A feeling

Dear Princess Twilight,

It's been a while and I know I haven't seen you in a while. I am writing to you to inform you that I want an end to this friendship. I have been through too much in the past several moons and I as a person have nothing to look forward to. So you as a pony will have to move on without me. My speech for taking my life will be long, hopefully, so if you don't wish to hear me, kindly dispose of this scroll.

Over the last several moons I have gone through too much. Especially with you and your friends getting new lives. You must be pretty proud of yourself as ruler of Equestria. I have gotten to see you change so much as a pony and I am so proud of how far you have come.

Unfortunately, I myself have failed you as a person, With no reason to continue living I give to thee my final words:

I was once a nobody until one Princess Twilight Sparkle came into my world and changed my life. I have been with her from beginning to end until I knew the journey was over. It was so many things, mainly an emotional roller coaster. I knew I had to be there for her every underlying step of the journey throughout everything I learned from the Princess of friendship herself. I have since reflected on the pain the adventures caused me. But never with the confidence to express what hurt me.

Lately I have suffered insane depression for what seemed like an eternity. The inhumane amounts of self hatred and Self harm have given me the intent to take my life. All the world had been lost and gone for me. As for the princess herself, I wish to thank her for all she has supported me through. I had known how useless I was since the day I was born and all was lost from the minute I had almost jumped off that bridge. With all the pain of the world the last of my words are as follows: This is it for me, this is the last of my life.

To be dead is an anticipation for someone of my condition, all the discrimination and happiness in this world is no longer of any use to me as such the intent to take my own life may be out there and to the point. If you see me, kill me. I wouldn't want it any other way. Equestria would be better off If I didn't appear as a bother to anyone. Stuck in my head, isolated and in pain with no concern for my own well being.

This is the path I chose to take. Thus, my world shall close itself in for it's own safety.

In conclusion, I thank everypony who has always been there to support me during these struggles. Even if I can no longer reach out to them, I will watch over them by day and by night. I will be enclosed in my thoughts. A worthless piece of scum was the life I chose to live and it won't be long before I am gone.

Singing off for the very last time,
Anonymous