Author's Note

Here comes Meadow's first solo! Her singing color will be purple.

Dinner

Meadow nervously tapped her front hooves on the table as she was trying to rack her brain as she was thinking. 'How'd he find out!? Or is he just testing me!?' Meadow was so busy in thought. She didn't see the waiter come and place their food down and as the plates hit the table Meadow jumped slightly. The waiter then left, Meadow blushed slightly and tried to relax herself. 'I'm being silly even if Blood Bones knows he wouldn't be so nice to me if he didn't like me.......right?' Meadow then heard hoof steps and saw Blood Bones sit down in his chair, Meadow smiled nervously. Blood Bones levitated his sandwich over to him but stopped when he saw Meadow.

"Arn't you gonna eat?" Blood Bones said, Meadow blushed.

"Yes of course. Just a little distracted." Meadow said as she was trying to hide the nervously I'm her voice. Blood Bones looked concerned, he put his sandwich down.

"Listen you don't have to eat we can go if you want and put your dinner in a take-out box. I understand you might be a little nervous but no matter what I'll love you." Blood Bones said sweetly, Meadow felt her face redden even more.

"No it's fine, I'll eat." Meadow said as she wrapped her magic around her sub and started eating. Blood Bones smiled slightly and started eating his. As they both ate Blood Bones kept sniffing the air. Blood Bones didn't want to admit it but he liked how Meadow smelled. 'Should I tell him? He said he'd love me no matter what. But what if he doesnt know who I am but just knows I'm hiding something? Then if I tell him he'll hate me!' Meadow thought just before she felt something wrap around her horn. Meadow snapped out of her thoughts. And she was met the eyes of Blood Bones and they held frightened and concerned look. Blood Bones had his magic wrapped around Meadow's horn,

"Your horn was starting to spark. Are you sure you don't want to cut the night short?" Blood Bones said. Meadow smiled sheepishly and said,

"No. Let's just enjoy ourselves." Blood Bones still looked worried but he undid his magic.

"Well okay but I'll order desert. And while I do that you can go freshen up." Blood Bones said calmly. Meadow smiled and nodded, she then got out of her seat and walked towards the fillies room. And as she walked away she heard Blood Bones call the waiter over and ask for two take-out boxes. As Meadow walked into the fillies room she walked into one of the biggest stalls and locked it. Once she was sure nopony would hear her she sat on the tile floor and sighed. She then cast a silence spell on her stall. (Unknowingly to anypony) sad music began to play, and a glittery blue spot light fell onto Meadow.

I may not be the purest of fillies but for some reason somepony gave me pity and saved me from death's hooves.

But now I'm wondering if he should've. Cause now I'm stuck in a hole that I can't dig myself out.

Should I tell my special somepony who I really am? Should I tell him I was a psychopath who hurt the one's he loved.

It seems like the answer is simple but I really don't know......after all honesty is needed to make a relationship grow.

If I tell him he might kill me, or dump me and shatter my heart. Or he might humiliate me and make my life worthless!

Or he might accept me for who I've become, but why would he when I nearly killed him mum.

Should I tell him or keep my mouth shut. For I may not be the purest of fillies but I don't want my special somepony to hate me.

I may not be the purest of fillies but this decision is mine alone.

Meadow sighed and wiped tears from her eye's and left the stall. She then left the restroom to finish her and Blood Bones's date.