Becoming Whole

I let Applejack inside. She was much more composed than before, but I could sense her tightened nerves...

Still, she was looking at me with genuine affection. "Twi... I'm so sorry for running off."

She was sorry? I waved my hooves frantically. "Applejack no! I'm the one who should be apologizing! I grabbed your flank! I have half a mind to march myself down to the guard station..."

She put a hoof on my shoulder, shaking her head. "Sugarcube, no. That's not it at all..." She raised an eyebrow. "You seriously thought touching someone's butt while you were makin' out with that someone was grounds for you gettin' locked up?"

I blushed... I mean. It sounded a little silly, but I really didn't know what I was doing when it came to physical affection. Besides, I didn't want to hurt her...

I gulped. That was the real problem. I'd hurt her and terrified her and I'd made her cry... I didn't want to, but I did.

She did the last thing I expected. She kissed me. It wasn't as passionate as the one from earlier, but it was loving... Caring.

I finally understood the term 'weak in the knees'.

When we parted she was trying really hard to smile. "Sugarcube, me bein' nervous about you touching me ain't got nothin' to do with you. I want you to touch my rump. I want you to touch all of me... It's just." She looked down. "I'm scared."

I reeled. There was a portion of my brain that was still fogged by lust and another portion that had ground to a halt due to conflicting data. "Wait, what? I thought you said you weren't scared of me."

She shook her head again. "No, no, no... I'm not scared of you, I'm scared of me." She looked around for a moment, as though making sure we were alone.

"Spike's out for the night." I confirmed.

She let out a breath. "Thank Celestia... Well, do you remember that time I told him 'Discord was in the details' when it came to my body?"

I blinked, finally getting the hint. Was... Was there something wrong with her genitalia? I had seen her vulva of course (Don't look at me like that, we were naked 90% of the time!) and I'd never noticed anything strange about it.

I was about to tell her just that when she held up a hoof. "It's not something obvious, I mean all the nurses said I was fine, it's just... The doctor didn't make it from mare parts... I... I ain't never been intimate with no pony before. I've been attracted of course and Celestia knows I have the desire... It's just... I'm scared."

Well... That wouldn't do. I lifted up Applejack's Chin. "Applejack! You are assuming I wouldn't like your genitals if I saw them up close, but I am my own mare and I'd ask that you let me make my own decisions."

My expression softened. "I care about you and I want you to feel safe around me. So if you never want me to go there I won't." I let out a breath. "But... If you want it... To be intimate with me that is... I'm not going to judge you. And I guarantee that nothing I see down there will make me feel any different about you."

There was a glimmer of hope in her eyes... But it didn't last long.

She turned away. "I mean, are y'all sure about that? I mean, it's really mostly fine and a hay of a lot better than..."

I rolled my eyes. I was not going to let her roll herself up in fears. "Applejack, I'm well aware of what ponies can and cannot do surgically with modern medical technology. With the standards of care in Equestria being what they are, I'm certain that your genitals are practically indistinguishable from my..."

Inspiration hit me. "That's it! I know just what we'll do!" I clopped my hooves together with glee.

Applejack looked lost. "Uh... Beg your pardon sugarcube?"

I put a hoof on her shoulder. "You're worried that your vagina is different from a cis vagina right? Well it just so happens I have a cis vagina! All we have to do is a thorough comparison! After that, if we've spotted any parts you still don't like, then as a magical prodigy and learned scientist I will research whatever I need to help... you..."

Okay, saying it out loud it sounded a bit... Off.

Applejack stared at me. "Let me get this straight... Y'all want to spend a huge heap of time taking extensive notes comparing our cooches for the sake of making me feel better?"

I looked away. "Um..."

I spread my legs out on my marefriend's bed. "You all set sugarcube?"

Twilight nodded, levitating a note-pad and quill along with what looked like a small mirror. She was thorough, I'll give her that.

I bit my lip, wondering if I should back out. I still had my tail tucked... Maybe if I just walked away she'd never have to see...

I shook that thought away. Darn it, I was tired of runnin'. A beautiful mare was going to help me get over my fears and that was that.

Twilight, blushed, climbing onto the bed next to me. "Okay... So... I guess we'll have to face opposite directions to see each other. Is... Is that okay?"

I nodded. Twi climbed on top of me, her rear hanging over me and her head by... By my vulva.

She looked down at me, levitating over the mirror. "Applejack? Are you ready?"

I nodded.

"Uh... Applejack? Are you okay?" Twi asked.

I blushed. Right, she couldn't see my head from here. "Y-yeah sugarcube. Just give me a sec..." This was it. Now or never...

I pulled back my tail.

Twilight gasped. "It's pretty!"

I almost snorted. That had not been the response I was expecting.

Twilight giggled with glee. "Oh my gosh your teats are bigger than mine, I'm jealous!"

The praise was doing wonders for my self confidence, but she was starting to do her little excited dance on top of me and the fibers in my face weren't exactly gentle.

Still, I chuckled... "Good to hear sugarcube... Would you mind gettin' this tail out of my eyes though?"

She stopped, embarrassed. "Oh! Of course! Sorry I'd forgotten..."

That said, she flagged her tail sky high.

I blushed crimson. This... This had not been what I meant.

But sweet Luna was I not complaining.

Twi's teats hung down from her crotch in perfect little half globes. She wasn't lying, mine were bigger... But dang hers were perfect.

Eventually I worked up the courage to look further back. Twilight's rear was something to write poetry about. It wasn't massive like Pinkie's or toned like Dash's, but there there was just this incredible unassuming sexiness about it.

Her vulva... pussy... cherry bush... dangit, there weren't no good words for it. It was a treasure to behold.

It struck me just how floral it looked. Her lips were just like two little purple petals wrapping around a thin pink rose...

It shimmered in the light... She was wet.

I felt a churning feeling in my stomach.

"Applejack? Are you okay?" Twi asked.

I bit my lip. "Yeah sugar cube... I already found a difference though. You're wet. I can't do that."

She ducked her head down, looking back at me. How in the hay did she manage to look so nice upside down? "Applejack, you're wet too."

I blinked at her. "Uh... Twi, the surgeon tried to do some stuff to encourage all that, but I don't feel no chill on my lips."

Twi looked frustrated. "But... But look!" She floated over her mirror and I got a good look at my vulva. It was a little different from Twi's on the outside, but it was mostly a matter of degree. Her lips were slight, elegant things, mine were... meatier.

That didn't bother me though. What did bother me is that while her lips glistened, mine were dry as a bone. I'd give Twilight that they'd puffed up a little bit and I felt a little looser than normal... but I definitely wasn't wet.

"Uh... Twi?" I asked.

She stuttered. "Just give me a second. I know you're lubricating, I can smell you..." Somehow she managed to blush harder. "Um... Applejack. Do I have your permission to... Spread you?"

I felt ice run down my spine. "Oh... Okay..."

I felt a surge of pleasure as a purple glow enveloped my privates. Twilight spread my lips delicately... Slowly... Maybe a little too slowly to be honest... But what I saw inside was a miracle.

My clit was out, even throbbing a little, and the rest of my lips... My labia minora were soaked. So was my meatus, my vagina... everything.

I stared at the mirror. This... This hadn't happened to me before. It...

It had never felt real before.

I felt tears pouring down my cheeks. "I... I have a vagina."

Twilight turned back around, smiling. "Yes, yes you do."

She kissed me, right through the tears. I was still crying, but it wasn't like before.

I knew the doctors said I could heal up... That maybe if I was really aroused it might happen... But I thought they'd just been tryin' to make me feel better.

Now I knew what I needed, I knew.

"I love you so much!" I cried.

She stared down at me.

Suddenly I was scared... We hadn't said that yet and it had just slipped out. Would she think I was-

She kissed me again. "I love you too Applejack..."

I stared at her... And all my doubts flew right out the window.

I pulled her to me, hugging her tight. Kissing her and touching her and having her touch me wherever she wanted.

We rubbed against each other... I felt my lower lips part on her thigh and hers did the same on mine as we slipped our legs between and embraced. I felt moisture build up, coating our legs with heady liquid. I felt my clit and my lips slide against her again and again...

Finally I felt a rolling wave of thunder pour through my being.

I'd had orgasms before, female orgasms even, but this was something different. I'm not going to lie and say it was the best I'd ever had, but I didn't care! I knew down in my soul we'd be having more... Together....

I don't know how many times I came. I think Twilight lost track too... Finally we just kind of petered out... falling against each other in a lump.

We were messy, panting as the sweat cooled.

I could actually feel a wet spot beneath us... But at that point neither of us cared too much about the laundry.

She took me in her hooves, brushing my mane... For a moment everything was perfect.

"I love you." She whispered.

I smiled. "I love you too..."