Chapters “Shit! OUCH! FUCK! I can’t believe I just did that! Now I’m going to need to delay this project a bit more and get these cuts wrapped up. . .”
I sighed pushing myself away from my table walking towards the bathroom where my first aide kit was, my body started to shudder slightly as I looked at my hands stained in the crimson, I hadn’t cut myself on anything. . .
But why? Why am I suddenly bleeding like this? Why am I suddenly shaking like this?
Whatever, I got things to do. . . My mental health isn’t a problem for me anyways.
“Yo Moonshine, are you home?”
I perked up to a certain voice quickly walking over towards the door opening it to see Rainbow Dash, a small smile had sat on my face.
“What’s wrong Dash? What brings you out here?”
“I just wanted to check up on you, I never seen your place until now.”
“Wait, you never been here? I thought you’ve been here before.”
“Nope! Can I come in?”
“I. . . I guess you can, but I’ll never understand why you of all people came to visit me.”
“Tell that to Twilight, she told me to check on you when you left earlier.”
I sighed softly looking away gripping my arm tightly now looking back at Rainbow Dash, “I. . . I see, but why worry?”
“We’re your friends! Your always cooped up in that silly little house of yours and we never get to hang out with you and that’s a bummer.”
“So me working on something important for Princess Twilight Sparkle is a bummer? Listen Dash, I’m sorry that I’m always busy, I’m sorry that I always shut myself off from you guys and I don’t mean that at all.”
Before Rainbow Dash could respond she had noticed my hand grabbing it, “What happened to your hand?”
“I-I don’t know! I was working on that project until my hand started bleed, I didn’t cut myself on anything I don’t think.” I replied with a soft blush on my face, “You know me pretty well Dash.”
“Of course I do! But we gotta get this wrapped up before it gets worse.” She said pulling me inside.
I really couldn’t say no to her, I had this weird attachment to her and sure we fight a lot but I actually loved her to the point that I’m starting to lose it.
I sighed softly looking out the window there were so many unfamiliar faces I’ve never seen before, faces that I wasn’t expecting to see around here.
They weren’t my friends, but shadows of someone I hadn’t seen before. . . I couldn’t help but reach out hoping to see if the figure would do the same and it did.
“Who are you? What are you doing here? Why do I feel like I know you, but yet there’s something so unfamiliar about you that I don’t understand. . . Was there something I’m missing?”
I knew I wasn’t going to get the answers I needed, but the unfamiliarity was sitting so heavy on my shoulders.
‘You are the sacrifice. . . You are the blood queen.’
I jolted looking around until the shadow was looking back at me its grip suddenly tightened around my neck. . . Air was leaving my lungs quicker than I could try and get this thing off of me, what did this thing mean when it said I was the ‘Blood Queen’?
I was so confused by this statement, the pain was unbearable. . . I was losing a fight I had no idea I was fighting, this was my fault. . .
I wanted my friends, I wanted the answers to all of this. . .
Was I going insane? This was my fault wasn’t it? I couldn’t help but laugh my last laugh closing my eyes.
It won, it finally had me. . . Whatever it had in store for me I was ready.
I never gotten to tell Dash how I truly felt.
It’s another restless night, no matter how much I want to sleep, I couldn’t bring myself to do it, I had this thing that Twilight wanted me to fix and who am I to say no to a friend? Not a good one at that.
I sighed softly stretching out a bit, looking in the mirror noticing how red and miserable my eyes looked, things could be worse. . .
Things I didn’t think would happen, I sighed lost in my thoughts until I heard a knock on my door. . .
“Now, who could it be at this hour?” I thought to myself getting up from my desk walking to the door.
“Raspberry! Raspberry are you home!?” A voice yelled, “I got somethin’ for ya!”
I quickly opened the door now glaring at the figure, “What could you possibly have for me?”
The figure had handed me a letter now trotting off humming, I could’ve sworn that figure was Pinkie Pie. . . If she knew my name and where I lived that had to be Pinkie. . .
I quickly shook the thought away and went back inside to finish what I was doing, whatever this letter is it can’t be good.
Crest Fallen Season Preparations
“Happy Crest Fallen everypony!” A young filly called out happily.
I sighed softly walking through Ponyville seeing everyone putting up decorations for this coming season, seeing all of this had made me uncomfortable the sound of kids having made me sick.
“Yo! Berry Pop!”
I looked up and noticed Rainbow Dash and the others making their way towards me, I huffed softly dusting myself off rubbing my eyes a bit.
“Dash, how many times have I told you not to call me that? It’s embarrassing.”
“Oh C’mon Raspberry, I like seeing your reaction.”
“Fuck off, you do know I hate when you and nearly everyone calls me that.”
Twilight quickly stepped in between us to stop us from fighting a little snicker left her lips.
“Alright Mrs. Smarty Pants,” I quickly shot my glare at her, “What’s so funny?”
“C’mon look at you and Dash, you guys are already like a married old couple. Just kiss and make up already, we gotta get ready for this season.”
“Y’all can go without me. . .” I responded gripping onto my arm a bit.
“How come?” AppleJack asked with a frown, “It’s not going to be the same without you.”
“She’s got a point,” Twilight stated, “It’s no fun when you aren’t around.”
“Dude, you’re going to miss out on all the cool stuff happening.”
“I still need to finish up the thing Twilight requested me to fix, all this. . . This stupid season can go shove itself down Nightmare Moon’s throat and fuck off.”
I quickly stormed off with my fists balled up now stuffing them in the pockets of my jacket, I couldn’t believe them! How could they enjoy something like this? Whatever, I got my own plans and I’m going to have my own fun.
