Author's Note

Contains: Sexy sex, will put a page break before and after if you want to skip it. Will contain kinks, so if you do proceed with reading it, you have been warned. Also I have a new fic out called Chasing Shadows, read it if you want to, or don't. I can't control what you do.

Journal Entry #22 (NSFW)

Starlight was at work at the moment, she usually picks up night shifts and sleeps during the day. She then leaves a little black book and I run through all the rumors and select the names, I then get some people who live near Ponyville to follow persons of interest to see if there was any truth to the rumors surrounding them. I was, very bored and work had settled down while the Apples still paid me for my time and for me being an employee, it didn't help me. Autumn and winter are terrible seasons for me, because it gives me very little to do. I had already read my books and I'm more than convinced that I've read all the books in the library at this point.

I'm just...bored, I was sitting in my chair inside my house and looked out the window, mostly at the Charger in my backyard. Discord has said that anything I wanted it would be mine. I looked down and then looked back up at that classic car, I breathed through my nose and stood up saying, "Fuck it." To no one in particular, I exited my house and looked towards Fluttershy's place. I started walking towards her house, while allowing myself the joy of smiling a bit since no one was looking at me. Fluttershy was the girl who tried the hardest given her demeanor, I felt kinda insulted after the fact that people were willing to let me rot... that's something I should bring to the forefront of their attention as well. Their ignorance, their outta sight outta mind state of thinking. I'll save that for a later date though, I knew either one of two things was going to happen today, either I was going to start working on that Charger and get it into a running shape, or I was going to bang Fluttershy.

I walked up to Fluttershy's cottage door and knocked on it, "Coming!" I heard the owner of the cottage speak, so I just waited patiently. The door soon opened to reveal Fluttershy in a crop top and a short skirt and within that moment my mind was made up, Fluttersex was the only thing on my mind. "Oh, Mickey!" She was surprised, "I had no idea you were coming, I would've tidied up a bit if I had known."

"It's fine, I was looking for Discord. Truth be told, I was just bored today. I made Starlight get a job and I've got no work until zap apple season." I admitted.

"Oh, well I can send him a letter. I don't know how long it would take to get to him, where he lives is...weird on a good day."

"C'est la vie." I shrugged.

"Oh you know Prench?" Fluttershy asked.

"No, but there's a similar language on earth called French, I don't know how similar it is to your version." I said gesturing inside, "May I come in?"

"Oh, yes!" Fluttershy was excited, "Sorry for the mess, I just got done feeding the animals."

"That's fine, you don't have to worry about Discord right now either, I just wanted some company. Something or someone to give me some meaningless work so I won't go insane." I looked at Fluttershy, she looked worried, "That was a joke."

"Oh!" Fluttershy chuckled. It sounded a little forced, maybe it's a little too soon for self-deprecation.

"Well at least I know avoid open mic night at the chuckle barn." I smirked.

"I didn't mean to insinuate that you weren't funny!" Fluttershy started to panic and I held up a hand.

"You're fine, given a little more time maybe my jokes will hit home." I smirked, "I'm still looking for busy work, you think you have anything for me to do?"

"Well, my chicken coop has seen better days, it's getting a little rickety. I've had to bring my chickens in for the past few days, do you think you could rebuild it?"

"I'd have to take a look at it first." I rubbed my chin, lightly tussling the rough beard hairs that accompanied the lower part of my jaw.

"I'll show the way, if you don't mind that is." Fluttershy rubbed her hands together.

I gestured outside, "Lead on."

Fluttershy walked outside and showed me the chicken coop, and she was correct in that it had seen better days. I looked at it, it does need to be rebuilt but I could reinforce it to at least stay standing until I can get more materials, I should have enough leftover wood from building Starlight's room to do so. Fluttershy looked at me, "What do you think?"

I told her what I could do and she nodded, I retrieved my tools and the spare pieces of wood. I then started to measure, cut, and hammer in the spare pieces. Fluttershy went back inside and washed the dishes, she sighed contently as she watched me work. "This is nice." She said to herself.

I soon finished reinforcing the coop and walked back into the cottage, "That should do it, but it will only be temporary. I can build you a new one next week but it will take some time."

Fluttershy looked at me, "Oh my, you're very sweaty and dirty. You think you should take a shower?"

"Eh, yeah I think I'll head home..." I trailed off in an attempt to lead Fluttershy into it.

"You could...shower here." Fluttershy fidgeted.

Like it's been stated before, I have very good hearing. So I heard what she said and I smirked when she said that. "If you insist." I walk up to her bathroom, I knew where it was at this point, and I opened the door. Fluttershy was almost immediately after me, I looked back at her. "You know, I don't have a spare change of clothes. Do you mind if I just hand mine to you so you can wash them?" I asked her as I looked up at her.

Fluttershy blushed as she nodded and I hopped into the shower. She ran down to her laundry room and put the clothes in the wash she then took a deep breath and looked at all of her animal friends, "Now, you all understand that Mickey is in fact our boyfriend and if I think I know what he's saying then for the first time I won't be the innocent ignorant little Fluttershy that everypony thinks of me as. I say this with the most respect I can muster, I need the entire house." The animals looked at each other and then started to leave, one by one until there was just one left. Angel Bunny, her first ever pet. "I'm sorry Angel Bunny but I mean every animal, need I remind you that I gave you the same respect when you had Snowball over." Angel didn't say or pantomime a thing, he just took out a box and threw it at her. Fluttershy looked at the box and grew red in the face, "I won't ask how you got these, but thank you." Angel nodded and left the cottage. Fluttershy looked at the box again, "Is that Pinkie?"

I finished with my shower and dried myself off, wrapping my waist in a towel. I opened the door and walked down the stairs to see Fluttershy sitting in her chair drinking some tea, presumably to calm her nerves after the hints I was dropping. "Hello Flutters." I said.

Fluttershy just looked at me, but she couldn't hide the blush on her face. "H-Hello Mickey."

"You look nervous." I smirked, "What are you scared of?"

"I'm not nervous. I'm excited, if you're saying what I think you're saying then... you're ready to take the next step?" Fluttershy asked.

"Only with you, I've done a lot of thinking and rereading of my journal. The one person, or should I say, pony that never gave up on me was you." I said, "You were the one who constantly checked up on me, making sure I wasn't swinging from the rafters of my home. You've been there for me ever since I crashed into your life and you've always been supportive and understanding. I don't think I would share my first experience of making love other than with you."

"What about Zecora?" Fluttershy asked, "Weren't you...banging?"

"There's a difference between just sex and making love, I told her and she understood. Things may change in the future, but for now. My official first time making love, would be with you." I stated. "If you're willing."

"YES!" Fluttershy nearly jumped out of her chair, but still showing some restraint. "Yes I am."

"Well then." I held out my hand, "To the bedroom milady?"

Fluttershy got up and gently took my hand into hers, walking up to her bedroom going back up the stairs and past the threshold of her quaint little room. Fluttershy is a very modest woman, so she keeps her room nice and clean and here I was sitting on her bed with only just a towel wrapped around my waist. Fluttershy sat next to me as I went in for a kiss she stopped me with a hand on my wet chest, "Just so you know, I'm not like this when it comes to intimacy. Especially for...sex."

"How bad are we talking?" I asked, "Because I don't want to invest in some pain pills and viagra. Mixing the two are very dangerous for me."

"I like to...tie up my lovers, and I like to be on top..." Fluttershy blushed again.

"Okay, few ground rules then. No pain, unless I ask for it. Don't tie up my legs, or ankles, or anything below the waist. My arms are fine but I feel like I need to have some control, and absolutely no choking."

"Okay, do we need a safety word?" Fluttershy asked.

"Spearboinkle." I said, and Fluttershy looked confused, "It's a long story but, it makes the person confused and snaps them out of whatever fervor they were in."

"Okay." Fluttershy then removed her hand on my chest and closed the gap allowing us to kiss for the first time, and must I say. The pearly gates of heaven couldn't compare to the paradise that is the lips of this woman. She gently cradled my head in her large yet soft hand, her other hand was firmly placed on my ass. Our tongues danced a tango of passion and we soon broke our kiss to regain some oxygen. Fluttershy was blushing and I was grinning like an idiot, but I soon frowned and Fluttershy became worried, "Is something wrong? Did I mess up?"

"No, here I am sitting in a damp towel and you're still in your clothes. Isn't that a little unfair?" I asked.

"Oh!" Fluttershy took off her crop top and slowly slipped her short skirt off revealing her plain white bra and panties, "Do you want me to take off my underwear?"

"I want to do that myself." I said, "In return you can take my towel off."

"I think we can do that." Fluttershy smiled and we soon kissed again.

This time she gently pushed me down onto the bed and started kissing my neck and my breathing started to hitch and she looked at me, and could tell I was enjoying it. She continued to kiss, lick, and suck on my neck. Causing my member to rise, she took one peak at the towel and her eyes widened. I looked at my 15 inch member with a bit of disappointment. "I hate it." I said suddenly.

"What? Why would you hate it?" Fluttershy asked.

"Because it's not mine, not entirely. Yes, it's a part of me but it's a constant reminder that I was nothing more than an experiment at one point." I said.

"Let's see if we can change that." Fluttershy said and she gently grasped it, her hand wrapping around the towel and my dick.

I slightly grinned, "I'm not opposed to that."

"Good, but I think we need to remove this." Fluttershy tugged at the towel but looking into my eyes, as if she were asking for consent. I slightly nodded and she continued with her action, completely taking off the towel and revealing my completely nude body, Fluttershy took a moment to stare. She then tentatively touched it, which elicited a sharp intake of air and my body tensing up a bit. She noticed but to counteract my hesitation she kissed my neck, relieving my tension just a bit. She then started to stroke my erect cock and soon my muscles relaxed, the throes of pleasure flooded my brain and nothing else mattered at the moment. I started to moan slightly, Fluttershy took this as a good sign and kissed down my body and soon reached my cock.

She licked from the base and trailed her tongue all the way up to the tip, causing me to moan out in pleasure. "Fluttershy~"

"Call me mama, or ma'am." She winked, and proceeded to take the tip of my dick into her mouth and start to slowly work her way down.

I closed my eyes as she kept sucking and gently massaging my cock with her warm throat. "Mmm, fuck~"

Fluttershy heard this, so she slapped my ass lightly and took my member out of her mouth. "We may be doing this, but the house rules still apply. Do you understand?" She looked at me.

"Yes ma'am." I gulped lightly, but my dick told a different story. It twitched in anticipation that I couldn't quite control, well not entirely anyways. Fluttershy went back to licking it and then stopped once more.

Making me unconsciously whine in disappointment, Fluttershy looked at me with a motherly gaze. "Don't be like that baby. I think your trooper could use some company~" She drew her hand down her neck, to her collarbone and over her glorious 43DD tits all while using her other hand to lightly tease and touch my pulsating dick. Fluttershy moved up and lay on top of me, "Well? What are you waiting for?" Oh right that whole if you undress me I undress you. I forgot about that when the cutest mare in the world was blowing me. I smirked a tiny bit and reached for it but she smacked my hand away. "What do we say when we want something?" She asked.

"Please?" I asked.

Fluttershy kissed my cheek, "Good boy." She then allowed me to unhook her bra and toss it aside, her breasts spilling out for me to see, she was always a naturally beautiful woman. It reflected well in her body, and her nipples were perfectly pink and looked like they could cut through diamond. She smiled at me and then went back to my dick this time wrapping her tits around it and licking the head of my cock while rubbing her tits up and down the shaft.

I hummed in pleasure as she gave me the best titjob I've ever had but I felt like I could do more, "Fl-Mama, can I help you?" I asked her.

"You're okay baby, you'll get your chance to please me in a minute. Okay?" Fluttershy said and then took my cock back into her mouth, continuing with what she was doing earlier.

Her actions had caused me to moan once more and I could feel the anticipation of my seed ready to be dispersed. "I'm gonna-"

"Do it baby, I want you to do it for your mama~" Fluttershy said and kept going with her tits, this time she was rubbing the opposite of one another and squeezing them together, trapping my cock in a soft but perfect vice. I moaned out and I began to shoot my seed into Fluttershy's eagerly awaiting mouth. Fluttershy opened her mouth as the last spurts of my cum shot out onto her face and tits. She stared at me as she swallowed what was in her mouth and scooped the cum that was on her tits up with one finger and licked that finger seductively. "It's salty."

"And you're sexy." I breathed out.

"You wanted to please me, the way I pleased you didn't you?" Fluttershy asked and all I could do was nod, "It's okay sweetie, we can take care of that later, right now I'm gonna tie you to the bed and have you make a mare out of me." Fluttershy slyly smiled, "But first, you get to unwrap the final part."

"Are you sure about this Fluttershy?" I said before I reached for her panties. "Once we go through with this, there's no going back."

"There's no one in the world I'd rather do this with, I'm ready." Fluttershy smiled, "I trust you."

"I trust you as well." I said and I slid off her underwear, depositing the garment with my towel and her bra.

She had a perfectly pink pussy and it was completely bare, "I-I get a wax." Fluttershy explained.

"I'm not gonna ask." I said, and held my hands up. "You wanted to tie me up?"

Fluttershy sparked to life as she went into her closet and pulled out a trunk and then pulled out something or two somethings, "Rope or cloth?"

"Cloth please, would be kinda hard to explain rope burn on my wrists at work."

"Cloth it is." Fluttershy sauntered over to me and soon tied my wrists to the bedframe, she then took the towel I used to dry off and wipe her face and tits. "As much as I like you on me, I prefer to be clean for the next part." She rubbed her pussy against my dick, using her juices to lubricate my crotch.

"What about protection?" I asked.

Fluttershy reached into her nightstand and pulled out a birth control potion and drank it. "If you want to be extra safe I have condoms, but...I would feel better if we didn't."

"Alright then." I relaxed, letting her continue with her motions over my cock. It felt amazingly soft, like Fluttershy, her parts were as gentle and caring as her.

She soon grabbed ahold of my dick and aligned it with her pussy. "Ready?" I didn't reply I just nodded. She soon lowered herself onto my cock, both of us moaning out the other's name. We sat there for a few minutes getting adjusted to one another, then Fluttershy began to bounce up and down with her hands placed on my chest. We got into a smooth rhythm of things, feeling her pussy wrap around my cock and squeeze it in all the right places while being perfectly warm and comforting. The constant motion was exhilarating, the moans and grunts became a musical testament to passion and love making.

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Somewhere in the Crystal Empire a certain pink alicorn was tackling the captain of the guard to the ground. "CADENCE WE'RE IN PUBLIC!"

"LET THEM WATCH!" She shouted.

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"Mickey I'm close!" Fluttershy practically speared herself on my cock repeatedly.

"I am too!" I grunted as I held back.

Fluttershy sped up her motions, and soon we brought each other to our climax. "MICKEY!"

"OH GOD!" I shouted as I came inside Fluttershy.

We were out of breath due to our love making but snuggled next to each other under the sheets. "Mickey?" Fluttershy asked and got my attention.

"Yes?" I replied.

"I love you." Fluttershy snuggled into my neck.

That's the sound of the other shoe dropping, but you know what. I've said it before and I'll say it again, life is too short for it to be wasted on continuous bullshit. I had always be hesitant to say it, but now I had grown comfortable enough to be with the girls. "I love you too."