The Fall of Cloud

All I've been having since I left the compound is doubt and questions. Doubt that I'll ever kill all my targets. Doubt that I'll ever see NightShade or Snow Piercer or BlueMint ever again. Doubt that I can ever face my own son because I left him. Why did I leave in the first place? Maybe my life was troubling me. Maybe I wasn't ready for my role as a father. Maybe it was what I saw him do to Snow Piercer. He didn't care for her, he didn't know her, I said she wasn't his mother but I never told him if she was with somepony. Which she kind of was, BlueMint said he'd probably never fuck her again so that's not really a problem. But she did love me, but I just don't know anymore. It feels like she's messing with me, in all truth I haven't even known her more than a few weeks.

I was in Canterlot now, I don't have I direct photo of my target but I have a  cutie mark, a single green emerald. "How the hell can you be selling playcolt in public, this store is sick!" I heard a blue and grey mare yell, I thought it was Trixie at first but it wasn't, she was right though, there are foals here. Parents don't want their foals to see pornography. I walked over to the stand the mare was at. "Well you think that this kind of thing would be illegal to sell in public, but I guess how else would they get it to those horny colts." I said staring at her "that's even worse, they need a stallion or a mare to buy it for them and they just go clopping away in their rooms never coming out." She said "true" I said "not to be a bit rude but how old are you?" She asked turning to me "twenty three, why?" I just said the first number that came to mind. "Well you don't have a cutie mark, and aren't you kind of old to not have one?" She said "yes, I don't have one but I won't ever be able to get one." I said as me and her started walking "oh really, and why is that?" She said "my body can't make one" I said trying not to sound suspicious. "You're funny, of course your body can make one, you just gotta figure out what you're good at." She said, her eyes were red but not with anger "why are you looking at me like that?" She said "hmm, oh just looking uhh... at your eyes." I said "they're really red" I said "ha you must be color blind, my eyes are violet" she said happily. "Oh, I'm Cloud Piercer" I said holding out my forehoof "Shoeshine" she said as we shook hooves. "I have to go right now but if you want we can talk later tonight, or if you have plans with anypony-" I interrupted her "I'd like that" I said "ok so how bout we meet up here at around sundown?" She asked "sounds good to me" I said as I heard a Pegasus scream from across the road "I gotta get goin to, that's my call" I said "wait, what call?" She asked "I-I'll tell you later" I yelled as I ran over to the screaming pony "what happened?" I asked. "That stallion just stole my bits" she said pointing a hoof toward a stallion in a cloak running into a ally. "I'll get it back, I promise" I said running after the stallion. I couldn't catch him, I didn't have my wings and he was flying in the air. I ran back to the mare feeling disappointed in myself. "did you get them?" She asked "no, but... here" I said levitating the chips I had stolen from the casino in Las Pegasus. "Oh you're so kind, thank you" she said taking them "I just wish I had my wings right now" I muttered "what was that?" She asked. "Oh nothing" I started to walk away and I saw Trixie, not simulation Trixie and not Shoeshine but actual Trixie. "Trixie!" I yelled waving my hoof in the air, she darted behind a few other ponies. I walked over to her "Trixie?" I said, she must not have remembered me, of course she didn't remember me it was a simulation. "Fuck!" I said trying not be to loud "what is it Cloud?" She said finally turning to me. "Wait, how the hell do you remember me?" I asked staring at her "I didn't honestly think you were real, being in a simulation and all." She said "wait, how did you know it was a simulation?" I asked "it's not like I the great and powerful Trixie dont have access to technology or anything." She said sarcastically "so... was it true, the simulation?" She asked staring at me "well no in reality I killed Filthy Rich and Spoiled Milk and you weren't there to stop me." I said "so you didn't get those orgies" she said bursting out with laughter. I sighed "as much as it pains me to say me and NightShade are in the middle of a thing, I don't like my son for some reason so I thought killing ponies would be a good way to ease my mind for a while so I could think." I said "so you're single right now?" She asked "uhh... I guess, but I am meeting up with somepony later at sundown" I said "damn, I wanted to see how close that simulation was to reality." She said eyeing me up and down "why does everypony in that simulation actually want to feel my real dick?" I asked "well it's probably because it was a simulated dick and I guess me and Snow Piercer don't actually know what it's like with you so, yeah." She said "trying to maintain something with somepony is really hard to do all things considering" I said "well if it doesn't work out with the mare you're meeting up with later, maybe we could, ya know." She said "and what if it does?" I asked "then we can fuck in secret" she said "I'll see you later I have a date with a sexy mare." I said "really?" She said raising a eyebrow at me "I guess I think everypony is sexy" I said "you'll fuck everything" she said as she started laughing "that's the plan" I said chuckling as I walked away. Damn it, I had a promise to NightShade that I wouldn't fuck everypony I saw but I've been out of the compound for almost a week now. I needed a mares touch, and I always have Trixie to fall back on if it doesn't work with Shoeshine. Blue mares are cute, all mares are cute actually. I just hope I can get something from anypony sometime soon.