Behind the Bleeding Veil

Regina ceased to be a Christian in the early morning hours of Sunday, October 28, 2018. She gloriously, rapturously, ceased to be a Christian. But I'm getting ahead of myself. Let's start on the day after she learned the joys of masturbation shall we? Let's.

The alarm clock went off as it did every morning to announce it was time for their run. Regina could hear Faustine get up and move about. Same as always, get sweat suit, get dressed in the bathroom. Regina usually got up immediately with her but this time she laid in bed, not wanting to move.

She felt disgusting, unclean; like she had betrayed God and now His full wrath was about to come down upon her. She was afraid to move her legs because she might still feel the wetness down there. She wanted to burn her underwear and nightgown and sheets, and anything else that might have touched her body last night. She didn't want to look at herself or Faustine. How could she ever look at her again? Just trying to think of her just brought images of her last night, sitting on her, spread eagled, playing with herself. She didn't know what she was going to do; how she could ever look at Faustine again (let alone live with her).

She heard the bathroom door open and Faustine merrily say, "Hey sleepy head. You planning on getting up or what?"

How could she talk and act like everything is normal Regina thought to herself. How could she even respond back? Finally she forced herself to say, "I'm not really feeling the best today."

Fluttershy could hear a brokenness in Regina's voice. It was more than just a physical sickness, it was a soul sickness. She walked over to Regina's bed side, concerned and asked, "Are you ok? You need to go to the hospital? Anything I can do to help."

"No. I'll be ok," she replied weakly.

"Alright. I'll just stay here then with you. In case you need anything," Fluttershy said sympathetically as she started to sit down on the edge of Regina's bed.

Regina quickly threw her covers off and got out of bed. "No, let's go," she said in an mistakenly angry and irritated voice.

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The whole run, Regina did not talk to Fluttershy. No matter how many times she tried, Regina remained silent. She wouldn't even look at her whenever Fluttershy tried to talk with her. She figured out she was angry with her; now she needed to find out why. Fluttershy reached and grabbed Regina's shoulder, bringing them both to a stop, and turned her towards her.

"Hey, what's going on? Did I do something to you?" she asked concerned but also annoyed.

"No," Regina answered back in a short, flat voice which contained just a hint of irritation.

"Really, `cuz you're sure acting like I did. I mean, we usually laugh and joke the whole time on our jogs, but today you can't be bothered to say word one to me; so it's gotta be something."

"One. There. Are you happy now?"

The two stood off facing each other looking like two fighters getting ready to go a couple rounds. Fluttershy kept her arms to her sides while Regina crossed hers over her chest. Each was unsure what they should do next or what they even wanted the other person to do next.

Finally it was Fluttershy who took a step closer to Regina and said with as much control as she could muster, "Listen; I don't know what crawled up your fucking ass last night but lose the fucking attitude before I lose it for you. Alright? I don't fucking need this shit, you got it? You fucking tell me what the fuck I did or get the hell out of my face."

To Fluttershy's surprise, not only didn't Regina back down, she took a step towards her. Their faces only about ten inches apart.

"I tried that remember? I wanted to stay home - alone. You wouldn't let though. And do you want to know something? I'm sick of your vulgarity. I'm sick of you throwing your hedonistic lifestyle in my face. I am trying to do the Lord's work here and all you've done is drawn me away from my path."

"I, I, I drew you away? All I've ever done was be your friend. You changed on your own. Oh, and 'doing the Lord's' work almost got you kicked out of here remember?"

Fluttershy took another step closer, her face now only about three inches from Regina's. Her face was burning red, her hands shook as she continued, "You ever think I hold back? You ever think out of respect for you, for our friendship, I keep my mouth shut on all your God stuff? I was mentally and physically abused by my mother. My brother was raped by a teacher who he later told me was his church's youth pastor. He became a drug addict because of it. My boyfriend was murdered in front of me," well on video, Fluttershy added in her head. " My one adoptive sister is dead, another is comatose and paraplegic because she tried to kill herself. I have gone through more fucking shit than just about anyone. I have more than earned the right to be vulgar. I have also earned the right to fuck; to want to fuck. If nothing else so I can actually do something to earn that ass whooping I got for the first part of fucking life!"

Fluttershy was boiling over with rage now. Part of her wanted Regina to say something that would fully push her over and cause her to beat her down. Regina didn't step back but her face did change a bit. The anger was still there, but there was sadness as well. Fluttershy couldn't tell if the sadness was for her or Regina feeling sorry for herself.

"I . . . I saw what you did last night," Regina said quietly and looked away in shame.

"What? What are you talking about? What did I do last night?" Fluttershy asked confused.

Regina kept looking off to her right side, down at the ground. She couldn't bring herself to look at Faustine. "On your bed, last night. Your moans woke me up and I saw you . . . you touching yourself, down there. I didn't know what to say or do, I just laid there, watching . . . " she trailed away and burst into tears.

"Oh my god," Fluttershy said gently. She went over and hugged Regina. "I'm sorry. I didn't know. I thought you were asleep. I should have used the bathroom."

She went quiet for a bit then started talking again. "I understand now. Reggie, you should be angry with me. That was sexual assault. I might not have touched you, but that's what it was. I can't say how sorry I am. I'd understand if you wanted to move out and report me."

Regina looked at Faustine. Her face was sincere and repentant. She could see haw sorry she was. Regina thought about telling her the even bigger reason she was upset; that she had touched herself as well when she had been watching Faustine masturbate, but she couldn't. That felt like it would open up doors she wasn't even ready to admit were there.

Regina hugged Fluttershy back and buried her head into her shoulder. What Faustine had done was wrong, but so was what she had done. You can never blame another for your sins. She also thought about how contrite Faustine had looked, how genuinely sorry she was. How could she still be angry with her? And that made her think if she couldn't angry with Faustine, how could God be angry with her when she was equally repentant? It was then she thought she realized what God was trying to teach her - the world didn't need judgement, but grace.

Regina pulled back and shook her head. "No. I forgive you just as my Lord forgives me. You're my best friend and I don't want to leave your side yet."

"Thank you," Fluttershy said and gave Regina a quick kiss on the forehead. They then finished their run.

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Saturday, October 27th, 2018, 7:00 PM, Fluttershy and Regina's dorm. Regina had a black, knit sweater on, dark blue jeans, and sneakers. She sat on the chair by her desk. Behind her stood Fluttershy in a skin tight, French maid's costume on. She was brushing Regina's hair.

"Ponytail or braided?" Fluttershy asked as she ran the brush through Regina's hair.

"Ponytail is good enough for me," Regina said happily. She was perfectly capable of doing her own hair but she was highly nervous about going to the party tonight so having Faustine do it was a real help.

"You're the boss," Fluttershy said almost as happily and grabbed a hair tie off Regina's desk. "So, feeling any better?" she asked as she started tying Regina's hair back.

"Eh, a little. Still nervous, but excited. This is my first party, ever. I wish it wasn't for Halloween, but you got to start somewhere right?"

"You'll do fine," Fluttershy assured her. "Just remember the rules. Never accept a drink from a guy. If a guy asks you to go someplace with him; even just another room in the house, politely say no. Try to find at least three girls you trust and keep in visual contact with them at all times; or at least as much as possible. Anything starts to go down, unwanted touching, someone trying to lead you away, raise hell. Scream if you got. Come get me as soon as possible. Never leave your drink unattended. We arrive together, we leave together. It's sad that we have to do all this; we shouldn't have to, but you live in the world as it is, not as you want it to be. Got all that?"

"Yes I do. I'm even bringing my own water bottle just to be on the safe side," Regina responded with a big smile.

Flutterhsy bent down and gave Regina a quick kiss on the cheek. "That's my girl." She then stood up and said, "Well you're all done. Let's go."

7:53 PM - The Girls arrive at the party.

Most "apartments" that surround college campuses are just dilapidated, old, single family homes that some slum lord bought on the cheap, threw up some interior walls to section it off inside, and called it good. The drywall, or in some cases plaster, was almost always cracked with holes in it. The paint was usually chipped and peeling. They were cold in the winter, hot in the summer, and usually only a fraction of the size of one of the dorms. They were drab, dingy affairs.

Still, most students didn't care. For them it was just the next step up on the road to true adulthood and freedom. Besides, most students were only looking for a place to party and pass out in. That was the whole symbiotic relationship between the landlords and students. The landlords never said anything about the students partying because they knew the apartments were crap to begin with, and the students never complained about the apartments being crap because they knew they were only going to mess them up anyways. So each looked the other way and pretended not to notice. As long as the cops, fire department, or building inspector wasn't called in, each was happy.

By that standard, Ryan's apartment was quite luxurious. The landlord had bought an old duplex, but instead of sectioning it off into eight micro apartments as most would have done; he only made it into four. The basement was one, The attic was two, and the first and second floor of each half was three and four. Ryan and his friends rented the first and second floor of the left hand hide. It still wasn't anything to write home about, but it was way better than most.

Regina, lacking this comparative knowledge, thought the place looked and smelled like a dump. Smells that she had never encountered before but other would have recognized as pot, cigarettes, and beer, made her stomach churn, eyes water, and her nose and throat burn. The regular lights had been replaced by colored ones - red, blue, green. They bleed and intermixed with each other causing everything to look darker and slightly off. There were far too many people than could safely fit in this place, causing everyone to unintentionally bump and grind against each other. Meanwhile the music pulsed and throbbed at ear splitting levels. The boys all wore costumes that ranged from the barely counts to the elaborate while all the girls looked like they were getting ready to take the main stage at a strip club.

"SO WHAT DO YOU THINK?" yelled Fluttershy to Regina.

"THAT I SHOULD BE PERFORMING AN EXORCISM." Regina shouted back.

Fluttershy gave her a quick shoulder bump and they both smiled at each other. They then slowly tried to make there way through the mass of bodies to get deeper in. Fluttershy kept looking for Ryan while Regina stayed focused on Fluttershy.

"ARE PARTIES ALWAYS THIS LOUD?" Regina shouted.

"ONLY THE REALLY GOOD ONES," Fluttershy shouted back.

Suddenly Fluttershy felt an arm go around her waist. She turned to deck whoever it was and squealed in delight when she saw it was Ryan. She jumped into his arms and gave him a long, passionate kiss.

Regina turned away both embarrassed and something else. It was that tinge of anger. She didn't know why she felt it. But she did every time Faustine talked about or was with Ryan. As she looked away, she saw a woman coming down the steps. She was the only other person she saw who wasn't wearing a costume. She had on a white, grey, and black flannel shirt that was left open, a tank top that she would later discover was olive drab but she couldn't make it out in this lighting. The Tank top was tucked into a pair of faded jeans with no belt, and (another thing she would learn later on) a pair of black work boots. Her hair was black in a slightly boyish cut; just long enough to come down past her ears and flair up at the ends. She made eye contact with Regina and gave her a weird, almost smirking, grin. It exuded confidence and strength.

Regina was immediately fascinated by this woman. She turned to Faustine and yelled, "WHO'S THAT GIRL?"

Fluttershy looked to where Regina was pointing and scowled. "THAT'S BETH. OR BETTER KNOWN AS E-LEZ-ABETH. SHE'S THE CAMPUS DYKE. IT'S SAID THERE'S ONLY TWO TYPES OF GIRLS THAT GO HERE - ONE'S SHE HAS SLEPTED WITH AND THE ONES SHE WILL SLEEP WITH. BE CAREFUL AROUND HER. SHE CAN BE PUSHIER THAN SOME GUYS HERE."

Regina looked at Faustine with great interest. "WELL, WHICH CATAGORY ARE YOU IN?" she asked.

"TECHNICALLY IN THE LATER, ALTHOUGH NOT FOR LACK OF TRYING. MY FRESHMAN YEAR SHE TRIED TO PUT THE MOVES ON ME. IT DIDN'T WORK."

"THE EXCEPTION THAT PROVES THE RULE," Ryan added cheerfully. "HERE, LET ME SHOW YOU AROUND AND INTRODUCE YOU TO SOME PEOPLE," he added.

Ryan lead the two around, showing them where the downstairs bathroom was and talked about how nice he place was and how much room they had. He introduced Regina to some of his guy friends as well as some girls. The boys were nice enough, Regina thought, but she was still uncomfortable around. After a bit, Regina saw Faustine whisper something in Ryan's ear and him nod in agreement.

Faustine took Regina's hand and leaned in next to her ear. "Ryan and I are going to go upstairs for a bit. Don't worry, I won't be gone long, come get me if you need me. You should be fine her with the others. If Ryan likes them, they're good people," she said as softly as she could while still trying to be heard.

Regina grew frightened. She didn't know what she would do or how she would cope without Faustine there. Still she decided to put on a brave face and try. She gave a quick prayer for strength and said ok. Faustine and Ryan then made their way upstairs. She watched mournfully as the two disappeared. She just kept watching when a voice from behind startled her.

"FRIENDS DITCH YA?"

Regina turned around in fright and saw it was the woman she saw earlier.

"HUH? UH . . . NO. THEY JUST HAD SOMETHING THEY HAD TO DO," Regina shouted somewhat still scared and somewhat defensively.

"I BET THEY," Beth replied with that same smile on her face. "I'M BETH BY THE WAY."

"I KNOW, FAUSTINE TOLD ME." Regina was still scared but hid it behind a hint of anger.

"OH, I BET SHE DID. LITTLE MIS FLUSTINE AND I HAVE HISTORY TOGETHER," Beth said mockingly.

"IT'S FAUSTINE; AND YES SHE DID." This time, Regina was legitimately angry.

"EASY THERE GIRL. I MEAN NOTHING BY IT. I AINT TRYING TO TAKE A DUMP ON YOUR GIRLFRIEND THERE." Beth's tone was easy, joking. It was like a parent trying to calm a child who was about to act up over something small and stupid.

"SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND; NOT MY GIRLFRIEND!" Regina snapped back.

"HEY, IT'S COOL. IT IS. I DIDN'T COME OVER HERE TO START TROUBLE; I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI. I"VE SEEN YOU AROUND AND YOU LOOK LIKE A COOL PERSON. WE CAN TALK OR I CAN WALK. IT'S ALL THE SAME TO ME. YOU'RE CHOICE."

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As soon as Fluttershy got Ryan in his bedroom, she was all over him. Her mouth, her hands, all rushing to grab, to explore some new part of his body. Ryan, while aflame with passion, pushed her back and panted out, "You, you uh, huh, huh, you sure you want to do this. We ah, we don't have to if you don't want to."

Fluttershy scowled at him as she undid his pants. "Just shut the fuck up so I can start sucking your dick," she said impatiently. As soon as his pants were open at the front, she dropped down to her knees, took his dick out, wrapped her mouth around it, and started sucking it, moaning in delight.

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The more Regina talked to Beth, the more she liked her. She was witty, with a dry, sarcastic humor. She was really smart with a lot of keen observations on college life, the relationship between boys and girls and how those power dynamics shaped life on campus. She had a ton of great story to tell; like when her parents kicked her out of the house when she was fourteen because they found out she was gay; how she lived on the streets for a year before a kindly, middle aged, black trans woman took her in and raised her like her own. Regina couldn't believe how fascinating this woman was.

As they talked, a slow song came on and Regina saw everyone start to couple up and sway to the music. Some kissed, some groped each other, others just held each other as tight as possible. A tinge of sadness hit Regina when she saw this.

"Hey, you wanna dance?" Beth said into Regina's ear.

Regina turned and looked at Beth, stunned. She shook her head no. "I know what you are, but that's not me," she seemed to say almost apologetically.

Beth just laughed. "Hey, it's like David Bowie said, we're only dancing."

Regina then said something that shocked herself, "Ok."

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Fluttershy had her knees over Ryan's shoulders. His hands were on hers as he thrust and pounded away.

"That's right, fuck me, fuck me! Split my fucking pussy in two! Ram it! Ram it deep! Come on and fuck me!" Fluttershy barked in unbridled, lustful passion.

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At first, they stood about two feet apart, but as the music kept going, they slowly came closer and closer together. There was something about being here, with Beth, dancing, that was almost trance like. She would just look at her face as she could feel the heat from her body get closer. At first; their hands were locked together, but as they grew closer, their hands separated and slid down the others arms and to their waists.

"You know, I saw you on your first. I was there when and Faustine first went to the gym together. I saw they way you looked at her; the way you followed her around. I almost died trying to hide who I was. I have the scars to prove it," Beth said as softly and as soothingly as the music would allow her.

Regina couldn't understand what she was saying. She was just lost, in Beth's eyes, the mere sound of her voice, the growing, warm sensation she felt as their bodies finally touched.

"I know who you are. You don't have to hide anymore. I can free you. Be free," Beth said as she slowly stroked the side of Regina's face.

Now Regina was completely in the sensations of the moment. All higher level, conscious thought was gone. She took no notice of Beth moving in, all she felt was her lips touching her own. Once, twice, then a long kiss, curious tongues slowly coming out to explore the strange territory of a foreign mouth. Beth's hands moved around Regina's waist again, then clasping her buttocks, forcing her hips to grind against hers. Beth in return could feel Regina's hands moving up her back, gently.

Beth kissed her way from Regina's mouth to her ear and whispered, "I know who you are because you're like me. You are me."

It was then Regina came to her senses, screamed, and pushed Beth away as hard as she could.

"NO! NO! I AM NOT LIKE YOU!" Regina screamed at the top of her lungs. "I AM NOT A SODOMITE! I AM NOT A QUEER!" She turned around, tears streaming down her face as she pushed her way through the staring onlookers to the door and out into the night.

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Fluttershy was now on top of Ryan, grinding away, matching her vaginal contractions to his penile ones as he came. The sensation was like one of having his dick "milked". She was about to say something particularly vulgar when she heard a scream. She stopped and listened. It was Regina.

Fluttershy quickly jumped off of Ryan and got dressed. She rushed downstairs to see what was going on only to find Regina was already gone. She looked around and saw Beth. She stormed over to her.

"What did you fucking do to her?" Fluttershy angrily demanded.

"Cool your tits bitch. I didn't do anything but let that pyscho girlfriend of yours know what she truly is," Beth responded dismissively.

"You have no clue who she truly is," Fluttershy responded ominously and stormed off after Regina.

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When Fluttershy got back to their dorm, Regina was busily putting her head covering on. She had already gotten her one white dress on. She was loudly sobbing, crying. She turned to Fluttershy and before she could say a word, Regina screamed a primal, guttural scream, "GET OUT! I'M LEAVING! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT! I"M DONE!"

Fluttershy looked at her sorrowfully and shut the door. "Reggie," she said softly.

"NO! I said no!" Regina shouted back and then she collapsed on her bed; sitting, bent over, crying into her hands.

"What did she do to you?" Fluttershy asked softly as she slowly made her way over to Regina's bed.

Regina kept her face buried in her hands as she shook her head. She then raised her head, dropped her left hand on her lap and put her right hand on the side of her face. Taking deep breaths to calm herself, she finally was able to say, "She kissed me".

"Fluttershy sat down beside her and tried to put her hand on Regina's shoulder but she batted it away. "Reggie, you have to go to the campus police and tell them you've been assaulted. She . . . " before Fluttershy could finish Regina cut her off.

"She didn't assault me, I wanted it. I wanted her to kiss me. I enjoyed her kissing me." Her voice was cracking, mournful, full of sorrow and woe.

Fluttershy looked down at her lap in some surprise and sadness of her own. "Oh, I see," she said quietly.

"No you don't," Regina said, still sad but now angry. "When you touched yourself last night, I didn't just see you, I watched you. I touched myself while watching you. I . . . I have feelings for you. I am possessed by a demon of homosexuality and it's driving me to have unnatural desires for someone I can't, I shouldn't have." Regina broke down crying again.

"Reggie, I have feelings for you to," Fluttershy said softly, quietly.

Regina jumped off the bed and screamed at Fluttershy, "DON'T SAY THAT! YOU DON'T GET TO SAY THAT!" She started pacing up and down, parallel to her bed; stomping almost. Fluttershy could see a million and one thoughts cross Regina's face, do battle, fade away and attack anew. Finally she stopped, turned back to Fluttershy and asked, "When? When did you have feelings for me?"

Fluttershy looked thoughtfully at her and said, "In some ways it was when I first saw you. In a lot of ways you reminded me of me when I was younger. You were so sweet and caring and you made me laugh and I just started seeing you in a different light. I kept it to myself because what would be the point in telling you other than to freak you out?"

Regina slowly sat down beside Fluttershy. "I failed God, I failed Christ, my family, I'm going to Hell." Her voice was soft, quiet, steady. All the emotion had drained out of it. She sounded like a death row inmate who finally realized their fate and resigned themselves to it.

Fluttershy new it was time. She put her hand on Regina's knee. When she turned to look at her, Fluttershy asked, "Why did He make the tree?"

"Huh?" Regina asked, confused, not knowing what Faustine was talking about.

"God, why did he make the tree? The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil? There was no reason for him to. As the supreme being, no one forced him. So why create a tree and then forbid his creations to eat of it. Especially if he already knew everything that would happen? Wouldn't it have been easier never to have created it, or uncreated it once he did?

"Also," she continued, softly but forcibly, "if he knew that Satan was going to tempt Adam and Eve, why would he allow it? Why would he even allow Satan to rebel? How could Satan rebel? I mean if God's will is supreme and all things worketh towards His will, then Satan rebelling was part of God's plan and if it was part of his plan, how can you call that rebelling?

"And when Adam and Eve ate of the fruit, they knew they were naked and clothed themselves right? Well for all that time before they were walking around naked but because they didn't know being naked was wrong, they didn't care. So is it being naked that's actually wrong or just the knowledge that you are naked that's wrong? And if it is being naked that's the sin, then why would a perfect, holy god, create his creatures in a state of sin? - allow them to live in sin? And if it's the knowledge that's the sin, is that true of all other sins? Is murder ok as long as you don't murder is wrong?

"And why would an all knowing, all seeing god need to send messengers to check things out, like in Sodom and Gomorrah? He should have known what was going. And when he destroyed the Earth in the flood, why the whole Earth? What sins did the animals commit? And it wasn't all life. I mean the aquatic life would have unaffected. So that's a really inefficient way to eliminate life on Earth. And why the rainbow reminder. You know, the rainbow is to remind God of His promise not to flood the Earth again. Why would he need a reminder? Does God forget? How can an all knowing being forget anything?

"Also, if Adam and Eve were the only two people and the parents of all of us, that means their children had sex with each other, bred with each other. So is incest ok in God's eyes? I mean it would have to since by the very logic, we're all inbred.

"Reggie, in order for your religion to be true, you have to believe that an all knowing, all seeing, benevolent god would purposefully create angels in order for a third to breakaway from him; create humans just so they would be corrupted by the former head angel, thus causing them, the humans to be cast out of paradise; have them suffer for thousands of years before impregnating a young girl so his child could grow up, be tortures, crucified, die, and be resurrected so that whoever believes in him can live forever in another paradise until the same loving and benevolent god destroys the world in fire and sends all the people who didn't believe in Him, regardless of how good they were, to be burned and tortured forever because that is His will.

"Do you see how ridiculous that is? How many logic holes and contradictions there are in that? I'm not talking about science and faith. I'm not talking about or bringing up the big bang or evolution. I'm only talking about what is in the texts themselves. I'm showing how, when measured against it's own rules, your faith is found wanting and full of holes.

"I never brought this up, never talked to you about it because I cared about you and knew how important your faith was to you. But now, because I care you so much, I have to bring this up, I have to say it. Because whether you and I go somewhere or not; I don't want you to beat yourself up anymore, to literally kill yourself on the inside because of it. You deserve better."

Regina had sat quietly, taking it all in. Never had she thought to ask such questions, consider such ideas. She now felt like there was a thousand pound weight sitting on her and all her energy had left her.

"Faustine, I just want to go to bed," she said exhausted.

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Regina was being wheeled down a hospital hallway. She was strapped down to the gurney, her legs spread. She could feel the air rush up underneath her hospital gown and she knew she had no panties on. She started to scream in terror. She looked up and saw her father, dressed in a surgeon's gown, pushing her. Beside her was her mother in an old time nurse's outfit; trying to comfort her.

They got to an operating room where her mother disappeared into another to get something. He father tilted her head back, held her mouth open, and vomited shit into her mouth. She coughed and spit out the foulness as best she could. It was then she saw her mother was back in the room. In her arms she had a large maggot the size of a toddler. At it's one end was the face of Jesus. At the other end was a giant penis head. She screamed in horror and revulsion at the monstrosity.

Her mother walked over and held the thing on top of her and she could feel the maggot Christ force the penis head inside her. She felt like she was being torn in multiple directions. She could feel it thrusting and pumping. It snorted an huffed obscenely. Her father started to lead an unseen audience in a chant of "Let Jesus come in you! Let Jesus come in you!"

She tried her best to break free, to escape, to just throw this thing off but the straps held tight and her mother made sure the maggot god would stay put. It then let out a giant gasp as it felt like some giant water balloon burst inside of her vagina. It's eyes rolled back and died. Her mother let it fall to the floor. Her stomach then started to swell bigger and bigger; finally it exploded open and everyone cheered. Giant, black tentacles shot out of the new gapping wound.

"THE HOLY SPIRIT!" everyone cried.

The one tentacle shot around her neck and started to squeeze. Good, Regina thought, I want to die.

"That is enough!" a booming, feminine voice came from out of nowhere but was everywhere.

She then in a field. The same sunny, grassy field she had been before, naked. In front of her was the black shadow that had accompanied her all these years. Slowly the blackness started to fade away; like it was being blown off. Underneath she saw exactly who she thought she would - Faustine. She smiled a warm, loving smile at Regina.

"I'm ready now," Regina said in a state of peace she had never known before.

Faustine kept smiling as blood began to drip from her left nipple. Regina knelt down and took the breast in her hand and then took the nipple in to her mouth and began to suckle.

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Regina woke in the same state of bliss as she had in her dream. It had all became so clear to her now. She got out of her bed, undressed, walked over to Fluttershy's bed and woke her up.

"I'm ready now," she said. "I'm a lesbian, always have been and that's ok. I love you and that's ok. And now I want to lay with you and touch you like you touched yourself if you'll have me."

Fluttershy got up on her knees and removed her shirt. She opened her arms and Regina knelt down and started sucking on Fluttershy's left breast. Fluttershy put her left hand on the back of Regina's head and put her right hand between Regina's legs and started rubbing her clit.

"Of course I will have you my love. For now and forever," she said.

And that is how in the early morning hours of Sunday, October 28, 2018; Regina Maxwell gloriously, rapturously ceased to be a Christian.