A werewolf in equestria

Hi, here is the new and improved chapter 1.
It's hopefully a lot easier to read and there is supposed to be less spelling and grammar errors.
Got myself a program specifically for dyslexic so I think it will be a lot more understandable.
This chapter doubled in size since my brain finally got the message that there was a lot of background info missing.
Still looking for a proof reader, but it's not easy. Still, I am starting on chapter 2 now, and I hope I get one before I am finished. Hopefully on Saturday or Sunday
Hope you like it and please comment if you find something needed fixing.

I am not your typical human, but part human I am something called garou. While most people are living, they're boring unusual lives with school and work. I live the old myths and stories.

Garou you might think what the hell that is, let me tell you I am a werewolf. Most people think that you will be turned into a werewolf when you are bitten by one, but that is not true you are born garou

I belong to the tribe called children of Gaia, and I was born under the crescent moon. Why is that important you might think? When you are born, Luna, the goddess of the moon, will bless you with rage and your auspice. Your auspices is your spiritual place in the world. My auspice is that of the Theurge. There are five different auspices one for every phase of the moon.

The theurge of the quarter-moon. The werewolf borne under this sign is often connected to the spirits and the umbra in a way the other auspices are not, allowing the garou to see and hear things that others would be blind we are the Seers and Shaman of the Garou nation.

The ragabash of the new moon. Oftentimes a ragabash will take on the role of a trickster or jester to ease the moods of fellow pack mates.

The philodox of the half moon. The philodox is usually judges and mediators of the garou nation able to see both sides of a situation and can then make fair judgments.

The galliard of the three-quarters moon. Galliard are usually most comfortable taking up artistic roles, such as writing, reading, and using other forms of expression. Some call galliards the bards to the nation, charged with the duty of remembering events and heroes and the honored ancestors.

The ahroun of the full moon. The ahroun’s are best suited at a warrior role, the "teeth and claws" of Gaia herself. While this may seem like a trivial role as "all garou are Gaia's warriors", an ahroun is a specialist in combat, set apart from the other auspices in their expertise they are the warriors among fighters, officers among soldiers, the heroes of the battlefield.

You see when we go on to puberty the ones that are born true, will have our first change. I did not even know that I had the blood, of the Garou in me or that my family ever had any werewolves in it. I thought werewolf's where only silly stories and old myths.

Oh, boy was I wrong. I was 17 when it happened. About 2 months before the change I started thinking I was going crazy. You see I was hearing voices and seeing weird and freaky things everywhere. Most theurge's have a lot of spiritual power, and we usually start seeing strange things when we are born. But are usually not able to understand, that what we see is something unusual. Not before you get a bit older, and you learn to hide it from people.

So naturally I had to be going crazy. You see my trust computer suddenly started to talk to me asking me what was so funny about the games. I was playing and then asking me if we could play together. And then having your school starts telling you answers to test, you start getting a little bit scared. And not any person in the school, but the fucking school building told me. I started to skip school after that, and gave away my computer.

Then it happened I was sitting there in my room like I had done the last 2 months every day reading the same stupid comic books for the thousandth time. It was a nice summer night outside not too warm just perfect. It was starting to become just after midnight. That's when I saw it spider webs all over the place it was like locking into a heat wave, but behind it was a thick layer of spider webs.

In the small gaps of the spider webs I could see my room and the outside of my window. It looked like all the buildings were covered in it and on them were spiders running around laying webs and mending ones that needed it.

I felt an urge tugged at me. I wanted to go into that world I knew that answers to many of my questions were in there. I raised myself from my chair and started making my way over to the web. I tried to move it and break some of the webs, but they were harder than steel and I could only make them move a little bit. I needed to get in there, and it was being kept from me. I felt my body starting to stretch and grow trying to get me into a form that would make it possible.

I had to crouch down to not hit the ceiling, and I could hear the Floor cracking with the increased weight being forced on it. I stretched out my hands. They were enormous and hairy with paws like a wolfs only a lot bigger, and it had big talons at the end of the paws were my fingers would usually be.

I moved my arms over to. I ripped a hole through it big enough for me to go through. I've started drawing myself through it and when I passed through the hole I code see the spiders running into the window starting to mend the tears I made.

They were the size of a beagle dog. They looked faintly metallic with read gleaming eyes, but they did not even seem to see me standing there so focused where they on their job. Then it hit me. There was a foul stench in the air. And it was coming from outside. I went over to my window. I was on the 5 floor but I knew that the stench was coming from outside.

Something in me knew that I would not be hurt by the fall. I grabbed the window with one paw and jumped out of the window. I landed in the street with not even a scratch. It was dark, but not night it was twilight in here, and the moon was up.

I understood then I was not in my world anymore more like a twisted reflection of my own. There were no people or animals around only old buildings with webs covering most of them. There were no lights on in any of the buildings some of the new buildings were not even in this world I noticed. Only the oldest ones were in this world.

Suddenly, there was a large rumble I behind me and a small quaking in the ground I spun around. In front of me was a giant snake like creature. I was no bigger than one of its eyes. Its head was more than 5 times my size. Its body was curled around a nearby 30 story building it was Huge. It was no more than a hundred meters away.

It had long shining black fangs sticking out of its upper jaw and sickly glowing green eyes. It smelt like death, toxins and corruption. It’s scaly with pus cowered skin was leaking black pus where ever it went. I saw the pus eating away at the ground where it landed.

I felt incredible anger rise up in me this abomination was something that I hated instantly. I wanted to destroy it I wanted to remove all evidence and memory of its presence. I felt a power in me like an ocean of power wanting me to release it, so that it could carry out my wish. I gave in to it opening myself to release it. I felt an incredible pressure in me as the power came flowing out.

The snake's head snapped forward faster than I would have ever believed possible coming at me with death in its eyes. In not even the blink of an eye it was no more than 5 meters from me.

Then my power ignited a celestial inferno started around it. The flames were so was so bright. I brought my hands before my eyes, but I still I code see the snake writhe in pain and then disappear in a blink of an eye this was the power of a sun the power of its core it was nuclear fusion.

And suddenly it was gone. The inferno lasted no longer than 4 seconds. I removed my hands and the only reminder of the monster was its shadow burned into the buildings and street. How the flames had not evaporated everything around it, and me I could not understand. I raised my head and let out a roar of triumph

After a while my brain started kicking in, and I knew, something was wrong I smelt blood. I started looking around. There was blood around where the snake had been. I started making my way over to it while saying to myself well you're definitely not in Kansas anymore. "But it came out like a deep rumble I started looking myself over. I was standing around 3 meters tall as far as I could judge, and I was covered in fur.

There was an old store next to the building the snake had been I went over to stare at the reflection in the window. In the window was a werewolf with black and gray fur over its body with small streaks of white in it. Long arms with large claws and it had large fangs in its mouth with two crystal blue eyes. Those were my eyes. My eyes had always been my redeeming feature.

I stood there for how long I don't know looking myself over in awe. I was a monster out of myths a beast of uncanny strength and resilience.

I heard a low moan from the other side of the building coming from over where the blood was. I took one last look at myself and moved to the Alley where the blood was. There's body parts everywhere intestines were splatters over the Alley. Everything was so crushed and ripped that I could not even get a grip on how many people that were killed her. Longer down the alley was. A man sitting leaned on the wall covered in blood.

I went over to him when I came near him he turned to me. He started speaking.

"I am Bile ripper, and this was my pack."

While gesturing with his right hand at the remains spread around the area. I felt myself shrink now. I was a human again. I pondered what he sad for a second, but the only thing I code think of was saying.

"I'm Ethan and what the hell is going on."

He gestured for me to sit down. Right over from him was a little bit of a brick wall that thankful had no blood or guts on it. I sat down and instantly regretted it I was naked, and the bricks were broken and jagged some places, but I forced myself to sit down. Comfort later I thought answers now.

When I set down, he reached down it to his right pocket and removed a lighter and a 20 pack of Marlboro. He gestured to me.

"Want one."

"No I don't smoke."

"Well, it's your loss" he said while taking one out and lighting it and taking a deep breath.

"Well, I bet you are full of questions kid."

"Let's start with the simple answer Ethan, yes, you are a werewolf."

"And I have been sent her to bring you to our people."

I looked him over. He was not older than 27 maybe 28 years old with long black hair and brown eyes. He had a small beard on his face. I was finally able to see what he was wearing under all the blood it was a leather jacket and a Metallica t- shirt under it. He had as far as I could tell blue jeans on almost every part of him was drenched in blood.

His eyes looked so tired so old. It reminded me of the eye of the children warriors.

Eyes that had seen all the darkness the world had to offer.

Eyes that had lost all hope long ago.

He went on to explain to me. They were her to bring me to my people. But the snaked had blocked them, and killed the other 4 in his pack.

He told me that more people more of our kin would be her to bring me to my people.

He was leaning his head against the wall of the Alley with a new cigarette in his mouth when it suddenly fell out of his mouth.
Falling into the pool of blood around us and went out.

I went over to him and touched him on his shoulder. He slumped to the ground. I stared at his back in horror. I code see the backside of his ribs and his spine some of the black pus had melted right into his bones. How he even managed to live as long as he did was a mystery.

I sat down again shaking muttering to myself over and over again

"You're not in Kansas anymore."

After a while 5 other werewolves came over to me and told me they were her to guide me to my people. A few of them were left behind to collect the corpses. I was taken to a place of my people. Where I was told of our history. They had felt the power in me when I started getting near my first change. I was told that in me was more power than almost every Garou in history.

What I had done to the worm was something that had never been done, by one single Garou before. Only a few of the oldest and most powerful had even managed a fraction of it. The powers a theurge managed to summon on his first change was the power he one day might control if he ever managed to reach his full potential.

So, I left my family and stood with them. Trained with them and earned my new place in the world. And the worst part is the first years where the best one in my life.

Years had gone it was now the year 2012. I was 26. I had attained the rank of legend. Only meant for the most powerful of Garou. And I was one of the youngest ever to obtain it. I have fought some of the worst monsters in the world and won. But I never had managed to obtain the power I had one my first change again. I had more power and gifts then almost everyone out there, but it was never enough. I lived a life of Paine, anger, hate and loneliness.

Garou live for their pack. The pack is a family. They are your sisters and brothers, but every last of my family had died time after time because I was not strong enough. Everything we were put up against was so powerful, that sooner or later they died one after the other. I was able to survive time and time again more than once being on the brink of death.

After a while I could not take it anymore, I stopped joining my people. In the hope that if I did not feel for any of them ever again I would not need to feel the pain again and again.

After a while I only came out when, the need was great. I moved to the city hoping it would distract me from thinking of my pain and loneliness.

My seclusion started after losing my last pack. In it was a girl named Gina. She was a ragabash. We always say that our pack is our family, but she was the only one I ever felt like was my real little sister.

She made me finally feel like the world still had some hope. I used to tease her all the time she had colored her hair pink, so I always called her pinkie she did not mind. She actually liked it. After a while she told me, she had colored her hair after a pony on a show she loved. And that was the reason she always was able to smile.

She would sit down every Saturday with the laptop and watch t. I only ever had the time to watch bits and pieces of it I was mostly too busy with my duties to do something else it looked funny and happy, and I understood why she liked it.

Then it happened they all died the same day no more than 2 months ago. I did not have the power to save them she died only 3 months from her 18 birthday.

Then today early morning Luna or Goddess of the moon sent one of her spirits to me, summoning me to her side.

"Why lunes always have to mess everything up so much, I swear under my breath." Wheel it could be worse remember the time when one of them set my apartment on fire for a laugh. I stopped cleaning up when I saw myself in the mirror on the wall.

My dirty blond hair was short easier to deal with then. My eyes once an almost glowing crystal blue now a dull lifeless blue it reminded me of the eyes bile ripper had. Eyes that had seen the worst the world had, eyed with no hope.

I moved away from the mirror making my way to the center of the floor. I started using my power to slip me into the twisted world that lay beyond. From there I start making my way to the place that Luna ruled over. It was not my first time there I had been summoned to her before. From her hand, I was given Moon Silver that I made my weapon with. It's the size of a long sword for a human, but in my werewolf form it's no bigger than a good sized dagger.

Inside resides a spirit of a unicorn the patron spirit of my tribe.
I had briefly met him before, and he was impressed with me and had decided to take me up on an offer to help me. His name is twilight dancer. He is the strongest unicorn spirit. I have met and also the most violent one. And he has a very odd sense of humor. We ended up more like buddies after a while then something else. My only family left.

I change into my hispo form. It looks like an oversized wolf but is about the size of a bear. Now I was ready for anything I code move fast and if I need to fight, my jaws in this form code break iron bars easily.

It takes me almost 5 days to trek across the twisted land going into deeper realms wear the laws of physics started to matter less and less. On the 5 day I arrived I had found the entrance. I used my power, yet again to slip myself into the new realm.

Of all the realms I ever had been to nothing beats the beauty of Luna’s realm the realm is a vast garden. The soil brightly shining Moon Silver and the vegetation soft and luminous. Luna’s throne lies in the Center of the Garden, next to a small pond of Moon Silver where she Grant's audience to those with the wisdom and the perseverance to reach her.

I changed back to my human form.

What can I say she is beautiful if you ever saw her you would understand why wolf's howl praises. I suddenly find myself near a silver pond with a beautiful silver lady standing there with a hand in the silver pond. She turns to me a smile on her perfect lips and a mischievous glint in her silver eyes.

"What can I be of service with my goddess?"

She rises herself up and approaches me

"I have something you need to do for me. I have been watching you, and I have seen your pain and loneliness." She stops before I raise my head, and I was shocked she has tears in her eyes and an expression of sadness on her face.

"I have seen the pain in your life and I ask of you one last favor."

She stretched out her arms placing her hands against my cheeks.

"There is a place that will one day need your help, but if you go you will never be able to come back, but there is hope there for you. A chance of happiness and no more loneliness."

I was stunned I never knew she had watched over me. A chance of a life with happiness it sounded too good to be true. I felt a tear sliding down from my right eye I wanted this. There was no life for me here. Already I had felt myself drown in the pain and loneliness, if there was a chance I wanted it.

She moved forward and kissed my tear away and looked back at me.

"Do you accept knowing you will never come back?" I code not speak I only nodded. She smiled at me and leans down and kissed me on my lips.

I have never felt something like this before it was cold, but she did not taste like metal, but sweat like the sweet smelling Moon Flowers. Hear lip's part from mine.

"Twilight dancer will join you in your quest. You are bound in soul and cannot be parted."

She stepped back and looked at me with determined eyes. It strikes me she looks sad. Pained for having let the embrace go?

"There is one thing you must know if you go you might lose most of your power, and I do not know if it will come back. Do you still want this?"

I was confused she was acting strange she had always been regal when I met here before never showing emotions, but now she was looking at me like she feared what I would say.

I turned to her. My mind was made up.

"Yes, I want this if there is a chance of happiness I want to take it." She smiled at me, but she was trying to mask a pained expression.

"Then you shall have your wish." She said in almost a whisper. She took my hand and guided me to the pond. Her hand was shaking a bit.

"You must drink from it. You will hurt, but this is the only way to send you where you are needed."

I was confused. Why was she asking like this, was she afraid for me or was there something else? I felt a burning sensation in my chest like my heart was trying to tell me something, but my brain would not let me understand it.

I nodded I wanted this I hardened my resolve. I went down on my knees and cupped my hands and filed them with the liquid silver. I brought it up to my mouth and swallowed. It did not hurt. It was cold and tasted like Luna.

Then it hit me like an explosion in my body every nerve in my body screaming in pain it hurts so much more than anything I ever had felt. I was lying on my side curled up in a fetal position.

Luna went down on her knees and put my head on her lap stroking my hair. Tears in her eyes while saying something I code not understand at first." I have loved you from afar, but I can never be with you in this world. Your wolf song was always the sweetest."

She bent over and kissed my lips.

I felt it with a certainty. I never felt before I loved her, and I wanted her and now I was never to see her again.

"The only thing I can do is send you to a world where you have a chance of happiness."

I looked at her the only thing. I could say" what have I done"

My vision was going to black. I knew I had not much time left at her side.

With the last of my strength I said," I love you Luna""

She looked at me smiling "and I love you"

She used one of her fingers to pluck one of her tears and dropped it in my mouth. "Now you will always have a part of me with you"

I started to begin feeling sleepy and my body light the last thing I saw was Luna giving me one final kiss.

* * * *

I awoke and looked around only to see the most beautiful and colorful Forest I had ever seen. The air smells so good so clean.

'Right now I don't want to move. I only want to lay her and get the rest of my tears out‘

They were sliding down my muzzle. I noticed I was back in my wolf form.

After a while my stomach growled in protest. I needed food.

Rising from the leaves I got up off the ground and looked around me for a few minutes to admire the Forest around me before starting my search for something to eat.

'Right now I am not picky.'

‘OK now I Need to think about something besides Luna.' I was surrounded by trees.

‘Now where do I go the trees are dense there must be something around here.'

My ear perked up.

‘There's a noise something small I think.

‘It's not too far away no more than 300 meters I think?

‘Well it won't be my first time hunting something in a new strange realm'.

I ran to the nearest tree and started making my way quietly to my target. My heart started beating faster. I started to smell
it. ‘That's odd it smells like flowers and baked goods.'

‘Maybe someone is having a picnic.'

It took me 10 minutes to close the distance.

Not twenty meters away was a yellow colored Pegasus with a pink mane and tail. It was standing facing away from me looking at a Bunny.

‘Well, this is new one a Pegasus, and it's so small more like a pony, but it's defiantly flesh and blood.'

‘Hope it's not anyone's pet, let's hope I am not about to eat a small girl's favorite Pegasus pony.

‘Pegasus for dinner and then a Bunny for desert.'

‘Well, the Pegasus could never taste worse than the yellow canary I ate once.'

‘Note to self-do not eat the wings.'

‘Took me hours last time, to get all the feathers out of my mouth.’