Mini Background Chapter about Andrew

It's dark cloudy night and I gotta say its not my day today. It's never my day, I always have something bad happening in my life and there's never a good thing that happens in my life. Ever. It's like if God doesn't want me to have a good life to live. I always ask myself, why.........why do I have to live these way? Why did my girlfriend have to die on the day of Valentines Day? Why did my boxing career have to end? Why did my family leave me? What did I do wrong? I'm constantly asking myself these questions, but I have no answers for them.

I feel tiny drops of water hit my face, I look up and feel more tiny droplets of rain then more and more. Now it's just pouring droplets of rain. I put my hood over my face and put my earphones on, tap on the song Mad by Ne-Yo, and the start walking down a road, just some random road while it pours gallons after gallons of water down onto the earth. There's a flash of lightning and then after a loud crack of thunder, it doesn't faze for I am to lost in my thoughts to even care what's going on in the world. As I walk down the road I'm walking on, I spot a lone pine tree in the middle of a park, I go to it and sit right under it. I my back against and rest my head back. I breath out a shaky breath and I put my hands in the pockets of my sweat pants. For some reason it got colder, and it started to pour down raIn harder.

I thought back to the day's me and my girlfriend had spent all those nights cuddled up together on the couch watching movies on Netflix when it always stormed this bad, but those thoughts are ruined after a flash back of bad memories of her dying come flooding back like a waves of water hitting against the rocks. I start to feel water sliding down my cheeks, but I notice that there tears. I promised her I wouldn't cry, I promised her I would get about her, I promised her I would......move....on, but I just can't. She was my everything, my love, my life, my friend, my lover, and now.........she's just gone. More tears start flowing out freely now.

It's just so damn hard to forget about someone you loved so much that all you wanted to love was them, but now I don't have no one to love, I have no one to care for, and I have no one to talk to. I get up and I clenche my hand into a fist and throw it straight into the pine tree. Chips of pine wood fly off it and my hand stars to bleed and ache. "Why did this have to happen to me?! Why me?! Why do I have to receive this punishment?! Why do I have to suffer?! What the hell did I do wrong?!" With ever question I send a hard picj to the pine tree and then I ask one finale question as I fall back onto the grass and curl up in a ball. "Why did I have to lose her?" I close my eyes and clenche my hands as they throb in pain and bleed from the cuts on my knuckles. I slip into the darkness of my mind and slip right into a memory, how do I know it's a memory well it remember it like it was just yesterday but it was actually 3 years ago.

I sit on the couch scanning through Netflix on the PlayStation 4, trying to find a good movie to watch for me and Nicole can watch. So far there's really nothing to watch. We've seen mostly all the movies already and all the shows so there's really nothing left.

"BOO!!" I jump up and swing at whatever is I front of me and I curse of in Spanish words. I hear laughter behind me and I spin around and I look at the one who scared me. None other then my cute and adorable girlfriend. She's on the fall rolling around dying of laughter while she holds her ribs from laughing so hard. I get an idea and I put a hand over my heart and I groan out in pain, I fall to my knees and I groan out loudly. This seems to get her attention as she gets up quickly and rushes to my side.

"Oh my god, Andrew are you ok?!" She says with much worriness in her voice. I shake my head and I fall onto my back and I try to speak, obviously faking it. She brings her face closer to my mind to try and hear what I was trying to say. "What did you say?" She asks as she starts to panic. I just smile and grab the back of her head and bring her close to my mine as our lips connect. Her eyes widen but close an instant as she melts into the warm kiss. Our lips seperate and I smile caringly at her as I put my hand on her cheek as I stare into her blue eyes. "I said I love you."

She smiles and shakes her head, she then hits me in the stomach as all the air gets knocked out of me. "I love you too you asshole" she giggles and kisses me. She hits me again in the stomach again but this time harder, "Next time don't scare me like that, you almost gave me heart attack!" I look up at her and look to the side as I rub the back of my head, "Sorry babe I didn't mean too, I just wanted to get payback for scaring me" I say as I look away thinking she's mad me now. She then surprises me by putting her soft and gentle a
hand on my cheek chin and turning my head towards her and kisses me. I put my rub my hand over her cheek kiss her back, she turns gets onto of me and kisses me deeper, but she then separates from the kiss and puts her head against my head. "I'm not mad at you if you were thinking about that ya big goof" she says giggling. Her giggle is so cute that it makes me smile. "Good, cause I really don't like getting my you mad, and damn girl remind me not again to get you mad. You hit pretty damn hard" I empathize by rubbing the sore spot on my stomach.

"Hehe, sorry Andrew but remember you did teach me a little of your boxing remember." I chuckle and shake my head, "Ya I remember." I smile and she speaks up but gets interrupted "So what are we gonna do for Valentim-" All sudden there's a loud banging at the door. We look at eachother and blink confusingly at eachother. Nicole then gets up off me rushes to the door while saying she's got it. I hear the door opening and Nicle calls out to me. "Andrew!!! There's a fan here to seen you!!" She calls out. I get up and I walk to the door, as I get to it I see the fan looking at me weird and I notice one of his hands to his beind his back. I recongize who this guy is and its the same guy who killed my uncle who once was a long time boxing champion, I then rush towards Nicole as time slows down and the guy at the door pulls the gun from behind his back and fires off two shots, one hitting my shoulder and the other to Nicole. I fall back as the guy ran off into his car and drove away. I get up and rush Nicole who has fallen to the fall I quickly look her over to see where the bullet had hit her. My heart sank has I saw where it hit her, there's blood spilling out from where her heart is located. She's looking up at me smiles while I'm crying tears out as I stroke her face. She puts her hand my cheeks and rubs it affectionally. "H-Hey....it's ok don't cry Andrew......I-I'll be fine" she then starts to tear up and looks up at me with fear in her eyes. "A-Andrew p-promise.....me....something. Promise you will forget about, promise me you'll move on, promise you won't cry for me." She says with a little struggle in her voice. I hold her hand tight, "No Nicole your not dying on me, not now, not ever. Your gonna make it!" She just smiles and shakes her head, "I-I love y-y-you, Andrew. P-Please promise m-me that o-one thing. I-I'll miss y-you ya b-big goof........" She closesly her eyes with a smile on her face.

I wait for her to say something else but nothing comes out just silence. "Nicole.....N-Nicole" I shake her body expecting her to wake up and say she's fine. "Nicole!" I say a little louder. I put my head on her shoulder and hug her close as tears flood out of my eyes and onto her face. I then throw my head up and scream out her name.

"NICOLE!!!!"

Sirens........that's all you. Just sirens. The paramedics carry away Nicole's body in a body bag as I stay on the floor of my house as I refuse any attention to get the bullet wound fixed on my shoulder. I stare out with a blank emotionaless face. I feel someone wrap a blanket around me, I look up and see my boxing coach looking down at with an un-readable face. He then just pats me on the shoulder and walks away. I look at him as he walks away and disappears in the crowd of cops and people that are outside of my house. I ignore all the cops asking me questions and questions from the news reporters as I give them blank stares. I then stare off again and the memory ends.

Author's Note

Short chapter I know, but it's a min one so chill ok. There will be more stories coming soon just now now. Thank you for reading. And holy shit 100 likes on this story!!!!
Oh if you seen some errors on there it's because I did this chapter on my phone. Computer broke down so gonna have to wait.