Author's Note

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Adieu, Ma Cherie.

In the rain, I sat beneath the water, biding my time before I fell. I would take my life away. I would jump. And nopony would ever see it again. Nightmare Moon had made a mockery of me three days ago. No matter how many times I forgave myself, the damn thing never died for long. I learned that after six, nightmare-filled nights. And once, on the seventh day, I woke up to see it was real. I didn't have much time. Or, rather, I don't.

As I write this, you and the Tantabus are engaging battle in the dining hall.

I knew it would come to this. But if I don't die... if I don't take my own life, it'll only grow stronger. You have to understand, Celly, I never wanted this. I never wanted to hurt anyone. Especially not you. We've had our time together. We've had a thousand years, haha... I think it's safe to say I love you at this point, dear sister. I think it's safe to say I was a fool for picking Surprise over you. For picking anyone over you.

You were here all my life. And I never wanted you close. Because I was scared, sister.

You were just like mother. You even yelled the same.

And I'm sorry to say... but I was blind.

Deep inside, I could hear her voice under yours. And I didn't hold you close enough to keep it away. All my memories, of the family I never wanted, were always on your shoulders. I'm sorry I was scared. I'm sorry I didn't see how important you really were to me. I'll never forget you.

When you and Discord have that child, make sure to raise her right.

Remember to kiss her booboos all better and play alfalfa monster once in a while.

I... I love you.

I have to jump now. Be good. And don't forget to smile. Atter all... you were always meant to be the brightest star in the sky. The most gorgeous. The most precious. Of all the stars in the night sky, you were the only one I ever wished for.