Chapters Shining's mind control: Safety
“What do we have here…?” I was in shock trembling with fear… I couldn’t let him close.
“Shine stay behind me.” Bolero looked just as scared as I did but I knew he didn’t care for his own life but mine. I again had put him in the firing line and it was my fault. Bolero would deny it any day.
“Aww playing the valiant hero again are we? Going to save your dear husband from me again? Funny I thought he was the ‘knight in shining armour’, not you.” He kept his green emerald eyes locked on me the entire time.
“No I just know why you want him now…”
“Oh do you please tell…”
“You want him so you can negotiate your way to Equestria’s ruler because you know I wouldn’t risk his life to protect it.”
“Oh really well you just gave me a plan B if my plan A doesn’t work so thank you, your highness.”
“Oh shit.”
“Oh shit indeed.” While Bolero had him distracted I ran out of our chambers and a bit down the hall. I came to a shield crest with 2 swords behind it. I grabbed both swords and the shield hit the ground. I shouted while I ran back to our chambers. “HELP THERE IS AN INTRUDER IN THE PALACE.”
“Oh well I should certainly come to you for a plan on defeating Celestia.”
“Bolero, for Celestia’s sake, stop giving him idea’s and run!” With that I pushed bolero behind me as I handed him a sword. I raised mine to Morphalis’ throat, backing him up to the wall.
“Now who is the dumb one for not bringing a weapon, when you come to attack? Get to your knees.” He did as he was told. This shocked me.
“Wow, no wonder you was captain at your age. You were so defiant, so confident. I will have to let you take control in bed tonight.” I blushed and instinctively looked at Bolero.
I then felt my hand being pushed. I immediately reacted. I moved so fast I nearly had his head off.
“Woah watch what you do with that thing!”
“You shouldn’t have moved… I GAVE YOU AN ORDER!” This made even Bolero flinch. I shot him a narrow and angry look. Morphalis smirked.
“Oh yeah and I’m giving you this…” Taking me by complete surprise he shot a spell at me. Stunning me and then while moving round the sword he took it. He stood behind me and the sword was around my throat. Bolero moved to protect me but wasn’t fast enough. “1 more step and I have your husband’s life.” Bolero froze. “Drop your sword, get your back against that wall, facing me and I let him go.”
“No Bolero don’t it’s a trick. Please run and get Celestia. Run!!! Please.”
“Baby I can’t risk your life… I love you too much.”
“Please Bolero he wouldn’t kill me why would he?? He kills me Celestia has him.”
“No, baby I’m not risking your life.”
“BOLERO!!! PLEASE FUCKING RUN… if he wanted me dead he would have killed me before the wedding and taken my place not yours.” I could see the trap but Bolero wouldn’t risk me. I love him but sometimes he annoys me.
“Baby…”
“Enough. Against that wall now or I kill him!” I watched helplessly as Bolero dropped the sword, and ran just like I told him to. “Wait what….fine. It seems we have the chamber to are selves.” Before I had a chance to realise what was happening. He was above me. Within 60 seconds I had gone from a sword to my throat to being straddled on mine and bolero’s bed. The sword now aimed at my heart.
“WHAT THE FUCK… Get off me you barsta….” Before I could finish my sentence Morphalis’ lips locked with mine in a kiss. The kiss went deep. He used his magic to securer me to the bed. He disabled my magic with crystals. He dropped the sword satisfied I wasn’t going anywhere. He straddled my lap. He got a knife from the bed side cabinet draw. (Yes I had a knife in my draw it was for protection!) “How the FUCK? How did you know that was there…?”
“I know everything about you beautiful, Likes. Dislikes. How old you were when you join the guard. When you graduated. Your favourite childhood toy. His name was protection? Correct? Your favourite chocolates. Your favourite comic book series. Your favourite time of day. Your little sister’s name. Your parents name. The time you were born. Everything.”
“Yes his name was Protection but why?”
“Because from the minute I saw you I loved you so I looked up everything I needed to know. I asked anyone who seemed to know you. It was perfect. I would have Equestria and the unicorn of my dreams as MY husband. That’s why I took Bolero as a form and not you, so I could get to know you as my husband and if I liked it.”
“But it’s stupid I would never marry you!”
“I know which is why I had to trick you. When that failed I had to take you by force. Watching you on your honeymoon made me angry. But anyway what’s done is done. We are together now.”
“NO. NO IT’S NOT!” At this I struggled under his weight. He kissed me again. I bit his lip and he grabbed my throat.
“You don’t get a say in this MY PET! You are mine! Your body is mine! And I will do as I wish with you!” with this he cut off my vest and he cut into my skin it was a deep cut and I screamed. He covered my mouth as he licked up the blood. I bit his palm and he slapped me. He then removed my jogging bottoms. He then cut off my boxers… I kept biting his palm he grabbed my cut vest and shoved it in my mouth as a gage. Morph them proceeded to rape me. (No I’m not telling you what happened, lets just say I will never forget that day...)
"Oh that was amazing pet… I will have to have that more often even if Bolero comes back you won’t be here…” I felt dirty, guilty and above everything else I felt hurt. he was horrible harsh on my body and didn't care for my well being. I prayed bolero would hurry up. He looked sinister at me. I was scared. I wanted to scream but the rage in my mouth stopped me. “YOU’RE COMING HOME WITH ME!”
“I DON’T FUCKING THINK SO BUG!” Bolero screamed as him, Celestia and Luna came in. Morph placed the knife to my throat. “Baby…” Morph looked sinister at him forgetting Luna and Celestia was there for a moment. A moment was all they needed… they moved in from behind. Celestia and Luna shot a heavy sleeping spell at him. Bolero grabbed the knife as Celestia disabled his magic and cuffed him. Luna called the guards to take him to the dungeon.
“Baby you okay…”
Shining's mind control: Safety
“I’m fine Baby, I just want to calm down and have this cut looked at…” I got re dressed. I got a pair of older jeans and a vest out. I didn’t put the vest on because of the deep cut, I needed help and I needed it now. Bolero walked me down to the royal doctor I left my crown and my shoes in our chambers.
The royal doctor looked at the cut and told me that I needed blood and stitches. I was given an injection and was stitched up it hurt a lot up I got through it. Once it was patched up. The doctor said it would heal in a few weeks. That I needed to keep it clean and just let the change happen. He gave me my pint and a half of blood! (Yeah I was scared enough without hearing that I had lost so much blood.)
We walked into the throne room; Celestia stated that we had a new bed in our chambers as the other one was soaked in my blood. She and Luna saw the drip I was on looking worried.
“I’m fine aunties just some blood loss and a few bruises. I will heal fine the doctor said.” Relief washed over both of them. I told them I was tired and that I wanted to rest. Bolero walked me down to our chambers. I changed into my underwear and slipped into bed. I just wanted sleep and to relax but my sleep was not restful. After about 5 hours of having to relive the horrible afternoon I gave up. All I kept seeing was Morph raping me over and over… the dream didn’t stop there thought it turning really horrible and I watched Morph murder Bolero and me several times. I believe I even committed suicide in one of the nightmares. I was sweating and breathing heavily. I heard a gun shot. I got up and walked out of our bed chambers to the gaming room. I peeked my head through the door and saw Bolero playing uncharted 4 without me! “Hey, you can’t play that without me.” I pouted as he looked at me. Bolero turned at me, eyes glaring. I guess I made him die. He then went wide eyed as he got up looking at the bandages.
“Baby, your bleeding through the bandages.” He held my waist and looked at me worried.
“I guess we need to see the doctor again?” I looked at him with sad eyes. Why did my life have to be so complicated, I couldn’t just simply enjoy it?
Bolero called the doctor up and walked me back to bed. “You know that rest is the only thing that will help right, baby?”
“How does reliving something over and over again help my recovery? Not to mention I look like him!” I snapped at bolero he got in bed and cuddled me. I cried. “That cunt of a Changeling ruined our wedding and now has scarred me for life. Not to mention turned me into a changeling for a month! I FUCKING HATE HIM!” As I screamed this the doctor walked in.
“Is this a bad time? Your highnesses?”
“No sorry doc, I just have a lot on my plate I was just venting. I’m sorry if I scared you.”
“That’s quite alright, Prince Shining Armor. I see the blood is seeping through that nasty gash.”
“Yeah and it hurts a lot.” The doctor took a look and re bandaged me. He said it was just where it was weeping and that I should stay in bed.
“Thank you doctor.” Is all I heard Bolero say as he saw out the doctor. He returned with a sympathy smile to me and he got back in bed we cuddled until I fell asleep. With Bolero next to me I didn’t have a nightmare and I woke the next morning feeling much better.
Bolero and I walked down to the throne room the next morning. I went to the doctor and gave back the drip. We then sat with the princesses in the throne room. I told them what had happened while Bolero was gone and Luna spoke. “Shining, nephew I think that you need to see a therapist after the nightmares I saw you had. Your sole is restless and you are shaken up.”
“I guess that could work but I can’t come out of the castle for another 13days I have to wait for the spell to fade.”
“We can have a therapist come to your chambers Nephew that wouldn’t be a problem.”Celestia chimed in.
“Yeah baby then you can rest and you can stay safe in the castle.”
“Okay I will see a therapist but only once I don’t need help I’m just a little shaken.”
That afternoon I spoke to the therapist her name was Penelope lace. She was a bright yellow unicorn mare with a blue and white mane and tail. She was slim with a cute little pink dress on: holding a notebook and pen. Celestia said her department was domestic and sexual abuse, so she would be the best.
When she walked in to the bedchambers, I was on the balcony looking out to the view. Bolero called me in and let Penelope sit down on our sofa. I walked into the room; she became scared when she saw my appearance. The change had happened.
I no longer looked like a normal stallion. My hooves and hands had holes. My back had stubbed bones sticking out, If I was changed permanently they would have turned into wings. My eyes had turned from loving bright blue eyes into Icey blue cold ones. The worst part was I had an appetite for meat and blood. This was the reason I had big sharp canines that would tear through flesh and muscle.
Good job Bolero was there otherwise she may have teleported out the room. She was probably expecting a handsome young stallion to walk thought the doors full of grace. Instead I walked through the door mouth covered in blood and holding a bloody lamb’s leg. Bolero chuckled.
“Put that down go and clean up now! Penelope is here for your therapy session!”
“Okay I will.” I placed the leg on the plate that was on the table and washed my face. While I was washing I could hear Bolero explaining everything that had happened and why I looked why I did. I sat down on the bed opposite her. “I’m sorry if I scared you Penelope I was just finishing my lunch. The spell has taken some strange affects.”
“It’s fine your highness, I just didn’t expect it. I’m used to sociopaths and killers so its okay.”
I told her what happened. The nightmares to the rape. She proscribed me some antidepressants and told me when the change wears off I should start to feel well again. If not I should contact her.
Once she left I ate the rest of my lunch and rested.
Shining's mind control: Safety
Our Anniversary
“Happy anniversary baby.” I awoke to Bolero saying.
“Wow has it really been a year since we was married.”
“Yep and in that time we have battled the changelings, Sombra, watched your sister become an Alicorn and defeat Tirek.”
“Sweet Celestia really wow equestria has had many foes.” (Okay so you’re probably thinking how you did all that and what happened when you did well…)
Me and Bolero was sent to the crystal empire about 3 months after our wedding I had completed the changeling change and was back to normal though I still have 1 slice of meat for dinner but this is cooked. Along with us Celestia sent the elements of harmony. Sombra got through my shield and Bolero had to place his up. (Sombra’s weakness is love so that’s why Bolero’s was strong enough although he couldn’t hold it for long…) Once the shield fell and Bolero was exhausted. Sombra came into the empire. We all saw Spike save the empire. Once Sombra was banished we became its princes.
We went to twilight’s coronation and she told us how she created new magic and Celestia had made her an alicorn.
Tirek was difficult we both went back to Canterlot I tried to battle tirek but he was far too strong. Bolero told me he had his magic passed to Twilight and was sent to tartarus but everything worked out fine.
“What do you want to do of our anniversary sweetheart?”
“What about a relaxing bubble bath first shine.” This was a good idea and I loved taking a bath with Bolero.
“Yes let’s do that.”
“But first turn around…” I was confused as I did as told I felt a chain go round my neck. A long golden chain with a B in the centre of a heart on it…
“Aww baby, well it seems we both think alike. Turn around…” He did as told and I gave him the same golden chain but with an S on it instead.
We both looked at each other and said in unison “Aunties.” Turns out I asked Luna while Bolero asked Celestia and they had got together and told us the perfect gift.
We got out of our chamber and into the hot bubbling tub that the maids had ran for us. We sat in there laughing, joking and having sex… We were in there for about 2 hours it was 1pm when we got out and we dressed. Bolero wore his smart black trousers and blue stripped shirt while I wore my black tight ripped jeans and my white turtle neck vest. He was formal I was partially formal wearing our crowns and shoes along with the chains. We walked down to our throne room. As we walled I put my head in boleros chest. We each had a throne both gold but above where our own cutiemarks. Bolero had the taxes, diplomates and other various papers while I was given the death reports, guard schedules and any scandals. He dealt with diplomats, I dealt with killers and guards.
I also spent some time looking over various dark magic spells and I had begun to get the smoke affect off my eyes but this was blue unlike Sombra’s purple. I wasn’t evil as I had Bolero keeping love in my heart. I had to have a strong magic to deal with the killers, I’m not getting shot anytime soon. Another reason why I ate meat it gave me energy.
My day was filled with checking guards and bringing in criminals. We had a problem with the Sombra rights group these were a nasty set of ponies who like Sombra’s reign because they were his guards… they supported him because they didn’t get hurt. They had perks and they were a bad force.
I dealt with 2 on my anniversary; they tried to attack the castle. They were caught by me and I alone,
A normal guard would be killed even with all their training. When they attacked the order was always 'Shining' will deal with it and the guards keep all ponies away until they were either killed or arrested. 2 attacked that day, I was on my throne when a guard came rushing in telling me they were attacking. Bolero stopped writing and looked worried. Bless him still worried, was still frightened one day I wouldn’t come home. He got up and got in front of me before I was down off the steps of my throne. He took my hips.
“Baby, please be careful…” he looked scared.
“I will be fine I have handled this many times...”
"But there are 2 this time not just 1.”
“Good twice the fun!” my eyes turned and dark blue with the smoke leaking from them.
“Babyyy….” He hadn’t seen me like this before, I was ready to kick these dicks asses and Bolero was worried about this side to me. “Baby it shouldn’t be fun!”
“But it is… is a time for me to release my anger and hate.” The guards agreed.
“Prince Bolero you should come and watch your husband, he’s amazing…” and with that I walked past Bolero and with the guards out of the throne room. Bolero followed. Before we got to the entrance to the castle there was a guard with my armour. I placed my armour on. Switching my crown with my helmet and swapping my golden shoes for my armoured boots. I walked out of the castle following the guards to the attackers.
The attackers, one brown pony, one orange pony. Both crystal ponies had a mother and foal backed up against the wall of the castle. The guards kept any joiners at bay. The orange one yelled when he saw me. “Look it’s the fake Prince shining armour. Let’s get him.”
The guards rush out to the mother and foal and got them to safety. The attackers both ran at me. Bolero watching fearful. They had swords and a spear. On the ground there was also a gun. I didn’t move. I stood there and with a flick of my magic the orange one was on the floor wincing in pain. He dropped the spear I broke it. Still running for me, I punched the brown one square in the mouth. The brown ones teeth came out, He dropped the knife grasping his mouth. They both looked at me with fearful and hatred eyes. I gave a smile showing my 2 un-pony like canines (I needed them to eat the meat) they both visibly gulped. The guards laughed at the attackers fear, I didn't stop them either. I took the brown one in my magic and floated him above me. I pointed to the orange one. “What would you like it to be? Arrest or Death?” He backed up. “If you don't answer I will just kill your friend…” He ran forward got on his knees and pleaded…
“Please Prince Shining Armor, Please spare me and my friends lives…” He didn’t lift his head. His head was almost resting on my armoured boots.
“Arrest then. Hands behind your back NOW!” My voice shook the pony to his core as he immediately did as told. I threw the brown one on the floor. Standing the orange one up by his hair with my hand, I secured his hands in cuffs. Looking at the brown one, who was now standing. I gave the orange one to the captain to hold. Pointing to the brown pony; “You, Death or Arrest?” He looked at me cocky.
“You, Prince Shining Armor kill someone dream on you wouldn’t hurt a fly…” He picked the gun up aiming at my head he shot at me. I grasped the bullet in my magic, disabling it. I walked painfully slow towards him as he panicked. “Oh Okay then at your beloved…” He aimed the gun at Bolero’s head and without stopping to look, I locked on the bullet and I stopped the bullet just before it hit Bolero. Again disabling allowing it to drop to the floor. I took the gun from his hand with my own and whispered in his ear.
“Death then…” I kicked the back of his knee so he was on his knees, place my armoured boot on his head. Aiming at his head I shouted. “NO-ONE THREATENS MY EMPIRE OR MY HUSBAND! UNDERSTAND!” My Canterlot voice shook the ground and if looks could kill I wouldn’t need the gun that was in my hand. I took off my helmet.
He begged. "Please Prince Shining Armor, Please don’t ki…” and shot the final bullet in the gun through his head. Before he finished his sentence. I gave a guard my helmet walked over to the captain, took my prisoner in my magic. I walked to Bolero. Kissed him long and hard on the lips. He took my hand as we walked back inside the castle. I locked up the prisoner ready for questioning in the morning and spent the rest of the day having passionate sex and eating chocolates with Bolero.
Shining's mind control: Safety
I awoke a few weeks later with an empty feeling, the same routine was boring me now… I needed some excitement. Something new. A challenge. Bolero had said before we got married that he wanted a child. But being stallions this was near impossible. Only near though, the dark magic I had learned to control had all different weird affects. One such spell was the cell binding spell you could bind 2 different cells or DNA and create something.
Bolero and I had a long conversation on this…
“So we can have a child? Shine…How did you find this??”
“I saw it in one of the dark magic spell books…WHY?! This is what you wanted…”
“Yes but what happens if it goes wrong and a mutant comes out of the spell!”
“We can test it first…”
“And are you going to carry a child for 9 months because I don’t want to and I don’t want you to either!”
“But…”
“NO SHINING! NO!” He had never shouted at me before…
“I thought this is what you wanted.” I was almost in tears I had finally found a way for us to have a family without adoption and he was angry.
“I do but that dark magic is turning you into him!!” Bolero pointed to a flag of Sombra. I had just stopped another attack and this was something we confiscated.
“I I its….not I I I am still the husband you married…. I I I’m still me…” I was fully crying. I ran out of the throne room to our chambers. He didn’t understand… all my research everything was because he wanted a child, a child he could call his own. I had searched for hours, days and even months trying to find away 2 stallions could make a child together. I had finally found it and he had shouted at me. saying I was no better that Sombra… the hateful unicorn.
I went ahead with the experiment anyway… I had to see if it did work! I practised on different animals with a lot of help from the crystal empires best scientists. We took DNA from mouse A and some more from mouse B, Both females. I cast the spell on the DNA binding them together. They then worked there magic and then injected it into mouse C another female. I waited for 3 long months. I didn’t say a word to Bolero. We made up and he said that I needed to stop using the dark magic so much. I was called down to the lab there mouse C had baby mice. Fit and healthy. They were fine as if they were naturally birth and bread.
I along with the scientists took the evidence to Bolero… you can imagine how that went…
“SHINE! I TOLD YOU NO!!!”
“Well I didn’t listen. You can see it worked. Why can’t we have a child?”
“Because….Because I’m not risking a a a….”
“A what? What’s there to risk! We have proof its safe and the babies are fit and healthy as if they were naturally born.”
“A pony’s life. We would need a female Pony to carry and birth our child who would do that for us!”
“Lots of ponies would! Baby we can have a family…”
“And what about the risk of the baby dying or the female…”
“BOLERO! Females risk that anyway! Child birth isn’t perfect and still has risks even naturally!” I was so confused then I saw it…
“But…”
“NO! No more buts…What’s really wrong! Have you decided you don’t want a family with me?”
“No shine…”
“Then why? Why don’t you want children with me?”
“I’M SCARED!”
“What? Why?”
“I’m scared that we would have us anymore… I’m scared I will care so much about my duties that I won’t love it. I’m scared that we will not be as close…”
“What baby you’re never going to lose me… I will always love you! I will always be this intimate as we are now…”
“But I have read lots of stuff that when a baby come in the family the couples don’t get on very well they start to hate each other and even get rid of the child in some cases!”
“There just exaggerated stories and not every couple is the same baby.”
“I’m just not ready yet.”
“Okay we can wait but I want one soon…”
6 months later... We did the procedure. After we had a long sit down with Celestia and Luna. Bolero felt confident to have ago at having a child. Luna wanted to be the carrier for us. I cast the spell and she was injected. Every month we visited to see how everything was going and to say hi.
We waited 9 and a ½ long months until finally we was sent a letter from Celestia saying:
Dear Nephews,
I’m happy to finally announce that Luna has gone into labour with your new baby. Please come to Canterlot as soon as possible to meet you new addition to your family.
See you soon
Your auntie Celestia…
P.S bring some supplies for a few nights stay xx
We already had things packed when they said the baby could be there any day. We took our Royal crystal train as Crystal ponies didn’t have wings so we couldn’t fly. The crystal train was fast though.
We arrived in Canterlot about an hour later ready to see our new-born. We walked through the castle to the royal doctors. Outside a room were my parents, twilight, twilight’s friends and Blueblood. I hugged twilight and Bolero hugged his brother. We then asked where Celestia and Luna were. Just then the doctor walked out bowing to us.
“My Princes of the Crystal Empire. It was an honour to deliver your new baby…”
“Please don’t tell!”
“We want to find out when we see it… thank you doctor.”
“Your welcome My Prince’s your baby is it there.” The doctor then pointed to the room he had come from.
“Shine shall we.”
“I’m a little nervous now…” I just wanted to know if it was a colt or a filly.
We walked into the room to see Luna holding a cute little bundle of fur. The baby was light pink with blue and yellow striped mane and tail. Her wings and horn were very prominent.
“Congratulations My nephews. I am happy to give you your beautiful baby filly. Thank you for allowing me to carry her.”
“Thank you for giving her to us Luna…” As Bolero said this Luna gave me our new baby…
“Shine…?”
“She’s perfect…” yes I did cry, with her in my arms the whole world felt right…
“She’s also an alicorn! How!” Bolero asked I was just happy to have her I didn’t care how. She was perfect in my eyes. My little filly.
“Simple you’re an alicorn” The doctor explained.
“And Shining has very powerful magic the smoke coming from his eyes is a show of power…” Luna continued.
“So what are you going to call her?” Celestia asked with the softest tone.
“Skyla.” We both said in unison. and as if on cue Skyla made a sound...
"I think she likes it..." Twilight said as she walked in. we spent the next few days caring and showing ponies our new baby until we went back to the empire for the Crystalling.
Wow I really need to write in this more often… it’s been a whole year since I wrote in this last…
Well I guess being parents is harder than you would have thought the first 6 months flew past and every moment was amazing watching Skyla roll to crawling to now walking. I kept using my dark magic and the blue smoke is the 24/7 Bolero told me off but I still use it. He’s grateful went we are trying to do our duties and I use a bouncy shield! Stops her from getting hurt and she's free to run around the castle the shield bends to her movement is soft to the touch and will move through ornaments and bounces off hard surfaces… This means she can play and we can perform our royal duties.
It’s been haptic but I love it. Our family if complete and I would never look back now… Bolero and I still have sex almost every night and have relaxing time and personal time… Why was he so worried? We have the castle staff and 2 Nannies to look after our little bundle of joy. , if need be….
Shining's mind control: Safety
Hello reader...
I know the title of this entry seems strange but I will explain. See my daddy died today and my other daddy gave me this journal to keep...
Okay cause you don't know the difference....I'm going to do this as I have 2 daddies and this is going to get confusing...
My daddy that died today is know to you as King Shining Armor. In this entry its just daddy.
My other daddy is King Bolero or King Mi Amore Bolero... Why are names so long! In this entry I will call him Bolero as daddy seems to call him that...
Anyway...I looked through it and realised, My daddy didn't write in this since I was 1 years old. I am now 101 I know that seems strange but I'm an alicorn like my daddy states. Daddy didn't write an ending so here is the ending. Please note I didn't know how to end this so I think his last day alive should be the ending and the build up to it.
So a little while ago daddy went to the doctor because of mysterious pains in the chest... The doctor took some tests and we got the result. Daddy was dying and had 6 months to live estimated. He had a heart condition which would make him tired and he would be in great pain. He was mostly fine up until about a week ago... He was staying in bed more. He was finding it hard to get on to his throne and sometimes walk. He fell over from the pain But Bolero said that Daddy would be fine.
So a few days ago... I walked into Daddy's bedchamber to see him and Bolero still sleeping. I woke up Bolero as Bolero let Daddy stay in bed lately saying that he needed rest. About 3 hours later Daddy would have normally joined us in the throne room but he didn't. Bolero and I went to see if he was up... He wasn't. Bolero walked to daddies side of the bed and spoke to him.
"Shine sweetheart, its time to get up." Daddy didn't move. Bolero then gently shook him. still nothing. Bolero seemed to rest 2 fingers on Daddies neck. He then started to panic shaking daddy like mad. "SHINE WAKE UP! Skyla call the guards get the doctor." I stood there and watched as Bolero shook daddy hard shouting. I then moved to run down the hall calling for help and for someone to get the royal doctor.
The royal doctor took daddies side of the bed and Bolero moved away. He walked round the bed and sat on his side. I stood in the doorway waiting the whole world seemed to stop as everything the doctor did he did in slowmotion. After what felt like hours he backed away. Daddy opened his eyes and breathed heavily. Bolero hugged him and I joined them both. The doctor then called bolero out of the room and I sat with daddy.
"Daddy, you okay? what happened?"
"I just fell into a very deep sleep and couldn't wake up alone... I'm fine." I now know this was a lie.
Daddy got dressed showered and did his duties fine apart from a few minor winces of pain I saw. I also heard Bolero and daddy talking about breathing machines and that daddy was scared about something. But it didn't matter daddy had said he was fine and I believed him at the time... (I mean wouldn't you? wouldn't you believe your daddy if he said something?)
It happened again the next morning but this time daddy had tried to get up and collapsed. He was taken to the royal doctors in canterlot.
They tried to wake him and they successfully did. I hugged daddy and Bolero told me to go see Celestia and Luna. I walked out of the room. (that was the last time I saw daddy alive) Bolero then told me while I was with Celestia and Luna. He had said his final goodbyes to daddy.
His Shining Armor. His everything. Bolero cried and told me that he wanted me to have this journal...
I hope to have children one day and give them this... If you are reading this ask your parents or carer if they know, if your a descendant of me. I am Princess Mi Skyla Armor after my daddies before me.
Thank you for taking your time to reading my daddies journal. if you are a descendent or just someone who found it and got curious. I'm grateful either way.