Author's Note

You maaaay or may not like the twist at the end...

A new life of hell

Neither ma or I spoke on the way home. I sat there in the front passenger seat, head leaned against my seatbelt strap, staring down at my hands. An endless pang in my chest left me feeling sorrow over the whole ordeal. I was a freak and there was no changing it. Who knows how long it may be until that evil mare leaves my body? Will she even change me back? I'll probably be stuck this way for the rest of my life. A peek into the side view mirror showed not my face, but that monster's. I cringed at the image, balling my hands up as I wrapped my arms around me.

I was cold. The rain left me soaked and shivering, and my mere t-shirt would have done nothing to oppose that. To me it feels like everything is over. I can't go back to school like this, my girlfriend will most likely break up with me, and the loss of my father's care put together had sapped any hope straight out of me. I've all but given up. I don't have the gut to tell mother though, as she might just plunge further into the depressing void like I have.

When we returned home, mother held the door open for me as we walked in. She looked away from me when I met her gaze. These are no longer my eyes she sees. The eyes of Nightmare Moon serve her only as a reminder to the fact I'd never be the same. Nothing will ever be the same again.

I continued on into the house and I silently went up the stairs to the bathroom to dry out my fur. This means I had to get naked again, and doing so left me gagging. I managed to hold it in though as I switched on the light and grabbed a towel from the cupboard by the tub. Due to being so wet, I even got into the tub to dry. I did the best I could to dry off, but in the end, my fur was still a little damp. I was about to leave when the need for pee came again.

So, I took a seat on the toilet, my stubborn mind brining me to test once again if I really lost it. Of course I did since I found nothing down there. The feeling of it coming from another place was all too displeasing.

When I finally left the bathroom, I made sure mother wasn't in the hall and I quickly ducked into my room to get a new set of clothes on. It no longer mattered to me. I just grabbed the first things I could. A black Nike shirt with a blue logo near the collar on the rear side of the shirt and grey shorts that came to my knees. Satisfied I was finally covered up, I could hear mother call my name from the bottom of the stairs.

Trying my best to keep calm about everything, I made my way downstairs where she was. She looked at me with a worry stricken expression and puts a hand to my cheek. I avoid meeting her gaze, rather turning mine to the floor.

"I'm sorry..." I mumble slightly, moving away. "I should have never come home..."

Mother gasps. "Jake...why would you say that?!"

I give a heavy sigh, feeling my equine ears flatten against my skull. "You and dad would still be together, then..."

"And where would you be?" She asks, crossing her arms.

I don't come up with an answer, since I have no idea where I'd go if I went out there like this. I turn away from her, hanging my head. She pulls me close and brings me into a warm hug, turning me back around in the process. She wraps her arms around my neck and lays her head against my shoulder.

"I don't know what I'd do if I lost you...we've lost you father and if you went too...I'd be lonely..." She lifts her head up and looks me in the eye, tears streaming down her cheeks. "I don't care for a second what you are, Jake...you're still my Mr. Snuggle Bear." She giggles, placing her head back on my shoulder.

Gently, I return her hug, having no idea what to say. As of now, I've gotten nothing positive to say about the situation. What do I tell her? I'm a freakish abomination and should just leave? Or maybe that I'll never get anywhere in life like this? How can she be just so easily accepting of this? It makes no sense...

"Oh, it makes perfect sense!" Nightmare Moon chimes in.

"Not in the mood for you!" I growl back at her in my thoughts.

"I give you the body even stallions wish they could possess and this is how you repay me?! Do you not find yourself gawking in the mirror in awe?!"

"No, actually. I will be honest you are quite slim and curvy with a fair size set of breasts, but you're a humanoid horse thing which hacks any beauty out of existence."

"How DARE you!" she gasps.

And that is where I began to ignore her once again.

After a few more moments, mother lets go. "I'm going to make supper, dear. Are you hungry?"

I shake my head. "No. I'm going to sleep. As of now, it's my only escape from the pathetic life I now have." I say glumly, turning back and heading up the stairs before another word can be said.

I head straight to my bed, where I collapse onto the mattress, covering myself with the bed sheets. A last realization over the days occurrences and a few tears, I manage to fall asleep.

*****

When I wake up, all I could feel was a smooth cold surface against my cheek.

"Jake!" Called a voice. "Wake up, Jake!"

"Wha?!" I gasp with a snort, lifting my head up instantly to find...my teach glaring at me? But I know I went to sleep in my bed...

With a quick look around, I find I'm back at school, in my desk when I fell asleep...before the shit hit the fan.

"No sleeping during class," he dead panned before going to his desk.

I looked down at my hands, my white, fur less hands and breastless chest. I lean back in my chair, sighing of relief.

"What a messed up dream!" I thought to myself.

"Oh, really?" came that voice again and suddenly my whole being felt wrong.

My chest felt tight and my enter body felt tingly and my chest began to expand. My jaw dropped and I froze as fur began to sprout all over me. There was a loud tearing should as two, large, black wings erupted from my back.

Laughter. Laughter surrounded me as the others began to notice my warping body.

"Dream on!" said the voice again, only in a much darker tone.

"Simmons!" The teacher snapped. "You're disrupting my class!"

"What a freak!"

"He's growing fur and tits!"

The comments and insults echoed around me, flattening my ears as my body came to finish changing as once again, I was nightmare Moon.

"Nobody is ever going to want THAT!"

"No!" I backed up a few steps, tripping as my shoes fell off my hooves. "L-leave me alone!" I cried as I was now on the floor, the pointing of fingers and lingering under aged teens standing over me as they laughed.

I scrambled back up to my hooves, and I bolted for the door, leaving my things behind.

"Simmons!" The teacher called out again. "Don't you dare leave this class!"

I took one last glance back before taking the knob in my hand and I rushed out into....my girlfriend's living room? A fair modern house with light stone grey painted walls, white floorboards and ceiling. The light above was rather DI'm, more than what I was used to.I stopped, confused as to how I ended up here. I looked back to the door, opening it again to find nothing but a black void of nothingness.

"What the fuck is going on?" I muttered, taking a few steps back. I bumped into something. With a gasp, I whipped around in an instant and she was there...

Little over five feet tall, long auburn silky hair, sapphire blue eyes atop an amazing rack of breasts that were a bit smaller than the ones I sadly currently had.

"Janice..." I mumbled at a loss of words.

"Took you long enough to tell me what's going on," she stated coldly, putting her arms across her chest.

"What...? I..."

She rolled her eyes. "Save it. It's over!" She says with an angry flare in her eyes. "I can't stand just looking at you! Why did I ever agree to be with you?" She sighed, rubbing her temples. "I'm tired of you telling me nothing! Keeping things as secrets from me! And you want me to love you?!"

"Janice...it's not my fault..." I pleaded, taking one of her hands in mine.

She was quick to pull it away. "Nor was it mine! Now get out!" She barked, pointing to the door. I turned back only for a second.

"But..."

"Go!!"

Tears filled my eyes and I was taken back from the sudden snap. She was never like this...

I hung my head. "Fine..."

I turn and head back over to the door. Upon opening it, the same black view came to me. I looked down, wondering how far of a drop it was.

"What are you waiting for? Go!" She stomped over. I turned back to face her and before I could react, she shoved me hard, sending me plummeting into the dark void, watching her snicker down at me before closing the door.

I braced myself for impact, whenever it may be, but I curled up as much as I could. Suddenly the feeling of falling faded and I landed hard on my back. Slowly I sat up and opened my eyes. I was back home, at the bottom of the porch stairs. Dad was there at the top.

He had his gun.

"I thought I told you to never come back, you pathetic whelp!" He snarled through his gritted teeth as he declined the steps.

"Dad, no!" I yelled, as he aimed, right for my head. Just past him, I could see mother on the porch, arms across her chest. She shook her head and tsk tsk'ed.

"Shoot it." She said blankly.

Dad cocked the gun. "With pleasure."

"Noooooo!!!!" I shut my eyes tight.

BANG

He fired.

But I felt no pain.

Just silence.

Slowly, slower than previously, I opened my eyes, my whole being trembling. I was once again in my bed, only not in my room. Fog surrounded me and a cold breeze.

"Having fun?" Came a voice, all too familiar. I knew all too well who it was.

"Why are you doing this to me?!" I pleaded, tears streaming down my cheeks and muzzle. I found my voice to be mine again, but I paid no care, assuming if I'm me again, I'll turn into her yet again.

"Oh, just having a bit of fun." She appeared, standing at the bedside. She smiled at me and wiped my tears with a finger. "Just healing."

I curled up into a ball, sitting up against the headboard of the bed. "You're ruining me..."

Suddenly I felt her arms around me as she pulled me close to her chest. I'll admit her fur was soft and slightly comforting and her breast served as a decent pillow, but I knew she wasn't here to comfort me. She began to stroke my hair as she shushed me.

"I know, but it's all for a good cause, isn't it?" She smiled down at me. I saw no hospitality, only an evil grin behind that fake smile. I'd try and pull away, but what power sis I have over her?

"Not really...if you weren't evil and you asked to use my body that'd be different!"

"Hey!" She rose her voice, using a caring tone. "No need to yell. I know it's rough. But if you behave, I might reward you like I am now."

That's it.

"What's your problem, you crazy, demented, horse fuck?!" I snapped, shoving her off of me as I stood from the bed.

Nightmare Moon gasped at this. "Well look at the stallion who's finally using his balls!" She smiles and stands up in front of me. "And that was mean. You shouldn't be calling other's names like that!"

"Says you who took my body and has taken my life and sliced and diced and cut it up into little pieces! All for what?! Just to fight a foe you have no hope of beating?!"

Moon glared at me for that, taking the collar of my shirt and before I knew it, she pulled me down onto the bed.

"Listen here, runt! You're lucky I let you live! If I could I'd kill you right now!"

I give her a smirk. "But you can't or you're stuck in my body, weak and broken. You'll be nothing without me. You're lucky I don't kill myself!"

"Why you!" She raised a fist, holding me down. I did what I could to prepare for the hit and when it came, I felt nothing. It looked she put all her force into it, too.

"This is a dream. You can't hurt me."

She smirked and moved her muzzle a mere inch from my nose. "So what's killing you in the real world, hmm? You have no Idea the affects I can have on you. When you wake, it'll feel as if somepony had snapped your neck!"

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

"You look like a nice stallion, Jake, was it?" She says as she lays herself onto me.

I try to push her off but to no avail. "Yeah..."

"It's been a thousand years since I...you know..."

My eyes went wide. "NO!"

Moon gasped. "No? How can you refuse this?!" She stands and gestures to herself.

"I don't fuck horses."

"I'm a pony."

"I don't fuck horses, ponies, donkeys, mules, jackasses, whatever! I don't fuck animals!"

Moon smiled. "Such a strong language you got there."

"Whatever. Can I wake up now?!"

"Hmm...nah." Moon snickered, her horn glowed and I was out.

For what seemed like forever, I was sent to a black void, only this time I wasn't falling. More like floating. But when I came back to, Nightmare Moon was sitting against the headboard next to me, her head on my chest. I looked at the scene. Wet blankets and sheets in a mess, Moon's stomach seemed to have a slight buldge in her stomach area and the aroma smelled of...of...

"That was fun." She whispered into my ear.