Depression

My story starts out like this. I have no friends and  no one seems to know that I exist at all, I see all these happy people laughing and having a good time around school, but here I am sitting alone away from all this no one seems to notice or care for that matter. But what do I care, nothing seems to be going well for me as of late and all I can think about is ending it all. There is one person that I envy the most in the school, she seems to not have a care in the world, except for the time she took over the school or the time when her friends defeated the sirens. I feel like she would be a good friend but then again I don't really have a social life and I don't think she would be down with watching anime or anything like that.

I feel like she is constantly depressed for some reason, when she isn't with her friends she always has a sad look on her face, maybe she is like me in the sense of ending it all. I don't know but all I know is that I want to end my life.