A Dash Of Love
Mixed Feelings & Nightmares
Previous ChapterThere are times in life when you start to feel how much your life is nothing. As for me, my life is nothing but a pain in the back. I've been bullied almost throughout most of my life and never once got the chance to stand up for myself. Of course I did stood up to myself a few times before but only to then get hit in the face. It's no wonder I've been considered as an outcast throughout the whole school.
I don't know why, but I can't remember the last time I felt so weak. In fact I can't remember the last time I felt worthless. Why didn't I do anything to defend myself? Why didn't I fought back? Why am I so useless?! I groaned in anger as I grabbed one of my pillows from my bed and threw it violently across the room. I covered my face with both of my hands trying to calm myself down after the recent events that happened a few hours ago. I was not only scared, but I was so mad that Gilda had to come out of nowhere and force me to give her my wallet. What a jerk. I mean come on now! Can't she bully anyone else besides me?
I got up and walked towards to my desk and grabbed my backpack. I still needed to finish my algebra and writing homework. Last thing I want is Ms. Harshwhinny scolding me for not finishing my homework assignments on time. As I got to work I couldn't help but think about Rainbow Dash. In fact I couldn't stop thinking about what happened earlier at school today. She comes out of nowhere and lays a single punch at Gilda causing her to walk away! I never thought about saying this but I'm glad to have Rainbow Dash in my life. I would do anything to hold her and give her the biggest hug anyone can ask for.
My face starts to heat up as soon as I realized what I just thought. I mean Rainbow Dash is my friend. She's not really into sappy and stuff like that. In fact I don't she'd be interested to go out with any guy at school.... especially me. But would she? I mean, sure she's a girl and all but would she even consider going out with me? Wait a minute, why am I thinking about this?! Rainbow Dash is my best friend! There is no way in tartarus that she'll ask me out! With her tomboyish personality I have no doubt she'll reject any guy who tries to ask her out. Still, I sometimes wonder how it would've been with both of us together. I shook my head trying to get the mixed feeling out of my head and tried to stay more focused on my homework. I got a long night ahead of me and I don't wanna get detention.
"There, all done." I said to myself after finishing up the last remaining problems on my history homework. I looked at the clock and noticed it was almost midnight. Wow, I didn't realize how late it is now. I walked myself out of the room and into the living room and found my little sister on the couch sleeping. I smiled softly as I looked down at her. She looks so peaceful in her sleep. As careful as I could, I gently lifted her up and without making any sound, I carried her to her room. I then placed her onto her bed and rolled the covers onto her.
"Goodnight Sunny Blaze." I said in a calm and soothing voice. I gently placed a small kiss onto her cheek as a smile formed onto her lips. I smiled one last time before leaving her room. I quickly changed onto my pajamas and made my way towards my bed. My face was still aching from the punch that Gilda gave me. I lay my head onto my bed and before I knew it, my eyes slowly closed as I drifted asleep.
I slowly stirred in my sleep noticing a few things off. For one thing I was no longer on my bed, but on the couch. I looked around and noticed that all of the lights were off except for the TV that was left on static. As I try to get up, I felt two gentle but strong arms pull me back. I turned my face around and found myself face to face with none other than Rainbow Dash. A lot of questions were flowing onto my head. How did she get into my house? And why is she looking at me like that? Our faces are so close I can feel her warm breath blowing onto my face. She doesn't say anything but brings her face closer to mines. I can feel my entire face burning as she looks at me with a seductive look. My heart starts to race as if it was going to explode. Without warning, she brings one of her hands onto my cheek cupping my face. She closes her eyes and starts to lean onto my face.
Before I knew it, I was then grabbed by my throat with such force I was starting to have trouble breathing. I opened my eyes and to my horror, Gilda was looking at me with a sinister smile.
"G-Gilda?!" I said in horror. She doesn't say anything but rises her hand up in the air and it was soon replaced with a fist. Before the punch would've made contact onto my face.....
I quickly shot my face up as I gasped for air. I looked around and myself in my room and on my bed. It was all just a dream. No wait, a nightmare! I looked over to my nightstand to check the time on my phone. Five-Thirty in the morning. I grunted as lay my head on my pillow. DAMN NIGHTMARES!
