Nocturnalis Storyhart has gone through a lot. She is told, if you help others you will help yourself. Sounds good, so that is all I do. But after so many yrs of this happening, I..I can't do this! I give and Give, yet no one ever gives in return. I have always given the disguise of a happy, carefree, friendly, nothing is wrong pony. And they believe it. Every single lie they believe. They can't see the truth. Maybe this will finally explain everything.