Rarity Sat in the turquoise and ruby recliner couch reminiscing about the life of her sister and her, her regrets, what she missed.

"Well miss Belle let's try to stay positive this is for recovery, after all, let's start with the incident what do you recall,"

"OK," Rarity said sighing.

"It was Saturday I was working on an order 'as usual' Sweetie had just gotten back from Twilights she had a few books in her saddlebags......."

"Rarity I'm home!" Announced Sweetie coming in the boutique.

"Darling please don't yell I'm right here" I had chided haven not been but five paces away.

"Um, Rarity is it ok if I did my chores later, I want to look at a few of the book's I got from Twilight," asked Sweetie nervously unsure about what her sister would say.

"So long as you do them before bed darling," I responded as I looked at her I knew the spell books she had were too advanced for her but I disregarded it. I was so intent on finishing up my work I ignored it,"

"Um, Rarity is it ok if you come and watch me I don't know if I.....Sigh," asked Sweetie cutting herself short as her sister turned back to her work.

"I didn't hear what she said and when I looked up she was gone so I just continued working on that stupid dress,"

"And then what happened?" Asked the therapist.

"Well, I just kept working and few minutes latter I.......Sh.....scre.....mng..."

"It's ok, take your time," said Dr appt comfortingly.

"Then I heard her screaming before the whole boutique shook by an explosion I ran to her I never heard her screaming like that before in my life it was so painful so desperate, I just feel so guilty. I should've been paying attention to what she...it's my fault it would've never happened if I had been with her if i..."

'rarity it's not your fault I wasn't thinking' said the voice.

"...not now!"

"Not now what?" Asked the therapist confused by my sudden change in conversation if only he knew what was really getting to me.

"Oh hehe nothing just uh we're ehem can we be done for today I feel like my head is in a vice?" She said nervously.

"Sure I'll see you next week after all this is only your second visit try to stay positive, I know this is hard but I'm sure you'll find a way," I said, That was the last time I saw her for the next two weeks I was beginning to get worried she was putting too much on herself.

Rarity walked down the path from Dr appt therapies recalling the rest of the memory.

'Rarity please don't beat yourself up it was my fault you were just busy"

"The voice in my head was getting stronger each day it hadn't accrued to me what it was until a few days after."

Author's Note

Multi point of view story style constructive criticism is appreciated and if you thumbs down a reason is appreciated I cant fix it if you don't state it