You are Anonymous

, and you are night owl. You were a night shift worker on Earth so you found it hard to fall asleep. This was also because you napped during the day when you didn’t mean too because you were a lazy freeloader before you got a job. You always found it hard to sleep especially when something was on your mind. You had A LOT on your mind currently. From the accidental groping of princess Celestia, to dealing with being in a magical world where most of the beings either feared you or thought you were some kind freak of nature available for purchase.

Sleep was basically impossible. It had been for most of your time in this world. You only found rest when your body forced you to shut down and that was usually during the day. You had left the safety of your room with a small candle in a lantern that never went out due to... magic. Lucky for you it never went out since you decided to blow on it. It gave you a good amount of light as you walked through the darkness that controlled and commanded the large hallways of the castle.

Why did you leave the room? Well that was simple. A simple thing that had been haunting you since you got here. FOOD! That food Celestia had given you that didn’t taste like it was purely for ponies. You wanted more of it given you couldn’t sleep. You trying to wander your way into the kitchen but, if you were being truthful with yourself…you were horribly lost. You were trying to remember the way Celestia showed you a few hours ago but, every time you thought about the tour earlier today the thought of what happened crept into your mind. It made you get lost in your own head and you ended up getting lost. You had no idea where you were or where you were going. You were just walking at this point. Which just made you let out deep sigh.

You knew it was on the upper floor somewhere you had past some guards heading down stairs, you guessed they were doing rounds so you kind of just hid from them not wanting to be forced back to your room or possibly wake the whole castle up because they thought you were doing some sketchy. If that would have happened all this walking would have been for nothing. Even though at your core of who you are, you were pretty lazy. So if you put effort into something you were gonna at least get a positive outcome or die trying.

You were just about to call it quits on finding the kitchen after taking another blind turn in this maze of a castle, you think you reached your hundredth turn when you noticed a bit of light seeping into the darkness of the hallway. You didn’t know if it was another set of guards or something else so you did what you did last time and covered the lantern. You then stopped yourself listening for anything. You didn’t hear anything. Your curiosity got the better of you as you tiptoed towards the slightly cracked marble door.

Luckily for you this was not the same wooden floors you were used to tiptoeing on that you swore were loud at night on purpose... somehow. Compared to walking on that and sneaking through your house at ungodly hours this was child’s play. You didn’t even make a sound as you got up to the door you than slowly peeked into the brightly lit room.

What you saw was a somewhat large chamber lit by candle light. On a pile of pillows was… Celestia You assumed this was her room and you really shouldn’t be peeking on her but, what you saw didn’t allow you to look away. Celestia was laying on this pile of pillows with her fronts hooves crossed over each other. Her rainbow mane flowing slowly by itself as you could hear her sniffling, you looked at her puffy red eyes as tears streamed from them. She was dressed in a long somewhat see through red nightgown.

Her horn was glowing as she lifted a small glass to her lips as the red liquid in the glass was sipped. It was wine, or that was your guess given the half empty bottle beside her that was leant against the pile. You had seen this scene before. You knew the emotion on her face all too well. She was drinking away the pain...

You pulled back taking a single step passed her door. At first you thought it would be a good idea to leave her alone but, deep down you knew that if you did your grandfather would leap out of his grave and beat you until it gets through your thick skull. You won’t be able to face the man in the afterlife if you let someone as good as her cry without at least offering a shoulder. You let out another deep sigh. “Dammit.” You uttered under your breath as you softly knocked on the door.

You watched her from the crack in the door as she turned her head towards it as she quickly wiped her eyes with her hoof. She then quickly moved the bottle with her magic and put it behind the pillow pile. “W-who is it?” She called out. You were tempted to just leave and not answer but, you steeled yourself. “It’s Anon. Can I come in?” You asked.

“Anon...? You may enter.” She stated.

You slowly entered, putting your lantern by the door as it turned off. A light sensor, so that's how it works. You looked over at her as she looked towards you with a bit of red blush on her face. As you walked into the room you could smell the thick scent alcohol in the air. You knew she wasn’t drunk but, she wasn't fully sober either. She forced a smile onto her face. You knew that kind smile all too well, how many times did you forced it onto yourself for others so you won’t worry them.

“What are you doing up this late?” She questioned gently.

“I could ask you the same thing. Don’t you have to get up early to raise the sun? But to answer your question, I have hard time sleeping most nights. I was trying to find the kitchen for more of that delicious food you gave me.” You admitted with a bit chuckle at yourself.

She joined in with you giving her own chuckle, she didn’t fake it this time. However, the joy soon left her as she looked away from you towards the mirror that was in front of you both at the end of the chamber. It was on a small dresser in front of her. She stared into it for a moment before replying. “I was just….having a bit of trouble sleeping myself.” She answer looking back down.

Silence took the room as you decided to sit down next to her pile. You didn’t say anything at first, but you knew you had too. “…I…” You paused. “I know it is not my place to say and see, and forgive me for spying but, I saw you were upset….” You stated plainly. She looked towards you again, misty eyes stared at you. You knew she was ready to burst again but, she was trying to hold herself together.

“I suppose…I….” She was barely forcing the words out. It felt to you as if she been holding this back for so long it was hard to let go. She was barely holding back the tears as well. “I am so lonely and afraid….” This was the only thing she was able to get out as a tear ran down her pure white coated cheek, the tear splashing against the mountain of pillows.

You reached out slowly with your right hand. You stopped for a moment. You wanted comfort her but, you didn’t want to overstep boundaries. Her Mane was drooped over her face still flowing as she let out a few more tears. You slowly brushed it out of her face as you softly stroked her mane running your fingers through the lose rainbow hair.

She looked up at you, leaning into your hand with her face. You could tell she needed the warmth. You softly smiled at her before speaking. “Lonely? How could you be lonely? Everyone loves you. Twilight wouldn’t shut up about you the whole ride up here.” You said trying to get her to chuckle again. She didn’t this time. You slowly pulled you hand back which just seem to make it worse like she wanted to you just keep it there forever.

“They only see me as their princess, their guardian… they love me and respect me but, that is the problem none of them will get close to me. Not in… the way I wish, as friends or more. There always a divide between me and others. They don’t see a mare…they just see the crown. I will always just be…the princess…” She stated.

You could hear the sorrow in her voice, it made your stomach twist into a knot. You thought about it for a moment you understood her feelings all too well. “You see it all around you. Other ponies with each other sharing their love. I too wished and hoped to share that same love with someone... I had the same problem back in my world. But….” You paused remembering what your friends and even your family once told you.

“You will find somepony eventually. You’re beautiful and kind Celestia.” You stated happily putting your hand on the side of her face holding it up, brushing the tears from her cheek. “I bet if you said something to somepony you have a whole line of suitors stretching around the castle.” You stated trying to cheer her up. You knew words sometimes didn’t always help the feelings but, you wanted to at least try for her.

She sniffled a bit looking deeply into your eyes as a redness spread across her face. “..Would you be in that line?” She asked softly.

Your face when a little red itself pulling your hand back quickly, then placing it behind your head rubbing it softly looking away from her. You didn’t know how to reply to that and then you remembered you did smell your hand after… the accident earlier that day. You were really hoping she had forgotten about that. You finally came to an answer.

“M…maybe. But, it not like y-.” You were cut off by Celestia’s sudden actions she pushed forwards toward you her face pushing against yours as she…kissed you. It was a deep kiss and she forced her tongue into your mouth. Your eyes widen as you tasted her. The bitterness of the wine that was still on her lips and tongue but, even with that she tasted sweet. No one had ever kissed you like this before. You could feel her emotions pouring into this kiss. You knew what this was. It was combination of emotions, wine, loneliness and confession all coming out at once.

She finally broke the kiss leaving small trail of saliva between you and her. She panted and so did you. Her eyes held a special kind of need to them. A need you had seen before in your past. You had to stop this and quickly. You needed to stop her but, she kissed you quickly again, wrestling her tongue against yours. This time your body just reacted to it. Your hands moved down her body slowly rubbing against her soft fur as you gripped her plump bottom unconsciously. Her front hooves now resting against your chest as you kissed.

You broke it this time, you were now breathing heavily as she just looked up at you. You had to stop this. You knew where this was going but, if you stopped this it would only make her feel worse. Then again the other opinion wasn’t that great. You were stuck between a rock and a hard place. Then the answer to your problem hit you like ton of bricks. A way to give her release without going all the way. You took a deep breathe in and steeled your resolve.

You lifted her up slightly. She looked confused as you slide under her stomach putting her on your chest and stomach. You felt her warmth and her weight pushing against you. You didn’t focus on it. You focused on the task at hand. You slowly moved her tail out of the way lifting it to the side gripped her bottom with your other hand.

“A-ANON.” She stuttered out looked backwards. You didn’t answer her as you finally looked at it. The thing you had felt before earlier in the day. A slick pink sex that was dripping slightly. She was like this from just a kiss maybe it was the alcohol as well. You finally smelled her, it was sweet scent and it was…intoxicating dangerously so. You shook its hold over you.

You were hoping you Exes had not lied you when they said you had some talent at this. You opened your mouth inching towards her sex. You lick it, a soft lick that explores her folds using a circular motion to cover it all in a large lick. She moans deeply, it was loud you were hoping no one could hear. You kept going softly licking the outside swirling your tongue around making sure to cover every inch only slowly flicking your tongue against her pulsing clit.

Her hips were trembling as she drips more. Moans and gasps are all you hear as you keep up your work. After a few more seconds of assaulting her outside. You finally push inward allowing your tongue to enter her. You heard a loud gasp for air as her wings unfold from her body spreading out to their full length. You would see them twitch slightly as you spread her open. You scrape your tongue against her walls as she clamps down on your tongue.

You feel her release as she let out a twitching gasp as fluid dripped down your tongue into your mouth. You drink it. She taste so sweet it was hard to resist not going in for seconds as you pull off of her panting deeply. You had hope that was enough to calm her down but, then you heard her words.

“You’re hard….” She stated. Your eyes widen, you were so focused on getting her to release you didn’t even notice you had become…quite aroused. Your pants had very noticeable bulge in them. You looked over to the mirror seeing her leaning down she bite the front of your pajama bottoms slowly pulling them down with your boxer unleash your manhood that was pulsing slightly.

She was blushing as she stared at it. Her hooves raise to each side of it keeping it straight. “Wait…Celestia you don’t….” She cut you off again as she breathed softly against it. You gasped yourself. It had been a well since anyone had been physical with you…it was sensitive. You tried to form words of protest but, they were silenced by her tongue dragging itself against the tip of your manhood. You bite your lip trying to hold back the sound of pleasure that wanted to escape your lungs.

You watching all of this through the mirror on her dresser. That wasn’t helping how turned on you felt. Her tongue was warm and so were her hooves against your shaft. You wanted to stop this but, it just…it just felt good. She slowly opened her mouth as you felt her slowly popped your tip into her mouth as she started to suck. This time you let out a loud gasp as you gripped onto her bottom roughly as a respond.

It only made her suck deeper slowly lowering her head as she beginning to bob up and down. Her mouth was tight and warm. You could feel her tongue coiling around your manhood. Your manhood began to twitch and pulse inside her mouth. You were trying to hold on, but this was all too much for you all at once. You thrusted upward slightly into her mouth. She gasped roughly looking shocked but, accepted it as you released your seed down her throat. She…drink it down before releasing your manhood with pop.

You pulled away from her. She slumped downwards onto the pile of pillows as you scooted away from her. Your member was twitching covered in a bit of your own release and her saliva. You were still hard. You looked upward at Celestia bottom that was still in the air. She looked back at you with need still holding her eyes. You had to stop this, you needed to this stop but, your mind was slowly losing the fight.

You didn’t have any rational thought left, only the URGE was left within your mind. You licked your dry mouth looking at her sex that was dripping slightly onto the pillows. You didn’t think, you only acted. You grabbed her plump white bottom, gripping the fur roughly. You pulled your hips forward and…thrusted inwards in one swift motion. She let out a deep gasp as her mouth opened wide.

You lean against her back your head near her neck. As you couldn’t help yourself, your body just reacted to the pleasure. She was clamped down on your manhood now. She was so tight it felt like you could barely move. The heat of sex sent quake throughout your whole body. As you began to thrust in and out of her body slowly at first.

“Anon…. Anon…ANON!!” She was moan out your name with each thrust which just made you want to pump faster. You thrusted in deep stretching her open as you bucked forward. You bite down slowly against neck tasting her sweat. Which caused her to tighten more against your member. You could feel it building up.

You wanted the release, you wanted it badly you didn’t care about anything else. You were lost in her sex it was the only thing going on in your mind. “CELESTA. FUCK!!!” You screamed out as you roughly thrusted in one last time pumping your seed into her womb. It didn’t stop for some reason you felt her climax as well as you came inside her. She screamed out loudly as her wings twitched and curled at the ends.

You felt against her back your hand exploring her, reach up her chest. You stayed in this position for a few more moments not wanting to leave her warmth before you collapsed backwards your manhood pulling out of her sex with pop as she slumped back into the bed in a heated mess. You stared up at the ceiling panting.

What had you done? This was the one thing you were trying to avoid. You had really done it now. You let your male urges get the better of you. You were warned about this years ago but, you didn’t listen. You had no idea what you were going to do. What was she going to do? Panic was setting in as you felt something grab your hand.

You looked over seeing Celestia facing towards you still lying down, her eyes were a haze of pleasure and tiredness. “Please…stay with me….for a bit…longer….” She panted out before sleep took her passing out from it all. You looked over at her all that panic left you in that moment. You needed to get up and leave before you passed out. If someone saw you like this… it would be bad for both of you.

But, you couldn’t bring yourself to let go of her hoof. You decided you just…rest your eyes for second before…you drifted off to sleep.