The Enderman named Carter

Yeah, I'm just going to straight up say it.

HOW IN THE EVER LOVING FUCK DO YOU PEOPLE LIKE THIS STORY

Now for some context as to why I'm yelling at all you very lovely people. It's actually fairly simple, I have not touched this story since new years of 2021 going into 2022, and even then it was to remember what I wrote about in the previous chapter. Reason being was that I was going to start writing a new chapter for this story, however life got in the way of that and the rest is history.

Recently life has started to be stabilized enough for me to confidently put time aside to start writing again in a more professional way. So I decided to reread this story from the beginning to refresh my mind on where I was going with Carter's story.

And holy hell what an abomination I have made. If you wanna know what I mean beyond the excuses I give just go reread this story from the beginning.

Quite frankly, I am highly disgusted by what I have written and all I could think is, "what psychopath wrote this shit!"

It was me, more specifically it was a younger me just on the cusp of high school and deep into my edgy attempts to look cool or emulate something of that trite bullshit. My mental attitude reflected onto what I wrote at the time and let me give you a reminder of when I first released this story, it was on July 31st of 2018. that marks nearly five years ago now, I have changed significantly over that time, for example I went from a pimply, overweight kid to a relatively stable and healthy young adult.

That same growth happened mentally and some of it can be seen from my marginally improved grammer and frankly better plot writing in some of the more recent chapters that I made further along in my high school years.

However I can't find it in myself to continue writing this story as I'm never going to be able to fix what I have originally wrote nor the plotlines that I set out at the beginning either.

I absolutely HATE canceling my stories and especially since I made a promise to myself to write this story to completion.

But I can no longer stomach leading you all on with promises of me continuing this verbal wreck of a story when I can't raise the effort to fix it.

However that's not the end of me writing on this website, with my more recent time to myself I plan to and will try my damndest to write something original with minor inspiration from other stories I have read. This new story is nearly ready for it's depute this summer so keep an eye out for my new story.

Wild Child Reborn

good hunting,
-SCIENTIFIC NUTJOB