Signs From Above Us... And Far Away...

''Dear voices in my head! I spent a few weeks becoming a "brony". I haven't heard a single sound from you two. If there are actually two of you... I found myself more lively these days and I'm just thinking: Am I still depressed?

I mean, I became a bit more cheerful, but I still wearing that mask. You know, that "emotion and expression" mask. I still hiding my feelings, but it became hard to act false emotions. My blank face and scowl still perfect and they already became my natural and main expressions. But I keep thinking about ponies and having fun...

My days became brighter and it's really makes me nervous. A show makes me weak? No no no no, I will keep my feelings locked. I can't just let my guard down, I still have some dangerous things to get rid of. And now I want to be kinder with all those terrible people around me? They don't respect me, then why should I? I know myself and I always wanted to be different, but why act different with the arrogant if I can be as arrogant and say "get the fuck out"?

People are terrible... but ponies not and the bronies are kind so they are-

Noohhohhohhooo! Nonono no no... no. I shouldn't think like that. Every soul have sins, no one is perfect. Me neither...''

''Just *pant*... one more *pant*... street...'' Said Bence next to me, snapping me out of my "mind letter".

We were running. I was wearing a size bigger T-shirt with this text: I'm not perfect neither. Mistakes are missing from me...

Very fitting T-shirt isn't it?

I was wearing black trainers and using a pair of grey running shoes. I had my pouch over my shoulder, inside was my phone, headphones, keys and of course my cigarette.

Glancing at Bence, I couldn't look away from HIS T-shirt. There was a middle finger on the front side, that could be easily seen because of his wider chest.

His light, dark yellow and black trousers had our basketball team logo. A black and yellow bee, holding a basketball, next to a basketball plank.

He used his skater shoes, but it was enough for running.

We were running to our school. It's four kilometers far and we nearly made it under half a hour.

''Don't speak *pant* or it will *pant* sting your side! *pant* '' I told him and started sprinting the remaining distance. We loved sprinting...

''But I still feel kinda bad for not being a good friend. He always pulled me out from my darkest holes from my mind. He always tries to cheer me up and make me smile. But my emotional problems are forcing me back. I form a smile for him to stop even trying, but he keeps doing funny things. And I still just acting my happiness...

''Adam?'' I quickly turned around and saw him standing there, motioning me to the schools entrance.

''We arrived...'' I stated the obvious.

He kept looking at me, trying to hide the concern from me. But he failed and realized it. Sighing, he turned to the school's giant wooden door. He walked to the steps and sat down, stretching his legs and back.

''The voices?'' He asked.

He knew about those voices in my head. They appeared after a terrible day. On that day, I wanted to hide in a dark corner and be alone. I started hearing someone speaking to me in my head and I tried to talk back. It worked and I was really scared. After several weeks I gave up and let that stranger live inside me. I tried to think about it like my conscience, but it didn't help. It was too different. After another tragical day I changed and became a crazy guy, who didn't give a damn about things. I became angry more easily and scared away everyone. Then I lost everyone and became lonely again.

There, I changed again. I changed into the one who I'm today. Never let his feelings control him and HE controls the feelings and emotions. Acting every day like a totally different person. And the second voice appeared.

That one didn't bothered me that much. That one only talks when I do something acceptable, but the other one want's me to be evil with everyone. When I angry, it want's me to let it out, then the other one tries to stop me. Then I just choose the middle way...

Uhm... where I was? Oh yeah, Bnece asked something

I nodded and walked in front of him. I never was the one who just sit down. Even on the bus, if there's a free seat, I keep standing. It's my habit...

''And what did he said to you?'' He asked. I explained him that the voice isn't a he actually, just sounds like it. He's just shrugged and let me continue.

''I was just tried to contact with them and asked them why haven't they showed up. There's like weeks when I last dreamed with them.'' I explained to him and pulled out my cigarette.

''Is that bad? I thought you want them to leave you...'' He said and I lit up my cigarette.

''I changed my mind. I need them and since I...'' I stopped myself. ''Should I tell Bence about this show?

Bence kept looking at me with a face that told me to continue.

''It's so funny how are we in front of the school, inside that five meters "no smoking" zone, but you still lit that thing up...'' He said grinning and I offered him one, but he refused. ''And since what now? You stopped speaking suddenly. Too suddenly, even if it's you.''

''Well... I already smoking in that zone so I can tell him. Thankfully I'm in my don't give a shit mood...

So with a last drag from my cigarette, I started.

''You remember that thing about that gruesome video of animated ponies?''

After the explanation...

''Are you feeling okay?'' He asked dumbfounded and half grinning.

''I am totally not alright Bence. And I already told you that...'' I said grinning evilly.

He took it really good. He laughed when I laughed about something silly and even asked about what is so interesting.

''Bence, as I said... I'm lonely. I gave up every feeling inside me and I'm okay with this. Looks like that "mask" became heavy to me. I let my curiosity take over me and my feelings to come out. I saw the world around me in grey and darkness. And now I found a community and show that makes that cruel world a bit more happy. Of course I change a bit, but don't worry. I will be the same Adam, who always makes you feel shit.'' I finished with a chuckle and he did the same.

''Wow... I can't believe. The Adam who found his own cat, cut up under his own car and thinks that is interesting. The Cooper who rapped about sad shit. The crazy guy, who missed the chance to lose his virginity... just because the girl wasn't enough and he was just drank. That Adam say he is happy 'cause of a kid show?'' He took a deep breath. ''I saw everything...''

''Except your last girlfriends breasts...'' We laughed and we started walking to our "home running's start line". It was a few streets away, but it gives us a straight way, back to home.

''Ponies?'' He still had that amused grin on his face.

''Isn't that just strange. I don't know how I became so interested in that. And one fanfiction made my cry.''

''No way!'' He started laughing. ''I don't believe that!''

''I cried for five minutes and the second time, I somehow got into english and understood it better. So I spent the next few days a bit depressed...'' I told him.               (I think you know what story it was, so don't make me write it down. For some reason, others don't like it when they talk about MY lit-... ohhohhooo no no I'm not gonna say it!)

''When did you became better in english? I thought I was the better one at it?'' He said.

''I told you I watch videos too...'' I answered.

''Fucking videos.'' He said quietly, but loud enough to be heard.

''So... what do you think?'' I wanted to know if he still likes me.

''Well, it's your thing bro. As long as you don't talk about it, I don't have problem...'' ''Hmhmhehhee... success... I grinned at that and said an 'okay' to him.

We kept walking and arrived at the start line.

Then he said something that I will never forget...

''I'm happy if you happy... and I'm really thank you for sharing me your thoughts and feelings...''

I just looked at him. I was surprised and really happy. My friend who I though hates me about the way I treat him. He actually was my best friend... no... my brother. He always cared for me and I never saw it. And now, I was running with him. Feeling good and being free in the night's cool air.

And all it needed was just talking with him and letting my heart out. And he listened to me and understood me. It was incredible...

I started grinning. ''Like Rainbow Dash and Applejack. Running together through the leaves and be happy together.''

''What's so funny?'' He saw me grinning.

I turned my head towards him, still grinning.

''Friendship is magic...''

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I spent the next month acting like always. But inside, I was feeling better. I looked like a dark aura around people and I still felt more lively. A girl named Emese became Bence's and my best friend. And soon we called her as our sister. I was the big brother, Emese was my little sister and Bence was our little brother who always do something crazy. Emese got into a little trouble and we brothers go and help her out. And that was so amazing.

And me? I was the serious big brother who gives advice and say wise words. They always tries to cheer me up, but I told them to let me be like that. If I haven't said that yet, then I tell you now... I'm a social retard.

I can't make a normal conversation like other normal people. I learned to see through their false emotions and I acted like always.

For example, when someone said something kind, I saw the true meaning of the words. Most of the time these words meant nothing. And I saw it all...

Back to my social retardness, ( if this word actually exist...)I answered with a single word  when they asked me and didn't continued. They looked at me strangely like I'm an alien. I'm not the talkative one. I mostly explain things, but nothing more.

So, that one month went well and Emese got to know about me everything. My emotional mask, my not so good life, the voices in my head... and my interest about a cartoon show.

I was surprised when she was actually interested. She don't want to became a brony or pegasister, but she was interested.

But she never watched the show...

After that month, school ended. And we only had to attend at one last ceremony. It's called "ballagás". In english, this means "amble". In that ceremony, the two school-leaver class (in that case the 8/a and 8/b class) have to dress into the same colors or at least something similar to the others. We the 8/a choose black trousers/skirts and shoes and white shirts. The boys wore green ties and the girls wore orange scarfs.

The younger classes have decorate the school-leavers main class-room, where they start their routine around the school.

We start amble around the school corridors. Left hand placed on the person in front of you and with your right hand, you're holding flowers. And that's how we walk through the building, as a good bye to the school's spirit.

I was behind Emese and in front of her was Bence. He was the first student and in front of him was the teacher. It was ironical, because Bence wasn't the teachers favorite if I say mildly...

It was ironical too, because we three friends were in the lead as we were the best ones in our class.

I was like an alpha in the class. I helped the teachers and I told the students to be a good boy and don't do something wrong. Most of the times they did as I told them, but there were always something problem. Kids...

And one more ironical thing. The girl behind me was the one who broke my heart and that's why I became wild. You know, the second time when I changed. She didn't wanted to hold my left shoulder, but she had to. I said to her: ''Grab my shoulder and get over it. At least we will never meet again...'' She was really shy when she placed her hand on me. I immediately thought about Fluttershy. ''I held that grudge for a year now...'' I looked back at her. And sweet Celestia she hid her face behind her hair like Fluttershy. I wanted to hit myself for scaring her. I saw Fluttershy, being afraid of me. I felt terrible.

The music started and the class started singing the song. We had to do it. It was a tradition...

So somewhere, where there was no camera, I glanced back at her. ''Sorry...'' And I brushed her little hand with my my right hand. Ohhh those little, soft hand of hers. ''I remember why I loved her before...'' I thought and didn't looked back.

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After walking through the building, we went outside, to the little football field, inside the schools territory. I took a seat in the front row. The sun was shining. There were no shadows around me. An open field let the sun to burning us. And we had to sat there for a hour.

''Celestia shouldn't make this situation uncomfortable... I thought and like she heard my words, a cloud covered us from the sun's light. Allowing my lips to form a really small smile I whispered. ''Thank you princess...''

The headmaster took a speech and the ceremony started. They said names and who heard his or her name, he or she had to go to the headmaster and take the certificate and sit back. They went through several names and finally, I heard mine.

I went out and took that little book. In that book, they wished me a good future and left a poem from some author.

I looked up and saw my family holding the camera. And now just stop for a second. Everyone smiles for the camera, that's their normal reaction. But not mine. You see, if I smile, it looks stupid, like my face isn't in the right pose. So I adjusted my tie and placed the book on my lap so they could see it. I made a serious face and after a flash, they wanted me to smile and then take a picture.

I shook my head and they motioned me to do it.

Suddenly, The cloud moved away and the sun started shining down on me. I frowned and bowed my head to shield my eyes. ''Celestia... you just know when you have to show up...'' I whispered. And then I felt the heat rising. ''You don't even make it easier...'' I grunted.

I looked back at my family and they still wanted me to smile, when-...

''And now! We give you the rewards, that you earned under this eight years.'' The headmaster started. ''First, we give you the diplomas from basketball...'' Here, they called out for a few other names and mine too.

I sat back to my seat and looked at the diploma. For your helpful hands. It said and I smiled. And as I looked up at my family they used this opportunity to take a picture. ''Okay, they won. At least my smile looks like I'm about to do something bad...

We had to listen to some song. The youngest students started. While the others behind me "Daaaawd", I zoned out. ''I will probably talk to Fluttershy about that incident. I don't hate her anymore... I actually don't... yeah I don't. Maybe it was my appearance. Yeah she was afraid of me... poor Flutte-... Viki I mean, not Fluttershy... or maybe... I glanced at her. She hid her face away from me, but I saw her eyes through her hair lines. ''Shit! Is that Fluttershy? NO... it can't be. It's just your mind Adam. It's not possible to be her. She looked away, just like the yellow pegasus would do it.

''That's fucking she...'' I whispered.

Later...

They gave away almost all the diplomas and gifts and special thanks. My mind still raced as I tried to figure out what I just saw. She absolutely looked like Fluttershy, but as a human. Her hair was made like Fluttershy's, she acted like her, reacted like her. And holy hell she was as adorable as her.

''And now, another special thanks. For helping out the teacher, since class fifth... Adam K-...'' I heard my name and snapped out from my day dreaming. I walked up to the headmaster, shook his hand and walked back to my seat while the crowd was clapping. And of course, my family took a picture again...

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After the ceremony, we went to our ways to give our thanks and gifts to our teachers. I choose the english teacher. I already forgot about that cigarette incident, so I gladly gave her a gift. I thanked her for teaching me english. It meant a lot to me so I could read fanfictions and watch youtube videos. Most teenager doesn't care about english. They think they would never use it in the life. But english will be their most important subject at middle school and it will be important to live their life.

But they never listen...

So after I told her my little thanks giving speech, I gave her the gift and she hugged me and kissed my cheek. She held back tears and said a weak thank you for me.

As i walked away I whispered: ''No... I thank you... farewell....''

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At the class, my form-master asked what did I said to the english teacher, because she was crying when they met at the office. I told her what I said and we said good byes.

I walked up to Viki. She was standing alone somewhere in front of the school entrance. She spotted me and I expected her to ran away. But no, she just hid her face behind her hair and tried to look smaller.

''Hy!'' I started and she responded with a weak "hy". I continued. ''You...'' She didn't looked at me and I gave up. ''Fuck it.'' ''Come here Viki...'' I hogged her. And my heart nearly melted when i heard that cute "EEP".

She slowly hugged me back and buried her face into my left shoulder. I herd her sobbing and ran my hands through her silk like, blonde hair. ''Why are you crying?'' I asked the dumb question. That's what I was talking about... socially... retard...

''I didn't wanted to do that. Andris made me to do it.'' She said quietly.

I remembered back to that day. She wrote me a message to go to her house, 'cause she fells bad and needs comfort. When I arrived, I saw her kissing that ugly fucker Andris. He had a short, light brown hair, hazel eyes and a bit fat body. I still don't know how she fell in love with someone that ugly. Well, he wasn't that ugly, but she could find better than that.

Anyways, I saw them kissing in front of me and the guy said to stop loving her. And she will never love me. Viki said nothing, just looked down to the ground. But Andris... he started pushing me away and kicked me in the stomach. Viki tried to stop him and told me to just go and don't fight with the older one.

That was the first time, when I hit someone. I damaged his right cheek and his right side of his lips ripped open. I fully knocked him out. As Viki screamed, I kicked the piece of shit a few times and furiously went home.

That's why I became a beast back than... and guess what happened after that incident! SHE fell in love with me, but I hated her at that time. Perfect fucking timing...

After that flashback, she looked at me. ''Even her eyes looks like Fluttershy's... I thought.

''And I'm sorry...'' She said even more quiet.

''She didn't wanted to do that... it was a misunderstanding. And now... she begs me to forgive her. She suffered for a year now...'' I looked deep into her beautiful, blue eyes. ''It's like Fluttershy... I can't hold a grudge for Fluttershy... neither for Viki...'' I closed my eyes. ''And god damn that's just so cute!''

''I forgive you...'' And with that, she hugged me again. Crying into my shoulder she said a muffled "thank you". And I just held her for a long time.

Meanwhile, I could only thought about one sentence:

''Sometimes... we're just need a little kindness and try to forgive others...''

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There was that party with my classmates. We borrowed the school's gym, the parents brought cakes, cookies, drinks, chips and a LOT of pizza. The gym was decorated with confetti, balloons and paper lines. We ripped of the paper lines and randomly put them on ourselves. It was just fun.

A guy from the 7/a class brought his big subwoofers, computer and some CDs. The windows were covered with dark curtains so the neon light replaced our white shirts to purple ones. The music was loud and no one danced.

That's where Bence walked up to me. ''Dude! Come on have some fun. If they see us dancing or even doing something on the dance floor, they will join us.'' He told me.

''You know we can't dance and I doubt they would join us...'' I answered and stayed behind the computer.

''You can dance. You danced to that Dubstep and it was good.''

''I just improvised.''

''Everyone just improvises here. Come ooon. I thought you don't give a shit about others opinion...'' I finally gave up and put up the class's favorite minimal music track. For some reason, they really liked it...

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As the "tak tak tak tak tak" part could be heard, a few walked to the dance floor and lazy started moving. ''Hmm... I knew they will like it... and perfect beat for our last meeting... I tapped my feet as the beat started and grinned as the others joined.

''They don't need me. They need the music.'' I said to Bence, loud enough to hear it.

He shrugged and dragged Emese to the dance floor. I walked out the gym where I saw my form-master coming inside the gym's building. She didn't even asked where I was going. She trusted me and knew I'm not doing anything wrong. I nodded to her and she did the same. ''I helped her control that crazy class for four years and we still greeting each other like this? I will miss that...''

I went to the school entrance and sat down on a small chair. I spent there half a hour, doing nothing.

Then some girls and boys wanted to go outside. ''Hello, hello, hello. Where is the little group going? The party is inside the gym, not outside the school. And-... ohhh what is thaaiiees. Oh you brought me some alcohol, how kind of you. You want to thank me all the work I have done for the class? Come here give me a hug!'' I held out my arms and none of them moved an inch. ''Oh that's right, scared huh?'' I stood up. ''Give me the bottle and walk back to the others. And be thankful for not calling the teacher...''

They gave me the bottle, but didn't go away. ''Why are you so... so...'' One of them tried to find a word to describe me. I wanted to finish him with the word "jerk", but one of them was faster.

''Mean!'' She said. ''You're a big meani!'' She had a high pitched voice.

''Meani?'' I asked. ''This is the best word you can come up with?'' She nodded several times and she said it again. She turned around and folded her arms like a child. ''Wait! I saw this before!'' I thought.

''Yeah, you're no fun Adam. We have that last party and you just have to ruin our moods... as always.'' Another girl said.

I tried hard not to yell at her. ''Huh, you're just saying the obvious. Well life is not always fun. You soon learn it...'' I walked closer.

''Meani!'' The other repeated. I looked at her and back to the brave one.

''But you can have some fun now. Look at yourself! You're playing here the forever alone, stubborn and stern emo guy. Who's crying about life. We had bad times as well and look! We're having fun, or ore like trying to do it if YOU wouldn't be a jerk!''

''All you said is a big mistake young one, if you keep looking life like that, than you're not ready for life...'' I told her and *slap*

''What the fuck is wrong with you!'' I got stunned a bit as she slapped me. It burned like hell...

''Seriously?! Are you a psycho or something. You're talking like some sort of elder and wants me to see the light at the end of the tunnel and some shit like that!'' She kept shouting at me and I looked at her frowning a bit. ''Why are you even here?''

''I knew you're going out to drink-...'' She didn't let me finish.

''That is all? That is fucking all?! You came here to fuck with us and go home to... to... I don't care what you're doing at home. You probably fapping 'cause you know you will never have a girlfriend. And you know why? Because you scare away everyone. I bet you don't know how to have fun with friends-... oh wait! You don't have any. I tell you what I have and I'm gonna have some fun and you should do the same. You can have that damn bottle, but just to let you know... I'm sorry. I'm sorry to see you like that. You will miss the last meeting and the party and the fun.'' The boys already go back and left me with two crazy girl. ''You keep telling us to leave you alone and that you don't want anyone to be near to you. Oh I'm so so sorry big guy.''

She stopped for moment, for a moment, to let the other one say "meani" again. Then she continued. ''I will obey to your fucking order, 'cause I'm that kind of girl. And I still look at you like a class mate. But you really made me upset...'' She finished her little speech. ''Finally she finished that outburst...''

''So what do you say?'' She added.

I thought about what she said. I wanted to yell back at her for all the insults. But something stopped me. ''Hmm... she sure have a voice. But back to the question... what I would say? Well firstly i want to say fuck you and after that? I don't know, she has a point... I looked at the other girl who still faced to the other way. ''That word... meani... I heard it before... Then it clicked in. ''No way, I found Pinkie Pie! That day just keeps getting weirder. I looked at the frowning energy bomb in front of me. ''Rainbow Dash... fuck you...

I took a step closer and her frown disappeared for a moment. Then she took a step forward too. ''Hmm... yep, that's Rainbow...'' ''What do I say?'' I started. ''Here comes nothing...'' I took of my belt and used the bottle opener on it. I took a few gulps from the liquid and handed her back. Then my throat started burning. ''Uggh... that wasn't the best idea, but I regret nothing.'' I winced a bit. ''Go have fun...'' I started walking back to the gym. ''... and come back in time. You will never see me again dancing like an idiot.'' And I turned back to them. ''And you will never see me again having fun.'' With a grin, I walked back to the party.

''Oky-doky-loky!'' ''Awesome! We will be there in no time!'' They shouted to me.

Back at the party...

''How in the fucking hell am I doing that?'' I asked myself as I had the best party in my life. I danced and everyone around me danced. The air was hot and I put my favorite music on.

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Stepping to the side, then back. Clapping and feeling the music was incredible. They stood around me and Bence was laughing his ass off. ''Here's your dance my fucked up friend. Emese was giggling and cheering. She was happy to see me having fun.

When I got tired and the music was the one, that the girls liked, boys and girls danced around in groups or together. Some left the dance floor to drink some or just take a bite from the cakes.

It was a good sign...

''Adam!'' The tiny voice through the loud music made me to turn around. Viki was there. In her hair several confetti and some kind of sparkling things. ''Fuck me! Fluttershy at the gala! God that's beautiful!'' I grinned at her and she smiled happily at me.

She dragged me to the dance floor and started dancing. Her waist moved around in circles and her head moved to left and right. She looked so attractive. ''Okay, so! Fuck the future and focus on the present. Should I... I moved closer to her and she allowed my thigh to touch hers. ''YES I BUCKING SHOULD!'' And I let myself to enjoy that moment. I held her right side of her waist and looked at her half smiling, half grinning. She let me do all this and she even placed her hands on my chest and shoulder.

We danced for some more and one of the girls, who had shorter hair, walked to the computer. Her hair was standing upwards and she wore sunglasses. And what just came to my mind? ''Vinyl Scratch makes this party even better... and this day even stranger...

''YEEEAAAAHHH!!!!'' She shouted into the microphone and put on some dubstep...

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''Oh shit! This is gonna be a wild ride... I thought and saw everyone joining.

''Let's spin this shit!''

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At the end, we put on some rock and roll things, so our teacher could join us. Then a song, where everyone placed their hand on the other's shoulder. We formed a circle and sang the song.

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(The song is hungarian, but you can read the english subtitle. Just change the language with that "CC" button.)

The girls started crying and the boys bro hugged each other or comforted the girls. I stood there waiting for something to happen.

Viki walked up to me and thanked me the dance and for forgiving her. Then everyone said me something personal and wished me a good future.

''Adam!'' The 'Rainbow Dash' girl called me. ''Dude, that bottle really gave you the spirit.'' She said.

''Yeah! I just took one little swing from the bottle thingy and I already felt exited and full of energy. Well, I'm always full of energy, but that was just WHOOHHOO!'' And she hugged me tightly. ''Uuughhh... I forgot about... that strong hug. Pinkie... can't... breath...'' She let me go finally.

After taking a deep breath I spoke up. ''It wasn't the alcohol. It was you two.'' She looked at me and listened to me. ''True, I should have fun sometime. Even if I have some trouble in my life, I still need some fun.'' She grinned and hugged me too.

Then she whispered into my ears. ''I know you have Bence and Emese as best friends. Stay loyal to them..''

''I will Rainbow Dash, I will.'' She let me go and I thanked her.

''And don't forget to have fun!'' The Pinkie Pie girl shouted back to me as they went home. ''I will Pinkie. I will have some more fun in the future.

I looked outside the windows. The curtains somehow got ripped of from them so the sun shone inside. ''Well, Celestia...'' I whispered. ''I never had a party like that at daytime.''

I saw a girl trying to get the confetti out of her hair. ''I can't go outside with a hair like this. Confetti is not fashionable for outside walking.'' She whined.

''Ahhh! You fucking kidding me?! How the hell didn't I expected her to be Rarity? I asked myself and looked out the window again. ''Princess Celestia! I spent eight years with your little ponies and i didn't even noticed. What do you say about that?'' i whispered and as I finished, a cloud blocked the sun's light. ''I see you disappointed.'' I chuckled. ''She doesn't even want to see me...''

Finally, i walked to Emese and Bence. Emese was crying and Bence was not as happy as always. We group hugged. When we let go of each other I wiped away some tears from Emese's face and placed my other hand on Bence's shoulder.

''I will never forget you two...'' Said Emese sobbing.

''WE will never forget each other and we will visit each other at summer and at the school years too.'' Said Bence smiling a bit. Emese smiled too and they both looked at me.

''For our friendship...''

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When I got home I walked outside to our terrace. I lit up my cigarette and looked at the stars. The moon caught my eyes.

''Oh! Princess Luna! You missed the party. But finally, I meet with you too today.'' I whispered and inhaled my cigarette. I gazed at the moon for a second and continued. ''I found out the mane 6 were my classmates and Vinyl Scratch was that boyish girl. The girl, who I once loved was Fluttershy, Rainbow Dash was that tough girl and Pinkie Pie was the class's hyperactive little girl. Rarity was one of the rich girls from my class, Twilight Sparkle was my class's best student and even the school's best student too. And Applejack was the... oh wait... I didn't talked to her... Oh I got it. She was the tallest girl in the class and school.'' I took a drag from the cigarette. ''So..'' I blew out the smoke. ''I met your subjects, talked to your sister and now I'm here... talking to you.'' I took the last few drags from the cigarette and finished it. ''I don't know why, but I felt like I should say these things.. to you.'' I stopped for a moment to collect my thoughts. ''Well, you probably not interested in my little speech so... I-...'' The wind started blowing strong. It came really fast and died out quickly. I looked back at moon and saw the unicorn on it's surface.

I grinned and continued...

''So you interested? Perfect, then let me tell you how was my day your highness...''

Dear Princess Celestia!

Today I finished that chapter and I wanted to hug my friends. If I haven't told you, I learned what friendship means. And why do i writing this to you if i can just go outside, have a cigarette and tell this to you personally? Well, I wanted to try out how it feels to be your student. And right now, Luna is watching over me and the humanity's night sky so I will see you at the morning.

Your admirer and only human friend... Adam...

Aaaalright, so these were the first signs. You don't know how wonderful I felt when I danced with Fluter-... I mean Viki. Oh Viki, If I knew it was Andris's idea... that bastard.

Bence... Emese... I BUCKING MISS YOU TWO SOOOO MUCH! I need a hug from both of you. And I know you will never read this oh wait! I can send you that in message and you will see it... coooool!

In that chapter, I didn't changed anything. Everything in that chapter was really happened. Weird isn't it? Maybe my mind playing tricks on me, but NO. They real and this conversation is over! Have good day!

*walks away from computer*

''Oh Lunaaaa! I need to you to comfort me with your happy and free stars. And your moon is really attractive tonight. I think I'm going outside without a shirt so you can admire my sexy torso and then we can sleep together as always! After that we can have some-... wait is that still recording? OH BUCK! *stops recording and forgets to cut this part out THEHHEHHEE*