2. Is This really happening?
Monday
Dear Dairy,
Today i went over to my friend, Dan to say sorry for my behavior yesterday. He forgave me... luckily!
I saw somepony in front of my door, it was my old friend: Colgate! she told me and my friends about her crush on Moondancer and i just couldn't stop thinking about the feelings she described: love! it was like my feelings. I was sunken deep into my thoughts, Colgate made me awake with a question: "Can i ask Rainbow a question?"
"ofcourse!" i stated
"What do you have against GAYs?"
"Guess!"
"They think you are?"
"No, i am Gay!"
I couldn't believe my ears: i had a chance?!
"Are you JOKING?!"
"Nope" unfortunately she walked over to AJ and gave her a kiss.
My heart was broken, but i kept strong, maybe it was just to prove her point, and she had nothing with AJ. I was in panic, for somepony to find out the feelings i had for Rainbow. Rarity took Colgate somewhere and i was freaking out. i wanted to scream it, i did scream it: "But i love Rainbow!"
Everyone stared at me, including Dashpai. I felt so embarrassed, i couldn't even face them. i ran, to my room.
I heard Pinkie trying to follow me slowly, i saw it: her face! she had the same rejected face as i did. "Are you okay Pinkie?"
"Yeah, I'm fine..."
"No you're not, come with me!"
Pinkie remained quiet for a couple of minutes. From nowhere she said: "I like him..."
"Who? Who?" i kept asking, she got back into silentness.
i stopped and got some tea for us 2, my friends and Spike where gone... luckily! when i got back, there was a picture on the floor, i looked at it. "him" Pinkie's normally cheering voice sounded darker than the last time she spoke. i knew who the guy was, he was as crazy and chaotic as Pinkie herself: Discord! I shipped them, so much! "Doesn't he like you?" i asked all the sudden.
"He, Celestia. Me, loneliness,"
it remained silent while we drank our tea.
"what did you see?" i asked of curiosity.
"I heard it, it hurted me... they say ' the ship has sailed' "
After a few more hours of non-stop crying, it was time to eat. "wanna eat s-something-ng P-pinks?"
"yeah"
We ate our pizza and watched horror movies the rest of the evening.
*note*:
Pinkie makes the strawberry queen ice cream Sundays from the ice cream shop, she had a full bucket of it with her.
3. life is okay, guess...
Tuesday
Hi Diary... i don't know what to write, i grew closer to Pinkie: we are the bestest of friends now! Fluttershy left a note in my mailbox:
i know what it's like... i had a time when i thought Soarin and Spitfire were a thing... good thing i killed her ^U^
Fluttershy Shy
I went to visit Colgate, she was still in Ponyville. I heard she grew closer to RD, they hung out all day long.
I hope she could help me...
I told her that i had strong feeling for a mare, that already already had a marefriend. she guessed it: Rainbow "Selfish" Dash! I loved her, and i couldn't deny it.
Wednesday
Dear Diary,
Today i went to get strawberry Melody ice cream, it's simular to strawberry queen ice, but you can feel a bit of the blood of the strawberry queen in this one. GROSS!!!
I went to the apple farm because RD was probably there. i saw something that made my year: RD AND AJ WERE FIGHTING!
i was so happy, THEY BROKE UP!!
i was relieved, i am gonna tell her properly TOMORROW!
Saturday
Dear Diary,
today i went to my favorite ice cream store, i got some jelly flavored ice cream. Spike was as always: super annoying! i saw Rainbow Dash there too. She was talking to a couple, i couldn't who that couple was untill i got closer. Rainbow spotted me. i felt really warm. i finaly saw who the couple was, but Dashpai noticed me...
i went back home, i couldn't stop thinking about that couple: Fluttershy and Soarin!
i was at my creepy, big Rainbow palace and because of all the Rainbows i started thinking about that feeling i had when i saw Rainbow Dash
overall,
it was a good day.
*note*:
Jelly flavored ice cream is gross.
Sunday
I went to the ice cream shop again, this time i didn't see Dashpai. It gave an empty feeling. Dan gave me my strawberry queen ice cream Sunday. the new flavor named after the strawberry queen: Magic Melody! i loved it. "Here you go Twilight! A sweet strawberry queen ice cream Sunday for you! Have a good day!" Dan said while smiling at the purple princess. "thanks" i said annoyed while giving Dan some money. I saw Flutters and Soarin again. It reminded of Rainbow! i couldn't stop thinking about the feeling i got when she spotted me. "Hi Twily!" Fluttershy said and i ran away, leaving the ponies of ponyville behind with a confused butface.
I looked for RD but i couldn't find her... i decided that the next time i'll see her, i'll confess what i feel. and i think it is the feeling Spike has when Rarity is around: 'Love'
*note*:
Strawberry Queen is my favorite flavor now.