Dear Diary, Today i failed suicide.

by pro3

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"Oh my fucking god! Aaaaahhh!" I scream as im falling down fast from the sky, and i can see the ground catching up to me at an insane speed.

I must have been five hundred meters in the air when i started dropping and it seems im gonna keep falling until the ground says hello. And i really thought i would be better prepeard for the fall when it happened, but i guess being taken by surprise messed up my whole plan of being calm durring the drop.

Iv been falling for around tree hundred meters now and would be bracing myself for the fall if i werent screaming in terror of my oncoming doom.

And just as im about to hit the ground i sudenly feel a sharp pain in my side as cyan blur hits me with a speed equal to the one im falling at.

"Don't worry! Rainbow Dash got you!" A now visible pegasus horse with rainbow colored hair tells me proudly and slows down in the air slowly comming to a halt.

"What the fuck!?" I yell and try to kick lose from the semingly imposible talking mythical creature holding me.

"Hey hey! Relax! Im just trying to save you!" It yells and grabs onto me harder with an insane strength that is crushing out all the air in me.

"Agh! Air!" I choke out to get it to release it's death grip.

"Il relax if you stop kicking!" I nod fast and firmly to stop it from killing me.

"Good." It says before starting to descend to the ground, and close to what i can make out to be a town of some kind with the most colorfull houses iv ever seen.

After getting over the fact that im not dying anymore im starting to take in everything thats hapening now. Saved by a colorfull cyan pegasus with rainbow striped short hair and a tomboyish female voice, so il asume it's a female for now. And i also herd the name Rainbow Dash in there. 'What the hell? What kind of a name is Rainbow Dash?'

We land on the ground and she releases me from her grip on the grass about thirty meters from the town and really close to a house that looks like it was made around a tree so the roof is the leaves on top and a small river next to it.

But with the panic still in my head and the fact that this imposible creature that talks is stanind in front of me, i push myself away in a sitting position with my legs and with the most paniced look i can muster on face. She responds with tilting her head to the side and looking at me with worry written all over her face, and then walks a step closer.

I grab the closest and ofcourse is the smalest stick i can grab and point it at her in a phatatic excuse of a thretening stanse.

"S-s-stay back!" I yell at her and flail the stick around to keep her away. And for now it seems to be working.

"Wow there! Relax! Im not going to hurt ya, alright?" She says with consern clearly present in her voice.

But with how paniced i am and with so many thought running trough my head right now i don't respond and instead try to push myself further away, but ofcourse i diden't notice the gigantic boulder right behind me.

We stand there for a while, her trying to get alittle closer but me pushing the stick her way everytime she does, and the builder is around five meters in diameter so i can't push myself further away before she will probebly do something drastic to catch me, like slam me into the rock or something.

"Oh shot, i wish Fluttershy where home! She would know how to deal with this situation!" Rainbow Dash says in a frustrated voice.

"Well howdy Rainbow! What you doin over there?" A new horse shows up, but without wings. So i asume this is just a normal horse, or pony. Its way to small to be a horse.

She's a orange color with a cowboy hat and a strong hillbilly accent, and some rope tied up on her back. 'That can become a problem...'

"Hey Applejack! Iv got a hurt creature here that won't let me near it! I don't know what to do!" Rainbow Dash yells over to her but keeping her eyes at me.

"A creature you say? What happend to it?" The new pony asks back and comes closer, finally spotting me.

"It fell." Rainbow Dash states simply, giving a sidways look over to the orange pony now standing next to her.

"Iv never seen anything like this Rainbow! I think we should get Twilight!" The new pony named Applejack looks over me with a raised eyebrow.

"Your right, il fly over quick and have it done in ten secound flat! Can you look over it for now Aj?" Rainbow Dash askes before getting ready to fly.

"Sure thing partner! But you dont know who owns it?" Applejack asks back before looking over me again, scanning me and i asume shes trying to see if she remembers some kind of creature like me.

"All i know is that it fell from the sky and i catched it before it hit the ground." Rainbow Dash states before taking of to god knows where at an insane speed.

She dosen't do anything else than look at me for the time shes here, giving me looks of sympathy and looking very thoughtfull. So after what feels like an eternity of waiting, its even starting to get dark.

She comes walking back with a new pony, only this one has a horn. So a unicorn, and is a purple color with purple striped hair, or mane.

"See Twilight! I wasent lying! Just look at it, that is strange and you can't deny it!" Rainbow Dash states when they arive and the new ariveded pony named Twilight stares at me with wide eyes.

"Rainbow! Ohmygoshohmygoshohmygosh! This a human! You found a human!" Twilight informs her friend almost jumping in joy of the newfound discovery.

"Wait what!? The creatures that died of milions of years ago!?" Rainbow Dash asks looking back at Twilight with eyes wide and jaw down.

"Thats right! The anatomy is correct! But from the books they where suposed to be civil, higly inteligent and wear clothes at all times... So the question is if this one is sapient..." Twilight says looking toughtfull at the new discovery.

"Eh, it talked and nodded when i asked her to stop trying to getting lose from my grip houndred meters in the air, i think thats what sapient means right?" She askes with a embaresed look on her face.

"It talked!? What did it say!?" She askes with a overly happy look on her face.

"Ehm, sorry to interupt your little chat sugarcubes but it looks pretty sad and sems to have been crying, i think thats more important than science right now, right?" Applejack says speking up, ending the smal conversation betwen her friends.

"Oh! Right!" Twilight answers looking over to me.

While all of this is hapening thought about the situation is burning trough my mind like a wildfire. 'What the hell is going on!? I failed my suicide atempt! And now im millions of years in the future! Oh god... Everyone i know is dead! Mom! Dad! Alex!... I-i.. I thought that once i was dead i wouldent have to deal with more death! And here i am! Dealing with the death of the human race! Oh god... They all dead... all dead..." The tears is starting to stream down again now. Thinking about all these horible things is bringing up to much feelings in me. More feeling than i can handle.

"Ehm,.. are you alright?" A silent voice asks me, snapping me out of my thought train.

I look up and stare right into a green set of eyes with a tint of blue to them, making me recoil alittle and relise i don't have the stick anymore.

But looking into those conserned looking eyes wich is owned by a new yellow pegasus with pink hair is way to relaxing for unknown resons.

Its almost like the eyes are telling me that i will never feel pain again.

Like all my strugles are over.

Like i can just sleep now and let it all be over.

So i fall asleep.

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