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Moreee angsstt
A pawn
"She's going to get her cutie mark!" Her mother said in joy as she prepeared the camera. She hasn't even done anything, just helped her sister with her history homework, but her flank shined like the su- I mean the moon. She hoped her cutiemark would be moon-themed, the queen gave moon-themed cutiemark havers higher status than the others. She closed her eyes in joy, It shouldn't take a cutiemark to take this long, it has to be something special. But when she opened her eyes, there was no camera flash, no joyful sounds from her mother, just her sister snickering at her along with her mother's upset look.
"wh-what? Is it not a moon?" She slowly turned to look at her flank only to see a pawn , a tool to be used as long as they lived. Corners of her eyes filled with tears as she looked back at her mother, who had been trying to make them get good cutiemarks since they were born. Her sister laughed at her.
" Your name should be Pawnspark instead!" She said in a mocking tone. Pawnspark , maybe she was right. She had no other use than to be used after all.. She nothing but a tool... She sobbed and ran away to her bedroom, locked the door. She threw away all her moon posters and her magic learning books, her horn can't even work properly anyway she sat on the gro nd as she sobbed to herself.
Day- Nights have passed after that, her mother has been acting colder to her, her sister's mocking got harsher, she missed her father more now. She stared at her saddle bag, an idea has come to her. She put on a dress to hide her flank and quickly filled her bag with food, water bottles, coins she took from her mom's purse and her fave parasprite plush named Wingy. She slowly snuck away from her door, tip-hoofing to not to wake the others. She took a deep brath after leaving the outside door... She had to start a new life, she had to.
They looked at her mirror, a blue pegasus with pink mane, fluffy wings on her back. They have been wearing this mask for years now. They don’t even remember their old self clearly anymore.. She sighed and turned behind, looking at their fri- the bright grey unicorn sleeping on her bed. The thing they had didn’t feel like friendship, friends did not hide themselves from each other and they cretainly don’t fake a persona to trick the other. Once she sees who they are-
‘Don’t think about it ’ They repeated for the third time this morning and turned to the door to open it. The trian would leave soon to canterlot. She flew as fast as they can and flew to where the train is, letting themself fall to the stone ground. The others glanced at them in concern, some even asked if they were okay but they didn’t bother to answer, she didn’t have time to be all nicey today. Today was more important than the other boring hospital days. They sat on one of the
They stared at the castle, beautifully dark and filled with ancient banner and colored glass of “their” queen’s victories. They looked at them as they went through the hallways, a guard accompanying them while asking them questions to verify who they are. Finally, when she arrived at the throne room the annoying guard left; leaving them, the queen and a pink unicorn nearby. They slowly bowed their head to the night’s ruler.
Author's Note
Idk why y'all are even reading this, this is pure thrash
Author's Note
This is my first mlp fic so I'm sorry if this has issues with mlp lore
Friends miss each other
A knock was made by her black gloved hoofs, intenting for the other to open it. Even though her coat protected her, her fluffy blue wings still shivered a little due to the everlasting cold. She gazed at her saddle bag with her pastel yellow eyes, another book about getting a cutiemark was inside along with some root beer for her friend. She smiled softly at the last word, "friend". The door opened with a creak, revealing a bright grey unicorn with multicolored round glasses, one blue and one yellow. Her unsusually small horn had a black gradient on the tip of it along with her hoofs having the same color change. Her usual frown got less extreme as she saw the blue pegasus.
"Oh, come in." She said as she fixed her short pastel blue hair with her hoof, she took out a match with her shaky magic aura to light the candles on her wooden chandelier, she panted a little after. The pegasus closed the door behind her and sat down at the cozy purple couch right across her friend. The unciorn sat near, she massaged her temples before speaking.
"You came late this time, I thought you ran away," She said. The other's one eyeborw rose up.
"Why would I do that? This is my house too, where else could I run to?"
"I- Don't know either.. I just have those thoughts all day," She sighed "I guess I just miss you. You go all the way to Canterlot to work for weeks and..." She stopped as she saw the other's face, a relaxed smile mocking her. "Don't give me that look. We're friends aren't we? Friends miss each other! They care for each other and.." Her eyes closed as she slowly leaned in for a hug "They hug each other.. cause they missed the other" She scoffed as she squezzed the other tighter. The pegasus chuckled as her gloved hoofs entangled the other mare's body.
"..I missed you too, Moonspark."
Author's Note
Have some angst lmao
The dream
"So you're the fake-pegasus I heard about" The queen of the night said as she sat elegantly on her throne, a short pink unicorn with straight hair by her side looking at the earth pony with as much disgust as her. The earth pony gulped, his metal wings closing tightly in fear. The unicorn laughed at his pathetic position until the queen turned at her, causing her to stop with fear on her purple eyes. The queesn then turned back at the chained earth pony with the yellow visor and that weird dark grey soldier outfit with the black gloves. She forced herself not to laugh at it and spoke;
"..I'll allow you to have those.. wings since you somehow attached them to your spine.." The earth pony smiled in excitement "..But, you will not be allowed to become a guard, or do anything that involves flying or building any other wings. Do you understand?" His smile vanished after the words. It felt like the whole reason for his efforts were destroyed. He slowly bowed his head as quiet whispers came out;
"I understand, your highness," He took a shaky breath and spoke again "I will not fly..."
"Good," She said and gazed upon the pink unicorn. The blue one took the signal and cast a spell , the earth pony's cutiemark slowly got torn out as he stranied himself to not scream, a x sign replaced his winged wench cutiemark. She then opened the magical chains holding the earth pony down at a laying position. He shakily stood up, still bowing his head. "You may go now, Ohm... or should I say.. Vinethorn," Ohm Vinethorn cringed at his old name being told but said nothing. He slowly turned to the door and got into the corridors, guards staring at him in disgust, the talking behind his back. It was all too much...
"He's just an earth pony" One guard said, but instead of a manly voice. His voice was sounded more like.. her.
"Earth ponies belong to the ground" The same voice again.
"Stop.. Talking..." but his pleads didn't work. The voices echoed in the castle's walls.
earth pony
can't fly
go back to your farm
"STOP IT" his gloved hoofs pulled out his yellow mane. The casle became darker as the voices continued along. Tears came out from his visor as they got louder and louder and-
"NO" He sprung from his white bed, holding the blanket tightly. He quickly threw it off to look at his cutiemark, still there. "A dream..." He sniffed "It was a dream..."
