Falling to my end

by End

What am I doing?

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Author's Note

Updated Nov 7, 2019

The story will be updated and the next two chapters will be altered. Its been almost four years since I touched this story. So, I've forgotten where I was going with this story.

March 24, 2020

New readers can ignore the previous message.


What am I doing?

Okay, let's review what happened during my first few months in Equestria.

First, I fell from the sky, to discover I'm a pony. My first few encounters with ponies went terrible. Second, I became a mare magnet. This was not intentional. I saw a few glances here and there. Third, I was kidnapped, by a race called Enders, and they wanted me to save their race because all the males somehow disappeared at once. How? I don't know. Fourth, a certain season is about to start, and I'm going to die.

So, that's basically what's happened so far.

Oh, and I have to start a herd if I wanted to live.

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Joy


Two weeks before...a mare's heat cycle rolls in.

Mating season, it when stallions and their herd get together and make a new generation of ponies. It wouldn't be so bad if the mares didn't act so crazy. Yes, a mare's heat drove her crazy to the point where they can't think properly and they rape their poor partner.

How to I know? I've heard some stories from co-workers where they've have been that situation. Most of the stallions would leave to who knows where, until the season was over. This made mares, however, more desperate. It drove them to the point of going homosexual or using...toys. The worst-case scenario was them raping a poor wandering stallion.

Except, I can't leave Ponyville. Actually that's a lie. I can leave if I want to, but there is no running from the mares I'm associated with. One of them is my mare friend, Octavia, and I can deal with her. Vinyl, is a... roommate. Now the rest are crazy stalkers, or a least one of them obviously is. But I'll get to those girls later.

Now, I'm here sitting above on my cloud that's above my home. A home that I share with the two mares previously mentioned. They surprisingly can control themselves when they're in heat. How they do it? I don't know. How do I know? Don't ask...I overheard them talking about how others can't control themselves during the season when they were drinking tea.

So yeah, on my cloud, thinking what to expect for that week.

"Hi, Silent!" a small filly appears next to me. She's an Ender. Except she ran away from home. Well, she ran with me when I was escaping from the Ender's village, which was hidden away deep in the Everfree forest. She was a silver coated and maned pegasus.

Her name is, Lilly. Just plain Lilly.

"So, what are you thinking about?" she asked.

Nothing really. Just enjoying my last few days of freedom.

She makes herself comfortable before sitting down.

"Tell me," she demands, "Are you really giving in?" She asked.

Fine, I am thinking about how I'm going to survive the mating season. I'm not planning on getting raped. If I'm going to do it, then it will be on my own terms

She looks up and tilts her head. "I still don't know what makes mares tick yet, but I'm sure you'll survive," she said, trying to cheer me up.

She teleported away. Enders, somehow have the ability to teleport. All of the ones I've seen have been pegasi. So we didn't have to be a unicorn to do that. We had other abilities, like fast healing, learning and retaining things faster, and talking to each other telepathically, which was my preferred way of communicating.

Another plus of having Lilly around was that she could translate for me, but she would twist my words up. I did have my own voice, but every time I tried to talk I would end up in pain. There was something wrong with my throat. I hadn't been able to see a doctor, because of my misadventures.

I soon descended to the ground and enter the split house. I enter and made my way to my room. I gotta get to work in the morning. I have to push some rain clouds over to the apple farm. It had come to my attention that for some reason, I don't like apples. Strange but true. The orange mare, known as Apple Jack, would give me an apple whenever I came to do my duties, but I ended up throwing it away. As long as she doesn't find out. I think I'm good.


"Zzzzz....zzz zzz...zzz"

*Ring*

My alarm went off. Starting the day off with a banana and a glass of milk. Every time I would grab something I would get distracted by how my hoof worked. I mean It was flat with no way of maintaining a grip. But it always holds on to whatever I have unless I let go on purpose.

I made it to work earlier than anypony else. I like arriving early. Don't judge. Some of my co-workers made fun of me for it, but It would be at the end of the day when we were all packing up to leave. Since I arrived earlier I would be out to my assigned area ready to move the clouds.

Moving clouds was tiring. It was weird that moving clouds would be a bit of a challenge. Rainclouds made sense that they'd be heavy, but normal white ones didn't. Unless you anything but a pegasus, you would fall straight through.

"Come on, Silent put your wings and back to it!" Rainbow Dash cried out from upfront. She was a good pony and all but she did have a few issues here and there, but still a good pony

Screw you! You're faster and use your wings more. I forget I have wings!

This was strange but true. I sometimes forget I even have wings. So, I often walk on the ground. Even when I was escaping, or being chased, I would be running, and not flying away. Probably because I was a human in a ponies body. I went to sleep one day and then the next minute I was in a ponies body. I kept thinking it was a dream and I still kinda do. I'm either in a coma or I'm dead and this is my next life. I don't really remember being human. Like 91% of my memories are gone.

After work, I head back home and stay in my room unless there's something that's going to destroy Ponyville. Then I'm not going anywhere. Unless I go out with Octavia. Somehow, she became my marefriend. But I wasn't complaining. In fact, It was the best thing that had happened to me since I got here.

I didn't like to go out at all. Vinyl wanted me to go to one of her concerts or parties, but I declined her offer after offer. Parties aren't my thing. Speaking of that. Here she is trying again.

"Okay, okay, ...I'll go," I said in between breaths. As I said, it hurt to talk.

Vinyl, was once again asking me to come to one of the clubs she performs at. I agreed because I was being shot glares from Octavia. It was something about her that I couldn't disagree with.

"Yes!" she cried out.

Oh boy, this is going to suck. I'm not sure if this is a great idea.

From the things I've heard of the parties she hosts. They can get pretty wild. I don't think somepony like me will fit in well in there. But I have already agreed to go. Seeing the look of happiness on her face discourages me from changing my mind. I sigh in defeat.

I go to my room and look at what I should wear. It takes me a few seconds to realize that I only wear one thing. A scarf. Most ponies don't wear anything at all, but every now and again somepony would wear some sort of clothing. One of my memories clearly recalled me wearing clothes as a human. Since I wore clothes as a human, it felt weird not wearing anything. So I ended up wearing a scarf.

I have two scarfs. One of them was my first one, which was given by Rarity, and the second one was also given to me by Rarity when she visited me in the hospital. They were both the same design, but the most recent was made of different fibers.

Looking at the clock I quickly realize that I had no idea when Vinyl was going to perform, much less performing at. I made my way to Vinyl's door and knocked.


I made my way through the streets of Ponyville. The sun had set long ago. The moon had taken the sun's place in the sky. So it was dark outside. There weren't many ponies out at night. The ones that were out, were ponies locking up their stores or going to the party that was happening right now.

When I finally reach the destination I see a large earth pony with shades on guarding the entrance. He looks at me with an intimidating look. He looks like he could break me in half. I make my way up to him anyway.

"Name," he speaks.

"...Silent...Night"

"Ah, yes, Miss Scratch said you'd come," he said, moving aside to let me through.

As I thought. Loud music and a bunch of ponies dancing and drinking. I haven't been here a full minute and I was already having thoughts of leaving. I was in a booth located at the farthest corner of the room. I was receiving a lot of attention from random mares. I ignored them until they left me alone. One of them threw their drink at me.

I glance at the stage and a saw Vinyl making her music on her...table thing. Her stage name, DJ-pon3 showed on the banner above her. I wondered why she'd bothered to have two different names if ponies would instantly recognize her on the street.

"Alright! Let's turn the music up even higher!!!" she yelled and everypony agreed by cheering out.

That's it I'm out

She spotted me as I was leaving. She waved her hoof to catch my attention. She got off from the stage and started to make her way over towards me. She was stopped a few times by stallions trying to get lucky with her. She got security to get rid of them. But when one was removed, another took his place.

She's popular with the guys. I'm not surprised. Okay She already knows I'm here, so I can probably leave soon.

But she was still struggling to make her way towards me. I stopped and thought for a moment. If I left now, then Octavia would be furious when she found out I left the party without meeting up with Vinyl. I looked back at her and decided to meet her halfway.

As I made my way towards her, I was stopped by the same mares that were flirting with me earlier. Of course, I paid no attention. I finally made it close enough that I could reach her. I was stopped by one of the security ponies, but he was dismissed by Vinyl as she gave him a signal that I could pass. The rejected stallions gave me jealous looks.

"Hey! Glad you made it" she yelled over the music. I nodded.

"Come on!" She said pulling me along with Her. I got a few envy stares from the stallions around me.

She seemed happy. She liked her job, I assumed. She kept me around, which was torture to me. I wanted to leave, but I had to struggle with myself to stay longer. My urge to teleport out of here was growing.

"So Silent! How you liking this so far," she yelled.

She looked at my emotionless face. I clearly wasn't having fun, but I tried to hide it. She was a nice friend, so I tried to make her as happy as possible by staying here.

"..." She looked at me through her shades.

I gave off a shrugged. She seemed to accept it.

"Great!" she said before moving back to the stage.

She's gone, now's my chance.

I stayed a while longer to give her the impression that I was staying. I clearly wasn't going to and she probably knew it too. But since I showed up and talked to her, it was probably fine to leave now. I looked around to see if I could find the restrooms. I eventually found them.

I enter the stallion restrooms. I take a quick look around to see if there was anypony here. After feeling confident that there wasn't any pony here, I teleport off back home. I was getting better at teleporting.

When first starting I was getting sick trying after teleporting five times in a row. But now I was able to teleport about 15 times in a row before feeling nauseous.

I really hate parties...

I find myself in my room. It is now past 1 am. I head towards my bed and let gravity pull me down. I lie there thinking about how my life is going to be soon. Will, I actually do it or will I be tied up at become their plaything?

One week, six days.

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