I left after the last of my friends died, and now I take a walk every year at the exact same time, following the exact same route, to remember my friends, to remember one of the few truly happy times I've had in my existence. I take this walk as a penance for not being able to die and be with my friends in the afterlife. During this walk my soul is bared to the world and only one question sums it up.

If eyes are windows to the soul, what does it mean that mine are shattered?