Signs From Above Us... And Far Away...

by Dhuradhan

This... is how it started...

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It started at a nice spring afternoon...

I was just sitting in front of my computer. My usual blank expression slightly visible on the screen. I was waiting for a video to finally start and Youtube's video window said "hi!" to me. I waited patiently for the video, meanwhile I looked at myself in the reflection.

I saw my bluish green eyes looking back at me somewhat sadly... but mostly bored. The colors were nowhere to be found on the black screen. My long brown hair reached my eyebrows and went to the left side. I always brush it to the left side. It's long enough to cover my ears, but I don't like that, I let me ears stick out between my hairlines. That's why other teenagers thinks I like Justin Bieber. I don't say I hate him I just don't like his music... and his style. If he wears his hair like that than I don't have problem. But those words that I receive... "Bieber fan", "gay" or my favourite one: "EMO". I don't mind them, but sometimes they really getting on my nerves...

I also saw a line under my nose. It was supposed to be my lips. They were not curved. And if they do... then that curved lips were upside down. Thankfully I can hide my emotions and when I want to convince someone, I have to force a smile or any other expression.

''Slow internet...'' I said out loud as I still waited. After a minute and it still loaded the video. And I still faced with my expressionless face. I blinked as I heard my own voice... it was deep and mysterious. I remember a girl who thought I was an adult. Her face was priceless, but not for me. I just looked at her, death serious and calm. Sometimes I wonder if I eat enough or move enough. It's really strange that I never panic, or feel nervous.

And with all this... my reflection was grey. Just like I saw the world around me. I had a blue, mango and white colored room and all I could see was grey and white... and black. And to top of this, I barricaded my windows due to the hot and bright sun out there.

So basically... I sat in a dark room in front of a faint glowing screen.

Suddenly, I heard music. ''Finally...'' I thought and saw the video.

I came across that video through a guy on Youtube that I subscribed to. And I thought it would be a good one. Then...

''A... pony... and another........ what the?''

I kept watching and read the lyrics under the video. I didn't know what I was doing, but I liked the music, so... I went on.

The video ended and my mind tried to make up the things that I just witnessed. ''What was that?'' I scrolled down to read the comments. And I saw a comment. ''What is a brony?'' Then I heard the video's music again. I replayed it again and again... and guess what... again. The music was good and the animation as well.

I clicked on the other videos and watched them as well. They were really good. Both the music and animation. ''Is that some kind of show? 'Cause it's good...'' I thought to myself.

I kept watching these "PMV"s to find some information about what series are these scenes from. I don't know how, but it was already interesting. Soon I found out the meaning of "PMV"s... ''I should know what that meant...''

Then there were no more music video and I stuck with random scenes, from somewhat "different" animated  videos.

''What the fu-...'' I stopped myself before saying something... out loud at least. ''What is the point of this video?''

I found nothing exiting on the video... except the cute voice of the pegasus. I moved to the next video...

Half a hour later...

I finished watching those random scenes from a show that I still didn't found out what it was. I enjoyed the videos and the only thing was in my mind: ''So this show has peaceful scenes, but that music parts have some more action... just what show is that?''

Another half a hour later...

''My Little Pony? That show has those actions? But... isn't that a show for kids?'' I was surprised when I found out that the show has a little "violent" side. ''Maybe it's like a cartoon for teenagers and some idiot put violence in it... what a peaceful name and still... a show for older children... I was eager to see what the show has so I searched for the first episode and-

*Ring, ring* My phone started ringing and soon my ringtone started...

I slowly picked up the phone, so whoever calls me thinks I was far away from my phone. It's a trick that I use so I can convince someone to: "don't bother me, I have things to do..."

Explanation time!!!

If I write THIS that means someone or I speaking Hungarian.

Now back to the story!

''Haló!?''

''Hello!?'' I answered the phone.

''Cső Cooper! Jössz ki bringázni?

''Hey Cooper! Wanna come out for cycling?'' Asked Bence, my best friend. He used my nickname that I got from my... "rapper times".

Háááát... nem is tudom... nagh! Rendben, de csak egy kicsi időre...

''Weeeell... I don't know... nagh! Alright, but only for small time...'' I answered, acting like I have things to do.

''4 óráig?''

''For four hours?'' He asked and I heard a car's horn from the phone... and at the same time, before my house.

I sighed.

Előttem vagy mi?

''You're in front of me right?'' I asked already knowing the answer.

''Persze! Már napok óta nem csinálsz semmit, csak a szobádban kockulsz...

''Of course! You don't do anything for days now, except becoming a nerd...''

"kockulsz" means sitting in front of the computer and becoming a square, like the computer. Or in other words, becoming a nerd...

He was right, I spent every second in my room. Others would be outside and they have much darker skin than me. Even if I sunbathe, I still can't burn down a few shades. My skin is white like a rat by the way... and it's not sexy.

''Ugh... rendben... megyek...''

''Ugh... alright... I'm coming...'' And with that, I placed my phone into my pouch that I always wearing under a hoodie... even at summer. Yeah I'm not sweating at summer... deal with it!

I packed some money, a few cigarette, a lighter, my headphones, mobile and my keys. I was wearing a green hoodie, white T-shirt, white shorts with green and grey checked lines, white socks and a black and white skate-shoes. I also wore black bike gloves for climbing.

I went down the stairs and halfway, I jumped down, grabbed the rail and landed at the bottom, facing to the other direction. I liked doing that.

''Ezt ne csináld mégegyszer...

''Don't do that again...'' Said my mother a few inch away from her. I just landed right in front of her and I startled her.

I didn't said anything. I just faked a small smile and hugged her. Her head rested lower than my chest. I'm taller than her with a good 30 centimeters.

''Megyek ki...''

''I'm going out...'' I stated and went for the front door.

''When are you coming my dear?'' She said dramatically and using English.

''Later...'' And I stepped outside and went for the cellar where I rolled out my bike and rode to Bence. He was trying to caress a cat, but the furry animal didn't trusted him and moved away from his hand.

''Gugolj le az ő szintjére, lassan mozogj, halkan és lassan pislogj rá! Ha visszapislog akkor jó úton haladsz...

''Crouch down to it's level, move slowly, silently and blink at him slowly. If it blinks back at you, then you have clean way to earn it's trust...'' I said to him and did exactly what I said.

The cat looked at me moved to my right side a few feet away. I remained facing to it's previous place, which was the direction of my best friend. I looked at him with a blank face and he watched the cat as it rubbed it's head into my tight.

''Szuper Ádi.'' "Ádi" is a shorter form of "Ádám" which is the Hungarian version of "Adam".

''Super Adam.'' He stated grinning and shaking his head.

''Szóval miért hívtál ki?''

''So, why did you call me out?'' I asked and reached out my hand behind me and the cat rubbed it's face into it. I did the same thing with my other hand and the cat rubbed it's head or face into my palms. This is how you control a cat...

''Van néhány dolog amit elkéne mondjak. Be fogsz szarni...''

''I have some things to tell you. You're gonna shit you're self...'' He said seriously, but allowed a little "hm" for himself as he saw the cat climbing on top of my back.

''És miaz?''

''And what is it?'' I asked while I stretched out my arm, pointing my fingers to the ground. I started moving my fingers like a worm and the cat immediately tried to tackle it. It started punching and biting my hands, but I felt nothing. When a cat is in "playing mode" it' knew when it has to be careful. But don't try that with an adult cat... it will rip down you're skin...

''Úton elmondom, de most gyere!

''I'll tell you on the way, now come on!'' He hopped onto his bike and waited for me. I grabbed the cat by it's head carefully and held it in place. I leaned close and blew some air into it's face. As I released, it ran away. And that's how you make a cat to hate you, but you do no harm...

Soon we were on our way to a house, dodging the slow cars on the way and other people on the pavement...

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I was panting, but not from the fatigue. I was angry and full of rage. There, we were going pretty fast.

Bence told me that a girl named Wanessa was at a party. I knew her, she was my... "daughter". Just like Viki, they were twins. I always looked after them, gave them advices and listened to their broken hearts when something bothered them.

So, they put something to Wanessa's drink at that party. She only drank a little, but the stuff she got somehow made her go crazy. She drank too much and she woke up in a bed with an annoying guy. Even Wanessa didn't know if they did something, but that fucker thought: "Hey I'm so lame so I'm gonna say I took advantage on Wanessa so I can be so cool.". So he started bragging about it and everyone thinks Wanessa is a slut.

And what I had to do? Comfort her...

We arrived at their little house where Viki tried to call someone, she looked concerned. She nodded and let us into the living room. There she was...

Wanessa was sitting on a couch with their mother. She tried to comfort her as well, but Wanessa kept crying... Bence said a quick "Oh god..." looked away and went to Viki. I on the other hand, was focusing on Wanessa.

''Ádáhháhaááám!''

''Adahhhahaaam!'' She got up and hugged me really tightly. She cried into my chest and I placed my hands on her back and head. She was as short as my mother... I really was her daddy.

''Nyugalom, apuci itt van. Csak add ki mindet...

''Calm down, daddy is here. Just let it out...'' I tried to say it nicely, but it came out... well... threateningly...

I moved us to the couch, where I looked at her mother. She had tears in her eyes as well.

We stayed like that for a good ten minutes. Meanwhile her mother came into the living room checking on us from time to time. I always shook my head as a sign of "Do not disturb!". And my mind raced about possibilities. Guess what I thought about... ''I will hurt him in physically and mentally, but in hell's level...

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Wanessa cried herself to sleep on the couch and I carried her to her bedroom. She is really light. As I came downstairs I heard their mother speaking.

''Hogy törtnhetett ez? Volt már ilyen bulin, de komolyra nem forult a helyzet, soha!''

''How could this happened? She were in parties like that, but things never turned out bad, never!'' She chocked back tears.

Viki released Bence, she was crying too.

''Nem ő volt... hanem a cucc ami a piájába került...''

''It wasn't her... it was that stuff that someone put it into her drink...'' Said Bence sadly, he was really loss in words.

''Bence! Megyünk!''

''Bence! We're going!'' I said and moved to the front door.

''Hova mész?''

''Where are you going?'' Asked the mother quietly, she was too young for this kind of problems.

''I... have some words to say to this... Frank guy...'' I said, spitting out the name and in no time, I were already outside.

I waited for Bence and we were immediately at full speed for another house party...

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We arrived at a house where a bunch of stupid teenager drank, ate, drank danced and talked with each other. Our target was Frank, who was an ugly, rich coward. he thought he is so awesome and strong and clever and everything. But he was really, really stupid. He thought Wanessa didn't have friends like us. Well... he was mistaken...

We quickly got home for a pair of masks and we arrived at the house party by foot. Wearing darker clothes and bringing our mobiles if things go bad. I had to make Bence wait outside my room, 'cause I didn't closed the My Little Pony video. As I closed it, I saw a comment saying: "Love and Tolerate...". I paid no attention of the meaning of the comment, but it kept playing in my mind...

Now... I always try to stay out of trouble, but what kind of father I would be if I just sit and watch my "daughter" breaking down. And most importantly... what kind of man... and friend would I be.

The night has come and we just simply walked in, no one stopped us and no one could stop us...

He was easy to find, he was dressed in golden necklace(probably fake) and his hair was over brushed and shined like it was still wet. He sat closely to a drunken girl, who tried her best, not to pass out.

Only the girl was with him in the living room, but we paid no mind at all. In these kind of situations people always nervous and I was as well. But it vanished as I thought about finally punching him to a bloody goo...

Te vagy Frank?''

''You are Frank?'' I asked, but it was like a statement. He looked up at me like he was proud of his name being mentioned. His eyes were tired, probably from the alcohol...

''Bezony.'' "Bezony" mean certainly, but the right spelling is "Bizony". You just say it, 'cause it's fun.

''Certainly.'' He answered.

Bence tried to say something, maybe starting a "mind game" with him about what he did. But I was faster and grabbed him by the arm. He tried to pull himself back, but due to his weakness and he was drank, he couldn't.

I then started holding the back of his neck and pushed him into a bedroom. Bence followed, already telling me to stop. I told him to lock the door, while I pushed the bastard to the ground. He easily tripped and fell to the ground in a ridiculous way. He got up slowly... REALLY slowly.

''Mi a faszt képzelsz magadról?!'' "fasz" means penis in a dirty word. But for us the "what the fuck" is actually "what the penis"... go figure...

''What the fuck do you think you are?'' He shouted and waved his fist around in threatening way. That already made me go into offensive, but I liked to play some "mind game" on him...

''Wanessa apja... és én ezt nem csak képzelem... hanem ez egy tény...''

''I'm Wanessa's father... and I'm not just thinking that... but it's a fact...'' My usual calm voice changed to a bit more agressive tone.

He was a bit surprised by that and he was probably realized what I want. He only hesitated for a few seconds then he asked what I want. It was time to satisfy my my oh-so-long-hoped punch. But instead I kicked him in the balls. He doesn't deserved to call himself a man, by taking advantage on a drugged girl...

He whimpered on the ground, collapsed and said everything that came to his mind. I even heard him saying that: ''I will eat your dick... agh...'' Well... as it didn't made sense I felt offended and pushed him onto his back.

''Mi a facebook jelszavad és a neved?''

''What is your facebook password and name?'' I asked him. He hardly asked "why?" and I answered with placing my foot on his already injured penis. I asked again and he told me. Guess what egoistic name and password had he... Frank... for both name and password.

Bence logged into his facebook, through the compute in the room. Meanwhile, as much as I wanted to beat the guy, instead I dragged him out of the room and just left him there. I locked the door and we started working.

First, we wrote something onto his wall messages:

I told you guys I fucked Wanessa and she enjoyed it. But I lied. I drugged her and I dragged her to my room. She didn't wanted me to do it, but the desire increaser tablets were strong. I took advantage on her and tried to rape her. Because I thought it's cool to say "I'm not a virgin anymore!" Somehow she forced back the effects and fell asleep. I acted like she and I are together so everyone would think I'm so swag. That is the truth what do you think? Leave a honest comment!

We posted it and moved to his photos. We deleted all his profile pictures except one. With the power of "paint" we wrote a text under the picture: I think drugging a girl and saying I did it with her is awesome!

We thought about changing his interests as well, but that would be too dangerous. We only wanted the people to see HIM saying that. It would probably failed our plan.

Lastly, we changed his password from "Frank" to "knarF". We logged out and we finally opened the door, where the drunken bastard was already banging...

''NeeeeEEEEM!''

''NooooOOOOO!'' He screamed and tried to pounce at me. I rushed forward and pushed him back. Bence moved behind him and using his knees, he bent my opponent's knees. It was humiliation that we use on others. We sneak up on them and just bent their knees... sometimes, they didn't even react fast enough and collapse to their knees. It's just funny...

Now he was kneeling in front of me... and I REALLY wanted to knee him in the face. But I remembered the consequences. That was already involved the cops, 'cause of the drugs and the possibility of rape. We only needed personal body injury and we were triple fucked...

Instead, I grabbed him by the side of his neck(it's a sensitive area if your neck muscles are weak) and told him:

''Ha mégegyszer hozzányulsz,SŐT... ha ránézel a kislányaimra akkor nem csak a rendőrség nem fog érdekelni hanem... a te életed sem! Világos csicska geci?!'' "csicska" means servant, but in a more humiliating way and "geci" is a dirty word for "sperm". These are really common words in the teenagers language...

''If you ever touch her, EVEN... look at my daughter again, then I will don't care about just the cops, but...'' I wanted to say something about the "love and tolerate" comment, but I didn't. Instead I said something expectable. ''your life! Are we clear you bitch sperm?!'' I shouted at him. I didn't even waited for a response and just dropped him to the ground.

Outside, we heard shouting from other people and we immediately started sprinting home. I suggested we should avoid from the street light's and move in the shadows. We pulled of our masks and placed them in our pockets. We kept our dark colored hoodie and jacket on us, until we reached the public area.

Bence looked at me and started laughing...

''HÁHHÁÁ! Nem hiszem el, hogy ezt csináltuk! Ez kurva jó volt!'' "Kurva jó" means "fucking good"...

''Hahhaaa! I can't believe, we just did that! That was so fucking good!'' He told me and I allowed myself a grin.

''Először csináltuk ezt és gond nélkül ment... cigit?''

''Fist time we did this and it went without a problem... cigarette?'' I agreed and offered him a cigarette.

''Neeem, nem, nem neem. Le akarok szokni, szal kösz nem...'' "szal means "so" in a shorter form. The full version is "szóval"...

''Noooo, no, no, noo. I try to quit smoking, so no thanks...'' He refused and I lit up my cigarette. It helped me calm down.

We peacefully walked back home...

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At home, I finally watched the first episode of the show. I turned the volume a bit down, when I heard the intro song. ''Gotta stay quiet with this...'' After it ended, I allowed myself to turn back the volume a bit.

Lauren Faust's name caught my eyes. ''Isn't he that quy who made that imaginary friends thing?'' I mused.

Then I heard a women telling a tale about two sister. I understood the 75% of it, 'cause my english skills weren't that good, like now... and not like I'm good right now... but you get what I'm saying.

I continued watching to the point where a purple unicorn walked past a giant hourglass. In the hourglasses reflection I saw a pair of eyes looking at me. I quickly turned around to see no one behind me. It looked silly, but my computer is dark enough to see a reflection in it. And I feared, that someone was watching me as I watched a show for kids, where a pair of eyes watched me. Mind fuck... isn't that the time when someone say something like... watchingception? I don't know...

''I'm just paranoid...''

I continued watching... yes I said it already. So I was around a part where the purple chick was flying in a carriage. ''Roman empire vehicle... how I hated that part in history and-... WHAT?! That two white pegasus are wearing armor? Maybe it isn't a kid show THAT much... My hopes lit up... until the dragon said something about the princess sending them to "ponyville" to check out the preparation and to "make some friends". ''Friendship is magic... heh... I chuckled at the weak joke, that I made. But as I thought about that three words, I found myself agreeing with this.

I looked back how I handled friends. Or more like a friend. He was always there for me to cheer me up and how I respond to this? I simply say "Sorry I don't want to go out today, by!'' or just lie something. ''Hmm... I should go out with Bence more often...

Later I saw the other ponies from those "random" videos. The farm pony's family reminded me of MY family. How close we were back then, how many places we visited TOGETHER. How much they gave to me, how much they cared for me and how much they loved me.

And now, I always sitting in my room, closing my door and covering the windows with the curtains. Okay, my parents working all day, but I only go downstairs to say "hello" or a quick "good bye". Or when my mother finished dinner. I simply go down, eat and immediately run upstairs and hide in my room.

When they ask for help, I do it, but without saying a single word or asking about their day like: ''How was your day?'' or ''Tell me what happened with you today?''

None of these kind words has been said to each other. The last time we had dinner together was three years ago. And my opinion was always short and simple: ''I have things to do, you have things to do...''

''Okay that was true, but I should spend more time with them as well'' I thought and stopped a video. I went outside to the terrace where my mother wrote something on the papers. ''I don't even know what is she working on... maybe it's my fault...'' I sat down to a garden chair and lit up a cigarette.

''Kicsi vagy te még ahhoz...''

''You're too young for that...'' She said grinning and continued writing. I looked at the paper and saw what was she writing.

''Oh I remember, she's working in that hotel... but which one?'' I remembered.

''I knew...'' I answered in english, using a childish voice. I stood up and looked at the night sky... it was a full moon. ''Look at that shit!'' I said.

''What is "sit" means?'' She asked. She was better in english, but only I know dirty words...

''It's "shit" and it means "szar"...'' I answered not looking back. I heard her chuckling and she said ''okay...''. As I continued admiring the moon, I remembered that show. It already changed my decisions...

First it forced me back to harm someone, then it helped me realize how much my friend means to me. And now... I'm here with my mother and when I want to have conversation with her, she had to work.

''Ah well... maybe next time, I can speak with her. But now...'' I finished my cigarette. ''I have a video to finish...

Before I went inside, I brushed my mothers hair out of her eyes and said "I love you". She looked up, but I was already climbing the stairs... smiling.

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I finished the video... and I thought back the events.

''Okay, I know their personality, I know that yellow one is actually cute so now I understand those weird comments about her. I know that some shit is going to happen and that pink one is... well... Pinkie Pie. I looked at the clock. It was only ten, even if I had school, I still had enough time to finish the next episode.

So I watched the next episode. ''Well... the action wasn't that eventful, but hey... it's show for kids. The outro song. ''Yes... for kids.

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Next day at school was... weird. I couldn't think about anything, but those ponies. I tried to focus on the lessons, but I only wanted to watch the next episode of the show.

After lesson, we had a 15 minutes break. I started eating a sandwich while listening to some music...

I looked up at the sky and started thinking that I'm flying. It helped me to forgot about ponies...

I looked to the right and saw a girl reading a book. She was one of the best student in the school. Always learned everything and she was really interested in studies.

''Twilight Sparkle...'' I growled and she heard me.

''Tessék?''

''Pardon?'' She asked. I cursed myself and said the most usual thing that I always say, when others catch me speaking to myself.

''Semmi, csak magamban beszélek...

''Nothing, I just talking to myself...'' Yeah, I said the truth and it worked. My classmates knew that I'm some kind of mysterious, serious, calm guy. They knew nothing about me. They only knew that I never smile and I'm never happy. That's why they always "forgot" to invite me to parties...

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Physical education: We had a free lesson. That meant we can do what we want: football, running, basketball, table tennis and the others.

I choose ball throwing... and the teacher sent me outside the school to retrieve my ball. Yes I threw it all the way out from the playground. It was easy to make it, but not like I did it. The first two ball hit the wall, so they would not fall outside to the streets. But my third one... I stepped back once and with a spinning around and grunting, I managed to threw it to the other side of the street and it hit a car...

And how I managed to threw that big? Well I explained that to the teacher as: ''I span around and threw it outside. Sorry, next time I will just simply throw it...'' But the truth was... ponies. I imagined the blue pegasus hovering in the air and I wanted to hit her.

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History lesson: Instead thinking about human history, my mind kept playing Equestria's history.

And guess what happened...

''Ádám? Ne aluggyá! Mit gondolsz, mikor wolt az 1948 as forradalom magyarországon?''

''Adam?'' The teacher asked and I wanted to slap myself to focus on the question. I looked at the teacher and he grinned. ''Don't sleep!'' He told me. ''What do you think, when was the "1948 revolution" in Hungary?''

''48 ban...

''In 48...'' I answered. Then he asked in which month. I simply looked at him and waited to move on. That's when Bence said out loud...

''Midárcidiidus tidizidenidöt... It's actually "Március tizenöt" but we have a special language. You place "id" in front of every vowel so no one know what you're talking about. (You should try it... :D )

''Midarch fidiftideiden...'' He said "march fifteen" in our language and the teacher didn't get it.

I said march fifteen and thanked Bence and he's just grinned... and I cursed myself, but mostly the ponies...

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Biology: All I could think about was Fluttershy. Fluttershy sitting next to me and learning about animals, Fluttershy freaking out about the fake animals on the walls, Fluttershy randomly flying around and looking at everything. I even imagined the teacher as Fluttershy.

So that lesson would be hilarious... but I was more worried about my sanity and my...

''Aniko néni, kimehetek, mert vérzik az orrom...

''Miss Anikó, can I go out, 'cause my nose is bleeding...'' I said as my hand was covered in blood.

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Art lesson: We had to write a fake interview with someone. I choose Bence and he choose me. And I tried my hardest not to think about rarity sitting in front of me... that's all for that lesson.

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''Találtunk egy cigarettát a mosdóban. Mit mondasz erre Ádám?''

''We found a cigarette in the bathrooms. What do you say about that Adam?'' Asked the headmaster. I was in his office and they thought I smoked a cigarette inside the school.

I was really angry. The teachers always joke around this: ''What is wrong Adam? You need a cigarette?'' I always fake chuckle with them or ignore them. But now... they thought I can't stop myself and really wanted to smoke before the end of school.

''Miért nem lepődök meg azon, hogy engem kerestek meg először?''

''Why am I not surprised about that you searched for me first?'' I asked as calmly as I could. I wanted to shout at them.

And here was my distraction. I thought about the element of honesty. I knew who could be the one.

They said I have to go back to the office after the next lesson...

Later...

Bence got involved and they found out that he smokes as well. They made him scared and my plan blew up. I wanted to tell them who it was, but Bence got into more trouble.

I was in front of the headmaster. He had a smug look on his face. ''Ohh how I want to kick out your teeth...

I took an annoyed breath and explained some things.

Fist, I explained that they shouldn't scare Bence. His parents were really strict and they would kill him for smoking.

Then I told them who smoked in the bathrooms. Younger students thought it would be soooo cool to start smoking. And what would be so brave? Smoking in the school of course. I saw them coming out from the toilets and I smelled the cigarettes.

The kids were pretty upset about me and I was mad at them for dragging me into something like that. I only said: ''there's honesty for you. Next time think about the consequences!''

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English lesson: The english teacher was the Deputy Director and I walked into her class after 15-20 minutes. She asked what I got and I said "nothing".

I sat down next to Bence. He was scared. They told him that they would speak with his parents about this. I placed my hand on his shoulder and tried to comfort him. Then the teacher snapped at me.

She said: ''You need help with english, but you don't need help with smoking...'' She was a bit angry that I wouldn't get kicked out of the school.

And there everyone expected me to retort something really rude. To start shouting at her about "personal fucking life". But no... and I can only thank that to Pinkie Pie.

''HÁÁHHHÁÁ! Köszönöm!''

''HAAHAAA! Thank you!'' I laughed. And it worked. Everyone in the classroom looked puzzled about my randomness...

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After school...

''Hmm... looks like he doesn't give up... I was walking home when two guy started following me. They were Frank's two buddy. He probably couldn't beat or catch me so he sent out two of his toe licker.

I turned into a street and started sprinting. I soon found myself surrounded with other people. ''Perfect...'' I pulled out my hoodie from my backpack and put on. Hood covering my face, I changed direction. I started walking back to them.

They walked away a meter close to me and started searching. They stopped a good ten meter away and scanned the are. I was behind them and they stood next to a bush. They were as slim as Frank and they wore heavy backpacks.

''Surprise mother fuckers... I walked next to them two meter away, put out my headphones, locked everything on my pockets so they would not fall out while running and forced back my laughter.

''Here comes nothing...'' I ran into the closet one. He lost his balance and crashed into the other one. Their backpack were really heave so it helped. They fell into the bush and disappeared in it. FUCKYEAH! I just pushed the two of them into a bush.

Everyone around me stared at us and I started running away. They chased me down for two street, where I saw a bus closing it's door. I had enough time to jump into it and moved to the other door. The two of them got up to the bus and wanted to catch me. The bus drove away from the bus stop, where I laughed at the two idiot. I got down from the bus through the door in the middle and they didn't even noticed.

I started walking home again. My mind raced with other possible ways of how could I handle them. ''I could simply fight with them, they so slim and small. They couldn't even hit me. And if they know some kind of karate, then I could always go into that survival mode. Where the adrenaline rush gives you the ability to do anything you want...''

Then I remained at the first idea: ''I should just stay away from them. The most peaceful way. And they just stupid... it's not their fault.'' And by some unbelievable magical thing I said something... ''Love and tolerate...''

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Bence was panicking. His parents would kill him. He called me out and he asked for help. I would normally say: ''YOU have to get rid of your business. If I help, you will never learn from your mistake...''

But no, this time I tried to help him. We thought about how should he tell his parents about the incident.

Then he asked a question...

''És ha megkérdezik honnan szereztük?''

''And if they ask, where did we get it?'' Bence asked. We bought cigarette from a little shop. The girl always let us bought a box of cigarette. But we had to stay quiet about it. If he tells his parents where he gets cigarette, they would do anything to close that shop.

Now, I didn't wanted this to happen and tried to think about someone. Someone who we can blame for giving us cigarette.

I gave up and said to him...

''Mond, hogy én adom neked...''

''Say that, I give you the cigarette...'' I told him and he immediately said no. Then I convinced him to do it. I don't really met his parents so they could blame me. I even said I would tell his parents myself that.

In the remaining time, he thanked me a million times. He stopped panicking and we went home.

On my way, I thought about ponies... And that was loyalty... that show is turning me into something new...

I decided to go home and watch the other episodes and see what happens next...

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I arrived home and the house was empty. My brother was still at school and my parents were working.

''Okay, no one's home... I walked into the kitchen a pulled out a bottle of beer. ''I'll need this...''

Then I glanced at a newspaper and was about to go upstairs. Then I looked back at the newspaper and saw a half naked girl. As I looked at her perfect body, I changed my plan...

''Okay I'm going to watch ponies... but first, redtube. I did it a week ago and I would feel refreshed after that...

So I went upstairs, pulled out my mobile, headphones, keys and cigarette and placed them above my bed. Turned on the computer, brought some toilette paper and got ready for the... good feeling.

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After I finished, I felt refreshed. I don't usually get close to girls. And the last time I had a girlfriend, I was drunk and she looked good. But the next day, I woke up and said out loud: ''I don't want her...''

And that was the last girl I had a long time ago. And how cruel I was? I left her before valentines day... yep, I'm a monster.

So after I flushed down the toilet paper that I used to... clean myself, I heard my brother coming home. Just in the right time.

''Megjöttem tökös!'' "tökös" means "little penis", but in other situation it can mean "tough guy"...

''I arrived little penis!'' He called out. I went to the stairs and shouted back.

''Kellene a haverjaid száma!''

''I need your buddy's phone number!'' I told him and he asked "why?". I told him what happened and that I need his "friends" if Frank sends more and bigger guys at me. He told me if they ever hurt me, he will personally bury his body... I love my brother...

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I finished all the episodes and surprisingly, I felt a bit sad. You know, that feeling, when you finish a good book or an awesome film. So anyways, I felt a bit empty. Now you could say: ''Didn't you get used to that feeling in that empty life?'' Well yes, I got used to it, but that show somehow dragged me into it's univers...

I saw a comment saying: ''I finished the show and now I'm a brony! Brohoof /) everypony!''

I read the other comments and replies: ''Welcome to the herd! Brohoof (\''

I didn't understand what were these "/)" symbols were or "brohoof" OR the "herd" thing. But I know that I was a "brony", 'cause I watched through the two seasons. But I didn't know what exactly a "brony" was...

So I started searching on the internet for any clue. Wikipedia wasn't the right place, random google website didn't helped.

''Well, that's a stupid idea, but maybe I can try... I typed into youtube: "brony".

I found a really long video and I clicked on it...

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After the video...

My reaction was really simple: ''I need a cigarette...''

So I went outside, lit up my cigarette and tried to think about what should I do.

''Why am I panicking? I watched the show, all the two seasons. But that doesn't mean I'm a brony. I just simply stop watching it.

As that thought went through my head, I felt a bit sad. It was a really good show and even boys watching it and admit it.

''And why am I afraid of being a brony? It's not gay. Others would think I'm crazy but-... The others... I knew why I was afraid. I saw some sad tales about bronies, like: ''I told my friend that I love my little pony. Now I'm alone :,( ''

I thought about Bence. ''I already look insane in his eyes. He only needs to know his friend likes a show for little girls and kids and he will lost his mind...

I decided I should wait with these things. ''Closet-brony! As that guy said...'' I said to myself. ''Who said I have to tell this to anyone. I just remain silent as always and everything is gonna be alright...

I finished my cigarette and went up to my room.

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''This is really good...'' I mumbled. I spent some hours listening to brony music and saw some really cool drawings.

''This isn't just a show... it's lot more-...

''Miért nem alszol?''

''Why don't you're sleeping?'' Asked my father as he checked on me. I looked at the clock, it was 1:35.

''Mert péntek van és holnap nincs suli. ''suli" means "school" in a shorter form. The full form is "iskola"...

''Because it's friday and there's no school tomorrow.'' I answered.

He said to go to bed, so I wouldn't get used to staying up late.

Normally I would argue with this, but I felt like I should do what he said. Even if I knew I couldn't sleep at that moment. And he just want's the best for me.

So I turned off the computer and went to bed. The window above me let the moon's light to shine on my face. It was a really good feeling, you should try it sometimes...

As I looked at the moon, I thought about the "mare on the moon". And I swear I saw the unicorn's head on the moon's surface...

''This is more than a show...''

Some things that I want to discuss...

First, I'm writing this to Wanessa:

Wanessa! I'm still really sorry about what happened. I would do more than just hit him once. For you I would lock him in a dungeon. I know you're not gonna read this, but I feel right to write this down: I love you my little daughter! Daddy will survive somehow, don't worry about me. I'm worried about you. Please, don't let this incident happen again and be careful...

If you ever need me, I will be there for you...

Your Daddy... Adam K.

Second, if you wonder, that guy didn't raped her thankfully. He was a loser and wanted to see Wanessa suffer. Then I walked up to him, punched him in the face and let Bence stop me. Bence wanted to hit him too, but we had to get out of there. The police said that, they found something in Wanessa's drink. Some kind of soap thing, that isn't on the polices "drugs list". So basically, you can make desire increaser drug at home, without going to prison... that bastard.

That "Frank" guy didn't tell the police about me. He didn't even said he got attacked by two masked men. He was probably too drunk. His two friend who followed me, were actually grabbed me once, but I broke free. And yes, the bus stop trick really worked. A few days later, the two walked up to me and wanted to beat me, but Bence was there so we had a little street fight. Bence knocked out the smaller one, with one punch to the face and I tackled the taller one. In the end, we had to ran away before someone saw what we did...

And we never saw them again...

About Bence... They parents hated me, but after a few months Bence told them what was the truth. They apologized and everyone forgot about that little misunderstanding...

This is really how I became a brony and yes, that show really changed me a bit. About that porno part... I regret nothing... About my last girlfriend... I regret nothing... god I'm terrible...

So that is, Wanessa and Bence would never read this so I don't have to be afraid of this. I have to be afraid about that idea of "writing hungarian". Well sorry, but with that, you could easily understand, that I'm(incoming egoistical comment) better at english than my class mates. And I wanted to show you how my mother, Bence and I using Hungarian and English at the same time. Trust me, it's really funny when we make sentences like: "Megyek upstairs és took a shit...''

Leave a comment about that Hungarian texts. Should I use them to explain things better? Or I shouldn't use them? Tell me please... (But I don't think I will use that, just tell your opinion that's it...)

Sooo anyways, I tried my best to write without mistakes. This story will be have other chapters and they would be more... well... weird and paranormal.

Thanks for reading and have a good day! Good bye!

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SPOILERS:

You can expect something like that... :P

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