Screams of Song

In Cloudsdale they say "To Forget is to Fail" I don't know what that means anymore. I used to, at least I think I did once. Somepony once told me, "if you fail to forget then you forget to fail." I don't know why those words hold so much meaning here. I think they were important to somepony or maybe to everypony.

I don't even know where I am, or how I got this journal. I didn't bring it with me, that would have been a stupid mistake. After all we knew we weren't supposed to be here. Celestia knows what would have happened if we got caught.

Though I'm beginning to think it'd have been better then this. I'm not sure it could be worse.I heard it again, the grinding of machinery that sounds like the screams of little fillies. How does a machine mimic that sound so perfectly. For that matter where in the buck is that machine. Nothings been on in here for decades, and nothing was on when I walked in.

Stupid dare, stupid Marshy, stupid factory. Ouch, who the buck leaves a rusted saw blade lying around? It isn't rusted is it? No that's not rust on it, it's too dark, and what idiotic pony is wandering around in here besides me. I know I heard hoofsteps. I should leave. Tartarus knows I want to leave. I tried to leave a few times before. Maybe if I find the other pony they can lead me out. It's been hours, I keep hearing hoofsteps and wingflaps but I never get any closer. When I called out I swear I heard singing. I recognized the tune but couldn't make out the words. Why were they singing? Who could sing in such a dreary place?

I think I fell asleep. I can't be sure anymore. I dreamed. I dreamed of a normal day at flight school. Marshy made fun of my poor form again. He didn't mean anything by it though, he just wants me to improve.

There it is again, the machines are awake. They're screaming still. Why are they screaming? Are they lost too?

I don't remember writing that last part. I don't think I did. But if I didn't then did the other pony find me when I slept, did they write something in here? Why didn't they wake me? Why wouldn't they help me?

There they were! I saw the shadow this time. I'm not sure they're a pony though and now I'm afraid to follow them. Still it's got to be better then waiting here. I'm getting hungry, I don't know how long I've been here.

I followed as long as I could, I chased them for what felt like forever. My legs won't hold me up anymore though. I can't take it. I hate this place.

I screamed at it to let me out. I think it screamed back. It must have just been an echo. It can't have actually said "let us out" right? right.

I made it. I made it to the machine, the one that's on. I found it. Just like I was supposed to. It's not on now though, why isn't it on. It made that horrible screech so often, it can't just be off right?

I can hear the singing again and now I know the song. It's a terrible song, it's a warning, it's a cruel joke, it's everything I don't want to hear right now. Stop it, Stop It. STOP SINGING!!

It hasn't stopped I've been sitting staring at this machine for days now, I think it's been days. I wake up and I hear the singing. I close my eyes and I hear the song. I touch the machine and I hear the screams. The screams drown out the song. Not exactly an improvement but I'll take what I can get.

I found a basket of apples next to me when I woke up. They weren't fresh picked but they weren't rotten either. Someone has to be here, and they know where the food is. I still can't find the source of the singing. It hasn't stopped, I'm not sure it will ever stop. The machine's screaming is becoming a welcome respite. I'm starting to prefer the screams of fillies to music.

I tried to leave the machine. I wanted to be somewhere else. I wanted to go home. I wandered the halls but as I did the singing got louder and darker. Somehow the song became more ominous. I went as far as I dared but eventually I ran back to my beautiful machine.

Only something was wrong. I touched it and it didn't sing. It was silent and the screaming continued around me. I need it to sing, it can't be silent. It's the only thing drowning out the screams.I can't take it, the screaming is constant now. I need my music back. I need my machine to sing for me some more. How do I make it sing? There has to be a way to make it sing again right?

I found something, I found the control panels. I turned on my gorgeous friend. She woke up, and she sang for a minute but then she stopped. I tried to get her started again and I couldn't. The screaming is following me now. I try and move away from where I hear it and it's always moving closer.

I found another basket of apples today when I woke. This one had a note on it. "Need voice" I don't know why I didn't think of that before. My friend can't sing because she doesn't have her voice and I need to give it back to her. Or at least a close replica.

I pressed myself next to my friend and tried to cover my ears against the screaming. It didn't work. I needed her to sing, I wanted her song back, but she needs a little fillies voice. I don't know how I'm supposed to get one when I can't leave and no one has come in. Aside from whoever keeps leaving these baskets. Even if I found a filly in here I don't know how to give my friend their....It's a pony, it's an actual pony. Thank Celestia.

She didn't help me, she didn't even acknowledge me. She just stared at me and then she walked away. That arrogant blue mule how can she have just left me here. I need help. I need to get something. I need to get something important, something I needed when I came in here.

I need a filly or at least her voice, that's right. I forgot to bring one for my friend. She needs it to
help her sing. She wants to drown out those screams they're not healthy, they remind her of her
failures.

Fillies are outside of here, but I can't leave my friend to suffer alone. She suffers enough as it is
having to listen to this infernal screaming all the time.