Even a princess has feelings

(AN:Ok well here's the second chapter of this fic. Will be useing the sad tag now.)

I was still assleep when all of a sudden these memories started comeing back. Now they were happy ones. Like from when I met my first friend Zane all the way to when I had my first kiss at fourteen since I wasn't that good with girls. But then....the toutured memories started comeing back.

"Dad...why are we at the hospital for mom?" Noah asked my dad. This memory was so...familier. Then I realized it immediatly.

"Because son....your mom just needs to get better is all. Noah how about you go get some food from the cafaterea?" My dad gave noah some money. Noah accepted it and was off to get some food. That's when I walked up beside dad.

"Dad tell me the truth. I know your hideing something and I know something terrible happened to mom...so what is it? And no half truthes." He let out a sigh as he placed his hand on my shoulder looking at me. I was just a bit taller than he was. 6.5 ft.

"Ok son...I only lied to your brother since he's to young but to you....I know this will come as a shock since mom was good health wise but....your mom has cancer the same kind that Aunt K. died from." That set a shock through my whole body. My mom was gonna die and I knew it. My aunt K. died from cancer and it took years for it to kill her and nothing could cure her. Then right as that memory happened another took it's place out of nowhere. I was at school three years later.

"HEY EVERYONE I GOT A NEW GAME IT'S CALLED GET THE SHIT BRAIN!!!" This was from the normal bully that would try and hurt me everyday but they wouldn't succeed. Since I would just walk away but on alot of occasions i would come close to fighting them. But then a different memory came to me. But it was all of them in a quick pace. Maby a second or two at each one.

"DAMN IT YOU MESSED UP!!! NOW YOU'LL BE LUCKY IF YOU DON'T GET FIRED!" Dad i'm sorry someone tripped me.

"FUCK YOU GOTTA BE KIDING ME!!" Dad i'm so sorry I don't know what went wrong.

"CRAP JERRY GET OUT OF H-" DAD!! This memory staied. I ran to his side as the wires were still flying around but I could care less. I got to his side and despite my strngth in his weight I was able to carry him away from the wires. But judgeing from the wound and the amount of blood he was loosing I knew he was dying. I sat down holding his head up with my right hand while trying to stop the bleeding with my left hand. He looekd at me and said his final words to me.

"Jerry...i'm sorry for...how I treated you and......i'm proud of you for......keeping your mom and....brother safe." With that he closed his eyes and died in my arms. Little did I know that while this was all going on the hosue my brother and mom was in was on fire. They died in it. Another memory..the last toutured one.

"We come here to lay to rest the loved ones of the ******* family. Thats when the memories slowly dissappeared and then my eyes slowly opened. I was back in the hospital again laying in the same bed as of from before. My vision was blury and I could tell why. Tears had seemed to have made streams down my face as I slowly sat up. I guess I was still crying a little as I was takeing quick breaths.

"Jerry....." I turned to the right and saw celestia along with her sister and mane six. Celestia seemed to have also cried since I saw nothing but tears in her eyes. Before I could say anything she took off out of the door and out the hospital. Luna close behind yelling,

"TIA TIA WAIT PLEASE!!!!" Luna follwoed the princess. As did the rest of the mane six except for twilight which was a surprise to me. She walked up to my bed as I quickly wiped away my tears except for the ones that dried up. Then she got up on her hind legs and wraped her forelegs around me. It took me a few seconds to realize that she was huging me. I decided to hug back just wanting to feel that at least there would be anyone that would care about me. Several minutes passed before she whispered in my ear.

"I'm so sorry for what happened Jerry." She then pulled away from the embrace she was giveing me. She then went back on all fours. I just gave her a small smile happy that she cared.

"Why was I put through all of that again..I mean it already happened and how do you know what happened? Don't worry i'm not mad just...confussed." She looked at me then the gound....and back at me. She let out a sigh.

"Ok I guess you should know. Celestia wanted to see why you still had hope. She said when she looked at you she saw sadness and pain...but deep inside all of that she saw hope and that was the only thing that was keeping you alive. At least that's what she told me." I understood completly now. I wasn't mad just...I just felt like some of my trust was destroied between me and Princess celestia. Bit something told me that I would have to regain that trust by talking to her.

"Twilight I hope this isn't asking much but....could you get celestia to come talk to me as soon as she could? I just need to speak with her." Twilight seemed to be surprised by this.

"But why? She looked at your memories without your permission and you want to talk to her?"

"I just want to try and regain the trust I lost. Because I don't normaly trust strangers ecpecialy ponies...but something about your princess and your friends helped me trust you. But I lost a good amount with the princess and would like to regain it." She seemed to understood what I was getting at.

"Ok but just so that you know that it would be hard for me to get her here since she's probely at her palace again and judgeing by the state she was in.....it would take awhile to even talk to her." I nodded at what she said.

"I understand and i'm sure it's a shock to see her this way. Just please ask her to come visit me as soon as possible please." Twilight nodded as she began to leave the room.

"Oh and Twilight....thanks for the hug I feel much better." She blushed a little as she said,

"Your welcome...just don't tell anypony."

"I wont. With that she left. I chuckled to myself and laied back down. But the memories I just witnessed opened old wounds that I had try so hard to heal. They would be a challenge to heal them again...but at least I would hopefully have firends to help me though it.

(AN2: Ok sorry for short chapter but this is what I could get done while waiting for the submission to complete and I DIDN'T RIP THIS OFF FROM A DIFFERENT FIC IT'S GONNA BE COMPLETLY DIFFERENT!!!!! Anyways thanks for reading this far and if you liek it then say so in the comments and if there is anything I could do to improve then by all means tell me. CYA NEXT TIME!!!!!)