The Fall of Cloud

As I entered back into the normal world I felt pain, not a normal pain. It was a pain that made drowning seem like heaven. It felt like I was being burned, suffocated, and thrown through a building all at once. I was pulled through the ashes that I once was. I was fueled with anger, my coat was red and I... "why am I dying!" I screamed, I ran into the compound and broke down the front door. "Who the hell is that!" Somepony yelled "I'm dying!" I screamed, I lost consciousness "is that Cloud?" I heard as I drifted in and out of consciousness. "It certainly looks like him, but I don't believe it is" I was hearing everything. I got up from the section of the floor I was lying on. My eyes opened "you're fucking dead!" I yelled strangling one of the doctors, "stop!" The other yelled shoving me off the near dead doctor. I ran out of the room I was in, I gasped at the sight of her. "Hiya doll face" I said approaching NightShade. "I'm sorry but I believe you have the wrong mare" she said. "Don't you recognize me?" I said "I feel like I'd remember somepony who looked like you" she said "NightShade it's me, ya know Cloud" I said. "Nice joke" she said walking around me "NightShade, if I'm not Cloud then how do I know... what I did to you" I said "what did you do to me?" She said turning "I left you alone with our crazy ass changeling son for about a month before you came to ponyville... and I" I paused exhaling "had sex with my mother and Snow Piercer." I said "you also bit off my cock" I added. She started tearing up "Cloudy" she yelled jumping on me. "I didn't think that you'd ever come back, you've been gone so long." She said kissing all over me. "You don't look the same" she said "really?" I heard the doctors speaking of my appearance but I never thought about it. "Your mane is black and white, while your body is red" she said. "I'm glad you know your special stallion is back but me and him are only hear for a certain amount of time." I said "now get the fuck off me" I said "Cloudy?" NightShade asked "yeah he's here just not... dominant right now." I  snickered "hey, I remember you... you're the mare I bit the throat out of" I hissed. "What are you?" She asked "well your Cloudy isn't... how do I say this without totally fucking you up?" I paused "ah, I know" I leaned in and kissed her, I bit her tongue and yanked on it. It tore from her mouth cleanly "Cloud should've done that to you long ago, but he doesn't have the balls to do anything to harm you... I'm the complete opposite" I said wiping blood from my muzzle. "I'm not afraid to kill you and every last pony in this damn compound" I said leaning on close to her. Blood was trickling out her mouth onto the floor, she tried speaking but I couldn't make it out. "Ya see that Cloud?" I said "you're the one in my body this time." I added, I walked down the hall of the compound as NightShade collapsed to the ground. "Hey, you can't be in here" Snow Piercer said as I turned the corner. "Hello... uh, Snow Piercer" I said "I said you can't be in here, I don't care if you know my name or not." She said approaching me "don't you have spunk" I sneered. "What the hell does that mean? Look buddy if you're not gonna leave I'm gonna have to use force." She said "by all means" I said, she smashed me into a wall with her head. "Didn't you just want me to leave? Now you crave blood, I think I'm in love." I said watching the blood spurt out of my side "too bad you cut me." I said giving her an eye, her horn was caked in crimson, I was stronger than before. "You look like you need to get fucked up" I said charging her into the glass by my room. She was turning from white to red, lying on a pool of crimson mixed with glass. "You're not as strong as I remember" I whispered into her ear. I tried to look away from the horror I was witnessing. I lifted her and... raped her. I dropped her near dead body to the ground and walked into the bathroom. In the mirror I was red and my mane was black and white. "Cloud, let it be known that I shall let nothing stand in my way. Not your piece of shit mare, not your mother, not anyone... understand" I said staring into my own eyes. "F-fuck yourself" I was able to speak out. "Awe, poor Cloud can barely say a thing" I said smirking. I walked out of the bathroom and into the hallway. "I hope that you'll meet Ashen, he's a nice stallion that ya got trapped in your mind." I said, BlueMint approached me "damn it" he said running toward the fire alarm on the wall. I smashed him into the brick "ya don't wanna do that do ya cowboy. It's me Cloud ya dumb fuck" I said, NightShade ran into my back causing me to fall to the ground. "You're not Cloud, if you were-" I cut her off "if I was Cloud I'd love you but I'm not" I said. "As far as I'm concerned you're all just in my way" I said "so you're not just a insane psychopathic murderer?" BlueMint asked, I walked away from him. My eyes gazed upon a black unicorn with a pink green and blue mane. "Aurora?" I said to her "P-Pierce?" She said tearing up, I didn't know what was happening at first. I was holding her in the middle of the corridor. "How are you alive?" She asked staring up at me "this isn't me, not my body at least. But you must've put my brain in subject eleven, I don't know how I'm here but I have something to do before I can be with you again" I said. "Aurora, I need my Cloudy" NightShade said approaching behind me. "A-and I need NightShade" I murmured, I could feel my body shifting. My coats color shifted darker into a black. "NightShade!" I yelled "oh my Celestia" she whispered "I didn't know they used your brain" she said "my poor Ashen" she was sobbing. "Please no!" I screamed as I shifted back into white. "What the hell is happening to me?" I screamed, my body fell limp and collapsed to the ground. "Cloud, you must let me be in control please... I have to see Aurora." I was in a dark room standing with Pierce and Ashen beside me, his coat was pure black and his mane had touches of green. "I'm so lost, who are you?" I asked "I am Pierce, that part of you that's insane."  Pierce said "I'm Ashen... NightShades sort of" he swallowed and let out a sigh "NightShades former lover" he said. I was steaming with anger "Pierce, if you remove Ashen from my body I will personally see to it that you and Aurora will be together again, just not in my body." I said, Pierce jumped onto Ashen and started slamming his head into the ground. My head started hurting, we were inside my mind. I became dizzy, I couldn't see straight. When I finally regained my sight Pierce was caked in blood making his red coat darker. I awoke in my room "a-are you okay Cloud?" NightShade asked, I jumped up and started strangling her "w-what are you doing" she sputtered. "I don't know!" I screamed throwing her to the ground, I started sulking and curled up into a ball on the floor "Ashen's gone, I'm so fucking stupid" I said softly. "What do you mean Ashen's gone?" She asked "I was filled with rage when I saw him and I made Pierce kill him, he's not in my mind anymore and now my head keeps pounding." I said staring up at her "Cloudy, I didn't know they put him inside your head... I'm sorry if you've had a false love for me." She said shedding a tear "NightShade I love you... I need you to get the scientists to make a blank body and cut Pierce out of me, I made him a promise." I said standing "oh shit!" I yelled "when's the summer sun celebration?" I asked shaking her "three days, why?" She said "fuuuuccckkk" I said "I have to find and kill Chrysalis in three days" I said.