Careful What You Wish For
Pain and Confession
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I awoke to the feeling of my covers being pulled off me. The feeling of cool air wiped over my legs and chest in a shocking coldness that pulled me out of my dreams. Thinking it was Apple Jack coming for round two, I opened my eyes. Only to find I was very mistaken. Big Mac was over top of me, His eyes glazed over, and sweat beading off his forehead.
“Big Mac What the fu...”I said as he took his hoof and covered my mouth. His big body now over top of me... pinning me to the bed. I tried to move but couldn't. The mass of his body made it impossible for me to struggle beyond a feeble wiggling.. His breathing was coming very hot and heavy in my ear.
I looked down to see his large penis fully erect and dripping cum. I started to struggle at the realization I was about to be raped. My efforts were futile. As every time I tried to move it felt like a bone was going to snap. It was even becoming hard for me to breath.
Suddenly I felt the end of his penis land on my belly. I looked down and could see it throbbing as it slid lower and lower down my body. Until It found my lower lips. His back legs moved forcing my legs apart with ease. His penis now resting on the opening of my vagina.
He gave one finale grunt before shoving his big long shaft into me. I felt every painful inch of it wrecking my insides. I tried to scream but with his hoof over my mouth and his full weight on me, it was useless I could not get enough air. With each thrust pain shot through me.
His breathing got harder and faster as wrecked me from the inside. Causing tears to start pouring from my eyes. The pain was intense. I felt his hoof slip from my mouth.
This is it I thought. “HELP!” I screamed before his hoof hit me in the mouth. And covered it up. Then I felt it. He became really tense and gave one final thrust. I felt his shaft twitch, and a explosion of his juices flood my insides.
“Boom” the door to slams open.
“Big Mac get off of her!” Apple Jack Screamed as she charged for force at him.
All I remember is Apple Jack slamming him to the floor before I blacked out.
Lost in the darkness in my mind. I felt sadness and pain like I had never felt before. The darkness was like a heavy weight. I couldn't breath. I wanted to cry but no words would come. The event of what just happened just replayed in front of me. Over and over again. I was becoming cold, like ice. “Is this the end I thought” As I floated in the darkness.
I then felt a warmth flood over me. And what felt like somepony was holding me.
“Do not fear young one.” I heard a voice say. Then out of the dark a large figure of a pony appeared. As a dark colored Alicorn approached.
I still could not speak. “What has just happened to you is a horrible thing,” She said. In a firm but soothing tone. “I brought you here to help with the pain coursing through your body right now.”
“As I speak your friends are gathering around you.” “They are here to help you, and are concerned about your well being.” Her voice still remaining firm.
“You will awaken in just a few moments. And the feeling you will feel will be very confusing at first. I know you are new to this world. But take my words to heart. You have great friends and accepting them into your heart will help heal these wounds.”
I watched as she turned away from me. Her mane dancing in the darkness. It sparkled like the stars in the night. Soon she faded into the dark.
My body became heavy again. And I started falling. I could see a light forming below me. As I got closer. It got brighter and brighter. I could hear voices but could not make out what they were saying. It then felt like I was being slammed down on my bed.
“Streusle, Streusle. Streusle.” I hear Apple Jack calling my name as everything begins to fade into view. Apple Jack was standing over with tears pouring from her eyes. Her mane was a wreck, and there was a bit of blood on the end of her nose.
“Oh thank goodness your awake.” Apple Jack said as she pulled me into her embrace. She held me tightly, And I held her back. Both of us now in tears. I could see Big Mac laying in the corner. His face black and blue. Blood dripping from his nose and mouth. Along with a big gash along the side of his head under his ear.
I started to feel the pain setting in. It felt like my lower parts were on fire. I let out a squeal and tightened my hold on Apple Jack.
She slowly laid me back down on to the bed and pulled away from me. I let out a whimper from the pain.
“Don't move sugar cube.” she said. “I'm sorry this happened. I don't know what in the name of Celestia got into that colt. Its so unlike him.” She looked towards the door. “I don't want to leave you, but I got to get Twilight. She will know what to do. Granny will be in to give you something to take away the pain and make you sleep.” she said with tears still in her eyes, as she kissed me on the forehead.
I couldn't bring my self to speak. The pain and the shock of everything was just to much for me to bare.
A few minutes passed before I heard the slow trot of the elder pony coming down the hall. I watched as she came through the door. He mane all frazzled and a slight wobble in her step. She slowly made her way over to me. Looking at her I noticed a small bottle in her mouth.
“Oh my Celestia, He sure did a number on you youngin.” Her voice was even raspy from lack of sleep and old age. She looked me over. Her eyes scanning every inch of me, from my head down to my lower hooves. She turned her attention to the unconscious colt laying in the corner. The look of concern in her eyes turned to a fiery rage.
“You big dummy, I learnt you better than that.” Said Granny as kicked the the colt in the side making him impact the wall with a loud thump before landing back on the floor.
I laid there and watched in amazement at the shier strength this old pony still had. “I need to remind my self not to upset her in the future” I thought to my self. The pain almost overwhelming. My insides felt like someone was inside stabbing me with a knife. I winced in pain, and let out an audible moan. This caught the old ponies attention.
“Oh deary, let me give ya something to take that pain away.” Said Granny with a smile on her face. She walked over to me and held a bottle up. “This here is my special tonic that I made my self.” I looked at the bottle. It was brown and antique looking. A small label was on the face of it. It read, Granny's Tonic. With three x's across the bottom.
I felt my belly knot up as she moved the brown bottle towards my lips. “Am I really going to drink this stuff,” I thought to myself. Remembering things in my world with the three x's. Meant consume at your own risk. The bottle now just inches away from my lips. I slowly open my mouth. Unsure if I was making a mistake or not. The bottle tilted and the liquid began pouring into my mouth.
I waited for her to stop pouring before swallowing the mystery liquid. I closed my mouth. And began to swallow. It was very bitter tasting, it took all I had to keep from spitting it out. Then as it began to slid down my throat. It felt as though I was drinking acid. I burned so bad. I felt as it hit my stomach. The feeling was completely different. It burned but it also gave me a warm feeling. It was somewhat soothing and took my mind off the pain for a moment.
“That should do ya,” Said Granny as she sat the bottle down on the table beside my bed. “I'm sorry youngin that this happened to you. But Granny is here and she will help make you all better.” Her voice a bit shaky, but soothing as she spoke.
“Thank you granny,” I said. My voice was weak and scratchy. She placed a hoof on my side. “Thank nothing of it dear,” She said as she took her other hoof and started stroking my mane.
This felt very soothing to me. I had only just met this pony, and It felt like this pony was my own mother. She old age left her firm. But gentle when she needed to be.
It was not long before I felt the medicine start to kick in. The feeling started at my hooves. It was a warm tingly feeling. It felt very soothing. I felt as this feeling traveled up my legs and spread over my body, before making its way to my head.
I felt my face start to tingle. The numbness soon followed. All this, while Granny just sat there stroking my mane. My thoughts became cloudy as the full effect of the tonic started to take effect. I could no longer feel my body apart from a small tingle here and there. I looked at Granny and watched as she started to become blurry.
I blinked my eyes a few times to try to refocus my vision. But with every blink my eyelids became heavy. The blurriness soon began to fade into darkness. Sleep soon followed.
I awoke to a comforting warmth washing over me. I did not want to open my eyes. The feeling was so wonderful. The pain I had felt before was nearly gone. Well the physical pain that is. The emotional pain still lingered in the dark reaches of my mind.
“She is coming to,” I heard Twilight say. I began to open my eyes. Still heavy heavy from the tonic that Granny had gave me earlier. My head began to hurt, and my ears started to ring. It felt as though somepony had took a bat to my head.
My vision was still blurry, but I could make out the purple and pink color of Twilight's mane. Not to mention the pinkish glow emanating from her horn.
“Are you ok Streusle,” Twilight asked. Her voice seemed very loud. It seemed like there was a gong being rung inside my head. My hooves went up to cover my ears. To try to halt the ringing.
Twilight's horn began to glow a bright blue. The ringing in my head started to fade, and so did the head ache. My vision began to focus. Everything was starting to become clear again. I could see Apple Jack staring at me from behind Twilight. Her mane was a mess and there were bags under her somewhat puffy eyes. She had been crying. And there was a very worried expression on her face.
My heart sank. I held my forelegs out to her. She was quick to run to my side and bring me into a embrace. The smell of Apples and sweat covered her. Apple Jack was exhausted. Her breaths long and heavy.
“Oh Sugar Cube, I am so glad your awake.” She said as I felt tears drip on to the back of my neck.
She pulled back and wiped the tears from her eyes. I could tell be the expression on her face that something was wrong. I looked at her puzzled. Wondering why she was looking at me like that.
“There are some things you need to know Streusle. I'm not every good at explaining the the technical stuff. So I will let Twilight here tell you what we found out.” said Apple Jack.
I turned my attention to Twilight as she cleared her throat. The feeling in the room became cold. It felt as though someone had died. I knew that what she was fixing to say, was going to be very important.
“Well Streusle. In order to find out what happened to you last night. I had to retrace Big Macs steps over the past few days.” said Twilight as she paced back and forth on the floor in front of my bed.
“After Apple Jack told me what had happened. I then followed up with a series of questions to find out were Big Mac had been. As soon as she told me that he had been to the Everfree Forest. I knew the answer must lie there.” Twilight walked over to the window, and took a deep breath.
“I immediately knew I had to pay Zecora a visit. For she knows the forest better than any pony. Upon arriving there I asked here if there was any thing in the forest that could make a colt act to funny.” She turned her attention back towards me.
“Zecora explained that there was a flower in the forest called, the flower of impregnate. And she stated that any colt who stiffed this flower would be put under a spell.” She stopped again. Even she was finding this hard to explain.
“I wish I could explain it like Zecora but I can't. So I will just say it in the best way I can. The spell would give the Colt the urge to mate with the first mare he came in contact with that was in heat.” My heart sank. And I felt my face burning. My vision became blurry with tears. Twilight continued.
“Streusle you were the first pony in heat that he came in contact with. And under that spell. He would stop at nothing to satisfy his need to mate. Even if it meant rape.”
Twilight's face went from a look of seriousness to a look of concern. Both for me and Big Mac.
“Streusle It may be hard for you to do. But I need you to forgive Big Mac for what he has done. He had no control over him self, and could not help the outcome.”
I sat there in shock. I could not believe what I had just heard. I was supposed to forgive somepony for rapping me. My head became filled with all sorts of emotions. A battle was raging with in my head. I could not decide on weather or not to forgive him.
I looked down. “I need some time to think about this,” I said. My emotions were caving in on me. Tears were now pouring from my eyes. I could not bare to look at anypony. As I rolled over on my side.
Apple Jack came over to me and put a hoof on my cheek. I looked at her. My eyes burning. “I need some time alone.” I said as I turned away from her.
“Alright everypony. I need yall to leave the room. Streusle here needs some space.” Said Apple Jack in a polite but forceful tone.
I listened as everypony left the room. The door shut and I was left there with just my thoughts. “How the hay am I supposed to forgive him?” I asked my self. “He rapped me. And typically that is something that is never forgiven. But then again he was under a spell and had no control over his body.”
The events of the night replayed through my mind. Over and over again. I was afraid, hurt, and all around confused. I had only been a pony for just over a day. And yet so many things had happened to me.
I guess I got lost in my thoughts. Cause I heard a small knock at the door. I tried to ignore it. But the gentle tapping continued. I rolled over on my side and looked at the door. I moaned. “Who is it?” It took them a moment to reply.
“Its me.” I heard Apple Bloom say through the door. Something about this little filly warmed my heart. But I could not put a hoof on it.
“Come in.” I said with a sniffle. I watched as she walked in the room. Her face was filled with dread and sadness. He ears were laid back. Her eyes were big and innocent looking. All of this together made me tear up again.
I sat up and help my legs out to the little filly. She sprinted and jumped on the bed with me. Accepting my embrace. I heard her start to whimper. I pulled away from her just enough to look her in the face.
She looked up at me. Her eyes seeming as though they were looking deep into my soul. Little tears were rolling down her cheeks. Her mouth trembling.
“Please don't be mad at my brother.” said Apple Bloom. I looked at her, taken back by what she said. I started to open my mouth to say something but she cut me off.
“Please don't be mad at him. He didn't mean it. Big Mac would never hurt any pony.” The flood gates were now open and she kept on going. “He is a good guy. And would do any thing to help anypony. Just please forgive him!!” She said as she lunged at me with a embrace.
She was crying into my chest. I could feel my coat getting soaked by all the tears. There was a very audible whimper coming from her. I held her tight. It was like a clarity washed over me. All the hate I had for her brother had vanished. I understood now.
This little filly is what it took to open my heart. She was able to look past everything that had just happened and see the brighter side of things.
“I'm not mad at your brother.” I said tears still pouring from my eyes.
“Really” asked Apple Bloom
“Really.” I said with a smile. I held her tight. “I guess all it took was you talking to me to make me realize. I should forgive him. You helped me see past all the pain and hate to see the truth. And I thank you for that Apple Bloom”
Apple Bloom nuzzled up to me. “I love you Steusle,” said Apple Bloom. Again my heart melted.
“I love you too.” I said.
We both sat there and just held each other for what seemed like forever. I felt a connection with her. Not like the one I had with Apple Jack. This one was more motherly. It was started to feel as though she was my own child.
I thought that she had fallen asleep on me. But soon found out different as she pulled away from me and looked at me with a quizzical look.
“Are you and my sister a Item?” asked Apple Bloom. Her head tilted sideways.
My mouth dropped at the mention of this. “Apple Bloom, what would make you ask something like that?” I asked.
Her face turned red. “I heard you two last night making out. And that is only something special somepony's do, right?
I thought for a second before replying. “Would you object to it if we were?” I asked.
“No I wouldn't. I am glad that she has found somepony.” She looked away from me and at the ceiling. “For years all the colts around town have been trying to get with her. But she would just blow them off. It was like she wasn't even interested.”
She looked back at me. “Then you come along and I saw a different look about her. “She couldn't even keep her eyes off you last night at the dinner table.” She started bobbing up and down a little on the bed.
“Then last night when I heard you two making love. I knew she had finally found her special somepony.” She said as she looked at the floor. Even if it is another mare. I'm glad she has a mare friend. So do I.”
Her hooves covered her mouth and her face turned bright red. “Ooops.... I should not have said that.”
Author's Note
Well that does it for chapter 2. And its a interesting one at that. Streusle Got rapped and Apple Bloom let a secret slip. Were is this relationship going. Only time will tell. Stay tuned for the next chapters to find out more.
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