A living Nightmare

by Bonified_Ponified_Tracer

Beyond pissed (chapter rewrite)

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"You fucking raped me..." I grumbled, shoving the lunar mare off me.

Nightmare glared at me as she stood from the bed. "You should be grateful I even touched you! Any stallion would have been open to-"

"To having sex with a power crazed, delusional, arrogant twat like you?!" I interject, pointing a finger firmly at her. "You sound mighty desperate, let me tell you! You're really just a curious vergin who wants to be with the "in crowd" as they call it. You retarded idea of brining "eternal night" won't get you taken by any human or stallion, especially ME!"

I'm standing now, shoving her every couple seconds, until she fell over from the push as I yelled the last word. She stared dumbfoundedly at me from where she sat on the floor.

"You think you're so mighty and powerful, but if you HAD been, you wouldn't be here! You'd be enjoying your sunless life, now wouldn't you?! Yet you boast about how powerful and attractive you are! Who in the WORLD is going to want to even call YOU a friend after being a controlling, self centered failure, huh?!"

I am now standing over her, clenching my fists.

"You are but a freak, you hear?! You RAPED ME! If you have a baby because of it, I want it! Why? Well, I don't want a child to have to live with an incapable monster such as yourself! He or she would be scared to shits from you! Let me guess, you'd raise the pupil to be just like you as well! Way to go with the bad parenting! The child, if you have one may not have been intentional, but I'LL raise it right! You are nothing you say you are!"

Nightmare Moon only shook her head, slowly backing away from me.

"You're lying..."

"You had no care in the world for your sister! Being the ruler of your world, I bet she's a sweet mare! I'm sure she did her best to treat you right, but what you did left her hurting for a thousand years! I couldn't imagine having to banish a relative for that long! Yes your stubbornness to quit trying failed as you tried AGAIN!! You stupid fucking horse bitch, get it through your fucking head!"

By now, tears were streaming down her cheeks as she pleaded for me to end my rage, but I wasn't finished just yet.

"If you maybe ASKED to use my body, I would have conversed about it with my family to let you! I'm a nice guy, and unlike you, I like to help! Yeah I'd be the opposite gender, but I WOULD have willingly helped if you just explained and talked instead of doing the usual taking control! By now, I heavily doubt you've even got a brain in your head! Dye your mane blonde, Nightmare. It would make much more sense. Yeah it would make you uglier, but I don't give a flying FUCK! Now wake me up!"

"I'm sorry..." She squeaked and everything faded from view.

As I woke up, the early morning sun was shining over me from the window above my bed. The first thing I felt was pain. Down there. It hurt to move my legs. Well, at least now I know what I could do to a women IF I WANTED to have sex with said woman.

I simply lay there, staring aimlessly at nothing. I'm not going to go and say my life is a wreck, since I've said it countless times already. I just wanted to know why this was happening to me...why I had to become the unlucky bearer of such a horrid creature. As I mentioned before, if she...I...we end up getting pregnant, I'm keeping the child. Nightmare can't stop me. She can't even have her OWN physical body. If I do end up pregnant...well it's a long nine or more or less months to wait till I birth it. I'm a horse now. I don't know how long the pregnancy will last. But if I have to, I'll deal with Nightmare Moon as long as it takes to get my child.

I roll over onto my back, guessing the time is around six in the morning. Sighing inwardly, I close my eyes, trying to calm down from last night's events. I never knew I had it in me to yell at anybody like that. I guess I can at least thank her for sending me to some other realm in my dream while she did me. Never thought the first thing I'd end up fucking would be a psycho horse mutant. I feel like somebody shoved a POLE up there...it's rather uncomfortable.

Suddenly, three knocks came to my door and it opened slightly.

"Mom?" I ask, still not used to my currently new voice.

She walks in, bags under her eyes as she trudges her feet along the carpeted floor. She sits on my bed.

"I have to go to work early today..." She mutters, and I notice her Burger King uniform on.

"Sorry..."

"I didn't get any sleep...I miss him so much. Also the fact I'm worried out of my mind for you. How did you manage to sleep?"

I let my jaw hang a little open, but I didn't answer, turning my gaze away.

"Sweetie?"

I didn't want to answer. It'll be much harder to tell her I got raped by an alien and possibly impregnated than it was to show her the monster I turned into. You don't hear that coming from guys. A rape and the GUY in the scuffle gets pregnant. Not the best thing in the world. I couldn't lie either. She knows when I lie.

"Jakey, what's wrong?" She puts a hand on my cheek.

I close my mouth.

"Why won't you answer me? Sweetie..." She begins to tear up, and she takes me into her arms. Seeing her tear up causes me to do the same.

"I'm sorry, mom..." I muttered. "I'm sorry..."

Mom begins to run her fingers through my mane. "But why, Jake?"

"That you have to live with the fact your husband left you because I turned into a freak who's going to be stuck indoors all his life now...and there's nothing we can do about it..."

"But it wasn't your fault..."

"Nor was it yours. But look at me, mom!" I pull away from her and I sit up, making sure to not move my legs. "Look at me!" I yelled slightly as the tears began rolling down my face. "How could you want this emotional train wreck of a freak for a son?! I'm pathetic! I have no friends, I'm not on any teams at school, I don't have a job, a girlfriend who'll probably leave me and now I'm stuck here the rest of my life because of that thing that did this to me! I'm nothing! It confuses me how you still love me! I don't know who would WANT to love THIS!" I mourned, gesturing my hands to myself. "I'm not even me anymore!"

"But Jakey...you're my son...I can't just stop loving you...you had no control over it."

"I know." I whispered quietly, staring down at my hands again. "I guess I should get ready for school...if I don't go and try to reason with them, you'll get jail time for truancy since I'm not eighteen yet. That's the last thing you need..."

Mom opens her mouth to say something, but remains quiet.

"I know I mentioned I'd have to stay stuck here...but I can't...unless you...pull me out..."

"I'm pulling you out, then." She says quickly, getting up to leave the room.

I cursed mentally to myself for mentioning that. Now I'll get no education, no diploma, no college, no job...no life. I guess this is it for me. "I should just hang myself..." I blurted out without even thinking it.

Mom stops at the door and turns around.

"What was that?"

Knowing I can't lie, I simply don't answer again, turning my gaze downwards. Not caring anymore, I pull my legs to my chest, lowering my head and wrapping my arms around them, I weep.


Author's Note

There? Better? Lolz

I'm thinking I want to make him pregnant...would be a nice twist that would make this more interesting...more chapter after another about the same thing but worded differently will get boring...so adding a baby will be GREAT!!

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