Discord finds himself craving affection from a certain yellow mare. However, being what and who he is he wonders whether or not he even deserves the chance to love and be loved. Having admired this particular mare for a while what started as a simple crush blossomed into something he has never felt before. This both frightens and excites the Spirit of Choas and Disharmony. Knowing that he can't keep his feelings inside him forever he decides to take the plunge. His efforts are rewarded as the Element of Kindness reciprocates his emotions.

Things are not all cotton candy chocolate rain clouds and ballet dancing buffalo, however, after a misunderstanding followed by an argument both are left with raw emotions and tears. After this the cotton candy of his eye disappears leaving a note behind saying only that she was leaving. However, things don't settle well within him as he goes on a rage and sorrow filled hunt scouring all of the world he inhabits for her. Soon things begin to come into light and something more sinister is revealed. Can Discord find his love or will she be lost forever to whatever fate has befallen upon her?

This is my first fanfiction. Constructive criticism is appreciated and welcomed. However, if you're just going to say "it's bad" without a reason don't bother even commenting on it. Anyway this came to me in a dream one night and I wrote down the just of it and began working on it. Now there will be chapters, some will have violence, sex, uncomfortable themes in any combination and some won't. I intend to work on this regularly, and feel free to message or comment with any ideas and I may put them in if it fits what I see as the story.

I would like to add this isn't going to be extremely graphic as far as torture goes and the rape will be for the most part as 'tame' as possible.

WARNING: There will be rape and torture. If you don't want to read that stuff don't read this fic. Also before people accuse me of not understanding how rape victims feel and that I am insensitive, I was molested at seven and raped at seventeen, I am currently in therapy for this so yeah I know how they feel. This is fiction it isn't real and in cases of plot and feel for the characters yes rape is a method people use.

Anyway I hope you all enjoy!