Torn

by BlueHalo56

From darkness to light and judgement part 3

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Author's Note

Other than the song at the end I've got another really good song that I like. But before that i thought i would share something that's been on my mind and pleas bare with me cause its gonna be long. I love my grand pa "yes I love my whole family especially my parents " but the reasons I say this is because my life was rough at the beginning for a while there he was one of the biggest influences on my life he still is (hes ok and well nothing's wrong if this is what yall were thinking) he taught me how to be the person I am granted I'm still lazy and can be a right prick about stuff but when it really comes down to doing stuff I try to be and for a good portion of it I do what I need to do to the best of my abilities he was a main reason I join the corps granted he was a MSgt in the airforce with a badass job that i could never do not as smart as him but he was the reason I wanted to be like him and serve and its times in training when I think about all the things hes helped me with in my life from teaching me to shoot(it really helped in boot) and taking me on my first real hunting trip when I got to shoot something out in the woods buying my truck and helping me join up and all the small stuff that's in between. What I've noticed with kids and even some adults we take things for granted in the world we live in from our technology privileges and opportunities in the job force as well as schooling we just have to put our minds to it and stop thinking that we ourselves are better than each other or that things are to expensive to go to school yes I can agree it is and people dont look at a person's nature but what they can do not that someone is a hard worker or willing to learn a job. People would rather take someone with no experience in a job if they have a degree when they did bare min in the classroom yes not everyone is like that I know... sorry got of track anyway we as people.take for granted everything we have and we dont really notice untill it's gone and the nothing we really take for granted is our grandparents and parents. Our parents Do alot for us even though it's in a different way our grandparents have seen and been through alot they have a lot of knowledge and wisdom that when they give us something like advice or a physical object we just kind brush ut off as them being nice and put it off to the side even though it may not seem it what they tell us has a use in our situations even if it looks different then when they used the same advice it's still the same situation. Yes some times depending on the time they grew up or walk of life things can be different but It don't mean it has any less value to it. I know I've done the same thing when it's small things like get me a gift like clothes or handbooks with tips and facts for stuff yes maybe grandpa got me a hand book with tips and facts in it but it's for hunting so I use it cause theres a lot to look out for from snakes to spiders and other dangers in the wild as well as different ways to make shelter ugh sorry off track again i did say this was gonna be long I'll try to wrap it up anyway it's just those small things that we really take for granted as well as them themselves so next time you can call if it the only way call them if you can go see them physically donit it means more to them than you can even imagine and just tell them how much they mean to you and spend time with them cause you never know when they will be gone.
Riley green ~I Wish Grandpas Never Died
and here's the song
Thanks for reading and reading my little rant even though it was kinda out there and every where.


From darkness to light and judgement part 3

My name is Jason and well life has always had a funny way of screwing with me first it was me never knowing my parents and kinda bouncing around foster care untill one day I met some of the worst people I've ever had the privilege of knowing. They took me in when I was 6 I lived with them for a year before I ran away i was on my own for about a month untill I came to equestria I wasnt treated as bad as the people that took me in but they let me know I wasnt welcomed, it wasnt untill one night while I was having a nightmare about the couple when it suddenly vanished and from the void I heard a voice of a female soft and friendly but there was something more hidden behind the friendliness, and jason knows what it was sadness and loneliness because he would do the same thing. Hide behind a mask of happiness and laughter while really being angry and bitter with the world he lives in. The voice told him not to be scared and to be strong when faced with adversity. When he woke up there were two mares standing in front of him he didn't know it at the time what their roles were. The first thing he noticed was the blue mare with the look of someone who was feeling the same way as him but more with her self than anything, then she spoke asking if he was hungry, what took him for surprise was that it was the same voice as in his dream.

Jason didn't say anything but merely nodded in response taking her hand as they lead him out of the forest he was sleeping in, jason doesn't remember to much of his time with them other than a few memories and their names, he doesn't remember where he stayed but he knows that it had to be a nice place, then the tension and fighting started again so they sent him back to his country so the population of equestria wouldn't come after him in case they thought they deserved some form of revenge for things that didn't involve Jason at the time. Once Jason got back he was throne back into an orphanage a year passed when a man came in looking to adopt he was dressed in a military uniform everyone seemed to be in a sort of frenzy getting kids ready not even bothering with me the problem child. But the man had different plans he came right up to Jason and asked him if he wanted a home and a chance to be more, or if he wanted to continue being treated like a problem.

Jason didn't say anything and walked away from the man. He thought that was the last time he would see him but unfortunately Jason was wrong and he soon found him self in a lifted truck on his way to his new home, at least that's what he thought. His new "home" was more of a boot camp, training him to be a soldier as well as smart. When the time came for jason to join the armed forces he was forced into a job that would have him up front or on the boarder ready for any conflict to break out that was when he was taken by equestrian forces. Now he was sitting in a bed with the mare from his past half naked while she was sleeping peacefully with a smile on her face in a gown that barely went past her hips and dark blue panties.

"Oh shit."

'What the hell happened?!? Fuuuck please tell me I didn't do anything while drunk for the love of everything holy and good pl..." before he could finish his thought Luna began to stir.
"Mmmm." Luna sits up rubbing the sleep from her eyes after stretching she looks right at Jason her smile coming back.

"Uhh morning L...Luna ho... how did you sleep?" Luna looks at him and gains a more lustful look in her eyes. Crawling her way closer to him.

"Mm I slept pretty good after what happened last night."

"Y... yea and what happened last night."

"Oh nothing much...." luna says getting right next to his ear. "... other than you making me a very very happy mare." Jason didn't know what to do other than scramble back and off the side of the bed sputtering out his words.

"L l luna I don't k know what yo your talking about b but what ever happened i just w want you to know I'm really sorry, and that it wont happen again! Please don't cut my dick off and feed it to the timber wolves!"
Jason pleads putting his face to the floor and curling into a ball in fear that she'd change her attitude from happy to pissed.

What happened next threw Jason for a loop causing him to give a very confused what the fuck face to the night princess.

Luna was giggling trying to hold full gut wrenching laughter back from Jason's misery.

"Jason we were only kidding the look on for face was priceless though." Regaining her composure she sits back on her rear in the bed looking at Jason.

"Come jason wont you rejoin me back in bed your warmth was very welcoming and I wish to get a little more sleep after last night." With a growl Jason gets up off the floor and back into the bed with luna.

"That was fucking evil luna I almost had a heart attack I thought I did something to you while I was drunk." Jason scolds while pulling the cover back up.

"Well other than not letting me go all night and being quite cute while giving everyone hugs nothing else happened."

" Then why am I in your room half naked?"

"Well after we called it a night you wouldn't let me go and leave you in your room and seeing as I had no choice I brought you back here to sleep."

"That explains how I got here, but it doesn't explain why I'm naked. "

"I'm sorry I didn't want your dirty clothes in my bed." With that Luna wraps her arms around Jason's body while she cuddles close, with a yawn she closes her eyes and goes back to sleep. Jason just lays there not knowing of what else to do he simply lays there with his hand messaging her back as she sleeps.

'Ugh fuck me, what's happening why is this happening, a few days ago I was patrolling the border not caring for much else, and now I'm here with people I NEVER thought I'd see again. ' Jason let's his thoughts run as he drifts off to sleep.

2 hours later
Jason woke up to the sun shining through the window looking around he was surprised that Luna didn't wake him up before leaving. Getting up from the bed Jason feels his back and joints pop from the movement.

'Weird barely any pain'

Jason stood from the bed looking around the room finding his clothes folded on a chair in the corner with a note on top.

~ Your clothes have been cleaned and we will be waiting in the dining room for breakfast.
Luna♡~

"Really you could have woken me up." With a sigh Jason puts his pants, socks and boots on, grabbing his shirt he walks to the balcony window over looking the country side. Taking in the view Jason notices a small town out in the distance with a massive crystal looking castle in the center. From here he cant tell much of the town but he does see a farm of some sorts and a thick forest on one side stretching for miles next to it theres a less dense wooded area that connects going around the town. Further out north there are more mountains but they look to be covered in snow blocking whatever lays beyond them. Looking way out west it seems like the it goes on forever but is lost to more mountains and hills.

After putting on his shirt Jason makes his way to the door upon opening Jason takes note of two things one there are two guards there and two the female one seems to be eyeing him up and down in interest.

"Um morning." The male guard looks at his female partner and rolls his eyes before looking back to Jason.

"Good morning corporal we have orders to escort you to the dining room once you had awakened."

"Easy there bud no need to address me by rank I'm not here as a soldier."

"Sorry about that corporal but we were told to address you with respect from the princesses them selves." Jason groans in annoyance before turning to leave.

"Alright fine, but next time you address me you'd better be standing at parade rest you got that!" Jason states with a firm glare.

"Y... yes sir!"

"Ha I'm only kidding no need to get your panties in a bunch, calm down relax a little around me im not some dick that abuses his power like that, but don't take my kindness for weakness cause I'll lay you out faster than a bull charging you. Ya got that."

"Yes corporal" the guard says going ridged, the female guard just giggles at her partner's misfortune.

"Alright enough of this crap let's go I'm starving."

"Right just follow us corporal."

'This is gonna be a long day.' With a sigh of annoyance Jason follows the two guards trying to ignore the mare glancing back at him.

Once the group got to the dining room the guards opened to doors allowing Jason entry once inside they closed the doors behind him, looking around the room Jason finds the girls at the table a chair open between Luna and Twilight.

"So how is everyone's morning going?" Jason asks looking around the table.

"My morning has been good so far." Said twilight

"This morning has been good, and day court wont start for a few more hours so I can sit and enjoy my tea today so that helps." Celestia said with a content smile.

"Our morning was quite enjoyable waking up in yo!!!" Luna never got to finish as Jason stopped her with his hand clamping finger mouth. Celestia and Twilight looked at the two with looks of confusion. Jason started to talk letting go of Lunas mouth.

"Well if everyone's morning has been good and it seems you all have been awake for a while have you eaten yet?" Jason asks trying to not make eye contact with the other two mares staring at him.

"Well then... no Jason we haven't ate yet we were about to order our food when you showed up we weren't sure if you would be joining us or not."

"Alright cool." Jason says taking a seat next to Luna and Twilight.

After the four ordered all the girls getting rose omelets and jason getting bacon sunnyside up eggs and biscuits and gravy the group decided to partake in some small talk.

"So how did the rest of your night go jason?" Asked twilight.

"Well I don't really remember much other than the first few rounds of shots and the beers that I had other than that I had a good night"

"Well with how you wouldn't let my sister go I'm sure you did." Celestia says with a small chuckle.

"Nothing happened I even woke up on the couch in her room." 'Theres no way I can tell her I woke up in her bed.'

"Sorry for being so blunt but I'm getting tired beating around the Bush but what's going to happen to me am I going to be punished for what happened or am I being sent back?"

All the girls stopped to look at each other as if asking who was gonna talk first.

"Jason while you were healing we got into contact with your government and chain of command and let them know of the situation." Celestia began and her sister taking over.

"While they were wanting to have you brought back to be reprimanded we assured them that we wouldn't be putting you on trial and that our guards have been punished for what they did to you. What they wanted was you to come back but we offered a sort of deal well more of a alliance proposal."
"Thats right while they wanted to send a political ambassador we offered that you stay here and fill that role." Stated twilight.

"Yes while at first they weren't sure about it seeing as your not in a position of office, but when we said that we had known you for a long time and explained that we knew you when you were young they shut up about how it wouldn't be the best option."

"So what I'm a ambassador now for my country."

"Well yes you have been given new orders to report here to be more of a face then a negotiator though."

"I see so what am I supposed to do then."

"Well nothing you can go off and do what you need to do and live here in equestria while you will be needed for some conferences with other territories but other than that any and all negotiations will be between us and your government."

"Alright where will I be staying than?"

"He can stay with me in ponyville i have enough room in the castle there!" Yelled a happy twilight.

Twilight then realizes what she did and looks at the ground sheepishly trying to make her self as small as possible.

"Ok then I'm rooming with her but what about money and my stuff back home?"

"Oh that is simple we had all of your belongings brought here and they will be sent to the castle in ponyville as for money you will get a monthly payment for anything you might need." Chimed luna.

"Well if everything's handled then I don't have anything else on the matter."

"Great now shall we eat and then we can head to the tarin station and have you sent to ponyville to get settled in."

After breakfast was finished the group went to where Jason's stuff was so he could grab a few things he would need then it was off to the train and his new home.

'Well looks like my life just got more interesting.... FUCK!'

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