Reversed Paradise

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Journal Log 05

We received private transportation to see Derpy and Vision from a corporation by the name Horizons Inc. who seem to know the Doctor well enough to go out of their way to get her anything she needs. Although those services were ultimately not free, they were all at a severe discount. From what the Doctor told me, the company has a very efficient business strategy and management, though filled to the brim with bureaucracy. They don't overstretch themselves with useless departments and primarily focus on keeping their customers happy and loyal.

It was all more than new to me despite having traveled through time and space with the Doctor for a good while now. I did get curious about our personal driver, who at first looked like a normal pony, but something was off about him. Resonant Gemcrafter, or Res for short, was a pail teal-colored pony with a silver mane and gray spots covering his legs and muzzle. He called his kind a Mirage pony, and that they were an artificially evolved race of ponies. There was something about early space travel and how the radiation prevented natural birthing of ponies. His ability to draw in the magic from the world around him felt a lot like the natural magic I could use, but without as much control. Instead, he actad as a container for the raw magic, and could push it out into anything around him, a useful ability for recharging any magic based technology.

By the time we got to the more isolated part of the guest zone to meet our friends, Stern was already making fun of me for being attracted to Res, of which I reminded him that I was in fact, not attracted to stallions because, as I was still male inside.

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Journal Log 06

Derpy and Vision were doing alright. The place they were staying was like a sanctuary of serenity. Other than the native wildlife and a few families with children, this place was quiet and peaceful. Res and the Doctor explained to me that this part of the guest zone was made for those more sensitive emotionally and psychically, as it has psychic shielding in the area to block the erratic emotions coming from the city.

For what happened with Vision, we were all shocked that the gender change had triggered her… him to start to go through puberty, and that caused his psychic power to become hard to control. Vision would need to stay here until either he stabilizes, or until we leave. Vision himself was fine with this as Horizon has given him a consular with similar psychic abilities. They even gave him a seeing eye… lizard… bird... It was a feathery lizard that was trained to help the blind, not that Vision needed it.

The Doctor called it an Archaeopteryx, though I distinctly heard the locoals calling it a Happy Glider. It only helped to remind me that this was an alien world.

The girls… the guys eventually went off to talk privately. During that time, I finally got to have some peace and quiet, which I found rather ideal about this place. When they return, I announced that I was going to stay here until we left the world.

Stern just picked me up and carried me to the sky cart. Damn him.

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Journal Log 07

It’s been nearly a week. During that time, Stern kept pressuring me to do more activities, but I’ve managed to find ways out of most of them. I am not going into the weekly beauty pageant or joining a dance-off. Stern has also suggested some of the more adult activities. There was no way I’m doing any of that!

I do think I’m finally getting used to all this, though I keep finding myself staring at my own backside in the mirror… I’m ashamed to admit it, but I am an attractive mare, and sometimes when I am alone, I have started masturbating with myself or with female Stern in mind. I’ve even caught Stern masturbating. Whenever I did, I just awkwardly backed out of the room with very tiny eye pupils. I mean, she is just too big, and well, stallions are not my thing. Conversely, I can see the appeal or her to explore the subtle nuances of her altered body. After all, this might be our last chance to explore this. There is no telling what we’d encounter in the next world, after all, or determine if any of us will even survive it. As much as I can appreciate the journey I’ve shared with the Doctor, I must admit that we have encountered an inordinate amount of mortal peril.

Since Stern and I were sharing a bed, we have continued to sleep with each other, though it has been like that since the first night, and felt more like an obligation. I can tell that Stern has been disappointed by it, but what am I supposed to do? I’m not gay. I don’t find stallions appealing, I just wish we were off this world, and Stern was a mare again. After all, I don’t like the thought of her feeling rejected, and I miss the physical touch of our normal selves with each other, too.

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Again, Feather found herself sitting in front of a tall mirror, gazing at herself as she rubbed her clit with her hoof. The feeling of shame only made her more aroused as she privately debased herself, but it was barely enough. Over the past week, her private masturbation took her longer and longer to get off, and unlike when she was a male, her body didn’t relax afterwards. It wasn’t like Feather was horny all the time, but being around Stern so much reminded her of their private time together, and when she was by herself, her own body was attractive. There was almost no escape for Feather.

“Fuck!” Feather breathed, her foreleg already tired from the repetitive motion. Although she was able to get off, her body wanted more. “It’s… it’s not enough.” Upon further reflection, Feather realized that her activities were much akin to eating the same food over and over again. No matter how much it tastes good the first time, eventually the minds just wears down if there wasn’t ever any variance to the flavors.

“Then maybe I can help you with that?” Treron offered and she popped into the mirror behind me.

Feather gave a quiet inhale scream of terror.

The lights turned on, and Stern trotted in holding a basket with a mischievous grin on her face.

“Wh… What are you doing, and why is Miss Treron here?” Feather nervously asked.

Stern put the bag onto the bed. “I asked Treron about why it’s getting harder to get off lately.”

Feather cocked an eyebrow as she slowly closed her legs. “Why…?”

“Because all we have been doing is staying inside and masturbating! That's why!” Stern grumbled.

Treron trotted over to me in order to help me up. “It happens with a lot of our new guests. They end up in a loop that ends in boredom. It’s why we offer so much to do, and are trained in extra services.”

“What kind of extra services?” Feather asked as she was led to the bed by Treron.

She only had a moment to see Stern wink at Treron, then a small soft talon rubbed on her clit, causing Feather to let out a surprised moan.

Stern then turned the bag over. As a result, several sex toys fell out. “If you're going to refuse to go out, then I’m going to make fun for the two of us in here.”

Feather could feel Treron’s hot breath on her pussy. She turned in time to see the alien push in and lick her clit, again causing Feather to moan in surprised pleasure. Then, with a click, Feather found a studded red collar around her neck. It was a leach held by Stern, who was now sitting in front of her, erect dick out.

“Now, Honey, if you don’t get started licking, then your punishment will get more severe,” Stern said with a devilish grin as he held up a strange pear-shaped sex toy.

She glared at him for a moment, but Treron's tongue distracted Feather from her annoyance. Each little wave of pleasure fogged her mind.

Salivating, Feather took the tip of Stern's member into her mouth and began enjoying it like a bitter lollipop. Her tongue covered the member with saliva.

As Feather sucked, taking the dick deeper, she felt it fill her mouth. After that, she felt a hoof on her head. Stern's eyes were glazing over. He was breathing heavily. Then he pushed, a little at first, his tip hitting Feather’s throat, thus causing her to try and back up, but then Treron nibbled on her clit which caused a fresh wave of pleasure jolted up Feather’s spine.

Losing what little strength she had, Feather’s head was pushed down. Stern's dick didn't just fill her mouth, it also went down her throat, thus preventing her from breathing. In that moment, Sterns member throbbed with pleasure. His entire cock was inside of Feather. When he came, it lasted several seconds before he pulled out.

“You know, Feather Wind,” Stern said in a wistful and playful tone, “I’ve honestly learned that I’ve grown quite jealous of stallions when it comes to their fun little natural toys. Why didn’t you ever tell me it was so fun?”

Coughing up hot spunk, tears welled in Feather’s eyes. "Why, I couldn't breathe!" she whimpered.

Clarity washed over Stern, and then shock at what he just did. "Oh Feather, I'm so sorry!"

Treron got up next to Feather. She rubbed her cheeks with her own. "It will be fine. Something so big will always be hard on a mare. You two just went a little fast, that's all." Her voice was soft and loving.

She then began making out with Feather, who resisted at first, but then lost in her own pleasure, accepting Treron's offer. It kind of felt like cheating on Stern Wing, but her new body felt so starved for satisfaction, and at least Treron was a mare. Besides, Stern Wing was right there in the room with them. If he really disapproved, it’s likely he would say something.

Watching it, Stern went from shock, to confusion, then to arousal. During this time, Feather kept checking on his reaction to make sure it wasn’t disapproval. Instead of that, his flaccid dick quickly became hard again. Feather Wind did not have to question what that sign meant.

Seeing it, both Feather and Treron got onto the bed and pushed Stern back. "Alright, now that you're in the mood, I can show you a few techniques I do with my husbands.”

"Husbands?" Both Feather and Stern asked.

Treron chuckled. "I only have two husbands and wives," she said while looking down in shame. "I know. It's a bit small."

Stern and Feather looked at each other in confusion as Treron got on top of Ster, positioning his dick to slide into her.

With a simple motion and a loud moan, Treron had Sterns dick slide in her. She took it all the way to the base, something Feather couldn't do due to her small size.

Breathing heavily, Treron pulled Feather in and kissed her. "Your husband is decently big," she breathed in moderate approval.

Feather opened her mouth to correct her, but became transfixed as Treron bent back, folded her legs under her, and lifted herself up a little. "If you can tighten your body like this. You will squeeze your husband’s cock, thus giving both of you more pleasure."

She then began riding Stern, starting with small movements which got a little faster before lifting herself up nearly the full length before letting herself slam down. The indent of Stern’s dick was just barely visible on Trerons belly.

Watching with fascination, Feather felt her chest tighten and her face flush. She was angry and horny, and she didn't know why. She didn't like stallions in that way, and she was a stallion inside. But, as she watched Treron fuck Stern, all that passed through Feather’s head was that it should be her riding on top of Stern!

Repeating her motion, she slammed down one more time which caused Stern to moan loudly. Treron exhaled in satisfaction. The indent on Treron’s belly swelled a little. She then rubbed the dent while feeling more than satisfied. After a moment, she then slid herself off Stern's cock. His cum quickly spurting out of her and onto Stern. Feather was caught off guard when Treron flopped onto her and gave her a kiss.

"Your husband needs to rest a little, so let’s play," Treron said right as a Feather felt a small claw enter her pussy.

"We're … not… married," Feather protested between pants. Treron's soft talons hit all the right places.

Treron chuckled. "Then you should. You two look so cute together." She then picked up the strange pear-shaped toy. With a smile, she pressed it up to Feather’s anus.

"What are you doing!?" Feather wanted to protest, but was too late as pleasure and pain filled her from her asshole. Again, Feather moaned, "Why"

"It's important to try new things as a couple. That's why Stern asked me for help," Treron said far too casually as she picked up another pear-shaped sex toy. "That's why I had Stern buy two, so you both can experience it."

"What!" Stern shot up, shock and fear on his face.

"It's only fair. You can't have Miss Feather be the only one," Treron explained as she then picked up another toy shaped like a pony dick, but smaller than Stern's. "Just watch. I'll show you how to properly fuck a smaller mare."

Feather winced as Treron pushed the dildo into her, but found almost no pain. As she felt the simulated sex, Feather found herself enjoying it. Treron then leaned over to kiss Feather as she thrust the dildo harder and harder, quickly bringing the smaller mare to climax.

"See? You're too hungry, Stern. You need to start slow. Take her inch by inch," Treron instructed as she pushed the dildo into Feather as an example. "You're too big, and she's too small, so it's going to hurt her if you go all the way. It will take time, but if you go slow, she will stretch out to match you."

Stern looked ashamed of himself. He was clearly thinking about fucking Feather with how hard his dick had returned to being. So inviting him over, Treron opened Feather’s legs. Slowly and gently, Stern entered Feather.

It was still too big for Feather. It hurt a little, but not as much as before. With Stern slowly thrusting in, Feather found it hurting less and less, but the pain that was there. She liked it, though she would not say that to anypony.

But her anger still lingered, remembering how Treron just took it all. "Go… go all the way!" Feather panted.

Stern stopped as he checked, "Are you sure, even though it will hurt you?"

Feather bit her lip, wondering what she is even doing, and why what Treron did bothered her so much. Stern wasn't her stallion friend or her husband. She was his marefrend… but still, she didn't want a mare to upstage her. Whatever she could do with Stern, so can she.

"I don't care!" Feather snaped

Stern nodded, then slowly pushed herself further into Feather, but then stopped.

"No, no, she wants more than just that," Treron instructed, pushing Stern back onto his back and out of Feather. "You just stay there. I'll help."

Treron then looked at Feather and waved a talon for Feather to get closer. Getting up, she found Stern's dick was in the way.

"Just slide on it," she instructed with a smile. Feather scooted forward, her wet cunt rubbing on Sterns’s slick dick.

On the other side, Treron helped Feather up, now standing on just two hooves. The small unicorn found herself just barely above Stern’s dick. She was now on the tips of her hooves.

"I… I change my mind" Feather said in a panic.

"You should have thought that out first, Miss Wind. You will hurt others and yourself if you don't," Treron said, shaking her head.

She began pulling Feather forward, but then Feather forced her hooves out of Treron's small talons and fell back.

Now balancing on Stern’s dick, her legs shook. Feather gave a quivering sigh. "I can do this!"

Her legs beginning to buckle, Feather slid down a little. The tip of Stern's dick entered her, causing Feather to give a sharp high pitch moan.

"As long as you're okay with it," Treron said cautiously while sitting on Stern's face.

Stern, unable to see anything, just got to work eating out Treron’s pussy. She gave him enough space to breathe as he serviced her.

Feather, now filled with resolve, stared Treron down as she slowly slid down Sterns’s cock. Her hip slowly pushed apart, the pain becoming more and more hard to ignore, causing her to tear up.

Then she couldn't go any further. His dick hit something in her and stopped. She let her legs go limp, but didn't go further even though there was more dick. Feather didn't know why, but she began to really cry, tears flowing more than before. It was not because of the pain, but because she felt that she failed. That another pony could do this with Stern and she couldn’t. That she would never be able to satisfy Stern like Treron could.

Feather then felt two small claws on her shoulders. "On three. I'm going to help you," Treron said in a loving tone that only filled Feather with dread.

"One," she said, licking her lips.

"Two." Feather shook her head sideways to convince her to stop, but she just nodded hers up and down.

"Three" Feather held her breath.

With a shove, the small unicorn felt something pop inside her. She fell all the way down to the base of Stern’s dick. It hit something in her, and it disturbed Feather’s stomach, causing the cum in it to come back up and out of her mouth, seeping from her jaw like drool.

Looking down, unlike with Treron, the bump of Sterns dick was completely visible. Out of morbid curiosity, Feather began rubbing it. Then she felt it. Stern’s dick began to throb, and a moment later his hot semen began pumping into her. Not a little, but a lot.

The increased pressure caused Feather to spit up more cum as her body spasmed with pleasure. It was more than too much for Feather. Rubbing her now bloated belly, she passed out.

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Journal Log 08

I don't know what had come over me the night before. Was it the change in gender affecting my mind? Was I jealous of Treron? Was I actually attracted to Stern as a male?

So many questions that I don't know the answer to, but when I woke up in the morning, I felt like shit. I couldn't move my back legs. It didn't help that both Stern and Treron were cuddling me, so I just had to lay there, covered in sexual fluids…

Then it got worse. Treron had photos.

It was something about her keeping records of those she has been with as well as a gift for them to remember her by. Now I had several photos of her in seductive poses, and of the three of us having sex. What am I supposed to do with these, and when did she even have time to do this anyway?

But most disturbing was one of me with a slightly bloated stomach. She said that I looked pregnant in that photo. Now I'm looking at myself on Stern’s dick, my hoof went to my stomach like I was expecting a foal…

At least she promised the photos will stay private.

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Journal Log 09

I was still sore going into the next day, but Stern carried me around, so it was not all that bad. I also wanted to go out because, if I stayed in, Stern threatened that we'd have more sex classes with Treron. Unfortunately we still had some lessons with our feathered friend, experimenting with the other toys, as well as new positions, along with helping me fit Stern better.

To say the least, I was not happy, but… it was fun. Although, when she suggested that we go out in public with the toys in us, I drew the line. That was too much, and even Stern agreed with me… but, now I can't get it out of my head.

Well, we only have a week left, so maybe I can try something more adventurous. Stern doesn’t need to know.

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