Chapters Chapter 1: The beginning of the worst
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Tootsie Flute was a teal unicorn filly with a light purple mane, and matching eyes; she had two mothers, technically, named Lyra Heartstrings and Bon-bon. The technicallity is complicated in a way, Lyra and Bon-bon are not actually together, they're not even in love...they're more like sisters rather, but one day, they fell in love with an adorable young unicorn filly at the Ponyville orpahnage, coincidentily the same orphanage Derpy Hooves adopted her older daughter Sparkler at, and promtly did their best to act as a couple so they could bring her into their lives.
Lyra was straight, herself, unlike the rumors spread around Ponyville said. She's dated dozens of stallions in her days, though she's never been satisfied with any of them, and her longest relationships have only lasted a few months, most lasting just a few weeks. Bon-bon, however, was a self-proclaimed fillyfooler, she had a great deep love for her roommate Lyra, who does not know about this, but she does not want to ruin their current relationship together, so she vows to never tell her.
Unlike Lyra, Bon-bon is very much a virgin, and she wishes to remain that way until her dreams with Lyra come true. Despite their differences, the two roommates vowed to raise Tootsie Flute as if she was their own foal, simply wanting the best for her.
Tootsie Flute had her own quirks, she referred to her 'mother' Bon-bon simply as 'mom' though she lovingly called Lyra 'Miss Heartstrings', much to her annoyence; however, she had a deep dark secret inside of her, a secret that she never ever wanted her 'parents' or friends to find out, though the 'power' of her secret often reared it's ugly head and has ruined many nights of hers'.
It was a normal morning, Bon-bon was wearing her apron and cooking breakfast for the family, she was up hours before everypony else just so they'd have food to wake up to. Lyra Heartstrings was lazily laying in bed, drained from a date the night before, she struggled to wake herself up and get out of bed, though her hooves refused to answer. Tootsie Flute was sleeping soundly in bed, cuddling the corner of her blanket tightly, awaiting the wake-up call of her adoptive mother. After finishing her cooking for the morning, Bon-bon joyfully trotted upstairs to wake up Lyra and Tootsie, her tone of voice a pleasant thing to wake up to, rather than an ear-shattering beep of an alarm clock. Lyra slowly melted out of bed, uttering a small "Mornin', Bons.." as she brushed her mane lightly with her hooves. Tootsie smiled at the sound of Bon'bon's wake-up call and cheerfully replied "Good morning, mom~!" as she jumpd out of bed and trotted down the stairs, right behind Lyra. It was a Friday, the last day of the week, Lyra had work, Tootsie had school, and Bon-bon stayed at home to keep up the housework, much like a stereotypical housewife.
They all sat together in the dining room to eat their breakfast of hay pancakes, and fresh apple juice, straight from Sweet Apple Acres. After they finished Lyra kissed Bon-bon goodbye and went straight to work, as Bon-bon put together Tootsie's school lunch for her. Tootsie Flute trotted back upstairs to the bathroom to brush her teeth, wash her face and hooves, and brush her mane and tail to look neat and tidy. She grabber her saddlebags before trotting back downstairs and grabbing her lunch from her mom. Bon-bon nuzzled her daughter gently and wished her a good day at school as the young filly made her way inside the schoolbus. Tootsie made sure to prevent any catastrophies from happening by sitting in a special spot in the bus, all the way in the front, to keep her eyes on the busdriver, Sparkler, and the road, rather than her busmates. Dinky Hooves, her best friend, always sat next to her, in the isle seat; the two spent their mornings togetehr talking, which Tootsie enjoyed greatly as it distracted her from her strong urges, but this morning was different, Dinky wasn't there, she was absent from the bus. Tootsie was unsure of what to do as her friend was not there to distract her mind. She took a deep breath, and sat in her spot regardless, keeping her eyes focused out the window next to her, and she watched the trees as they passed by in the moving bus.
A few minutes passed, when the bus made a stop to pick up a young colt named "Pipsqueak": he was Dinky's object of affection, she had a huge crush on him, but Tootsie insisted that she never talked about her crush around her, much to her confusion. This day, the teal filly had no distractions from her friend, her eyes were stuck on the young colt as he trotted down the isle to his seat in the far back of the bus; she shook her head and turned her gaze back to the window, and kept her homework in her mind, it was boring, but it was safe.
When the bus got to school, Tootsie quickly gathered her things, and quickly trotted off the bus into the school, just like the bus, in the classroom, she sat in the very front, too, right behind the teacher's desk. When she walked into the classroom, she saw several of her classmates already at their seats, two of them caught her eye instantly; the young pegasus colt known as Rumble, younger brother to Thunderlane, and Shady Daze, an earth pony colt who worked on the school paper. Tootsie let out a deep sigh and put her books and homework in her desk, putting he bags away and sitting down in her seat, she had a strange feeling inside of her, a feeling she didn't enjoy, and Dinky wasn't there to distract her; in a desperate attempt to control herself, she slammed her head onto her desk forcefully, her timing of doing so just as her teacher Cheerilee walked in the classroom. At that moment, Diamond Tiara raised her hoof and tattled on the unicorn "Miss Cheerilee, Tootsie Flute is begging for attention!" Cheerilee rolled her eyes at Diamond Tiara and trotted up to Tootsie's desk, who's head was flat on her desk. The magenta teacher lightly tapped the filly's back with her hoof, as the unicorn lifted her head, a small bump on her forhead, a scratch on her cheek, and a small drop of blood from her nose, Cheerilee looked with concern "Oh dear, are you okay, Tootsie? I think you should see the school nurse." Tootsie sighed, sounded defeated, and got out of her desk to walk to the school nurse.
This wasn't the first time she's done this, she's banged her head on her desk many times before, Cheerilee is just too polite to mention this little fact. The young filly opened the door to Nurse Tenderhearts room and sat on her bed almost instantly; the nurse pony turned around and saw Tootsie in her room, yet again, she sighed "Hello, Tootsie, what's wrong this time, dear?" and spoke in a motherly tone, despite her concern with the filly visiting her nearly every other day. Tootsie pointed to her bleeding nose and lowered her ears in shame, Tenderheart turned around and grabbed a small bandage in her mouth, she wrapped it around Tootsie's small nose to absorb the blood, and make it heal faster. Tootsie smiled and thanked the nurse, ready to make her leave, just as she jumped out of the bed, the nurse stopped her "Dear, you know I always have to call your mother when you visit this room, and you need to rest yourself." Tootsie sighed "Oh.." and layed down in the bed, curled up tightly and sighing deeply. Nurse Tenderheart called up Bon-bon and told her about her daughter's nosebleed, Bon-bon sounded concerned, but Tenderheart reassured her that it's nothing to be worried about, despite their shared concern.
Tootsie found herself asleep in the small bed, only to be awoken later by a knocking on the door, much to her surprise, it was the knocking of the colt she saw earlier, Shady Daze, with a sore throat; he told the Nure about his problem, and she promptly called his mother to come pick him up. Almost as if my reflex, Tootsie raised her hoof as the Nurse was on the phone, and she asked a question of her "Umm, is it okay if I go home with Shady Daze, that way I can get home to mother faster if my nose gets worse?" Tenderheart looked at her with a confused look, but asked Shady's mother if it was okay for her to go home with him, and she said it sounded like fun, the tow foals could play with one-anotehr while they recovered. Tootsie thought to herself, why did she ask that? Why did give in to her desires? Why didn't she control it!? She took a deep breath to stop from punishing herself again, and went to rather up her stuff while Shady's mother was on her way to pick them up.
Some timer later, Shady Daze's mother knocked on the door of the nurse's room, her son was right there to greet her, while Tootsie was curled up in the corner of the bed, looking at the wall. Shady's mother tapped her shoulder to let her know that she was leaving now. Tootsie put on her saddlebags, carried her lunchbag in her mouth, and trotted after SHady and his mother on the way to their home, she felt a great feeling of remorse in her head, like she did the wrong thing, that she would regret her decision, that something terrible would happen, and ruin everything. She paid close attention to her hooves as they stomped on the groud on her way to Shady's house, it was a quiet distraction, calming her mind from the bad thoughts within, she felt relaxed, like she was just being silly to herself.
Soon, they all arrived home, and Shady Daze went straight to the bathroom to relieve himself, Tootsie couldn't overcome her curiosity, and snuck behind him to listen from behind the bathroom door; she pressed her ear against the door, and listened as he peed, she blushed hard at the sound, and giggled. SHe then heard his hoofsteps getting closer to the door, and she ran down the hall, towards the kitchen, and left her lunch in the fridge. Shady trotted to the kitchen and saw Tootsie all out of breath "Tootsie Flute? Are you okay? You look like you just saw a ghost, and your face is all..red.." she covered her blushing cheeks and lied "Oh, umm... I just saw a spider and I got scared..." Shady Daze gave a small smile "Aww, well, no need to be frightened, spiders are helpful critters, they eat flies that get in the way!" and he invited her to his room. She nodded her head and followed him down the hall to his room, her bad thoughts rearing inside her head again, she knew this could only end badly.
Chapter 2: The disaster begins.
Tootsie Flute walked into Shady's room and saw posters of Daring Do all over the walls, shelves filled with Daring Do books, and a plushie of Daring do on his bed, complete with removable hat and shirt. Tootsie looked around the room and poked the plush with her hoof "This is...Interesting to see.." she said in a somewhat confused tone. "What? You don't like Daring Do? She's awesome!" Shady Daze said as he jumped up and down on his bed; "Well, uhh, I just didn't expect to see such a huge collection." Tootsie responded as she watched the young colt bounce on his bed like it was a trampoline. "Yeah, well, I can see that, it's more an interest of older ponies." the colt said, stopping his bouncing; "Yeah..uhh..." Tootsie felt herself feeling different "Ummm... Can you... Uhhh..." she didn't feel in control "Just... Umm..." she shook her head and jumped at the floor, crash-landing on her head, her horn stabbing through the off-white carpet "Oww... Nevermind.."
Shady looked out of his bed, down at Tootsie "Umm... What happened? Are you okay? You just...kinda fell..." he sounded concerned "Do you want my help?" he reached his hoof down to grab her's as she reached up at his "I don't know what happened there, I just felt dizzy suddenly and fell over without control..." she lied and pulled herself up with his hoof, leaving a small, but noticeable hole in the carpet where her horn pierced it "Thanks.. I think I need to sit down.." she said weakly as she sat on the floor and looked down at her hooves. "Umm, do you want me to get you some water or an ice pack?" Shady said in response, believing her lie, still sounding concerned for her; "Some water would be nice.." she said, getting up off the floor and sitting on the side of Shady's bed, keeping her eyes in the opposite direction of him, towards a Daring Do poster with a giant dragon on it "I'm just gonna sit here and recover." Shady nodded his head, got up off his bed, and went down the hall back to the kitchen to get some water for the unicorn.
Tootsie sighed deeply when he left and lowered her head with her ears, thinking deeply, she almost lost control of herself back there, she almost didn't stop herself from letting it happen...again... She put her hooves on her forehead in response to head pain from over-thinking, the more she thought about it, the more she lost control, she wouldn't let that happen again... She's lost classmates from it, literally, their parents sent their foals to different schools just to protect them; her teacher knows, but she's too polite to bring it up with her parents and other classmates, she hoped greatly that Lyra and Bon-bon never found out, for she worried that they may send her back to the orphanage... Her earliest memories of her birth parents are foggy as she had been in the orphanage for as long as she can remember, and she's 9 years old, and she was only adopted last December.
She wiped tears from her hooves as many thoughts raced in her head, and just as she was doing that, Shady Daze trotted back in the room, a glass of water held carefully in his mouth; he sat it on a table next to his bed "There you go, Tootsie, I got your water~" he said in a cheerful tone, and sat on the bed next to her. "Thanks.." Tootsie said in response, levitating the glass with her magic and bringing it to her mouth to drink "Can we do something else to get my mind off...uhh...my nose..?" Tootsie lied again and rubbed her nose, placing the half-empty glass back on the table; "Sure! You wanna re-" he cut himself off in mid-word "Umm, do you wanna see everything in my room? I'd love to show you around!". Tootsie gave a bored look forward, continued to lie "Yeah, I'd love it if you explained the origins of all your posters, books, and toys!" and gave a fake smile at Shady, just as he jumped off his bed, eager to show his guest his merchandise.
Tootsie watched the young colt closely as he trotted over to an oversized poster with worn edges "Now, this one is my FIRST Daring Do poster, it's funny because I got it for free inside my first Daring Do book! It's also my favorite poster and story because I..." Tootsie was bored of listening to Shady's excitement over a silly book series and her mind began to wander, she felt distracted in the worst way. Her eyes were focused on Shady's belly as he stood up on his hind hooves each time he showed off his many posters, it felt to her almost as if he was 'presenting' himself; Tootsie could feel herself drooling and put a hoof over her mouth to cover it up. "Ooooh, this one right here is really special, I won it at a local Ponyville fair game, Daring Do was there for real and signed it for me, along with my book! It was so awesome!" Shady continued to show off his various posters, unaware of Tootsie's wandering eyes; the unicorn found herself mesmerized with something a filly her age normally finds gross, Shady's prepubescent genitals.
Hours passed of Shady Daze showing off all his Daring Do merchandise, one by one, to Tootsie Flute, all the while her eyes focused on between his hind hooves. "Oh, the plushie is hoofmade, you can't find this thing anywhere else! It's soooooo special to me because of how lifelike it is, it's so cool, Daring Do herself even commented on it! That was so much fun!" The young colt giggled and jumped up and down like a little filly, Tootsie was far too distracted to pay any attention to what he was saying, her mind was thinking only thoughts that older ponies think of; she wondered how long his member was, how it tasted, how it looked when it was erect, what kind of faces he would make at climax, the noises he might utter if she touched it, she felt her own genitals become moist at her thoughts.
The unicorn was losing control again, she couldn't stop herself this time, the inevitable was going to happen. "Oh, and this action figure here was a present from last Hearths Warming day, I was so happy to unwrap it that morning~" Shady was still showing off his collection, oblivious to what Tootsie was about to do; her eyes were staring directly at the colt's groin, she was ready to make her move, she lept into action, she jumped off the bed towards him like a cat, pouncing on him and pinning him down to the floor. "Umm, Tootsie, what are you doing? I feel funny..." The colt was shocked and confused over what the filly was doing to him; she didn't say anything in response, she simply held him down with her magic by wrapping a blanket around his hooves, tying it the legs of the bed. She had him in her control, she was ready to satisfy herself, after so long, there was no turning back now, it was too late, her worse self took over; she smiled at the colt with a huge grin and her eyelids slanted in an angry looking way, he could do nothing about her next moves...
Chapter 3: Audible and Golden bliss.
Chapter 3: Audible and Golden bliss.
WARNING: This chapter contains watersports (aka, pee) so if you don't like that, then I'm sorry, but you can always go somewhere else.
Lyra was trotting home for the evening with her current coltfriend, a dark pink pegasus stallion with silky dark blue hair, not the most masculine looking color-scheme, but Lyra found it adorable. Meanwhile, Bon-bon was busy at home making dinner for her 'family', she just couldn't wait for Lyra and Tootsie to come home and eat her delicious vegetable stew, so much to the point where she giggled and bouncing happily up and down in the kitchen before resuming her cooking. Tootsie, however, wasn't planning on going home anytime soon, she had...other plans in mind, and those plans were right in front of her eyes...
The teal filly was staring into the crotch of the young colt Shady Daze, she had him pinned on his bedroom floor, tied up with blankets as if they were rope. Tootsie pressed her hooves against Shady Daze's small testicles, causing him to utter a whimper and for tears to form in his eyes; however, this only aroused her further. She was desperate to get to what she wanted, she wanted to taste his juices, she wanted to taste his sweet young member; remembering to the last time she's done this, she licked at his sheath to try and coax an erection into forming. The colt was crying,
The colt continued to cry,
The colt sniffled and stuttered again,
The colt opened his eyes and looked around, noticing himself to be free,
I am not dead, yet.
Sad memories of what almost was.
Tootsie felt dizzy as her heart was pounding, she was remembering something, and she wishes she hadn't as it only made her feel worse; her eyes lost focus and she fell into a nearby tree as her mind flashed back on her, causing her to trip on her own hooves.
It wasn't even 2 years ago, but it felt like it was just yesterday, a young sky blue filly was happily skipping off to school, carrying a few small books and papers in her saddlebags, she had good grades, always finished her work on time, and never missed a single day of class; on this morning when she was putting her books in her desk, a young colt walked into the room whom she'd never saw before, he was a light teal with shiny brown hair. At her first glance, she was lovestruck, the sight of the colt made her blush and giggle with delight, she wanted to introduce herself with him, but her giddiness caused her rear to glue itself to her seat metaphorically out of shyness. The colt slowly walked over to an empty desk and seat, looking around the room meekly.
During midday, it was lunch time, Tootsie always sat by herself at lunch so she could eat at her own pace and not have to listen to other foals' noise, only this time, a certain new colt sat by himself too, shy by the new ponies he never knew. Tootsie took a deep breath and stood herself up, she wanted to face her fear of being shy, and stand up for want she wanted; she slowly trotted to the young colt and opened her mouth, a little shaky with her words "H-Hello there, m-my name is Tootsie, h-how about you?" the colt looked to be in shock by the words from the strange new filly, "S-sompony t-talked to me?! But I'm new here!" he looked at Tootsie with a blank expression "Umm, my name is Minty Chocolate...but I'd rather be called Mint..." Tootsie responded with a giggle and a smile as her body gave him a hug without her even noticing, but neither of them minded.
A few months later, Tootsie and Mint became close friends, and while them being foals, romance wasn't something they thought about too much, at first, but as the weeks went by, the two became more lovey-dovey with eachother, and Tootsie was the happiest she'd ever been in her life. They held hooves all the time, hugged often, and even kissed eachother on occasion. One Friday evening, Tootsie went over to Mint's house for a sleepover, though her curious little mind was thinking less innocently than she thought it would as she asked Mint an awkward question "Can I see what's between your legs?" he gave her a confused look "Umm...what? Isn't that rather personal...?" she tilted her head "Well, I'm just curious, I mean, I heard fillies and colts are diffrent there, and I wanted to see how you looked!" Mint sat down on the floor, unable to comprehend what she was asking "Umm, Tootsie... I have something I want to tell you..." he looked down like he was going to say something bad. Tootsie innocently smiled at him "Yes, Minty?" Mint smiled back and scratched his ear in response "Oh, umm, just that I... I... I...Love you?" he said this like he was asking himself if it was true "I love you too!" replied Tootsie excitedly as she lept at him with a big hug as she nuzzled him softly "Mmm, I was waiting for a good time to say it..." he thought for a second how stupid that sounded, giving her previous question of looking at his genitals "...But I couldn't figure one out so I just, uhh, did it?" he sounded unsure in his responses, but sounded genuine enough to make Tootsie happy.
A few more weeks of happiness later and it was time for another sleepover at Mint's, Tootsie was cuddling up next to him as he sat on his bed to show her some of his things. "Umm, Tootsie, you've been rubbing up against me for too long, it's making me uncomfortable... Actually, you'd been doing this too much recently... Sorry..." she retreated back and frowned "Oh, sorry... I just... I... I just really love you and I love showing it and saying it... But you don't say it back much anymore... I was hoping more affection would make you say it...?" she said hopefully, with a bit of sadness in her voice "Oh, umm..." Mint looked down on the plain blue blanket to ponder his thoughts and put them out in words, he didn't want to, but he had to say it eventually "Well, Tootsie, I have something to say to you... And I'm not gonna hesitate, I... I..." he choked himself to say it "I don't love you anymore! In fact, I find you to be annoying, what with you rubbing up on me all the time and asking to see what I have between my legs! I had my doubts of my true feelings for you since a month ago, but the first time you asked to see my private parts is when my mind was made up, I don't really love you, you don't really love me, you just want my p-penis! I can't love somepony who just wants me for one part of me!" Mint was growling at Tootsie out of all the anger in his words he just let out; he took a deep breath and finished calmly "I'm sorry I led you on for a month and pretended I still loved you... I just didn;t want to hurt your feelings... But you did this to me... It's your fault... My love would have stayed true if yours' did..." Tootsie was in complete shock at his words, unable to even cry or utter a word until she gasped "You...You...You lied to me...?" he nodded his head "Yes... But because you lied to me, you only wanted me for your own personal pleasure..." Tootsie held out her hooves on him "But that's not true! I'm just curious! I really really love you for you! Not for what you have! I love...you..."
Tootsie fell to the bed, crying heavily, Mint only turned his head "I have no reason to apologize anymore, I can't love a liar, I can't love a slut." he jumped off the bed "I don't want you in my room anymore, or my LIFE, you're just a creep, now get out." he said calmly, but sternly, as he grabbed her hoof to pull her off the bed "Go. NOW, before I get my mom involved." He looked at her with a serious expression, she simply give him a small kiss on his cheek and ran out, down the stairs, through the kitchen, and out the front door, running to her place as fast as she could, her tears flying off her face. "You want a SLUT? FINE, I'll give you a SLUT! You're such a jerk! You don't even know me! You don't even give me a chance to speak my mind! Yet...I still love you... I'll do anything to have you back... Even if it takes time... Maybe we're just too young..."
Since that night, Mint moved to a different school in the same area so Tootsie wouldn't be able to contact him, he said he would get adults involved if she had the nerve to even look at him again. Tootsie was hurt to the point where she began to fall in her studies, she knew it was bad to let herself fail over a broken heart, but she just knew it wasn't right and she wanted a chance to prove herself, but she couldn't. Over time her extreme heartbreak mutated and made her imagination corrupt her thoughts into feelings of pure lust over the one thing that broke them apart, a penis.
Waking up with drool on her pillow, Tootsie saw she was in her bed, and that it was morning, she wondered why, but didn't question it, she was just glad she was out of her flashback, though also sad because she wanted to good parts to never end. SIghing, she got herself out of bed to go and eat breakfast, surly Bon-bon had already finished cooking by now.
