Author's Note

First Fanfiction. This chapter does contain sex. Constructive Criticism is welcomed!

Lonely Love

Chapter 1: Lonely Love

He didn’t know why he felt so empty when he had everything he could have wanted; power, chaos, and subjects. He knew something was missing but couldn’t for the love of sun-butt piece together what it was. That was until he met her, from inside the stained glass window he saw the most breath-takingly beautiful of mares. Her pink mane covering just a bit of her face and flowing down like, well, he couldn’t really come up with anything but straight cotton candy, but, oh, that made her look all the sweeter. Her fur was a sunny yellow and seemed to radiate light as if she herself were the sun. Her tail was just as long as her mane and the same hue, and her eyes were a sweet deep blue that pierced through his soul as she approached the window and looked at him. He felt a sting inside him as she ran in fear of his mere image on the glass.

He didn’t bother listening to sun-butt’s ravings until she said “it doesn’t make sense” at which point he found the perfect entrance for him to introduce himself. The rest of that day he didn’t care to remember as it ended with him back where he began. Encased in his cold and hard prison he could only reflect on that beauty that wonder of creation whose name brings warmth to his soul: Fluttershy. Now in the maze he had still been hurt over her running from a mere copy of himself and he just got fed up and changed her then left, but now he wishes he’d have stayed at least to talk to the Element of Kindness and perhaps quench his thirst for her.

One day the unthinkable happened, dear old Celestia thought he could be taught friendship and so sent him to the Elements of Harmony to be returned to his natural state. His heart filled with an emotion he could only describe as longing when he learned Fluttershy was to be his teacher in friendship. Sure he stumbled a lot at first but when she openly accepted him unconditionally as her friend he knew he could never risk losing her. So when given the ultimatum at Apple Acres to either change things back to normal or lose her he was mad at first thinking how dare this pony tell me the almighty Discord what to do! Then, he realized that this wasn’t just anypony this was the pony, the one who brought him feelings he’d never felt in all his long life. So he relented and decided from then on to work on doing anything to please her.

Skipping forward to present day he and Fluttershy were enjoying their regular Tuesday Tea when he felt the need to ask after all this time how she felt. However, he had to do this casually and beat around the bush so as to avoid looking suspicious and to avoid her distancing herself if things went sour. “So Fluttershy,” Discord said as he fiddled around with a spoon in his teacup, “you remember Shining Armor and Cadence’s wedding?” He asked this as if asking did she remember the time when Applejack and Rainbow Dash have that best pony competition. Outwardly he gave no sign of timidness or apprehensiveness when in reality he was shaking to the core in anxiety.

“Why of course Discord how could I forget my friend’s brother’s wedding? Incidentally why are you asking?” Fluttershy inquired in her soft and silky smooth tone of voice that made his spine tingle.

“Well, um, I was just wondering if you ever wanted to have a special somepony? I mean, uh, like someone you’ve known for a while, maybe? Not that I want to know your private life, I’m just curious,” Discord said trying to be calm as his heart pounded hard in his chest like a drum. It’s okay Discord, don’t freak out or she will know and this will be awkward. Just relax and keep cool.

Fluttershy tilted her head like a dog who heard something they didn’t quite understand and stayed that way for a few moments before sipping her tea. “Well, I’ve never really thought about it before, butnow that you mention it I have been wanting a special somepony of my own…but nopony would want a timid, dull mare like me,” she said with a small sigh.

Discord could’ve kissed her right then and confessed his feelings and told her how wrong she was about herself. He couldn’t believe a mare as sweet and beautiful as her had any doubts about others wanting her. His heart ached at her statement as it pained him to know how unworthy of love she felt. Instead of jumping right into confessing he just stroked her mane gently with his gryphon hand. “Oh Fluttershy, I’ve been alive for centuries and I can honestly say without any hesitation that if anypony was ever deserving of love, it is you. You are the Element of Kindness for Celestia’s sake, you are a caretaker to all wildlife and you are the most amazing mare I know,” he said with confidence that surprised himself.

“Discord, that’s the nicest thing anypony has ever said to me,” she said with tears in her eyes, “Ever since I first met you I had been afraid of you, but now I’m not anymore because I gave you a chance that nopony else would give and discovered the most gentle soul in Equestria.”
Discord felt his chest swell with pride and felt that this was the moment to tell her the truth. “Flutters, I-I love you,” he said voice wavering from fear, “I’ve always felt like there was some part of me missing from myself and could never figure out what that was, until I met you. The way light seemed to radiate of you and the way you accepted me for all my faults, it solidified my beliefs that we were meant for each other….but when you ran away at a copy of me I wasn’t sure we could ever be. I mean look at me…I’m hideous and the spirit of chaos and disharmony. However, I can’t keep my feelings for you a secret anymore. Fluttershy, my dear sweet Fluttershy will you be my special somepony?”

Silence descended upon the room and Discord had never felt so unsure and afraid in his entire existence. Each second passed agonizingly slow as if time itself wanted to further his doubts. Finally, Fluttershy broke the silence and spoke. “Discord, I-I h-have never h-had anypony ask me that. I’m not good with these things….”

As silence once again crashed down Discord could feel his heart breaking. He felt almost betrayed but knew that the yellow pony would never do that to him. He felt tears weld up in his eyes and was sure Fluttershy would never want to see him again. You should have known Discord nopony could ever love a monster like you.

“But i-I would be honored,” she finished with a smile that could melt even the thickest of ice.

Discord was dumbfounded and mumbled a bit before blurting out quietly, “What?”

“I will be your special somepony Discord,” she repeated with a small giggle at the way he was acting.

Discord suddenly stood up and lifted Fluttershy off her couch and spun her around in circles giddy as a lamb. Fluttershy was surprised but happy and soon began to giggle in happiness as she was spun. Discord stopped and then leaned forward to kiss her, Fluttershy leaned with a little uncertainty as she had never been kissed before. Discord gently put his lips against hers and repeated it twice before stopping and holding her to his chest. “I’m so happy! Even chaos doesn’t make me feel this way! Oh Fluttershy my special somepony I can’t believe that the most beautiful and sweet mare in all of Equestria is mine,” He cried in joy as he held her tightly against his chest.

Fluttershy felt his tears land on her fur but didn’t mind or say anything. She could see now just how much he cared for her, and she felt a bit of remorse for not noticing sooner. He’d spent his whole life hated and alone now she intended to make up for every second of it.
“Oh Discord, I love you too!” She exclaimed as she nuzzled herself into his chest.

Discord finally stopped crying and set her back down on the couch. He smiled and sat next to her just looking at her as if not truly believing that this goddess was his and his alone. Fluttershy laid down with her head in his lap and smiled up at him. Discord kissed the top of her head gently and looked at the dazzling creature before him. Her body was perfect, never before had he seen something that left him speechless in awe. Fluttershy blushed as she saw Discord’s gaze on her and taking in every inch of her body. Truth be told she had feelings for him too and was ecstatic to be in his lap. Suddenly, she felt something begin to emerge just under her head and she sat up and turned bright red with embarrassment.

Discord grabbed a pillow and hid himself and looked away from her in shame unable to look her in the eyes. “I-I don’t know what came over me, it’s just you are so, well, sexy and I guess I got a little aroused and and and…..I’ll just go now,” he said as he tried to get up only to be pulled back down by a strong hoof.

“No don’t go it’s okay I just never felt a male’s private area before…it kinda scared me…but it also made me feel…very strange down there,” she said very quietly.

Discord smiled an almost mischievous grin and removed the pillow to allow his “kingly scepter” to emerge freely. It was bigger than the average pony at 14 inches but it was the same type of organ as his torso was that of a horse. “So how does the fully extended version make you feel?” He teased in a smooth tone.

Fluttershy bit her lower lip and looked at his sword. “I-I-I,” she stuttered quietly before Discord snuck his tail behind her and flicked at her pink slit with the poofy tip. He chuckled almost darkly as she moaned and feel forward on him from surprise. “Mmm I’d say it makes you feel very good,” he purred in her ear as he continued to flick his tail at her entrance.

She moaned softly at each touch and squirmed from the unfamiliar feeling in her nether. Discord chuckled again and held her to his chest as he began to flick his tail vigorously against her sweet spot. Fluttershy bit her lip in pleasure and moaned in her throat. He continued to flick at her relentlessly until she felt something warm inside her building up. “D-Discord,” she moaned loudly as the feeling began to push beyond what she could take in pleasure. Discord grinned as he knew he was about to reach his goal. He flicked as fast as he could and she moaned wantonly in his arms. Finally, with one last flick she tensed up and moaned lewdly as she came.

Discord laid her down gently and got up. He cleaned the end of his tail off before coming back to the couch and a panting Fluttershy. “Discord…that was…so good,” she managed to say between pants. He chuckled as he whispered huskily, “I’m still not finished my little pony.”
He maneuvered his head down in between her back legs and tentatively licked her wet mound. It wasn’t the greatest thing but it was still good especially since this flavor belonged to his angel. He began to clean her folds with his tongue relishing the unique flavor that is his special somepony. She moaned softly at the new stimulation against her slit. Discord used his long and slender snake tongue to lick all over her folds in ways no other pony could do. She shivered from the pleasure and panted as if she were in heat. Discord gently pushed himself inside her tight, wet hole and swirled his tongue around getting every bit of her flavor he could. Fluttershy felt the same warmness as before start to build. Sensing her orgasm nearing Discord used one of his talons to rub her swollen nub as he sped up his licking. She arched back and practically screamed in bliss as she came for the second time.

He licked up the new mess and then placed himself over her both of his mismatched arms on either side of her head. “Are you sure you want to do this Fluttershy? We don’t have to and I won’t be mad if you aren’t ready,” he said gently and kissed her cheek.
After a short pause and a bit of uncertainty on her part she nodded at him to signal her want. He aimed himself right above her virgin pussy and slowly, gently pushed forward allowing her time to adjust as his member separated her folds. Her face was a mixture of uncomfortableness and pleasure as his flared tip went in. He pushed forward gentle but firm and broke her thin wall of virginity. She winced as it tore and had tears in her eyes, seeing this Discord kissed her passionately and waited for her signal to continue. After a few moments she pushed against his cock to let him know she was ready.

Discord took it slow pushing his length into her warm, tight walls inch by inch. When he finally had it all in he could feel her cervix just a little bit in front of his head. Then he pulled out almost all the way before slowly going back in. He continued this agonizing pace for a while wanting to hear her beg for him to go faster. After some desperate pushing back she moaned out her plea, “Please Discord, I want you to go faster!”

He chuckled and quickened his pace each time slamming balls deep into her cunt. She moaned in rhythm to the thrusts and with each one her cries grew more and more wanton. He could feel his climax coming and began to thrust with all his effort. Fluttershy was drooling in pleasure as she moaned louder and louder. With one final thrust he emptied himself in the deepest part of her, filling her with his seed. She came soon after feeling his pulsing member insider her filling her to the brim with his cum.

Discord remained inside her until he was soft again and then moved her so she was on top of him while they both lay panting on the couch. “Thank you for letting me express my love physically,” Discord said as he stroked her mane.

Fluttershy could only make a simple “mm-hmm” noise as she was completely spent. Discord chuckled at her proud with his accomplishment. He held her close to him as she drifted into a peaceful slumber. Well Discord your life is complete and your happiness lies sleeping in your arms. I only hope that when she wakes she’ll still feel the same. For the first time since being turned to stone for the second time he was truly afraid, mostly that when he fell asleep he’d wake up and find her gone. He couldn’t continue his pitiful existence if Fluttershy left him alone and with only his hollow shell of a soul as comfort. Finally, however, sleep overtook him and he began to dream of her.