Seven

It was a very beautiful night, Luna's moon raised high and bright in the night sky with all the other bright twinkling stars in the background of the night. It was quite marvellous, ponyville was extra quiet tonight nobody was found outside. It was dead silent with the only noise being crickets and other natural sounds. Twilight was lying on her back in her bed, staring at the ceiling with a increased face of anger when she yelled out of frustration.

"Uh aaahhh! they just don't get it, they don't understand my struggle, my issue". Twilight exclaimed in her bed at no one inparticular but herself. "How they just shove it off like whateves 'oh darling every one has to go sometime' and 'don't worry Twi I bet you'll find more friends once were gone' yeah right!". Twilight stated mocking Rarity and Rainbow Dash's quotes, Twilight raised both her hooves toward the ceiling to emphasize her frustration and anger. "How can they be so arrogant, so oblivious, and stupid there the ones that get to die with there friends! I Don't, I have to move on with those memories of us, I have to make new friends every few years!" . Twilight yelled hitting her bed with her forehooves and tearing up a little from her outburst "I...I have to live without them".

Spike began to stir in his bed and woke up from Twilight's loud ranting he blinked a few times then yawned has he tried to decipher what was going on with Twilight. "Uh look Twilight sorry to interupt you from your deep conversation with yourself but can you tone it down a little bit? I'm trying to sleep" Spike asked while groaning and lying his head back down.

Twilight sighed has she layed on her side facing the window giving her a clear view of Luna's moon and night sky plus the view of Ponyville. "Sorry Spike it's just I've been holding that in all day, I...I just needed to let it out I can't go to sleep anyway to much on my mind right now" Twilight stated with a sigh.

Spike raised his head up again and glared at Twilight, he hadn't seen her act like this since the Moondancer incident, 'what's going on with her? whatever was on her mind it was making her depressed' Spike thought. "Oh come on Twilight it's not that bad I mean didn't you know this would happen when you became a alicorn?" Spike asked now laying up in his bed. Twilight didn't move or show any acknowledgement at all to Spike's statement.

It was silent, a little too silent minutes have passed and Spike still just sat there observing Twilight waiting for a reply to his question. When Twilight finally sat up and started at Spike has if trying to look into his soul and she spoke in a soft but slightly threatening voice. "Spike it's not just whatever this is friendship were talking about and yeah sure I got the wings now but I didn't think that would mean I wouldn't die. Some people think it's cool to be immortal, that it's awsome to be a princess but it's not and I would take it all back if I could, if it meant...I would be with my friends till the end." Spike just stared in awe has he couldn't find his words. Twilight layed back down and glared out the window "Truth is Spike nobody wants to be immortal, they think they do intill they are immortal then they realise it's a curse but then it's too late. This is a curse Spike, my curse and I have to live with it forever...let's just go to sleep now".