I am Jude

{Jude}

I decided to do what Ivy suggested I do to get my mindset out of Lord Jude mode. I rearranged my schedule to take a couple of days off. That seemed to help a lot as far as my stress level goes. Once again, Ivy just has to be right about things. She still wants me to have sex with her out in public and I'm still not sure about that.

Much to my surprise, Noah was able to come back for a visit a couple of times and even though he seemed only interested in me, he was also interested in Ivy. Which was fine by me, trust me I have enough partners as it is. Of course Ivy and the others still want me to be a sex crazed manic. I'm working on that but I don't think I have it in me.

The other thing people want me to work on including Rainbow Dash and Oliver, is to ask for help when I need it. I'm not sure if I can do that either. I mean, seriously? I don't always need help on things, I think I'm doing just fine on that. Ivy and Eli keep setting up different scenarios where I'm supposed to ask help on and the scenarios they set up for me are really stupid and it's obvious that I don't need help on what they want me to ask for help on.

Today was no different, I was at the library on my day off wanting to check out a book I was interested in. It was a book talking about the history of Equestria. I've been really interested in history lately and to my surprise the library had a book that talked about the history of the Sixth where Rainbow Dash and Olive worked as agents for. Actually, Eli pointed me to that book when he was looking up information on how to deal with Logan.

So in looking for the two books that I wanted to check out I found them. I rolled my eyes when I saw they were the very top shelf. Yay, another set up by Ivy and Eli, perfect.

What makes you think I have something to do with it? Eli thought.

Because I know how you and Ivy are and it's getting on my nerves! I thought. You do know that I can cast magic like a unicorn right? I don't think I need-

Help? Eli thought. Yeah I think you do. You know for a fact that it's hard for a human even if they can cast magic like a unicorn to get things from a high area like that. So you know what to do Jude.

"Nope," I said out loud, "I'm not doing it! I don't need help getting a book from the top shelf. As a matter of fact, I think I'll just use a ladder to get the books, thank you very much."

"Uh-huh," said Ivy, "and where's the ladder?"

I looked around for the ladder and I saw that it was nowhere to be found. I did facepalm and groaned, "Seriously Ivy? Would you two knock it off already?"

"Yup, you're Rainbow Dash's son alright." Eli said. "You're just as stubborn as she is!"

"Hey!" Rainbow Dash said, "I heard that Eli! Honestly now, Rainbow Dash's son this and Rainbow Dash's son that! Seriously? Knock it off Eli!"

I snorted.

Then Color Rain popped up and smiled at me. "Hey big brother! Do you need help with anything? I know I'm only two years old but-"

"I'm fine Color Rain," I said.

"You sure about that?" Color Rain asked.

I groaned, "Seriously?"

Ivy laughed. "Wow, you even have your little sister asking you if you need help. How nice!"

"You what, fine," I scoffed and then I said with reluctance, "Will you help me get the book off the top shelf Color Rain?"

"Hey!" Ivy said. "You're supposed to ask me that!"

"What?" I said. "You want me to ask for help and I did it. Isn't that the whole point of this stupid scenario? Color Rain is an Alicorn, she can get the books no problem."

Color Rain smiled. "Sure I can help you with that big brother!"

Color Rain lit up her horn and got the books off the top and handed them to me.

"There, I asked for help," I said, "now can I go read a book in peace?"

Ivy smiled. "Sure, fine, although…"

I rolled my eyes. "No Ivy, I just want to read my book! For crying out loud I don't have to have sex all the time, geez man!"

Color Rain tilted her head. "Uh, sex? What's that?"

I felt my face turn red with the realization that I talked about sex in front of Color Rain when she wasn't old enough to understand it. "You'll find out when you get older and I mean much older."

Eli and Rainbow Dash couldn't contain their laughter at that comment.

"Yeah, I don't think she's old enough for sex education," said Rainbow Dash. "She's only two years old after all."

I deadpanned, "Yeah I noticed."

Ivy couldn't stop herself from laughing. "And when she gets old enough maybe you should-"

I shook my head rapidly at that thought. "Nope, I'm not doing that either! I'll teach Leo, but I'm not teaching Color Rain. Nope not happening, you can teach her Mom. You are her mother after all."

Color Rain shrugged. "Eh, okay if I don't need to know then I don't need to know. What I do want to know is why does Leo say my name, then he says no and blows a raspberry?"

I chuckled, "Well Color Rain now that his thinking abilities are starting to develop, I've heard in his thoughts that means he really doesn't like you."

Color Rain gasped. "What did I do? I didn't do anything to him!"

"Yeah I know Color Rain," said Rainbow Dash, "you're going to run into people that just don't like you. It's going to happen sooner or later. Hey Princess Celestia has people that don't like her! It's Princess Celestia for crying out loud!"

Color Rain's ears dropped and she frowned. "Oh I see. But Leo is my nephew! Why wouldn't he like me?"

"Listen Color Rain," said Rainbow Dash, "just because he's family, doesn't mean Leo has to like you. Maybe you can ask him why when he gets older and can speak full sentences?"

Color Rain's ears perked up when Rainbow Dash said that, "Sure I can do that Mom! I'll just have to wait and waiting is hard. Because I'm speaking in full sentences already."

"Yeah and you're not the only one he blows a raspberry at," Rainbow Dash said. "Leo says Gran Gran and then he says no and then he blows the raspberry."

Ivy chuckled, "Don't feel bad about it you two, Leo doesn't like me either and I'm his mother. Of course he started talking when Jude and I were having a bad fight. It was almost as if he knew I was the main cause of the problem."

"Wow," Color Rain said. "But you're his mother! How… Oh."

"Okay then," I said, "as I said before, I asked for help now I'm going to go read my books in peace."

Before anyone could say anything else, I teleported over to the quiet section of the library far away from everyone.

* * *

Later that day, I was walking down the hallway after reading the books I checked out from the library. I was carrying the books in my backpack. I stopped short when I saw Ivy making out with William down the other end of the hallway. I debated about walking the other direction, because I knew what Ivy was up to. Yet again, she was plotting to get me to have sex with her out in public.

Well she's busy with William so I think it's safe to just walk past them. I think? I thought. I gulped when I felt myself getting hard just watching them. This is not turning me on, nope not happening.

As I started to walk past them, William grabbed me by the shirt. "What?"

"I can tell by your body language that you want Princess Ivy," William said.

"How did you do that? You weren't even paying attention to me as I was walking by," I said.

"I don't really need to look to see when someone's horny," William said. "It's part of my magic. I chose not to use it on you because of what happened to you."

"Wow Jude," said Ivy, "I had no idea that it would take me making out with someone in public would turn you on. Of course, we don't have to do it out here if you don't want to."

William pulled me closer to Ivy and she put her hand down my pants and smiled. "Oh yeah, you want it and I'm happy to help you deal with it if you want?"

William smiled and zipped up his pants and said, "Well I'm glad I could help. I'm going to go find Jasmine now."

I thought about it and I didn't think I could hold out long enough to get to a bedroom seeing that my bedroom wasn't anywhere near where I was at.

"You know you want to." Ivy said.

"You set this up didn't you?" I asked.

"What do you think?" Ivy replied.

I know how Ivy is when she wants something she'll figure out how to get it and get me to do it willingly. I had no idea why I got hard just by watching her make out with someone else out in public in the first place. I did and now I wasn't about to change my mind.

I pressed myself up against her, pinning her to the wall. Ivy wasn't wearing a skirt today and I can only assume she did it so it would make it harder for me to get to her. Thankfully, her pants were already unzipped so I didn't have to worry about that.

I unzipped my pants and lowered them enough to be able to get inside of her. She moaned when I pushed on her. Then she unbuttoned my shirt and left it opened enough to show my chest. I wasn't sure if anyone could see it because I was still pressed up against her.

I kept kissing her to keep her as quiet as possible because I wasn't about to have her screaming as we had sex out in the hallway, out in public just like she wanted me to do with her. However, she kept encouraging me on how fast and hard she wanted me to go in her thoughts because I listened to them this time.

I almost stopped having sex when I heard someone say, "Well I'd never thought I'd see the day when I would see Prince Jude having sex out in public. Man, that looks hot! Too bad I can't join them."

"Yeah," I heard someone else say, "I don't think they would like it very much. We should probably go in the other direction."

Don't worry about them, Ivy thought, just keep going.

Yeah. Sure. I thought.

I kept going because I really wanted to. I didn't care if I got off, I just wanted to keep going. I would probably stop if I passed out and that was a maybe.

Don't worry, if you pass out I will carry you to the bedroom. I don't care if I- Ivy thought.

Before she could think of anything else, she climaxed. Man that felt so good. I never knew having sex out in public with Ivy would feel so good. Even if I didn't get off.

Ivy smiled and said out loud, "Well, I'm glad you liked it. We should do this again sometime."

Ivy pulled her pants up and zipped them up. I did the same thing. I have no idea why I can't bring myself to do something that I don't know will feel good until I try it.

* * *

FIFTEEN YEARS LATER…

{Jude}

Thankfully, Leo grew up like a normal child, a sort of normal child. The reason I say this is because he started developing magic at the age of five. I must say, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. Leo can hear people's thoughts like I can and he can teleport too. He also gained Ivy's brute strength and his favorite weapon to use is a sword, just like his father.

He grew out of blowing raspberries at people he doesn't like. Now Leo just sits on the ground, turns his back and says the word no. He mostly does it to Color Rain for whatever the reason. He seems mostly annoyed with her daily games of teleportation hide and go seek. Trust me, I don't blame him on that. It kind of annoys me too. I thought for sure Color Rain would grow out of now that she's a teenager but nope, she still plays her game. Although Rainbow Dash uses this as a tool to train Color Rain on her magic and hopefully she'll understand what her special talent is. She got her cutie mark when she turned three. Her cutie mark is a gray cloud with a rainbow coming out of it.

The only Color Rain can figure about her cutie mark is. She also thinks that it might have something to do with maybe one day she'll be able to do a sonic rainboom like Rainbow Dash can. It wouldn't surprise me if she could.

One day I was training Leo with his magic just like Oliver trained me. Color Rain popped up and asked Leo if he would play with her. This annoyed Leo and stopped training, put his sword away, and sat down.

"I don't want to play today, Color Rain!" Leo snapped. "Just because I can teleport like you do, doesn't mean I have to play your stupid game!"

"What?" Color Rain said, "It's so much fun! Come on Leo, play with me please?"

"No!" Leo shouted.

"Please?" Color Rain begged.

Leo rolled his eyes and thought, Dad? Can you make her stop asking me to play her stupid game? I don't feel like it.

I don't know if I can. She's just as stubborn as your grandmother is. When she wants something, she'll find a way to get it sooner or later. Maybe you should teleport at least once? That might get her to shut up. I thought.

"Okay then," said Leo, "fine Color Rain. I'll teleport with you but only once. I'm not teleporting again after that. Got it?"

Color Rain smiled and nodded. "Sure!"

Leo scanned the area and I knew what he was up to because I listened in on his thoughts and he probably knew that I was listening. I bit my bottom lip trying to keep myself from laughing at what Leo's plan was.

Leo pointed to the rooftop of a nearby building. "Okay we'll teleport over there and after that, I'm not playing."

Color Rain nodded and her wings fluttered with joy. I knew for a fact if Leo was going to do what he planned on doing that I would have to make him apologize for it later. I wasn't going to stop him because this is his choice and he was going to have to figure out what to do with the consequences.

"Alright Leo!" Color Rain shouted. "Come and get me!"

Leo rolled his eyes. "Oh I'll come and get you alright!"

Color Rain flew towards the building and at the very moment she teleported, Leo teleported over to her and pushed her out of the air and she did a crash landing and almost ran into a tree when she did.

Leo cracked up, "There, how do you like that Color Fall!"

"Hey!" Color Rain said as she got to her hooves. "That wasn't nice Leo!"

Leo teleported back over to me and said, "And? Your point?"

"Okay Leo," I said, "I'm sorry you need to apologize for that. That was mean. When you apologize, say it like you mean it."

"Fine." Leo said after he rolled his eyes. "I'm sorry."

"Well apology accepted!" Color Rain said.

"I'm also sorry that you're annoying!" Leo said.

I couldn't keep myself from laughing at Leo's annoyance with Color Rain.

"That's not nice Leo!" Color Rain growled. "Big brother make him apologize again!"

I shook my head. "Nope, while I can make him apologize for his actions, I will not make him apologize for an opinion."

Color Rain pouted and looked down at the ground. Without warning a loud boom came from Color Rain's horn. Leo and I looked up at the sky with our jaws dropped. We saw a beautiful cloud that changed colors and it sure looked like an impressive light show in the sky. The light show stopped and rain came from the cloud, then snow came from it, and then the cloud dissolved into the sky like it was never there.

That was when it dawned on me. What Color Rain's special was that she could control the weather in general at will.

"I hate it when that happens," Color Rain groaned. "It always gives me a headache."

"You mean this has happened more than once?" I asked.

Color Rain nodded and then rubbed her head. "Ow!"

I frowned when I saw Color Rain fall over and her eyes closed.

* * *

"What happened?" Rainbow Dash asked.

"Well there was a loud boom that came from her horn," I explained, "then there was a cloud in the sky from it."

"Let me guess," said Rainbow Dash, "it lit up in different colors didn't it?"

I nodded. "Yeah but after that, rain came from it and then snow."

Rainbow Dash paused, "Did you say snow? And rain too?"

I tilted my head. "Yeah why? She said it's happened more than once so what's the big deal?"

Rainbow Dash and I were sitting on a couch in her room talking about what just happened with Color Rain before she passed out.

"Well every time I've seen it," said Rainbow Dash, "the cloud just lights up and disappears. It reminds me of when she started having her power surges. I thought those were over with. But now that rain and snow have been added to it, I wonder if it has something to do with her special talent. What I don't understand is that Color Rain got her cutie mark when she was three. One would think that she would understand what her special talent is by now. You said you have an idea of what it is?"

I nodded. "Yup, I think and this is just a hunch. I think Color Rain's special talent is that she can control the weather!"

Rainbow Dash's jaw dropped. "Interesting. Well I was on the weather team before I got kidnapped by that Machine. She would be an excellent helper with that! She could make things go much smoother for the weather all over Equestria with that type of power! That's amazing!"

For some reason this whole thing with Color Rain made me think back to when I was possessed by that demon god named Logan. Now that I know she has that much power, I hope nothing happens to Color Rain like what happened to me.

Rainbow Dash frowned. "What's that look for Jude?"

I shook my head. "It's a passing thought and probably a silly one too."

"Okay, what is it?" Rainbow Dash said.

I sighed, "I just hope with all of that power Color Rain has that she doesn't... well you know…"

Rainbow Dash smiled as if she understood what I was trying to say. "You're worried that Color Rain might either get possessed by some demon god like you did. Or that some people or ponies for that matter might try to misuse Color Rain's power?"

I blinked. "How did you-"

Rainbow Dash rolled her eyes and laughed, "Oh please Jude! Do you think Ivy's the only one that knows you better than you know yourself? I'm your mother for crying out loud! Of course I would know you better than you know yourself. Duh!"

I snorted. "Yeah you're right. I guess I just didn't think about that. You know, I am happy that Leo actually had a childhood when I didn't. Because we were back inside the Machine it's possible Leo might not have had a childhood."

Rainbow Dash smiled. "Yeah I know. What I want to know is why doesn't he like spending time with me on my days off?"

I looked away because I wasn't sure if I should tell her the answer to that question. Actually there's two answers to that question. The first answer is, Leo doesn't like his grandmother and the next answer to that question is he thinks she is old and ugly. The strangest thing is somehow he remembers what First Mother looked like and who she was. I wonder if the Machine wanted him to remember, just like it wanted me to remember Rainbow Dash even though I was taken from her at six months old?

Leo doesn't think Rainbow Dash is ugly like First Mother ugly. He just thinks Rainbow Dash is ugly because her rainbow mane and tail clashes with her fur. I wonder if Leo will become a fashionista like Rarity?

"Do you really want to know?" I asked.

Rainbow Dash nodded eager for the answer to her question.

I sighed, "Well, there's two answers to your question. The first answer is Leo just doesn't like you. The second answer is he thinks you're ugly because the color of your mane and tail clash with the color of your fur."

Rainbow Dash's jaw dropped and she gasped. "What! I am not ugly! I never thought that my grandson-" she paused and laughed. "I never thought I'd see the day when someone would call me grandma!"

I laughed because I knew it was true. I was happy now that I know what Color Rain's special talent is. At the same time, it worried me that Color Rain's magic might be misused by people and ponies pushing her to be what she doesn't want to be.

I can't see the future like Rainbow Dash's old boss Samantha can or the Elements of Harmony for that matter, trust me, I'm glad I didn't get that type of magic. Since I can't see the future, I don't know what will become of Color Rain. I guess that remains to be seen.