.

Twilight smiles at me. "Good Job Eclipse." She pats my back. "You're coming along very well."

The rest of the day goes on as usual after that, But the night...the night was great.

Fluttershy walks into my room before curfew. "Eclipse...here I just wanted to give you something for standing up for me today." She holds out a box of chocolates. I smile and take it, It feels light. I open it to find all of the chocolates gone. I look back at her, I only now notice the chocolate at the corner of her mouth. She blushes. "S-sorry...I love chocolates."

I smile and say. "It's okay. I'm not much of a sweets guy."

She smiles back. "Well...My shifts over I should head home." She begins to walk out and stop her.

"W-wait um...Fluttershy?" I feel my ears get hot. "W-will...will...nevermind."

"What is it Eclipse?" Her eyes are shining brightly. Wow...That's it!

I feel my face get massively hot, I Stand and rush to her. Before she can react I kiss her passionately. I Have know her for...5 years now. I have too...I can't take hiding my feelings anymore. She doesn't resist, Instead she melts into my arms. I pull away. "I love you. I want to be with you forever. I...I'm sorry. I couldn't hide these feelings anymore. I-" She places a finger over my lips.

"Shh...I love you too Eclipse." She smiles at me, God...I could look at that smile all day. I embrace her lovingly and she gives back. After a few minutes we separate. "I should get home before it get's too dark." She kisses my cheek and waves me goodbye. I wave back and sigh happily. I slip into bed and fall asleep, smiling.

Author's Note

Welp...Chapter 1!