Fluttershy spends her days cooped up inside, barely speaking to anypony.
When she does get outside, it`s hell.
But is it any different to being inside?

She wants to confess. She wants to let it all out. She wants her friend to love her, to care about her. She wants to be politely turned down by those she loves. She wants to be rejected. She wants to stay indoors. She wants to hide indoors.

She wants to curl up in filth.

(Thanks to The Fruity Cousin for pre-reading )