Back with Luna and the others Scootaloo is currently enjoying company with her idle.

‘Dark side?! But Sweetie you don't have a dark side I mean come-on Sweetie you're the most gentle, selfless, and loving pony I know!’ thought Scoots confused as to what they where talking about as she listens to the conversation.

“There that's every psychedelic protection spell I know” said Luna as finished her personal anti sanity deterioration spell. ‘I won't have you going through what I have’ thought Luna in worry. angered at herself and the situation as she remembers the final trigger that turned her into nightmare moon ‘I was a fool i just hope you do better than I did’ she hoped.

“Luna um Luna is everything OK you look like..are you crying.. -gasp- Is something wrong with Sweetie!!” asked Rarity gasping as a knew fear takes hold.

“Huh oh sorry I'm fine just tired” answered Luna coming out of her reverie not having heard the question causing Rarity more panic.

“SWEETIE!” shouted Rarity closing the distance only calming the instant she heard her sister's voice . “Oh Sweetie please I...I can't take this anymore!” Rarity let out as she breaks down and cries. “Jusss….” started Rarity as she caved.

“Well that's twenty seven down six hundred forty three thousand nine hundred seventy two plus too go and that's only the suppressed and forgotten memories” stated Carvery as sweetie falls off Razor immediately overwhelmed.

But before she could protest she hears her sister calling her.

“Rarity?” answered Sweetie noticing the amount of emotion on her sister's voice.

"Oh Sweetie please i-”tried Rarity

“Rarity? ” asked Sweetie worried what was wrong

“-I can't take this anymore” finished Rarity not listening to her sister as Sweetie hears her start to cry and sob.

"Rarity it's OK i’m fine-” tried Sweetie failing as her sister continues to breakdown further.

"jussss...." tried Rarity before she completely crumbles.

"Rarity!...RARITY STOP...GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF!” said Sweetie raising her voice but failing again.

“Carvery why won't she... can't she... whats going on out there why’s she like this I've never seen her like this not even after’ well never!?” asked Sweetie worry in her voice as she herself started to shed tears in fear and confusion of what was happening with her sister.

“It's because she cares she’s worried sick i'll and her feeling as helpless as she does it's driving her mad Sweetie you're sister loves you far more than she may ever be able to show you and maybe far more than you may ever realize” Answered Carvery in a heartfelt and knowing tone.

“And..i how do i-” stammered Sweetie she knew her sister loved her more than anything in equestria and too her Rarity was her most prized Impossible to trade. no mater the offer loving and caring sister and inexpendable family member in a non clingy sort a way she new her sister was and felt just the same even if she refused to let her do thing's and it was always for a reason of safety and she was scaring the sanity out of her.

' how could I of mist that I know how she fells about me and i just ignore it as if this is the stuff i do all the time' no this isn't a simple crusade anymore its a life threatening and complete three sixty personality and sanity changing risk event and I've put her right in the center of it all!!' thought Sweetie as she chastised herself 'I'm an idiot a completely blind foolish little filly!' she said mentally scorning herself but before she cold start meta fiscally kicking herself however Carvery interrupts her train of thought

“By comforting her but she doesn't seem to be able to hear you right now so a soothing spell and some reassurance of your safety should do en-tel she can find solid ground again.” said Carvery explainingly.

“But she... can’t she hear me?” asked Sweetie confused not really listening still hating herself for what she was putting her sister trough .

“ No not in her current state at least; She’s to detrimentally distressed right now and the fact that she hasn't slept in the last twenty eight hours isn’t helping she needs rest Sweetie” explained Carvery.

“Oh that's right she hasn’t has she, wait how am I supposed to help her sleep!?” said sweetie frustratedly questioning why it hadn't occurred to her sooner as she continued berating herself 'i shouldn't even.... i just don't fracking know how i wouldn't of eeerrrrraaah...!! ' she screams internally as she takes deep breaths to compose herself trying to get her own self back together as she finally gets a hold of her self long enough to hear him coherently over her sisters sobs and her racing mind.

“Why with a spell and some reassuring words of course” answered Carvery patiently.

“Spell wait but how can I cast a spell when i'm not even... well...just how!?” asked Sweetie in confused self directed anger.

“Well first relax and i’ll explain” answered Carvery as sweetie uses a breathing technique as she sits and leans against Razer's side.

“Rarity?” started Twilight trying to comfort her.

“Leave me alone!.mmn ngsnk mm.” sobbed Rarity rejecting any and all forms of comfort as she curled up hunched over before sliding limply to her side while she held on to Sweetie's seemingly lifeless form the position making Fluttershy cry for multiple reasons.

Sweetie lay limp within her sister's embrace as Rarity trembled and got tenser with every other sobbing fit completely unnerved with apprehension and fear.

Twilight moves to give her friend room and sits a few hooves away as she looked at Rarity while she half cradled half hugged Sweetie as Sweeties head was held over her shoulder twilight watches sympathetically as she know's nothing but her sister or parents could calm her down at this point and begins to lose her composer as well as she watched her friend shudder and quiver in what she could only describe as apprehensive fear and pained worry.

'I know I should try and help her calm down but this isn't anything like the situation's Apple Bloom gets herself into on her own at least but nothing like this' thought A.J as she noticed that Sweeties horn was beginning to glow.

"Oh Nelly" stated A.J staring In anxiety, and worried anticipation as the glow evened out and got denser. her voice bringing every ponies attention especially Apple Bloom and Scootaloo's.

"uh oh not again Sweetie ah couldn't even do much anything last time' "but it doesn't mean ah can't protect the rest of us oh i hope ya know what yr doing in there Sweetie' said Apple Bloom finishing almost incoherently under breath.

'OK this is getting ridiculous Sweetie exactly how do expect me to handle this you pinky promised Sweetie you promised me you wouldn't scare me like this again and the hell are they talking about a dark-side just what have you gotten yourself into this time Sweetie?!' thought Scootaloo disappointed and angry at herself and her friend feeling helpless and mistrusted fighting back tears as she braced herself against Dash's foreleg not baring to watch as Sweetie horn spiral glows bright untainted white an almost see through tendril of greenish topaz magic started to flow off toward Rarity.

Author's Note

OK NEW CHAPTER YEAH/ boooooo i know no one care's but quick up date i'm dealing with the probably most common and annoying example of writer's block connecting and filing a story gap i currently have two fast fast foreword chapters done but i want to push myself like i said fill in the blank so yeah it'll be awhile why is there no Scootallo emogy