Aria gripped her bed sheets tight, frowning lightly as sweat appeared on her forehead. Her stomach churned and her heart thumped, the images running through her mind filling her with both pleasure and fear. She tried to fight it, to ignore the pictures of the girl she noe loved, her sparkling pink eyes, but every minute it got more and more painful. She jolted up, breathing heavily as she looked around the room frantically. No-one. She sighed and rubbed her eyes, the tears streaming out her eyes. No point in going back to sleep now. Aria looked towards the full body mirror on her wall. Still in bed she looked into her reflection and barely recognized the girl looking back at her; the once moody, sarcastic siren had been replaced by someone who hadn't slept properly in days.

Adagio had done so much for her, kept her safe, loved her when nobody else would, saved her life and though she knew some features were for her containment, it was also very touching to the woman who had always had so little. She laid back on the bed, but a single thought kept her awake.

She raped me.

She stared straight forward at a crack on the floor and tried to stop crying, she had to stop, only fillies cried, she needed to stop crying, but she could only clench her teeth for so long before a sob crawled up her throat and slipped past her lips.

She collapsed on her bed, Aria buried her head in pillows and screamed at the top of her lungs, until her throat burned, until her jaw ached. Head pounding, she beat her fist into the mattress once, twice, ten times, then went limp. Sweat covered her skin. She pulled the sheets over her shaking body.

But she always made sure that her and Sonata were well taken care of, even when she had nothing.

She always cared.

Her eyes burned, but Aria clenched them shut and pushed the sorrow down her throat. Yet, no matter how hard she pushed, it only came raging back, laced with nausea. Tears slid down on her purple cheeks and plummeted down to her thighs, as she sighed reaching her hands up to wipe down the tears from her face. She pathetic and incomplete without Adagio she needed her, she loved her, she yearned for her. But yet she hated and despised her, her emotions are spinning through on her head. She clutched the side of her skull and tried to push the tangled emotions out of her head, but there were no use the two sides of her wanted to be set free and both sdes were right.

She didn't want to deal with this bullshit, thier bullshit.

Adagio's bullshit.

Her body slumped over and ached whenever she made a step, as she made down the stairs. Her muscles were sore her eyes burned, she found herself slouching over as she dragged her way down to the kitchen. She couldn't handle this. She didn't want to handle this. Only one thing could help her to handle it and it wasn't Adagio. She was lost in her own thoughts for a brief moment, and was startled slightly when her foot met the cold, smooth kitchen tile floor.

She could feel her feet popping up against it as she swug open the minibar in the home. She pulled out an entire bottle of tequila, she merely popped off the top didn't even pour in a cup. Taking a long, healthy, swing Aria slammed the bottle down the counter. More tears burned and ran straight down her face.

But that didn't seemed to stop the purple emotional wreck. Aria Blaze, the toughest one of the Dazzlings, was balled up in a corner drinking to get rid of her emotions. She picked up the bottle once again it took another swing this one longer than the other. And another. And another. And another. She kept drinking and drinking and drinking hoping that the alcohol would sugarcoat her emotions. She kept crying and drinking hoping that it would be over.

I'm in love with my sister..... I'm in love with a rapist

I'm so pathetic. Aria reached for the bottle again and brought it up to her soft lips. Soft pruple flesh meet with hard glass, as Aria prepared herself for a nother swing. She thew the bottle back expecting a burning sensation to run down her throat, she was meet with emptiness. Aria dropped the bottle, and grinned stupidity at a full bottle of red wine. Though druck Aria still had a basic idea of what she wanted.

Tequila to forget, wine to relax

But just before the red calming liquid could reach her lips, the front door creaked open. “Ria?”

“Get out!” Aria screeched, her voice cracking. “Get out of my house! Get out, get out, get out!”

"Aria-"

"SHUT THE HELL UP YOU FUCKIN' PERVERT!"Adagio flinched. Aria drunkly struggled and wobbled highway from behind the mini bar. That's when a when a empty bottle of tequila came flying towards her face. Adagio ducked and saw Aria with a bottle of red wine.

"Aria, what the hell!"

"Don't snap at me!" Aria smashed the wine bottle on the ground, trying to hit Adagio with it.

"Ar-"

"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!"

Adagio flinched, but kept walking, until she to was behind the minibar with Aria. She screamed at her to leave, screamed that she never wanted to see her again—but she didn’t resist when Adagio climbed next to her and wrapped her hands around Aira's small body. She buried her face into Adagio's breasts.

“I hate you,” she whimpered, trembling in her eldest sister's arms. A low wail broke free from Aria's throat. She grasped at Adagio's night shirt, kicked her legs weakly into her stomach, all the while sobbing, weeping. Bitter tears spilled onto Adagio’s breasts, and she held Aria tight, as if she would never let go. Adagio pulled her face up and wiped her tears away, and gave her a kiss, Aria flinched, but returned the gesture.

“I’m sorry for hurting you. I just got so angry, I-I didn’t know what to do.” Adagio paused squeezing Aria tighter. “I'm sorry...”

"No you're not." Aria croaked, pushing away from Adagio's embrace.

"You never were." Aria said bitterly, staggering herself up. Tears continued to pour down her face.

"You know slave," Aria said with a bitter laugh. "I think I liked it better back it in the good days. When I could rape you!"

Adagio clenched her jaw as tears ran down her face. Body launched towards Aria, giving the drucken purple a hard slap in the face. Aria hit the stairs with scream and a thud.

Aria's shaking arms grabbed the wooden handrail. Her tears flowed faster as she sharply turned her head. Her bottom lip trembled as she stared into Adagio's eyes.

"I knew you never changed." Aria whispered in a ragged voice. She forced herself to run up the stairs.

Adagio's hands shook violently as they begin to cover her face.

"What have I done this time......"

Author's Note

Now I know what you're thinking.

"Where's Sonata and Sunset Shimmer"

Well I've been working on a chapter is focused around Adagio encountered with Sunset Shimmer so hopefully it be posted between the next one to four chapters what to think of the people read this story and if you like it give it a thumbs up.