Before my transition, my last girlfriend left me on January 21st, 2018, which just happened to be my birthday... Aside from a few brief and fruitless dates and some one-night-stands, I have been alone ever since then and I also understand that as I pump more estrogen into myself and change my body and mind to what it's supposed to be, it is not wise to enter into a relationship at this time in my life... Between that and my hesitance due to past experience, I'm actually not really interested in love right now!

A certain blue magician pony in Equestria has been watching me, however... She understands that she's not real, but she is still absolutely determined to become my waifu as she's convinced that I need companionship right now... She watched in horror as I descended into madness earlier and she is now absolutely determined to give me what she believes I need...