The sentence of Hunger

Diary: 3 days of peace.

I know that the memories of my mind are not perfect, and for that reason, I know very well to keep a basic memory book with the events of the day.

I don't know if I'm right, but I have the belief that all the recapitulation of information makes *You*, in other words, if I were to lose all these little memories, no matter how small they are, that will make "me" stop existing.

If I lose my "mind" again, I write all this hoping that this "me" can come back, even if is just a little bit.

Memory crystals require too much energy to make, so if I do one of them, I only will use them to store more... necessary information, that is until I have most of my power come back to me, then I will use them for a more wide variety of reasons.

After waking up from sharing a bed with Gilda, I feel that I'm in condition to go fully back to work, but first, I took a shower, the last thing I needed was to give more ammo to the "Gay flag" (Aka, Rainbow dash).

Apparently, Griffon pheromones are not something that normal care products can take care of easy, but luckily, I have the strongest natural remover that this world has, it has the strength to remove all grease or alien substance from my fur, and have the power to keep my fur strong and healthy, is not an invention, is more basic than that...

Is my saliva.

Yup, not only can remove all germs and disinfect to a molecular level (The thing which I use in operations), but it also can gain properties that I wish, in this case, become the best body wash and mane wash that I can cheaply make.

If future me thinks that is gross... WELL EXCUSE ME PRINCES, but I prefer convenience and utility before anything else, so yeah, FUCK YOU.

After taking the needed bath, I proceeded to check with Panther, the good news, he is alive, the bad news was that it will take a while for his body to adapt to the change of organs.

I also noticed that I leave my body on the ground, thanks good that Gilda did not enter, because it will be hard to explain the body.

I still needed to let Panther rest in the runes, so a leave him in the room while his body regenerate.

I checked with the animals and Nevermore, I was glad to see that a good portion of them could leave for the wilds again, I can only pray that they stay there and live a healthy Life. After growing my "animal ears" I spoke with them to give them the good news... Only to of course, for them were not good news, some of them tried to attack me with the puppy eyes, thankfully I manage to look away before it took its toll on me.

I spoke with Nevermore, I still fill it is weird that he sounds so masculine and gentlemanly, but I was getting used to it. After giving him my thanks I ask him if he decided to become my familiar, he still was not sure, and since he wish to see his true family sooner rather than later, I did not push the matter.

I did breakfast for all in the building, giving the more delicate animals special food that I can make.

This time I did a normal healthy one, with some side meat for Gilda, when I got close to her, I notice that she look... Kinda a mixture of sad/hurt/relief, I ask her what was the matter, but she dodged the question or did not fully respond, and I know of that thing since I'm an expert on doing that (Since I can't lie to this date)

She felt kinda better after breakfast and asked if she gonna try today to fix stuff with Rainbow, to my surprise, she was quite sensible and decided to let her cool off for some days more.

She also ask me if I was the one responsible for making her go full recovery this morning, and I confirm it.

She ask me if she could company to do my job, I told her that she could help to leave the healthy animals back to nature, but I should go alone to the forest, she asked me why and I told her that the last people that did not know what they were doing that fallow me to the forest, were nearly killed. She at first insisted, obviously taking my warning to heart (she was sweating and breaking eye contact with fear), she gave up and did help me with the animals.

After leaving the healthy animals in the places where their home was (With the company of Nevermore and Gilda) I drop Gilda at the base when I saw there was no front door, I remember that I have to make a new one.

With the help of Gilda, I installed a new one, this door was reinforced with runes, and I also put a neat encantation that only I and Gilda could open it.

Gilda did not want to be just dead weight so I teach her the basics of caring for the animals (Was pretty hard to teach her, and she has a lot to learn) she now cleans the wounded ones and in case I'm not there, gives them food that I already prepare beforehand.

I made a mental note to teach her how to do first aid later.

Before I could go to the forest, she stopped me and surprise me with a request, she wanted me to teach her how to fight, so she may go with me to the forest.

I accepted since I was really thinking of asking her myself.

This world needs real heroes that know what they are doing, and ponys that freak out at the minimum sign of blood will not do it at all... That and I want her to be able to defend against me, in case my soul tries something funny.

Then I go to the forest and make my rounds, I made some demons move to certain sectors and noted the new ones, and I made sure to check their population and flora.

The fauna... was doing ok, I had to take more animals to do more first aid, good thing I still had my animal's ears and manage to convince them to let me help them.

And at some point I cross that butter color pegasus, which I think is the element of kindness, she froze a moment when she look at me and I used that chance to get away, I was barely able to hear a "please wait!", but I ignore her, I still had animals to take to the base.

Some of the animals ask me why I was ignoring "Fluttershy", and I just say that I do not have the best relations with ponys, they again asked me why I said "They fear what I can become", they did not look like they understand and look like they wanted to object, but after looking my sour expression they leave it at that.

When I arrived and it was a little late, I train Gilda in the basics of fighting, thankfully, she was already fit so I did not have to do a training montage to put her into shape.

I did dinner for both of us, she liked what I did, she ate a lot, and it was funny to look at her like she was a pregnant woman.

She asked if I wanted to sleep with her again, and it kinda goes like this.

Hunger was taking the plates to clean them, Gilda still looking stuffed ask, "Sooo..." Hunger looked at her, he was confused when he saw she was nervous and blushing, "Do you want to sleep with me today again?." He looked surprised, he did not know what kind of 'sleeping' she meant, but before he could ask, she raised her hands in a placating manner and managed to look him in the eyes, "We do not have to do nothing, is just you know... That you can sleep in a bed and I do not mind the company."

Hunger was tempted to say yes, he wouldn't mind eating her out again, he didn't know if it was his aspect speaking or if he really enjoy the experience, but he knew one thing, Gilda did enjoy it. But when he was about to say yes, he felt his head throb... Right, the soul contract, he kinda had to keep working 'Giving his best', and his mind knew that he did not need to sleep every day, the only reason he was able to ignore it for long was that he was in no state to do dangerous work.

Gilda took his pain expression for one of disgust, feeling her stomach sink in, she spoke a little heartbroken, "I-I'm sorry, that was stupid to ask, sorry for asking."

Hunger manage to grab her shoulder, "It was not that, I will very much like it, but I still need to work and I do not need to sleep every day."

Gilda blinked, she still looked kinda hurt, but she had a little hope in her eyes, "You do not?"

"Yea, the only reason I slept two days in a row was so I may heal, is kinda funny the only days I can rest is when I'm too hurt to do any actual work"

Gilda gave a halfhearted laugh as she spoke, "Well I guess I will have to kick your ass more often."

Hunger gave her a sincere smile, "Ho please do, if you can do it on weekends, it would be nice, maybe I can lie to myself that I have a normal job."

Gilda gave a more sincere laugh, "Sure, I will keep it in mind."

She was still looking kinda down, so he decided to put the final nail in the coffin, "Tell you what, if you stop being so mopy about not being able to sleep all day with me, I will eat you out while you have breakfast."

Gilda's wings shoot open and she started to fight with words, her face was blushed and her eyes were pinpricks, Hunger knew this was the legendary wings boners, Gilda manage to gain a little of her composure, "T-that is not what I meant!"

Hunger gave her a cocky smile while he raised an eyebrow, "So you don't want it?"

Before her brain could process what he said, she responded instantly in hope of clearing her name, "I DO.", when she noticed what she said, she dropped more of her spaghetti over the floor, "I MEAN NO- I-..." she gave up and face planted the table, her wing still widespread hanging in her back, "Buck you."

Hunger laughs, "Can you do me a favor though?" She moves her face to the side and looks at him with a face of 'Yea?', Hunger put a pineapple on the table, and Gilda loses her blush to raise an eyebrow, "Eat this."

Gilda looked confused, "Why?"

Hunger smile widens, "So your vagina may taste even better."

Gilda's face froze for a moment, But then when she understand her blush come back with a vengeance, standing at the table while she takes the pineapple, her face become one of annoyance, "STAY OUT OF MY BACK DOOR YOU FUKING THIRSTY PERVERT."

She throws the pineapple at him while he runs away laughing like an idiot.

He was happy that he managed to make her say 'fuck', and not buck, he always thought that the swear words in this world were too soft.

So after running away, I checked with Panther, he was still asleep since he was in the zone of the runes, and o notice how his body was doing better with the organs, although I clean the impurities manually anyway since I did not want to overwork his body while it heals and some of the animals that have been in my care the longest greeted me, Nevermore rested in my head like always, and ask me how his friend was doing.

I told him that he was on the way to recovery, and he looked happier after that, I even heard some animals cheer, and some of the others looked more skittish, which made sense since Panther was one of the top chain food of the everfree.

I tasked Nevermore to go find me if Panther started to sweat too fast and was hot to the touch, he nodded and I proceeded to go do my night watch, not before I found a fully eaten pineapple in the trash, Of pure miracle I manage not to laugh.

After that, I check the forest, and I was glad that it had started to settle down, it was very small how much progress it had, but it was notable.

I checked if all the "kings" of the forest were alive, thankfully, there were, Panther was the only unlucky one it seems.

When I check all I wanted to see, I keep doing the "control" circles, thankfully since finally I was in my preferable "size" it was a lot faster, but it was still very tiring having in mind that every time a demon got closer I had to stop and hide, why I did not kill them? I would prefer only to kill them if it is really necessary, I still need to create a "failsafe" weapon, and until then keeping at a minimum the slaughter of demons should be wise.

Then I felt the sun go up.

Dawn of a new day (Day 2.)

Good to my word, I go back and made breakfast for Gilda.

Gilda woke up to the smell of breakfast, She was very tired to sit up, she barely manages to sleep since she was so excited, about what? If Hunger were to ask her, she would probably say a bad excuse o deflect the question, but in reality, she really wanted to feel the tongue of Hunger again. She was conflicted about how excited she felt, it was true that it felt nice... More than nice, good even, but she feared that she would enjoy it too much, since when she did make it up to Rainbow, she would technically have no reason to stay, what if he kicked her out? Or what if he got bored doing this?

...And she had no idea why it hurt her so much to think that he will get bored of her, why was she so insecure!?, she doubt in her mind, after all, she was awesome! who would leave her behind!?... Right, Rainbow did.

After slapping herself in the face to wake up and regain her bearings, she proceeded to make her way to the canteen.

There on the table was a plate of hashbrowns with some eggs and bacon, she really enjoyed being able to eat so much bacon when she was in pony land, Being able to get so much meat without the stares of ponys was something nice about being in this dark building.

Something weird was that there was already a finished plate in front of her, she blinked a little, Did he already leave? but what happens to my "eat you out" promise!?... did he already get tired? will he leave her behind so fast? before her stomach could fall any lower, she saw a note beside her plate.

She took it up and sit down, she started to read it while she eat a little of her food.

She was hoping to find an excuse for why he was not there, hoping that it will help her relax her fears, but she only find a few words, "try to not scream at me...?" she was confused, did he fear she was going to scream at him because he did not eat breakfast with her? or because he did not eat her out? She crumbles the paper and mutters in annoyance to herself, she should have guessed that he-

Gilda totally did not scream like a little chick, she just shriek, which her ego told her was very different.

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Before she could proceed with something else, the pair of hands grab her by the hip and keep her in place, while two hoofs open her legs, latter she felt a long and wet lick on her lady parts, and her shriek changed to a moan.

instinctively her wings opened to their total wingspan, her hearts start to beat faster, her face flushed and her body crumbles into itself, her forehead touching the table, nearly missing her food, when she looked down saw a very smug-looking Hunger savoring his first taste.

She does not know if she should feel pissed or happy about this, for now, her genitals tell her that she should feel very happy about how this turned up. But not wanting to seem weak, she gave him a smug smile back, "I see that you came for your breakfast."

For some reason, he blush a little, "How could I forget my favorite fruit?"

When she saw how he blushes, her chest gets warm, she really wanted to see that more often, she is also glad that even if he is playing pretty boldly, he appears to have some semblance of doubt and shyness in his actions, which means that he probably does not do this often. Before she could say something more, he speaks again, "Tell you what, if you can finish eating before you cum, I will eat you out again after dinner"

Gilda gave him an evil smile, "but isn't that a reward for you? how i-" before she could end her words, he proceeded to lick her again, her excitement combining with the saliva of Hunger.

Her wings tremble and her tail gives a happy dance, After letting her moan, Hunger speaks again, "time is ticking!"

Gilda open her eyes wide, "No fair I-!"

Before she could say something more, he continues, Gilda let another moan, but she was expecting this, so she manage to keep her bearings enough to start eating.

The smell of griffin musk, the hands of Hunger keeping her in place while he massages her lower body, the happy sounds that Hunger makes when he noticed that she indeed tastes a little like pineapple, she really likes this. And she let him know by her moans, not only because of the attention of her lady parts that she is getting but also by the good food, Is this how the nobles of old felt in the griffin lands? being service while they do something so mundane as eating?

Her claws close to the rim of the table, her paws contract, and when Hunger Suck in her button, she cannot resist crushing his head between her tights, he does not seem to mind, since he keeps pleasuring her, and his tongue reaching ever so deeper, hitting all the good spot inside her, it makes her question how it would feel to have him inside her, would it be better than his tongue? if is so, she probably would lose her mind.

Juices coating the face of Hunger, falling slowly to the chair, merging with his saliva, leaving a true mess behind, the fur of both of them getting messy, wet, and disheveled, food hitting her taste buds which only makes this experience more magical. Much to her delight, he proceeds to start humming, the vibrations of his voice surprising her with a sudden wave of pleasure.

To gain even more control, she grabs the top of his head with her left claw and presses even deeper his muzzle inside her, his eyes close in perhaps concentration or maybe because of how much he is enjoying himself. When she is about the finish, like noticing how close to victory she was, he does something that she did not expect, she practically hears how he says "Found it" while he has his mouth full.

A sudden spike of more pleasure runs through her body, making her quake in her chair, she was so concentrated on eating that she did not notice how close she was, and juices shoot out of her love canal, her body curls making her rest in the table while she drops her fork and grabs the other back of his head, with both of her claws, she proceeds to tried to push him even further inside her, while he assists in this task by pushing her ass into his face, her moan a little muffle thanks to the food that she had in her beak.

When she thinks it over, suddenly he hit, again and again, that spot that sent her over the edge, making her tremble, she is about to try to move out since she is too sensible, but he did not let her, keeping a firm grip in her rump, when she about to said something about it, she felt it again, another wave of pure ecstasy, her wings extending in surprise and she opening her beak let her tongue out and in a guttural groan, she let the food that she still had in her beak out.

When she managed to recover and sits straight and looked at the face of Hunger, which still was between her tights, she notice how his face is fully covered in her girly juice, at the point that he had to keep an eye close because of how absolutely drench he is.

Gilda stays like that for some time, enjoying the sight of her handy work of her and Hunger, she really could get used to seeing him cover in her essence.

Before she could ponder this even more, she feel a tap on her backside, blinking, she tried to guess what he is trying to tell her... Then he gives her a deadpan, making her more confused, he rolls his eyes, and the crumbled paper where he write the note start to float in his red aura, flattens the paper then a pen starts to write into it. Gilda raises an eyebrow, that until the paper rest in front of her face saying "although being between your legs is quite comfortable, please let me go."

Gilda blushes hard and lets him go immediately, when she open her legs and Hunger take off his face between her two folds, she sees how a trail of a mix of girl cum and saliva connected his face with her vagina, Gilda blinks when she sees a small pool of this mix in the chair and a lot in the floor, "Did... Did I really do that much?"
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Hunger looks a the mess that they both did, "sure did." he looks up at her and gives a smile, which in mind what state his face is, makes it quite the sight to see, "My food has to be dam good if it can make you cum this much."

Gilda rolls her eyes, "Sure, I cum all this because of how much I love your food And not because I had a thirsty dweeb trying to suck my guts out."

Hunger proceeds to get out of the table, "Dam right, and speaking of food, now let's see how I did." Gilda's face goes pale and looks at the unfinished food, "looks like you are not getting an encore today."

Gilda groans and hits her face into the table, "Buck me, I bet you did it on purpose the last part"

Hunger smiles, "Sure did, it was hard to find your G-spot, but it was worth it if I could make you double lose."

Gilda snorts, "I can hardly call this losing dweeb"

"That is the spirit, now if you mind I have to clean up this mess."

When she was about to ask if he needed help, that until he just kneel over and start sucking all the liquid out of the floor and chair, Gilda in surprise jumps out of the way and look dumbfounded, she does not know if to feel horny, flatter, or gross out... she decides that all of them is the answer, which just makes her huff in amusement and starts to walk off in shaky legs "I will take a shower first, the last thing I need is to somegriffin to think I'm in heat."

When she is out of the way she cannot help herself and give a big grin, "I really should find a way to return the favor..."

After taking care of her, I proceed to clean myself, my nose was kinda ruined for some minutes after I finished since of how much Gilda musk I had in my nose, I thank my past self for thinking of a way to breathe without the need to use my nose or mouth because I feel like I would have died 2 times already by how tight Gilda hold me to her crotch... that and my superior Ram skull, because now I understand when they say "She can crush your head like a watermelon between her tights."

I have that admit it was kinda funny to see her walk with wobbly legs, I, of course, did not comment since I was too busy picking her fluids off the ground, which now I think must be kinda gross, but since she did not comment about it or made obvious that she was gross out, I take she did not hate it... totally.

I'm glad that I am able to control how horny I'm, it wasn't for the fact that takes me like, 30 minutes to grow a dick, I probably would have lost my virginity a while ago, too bad I still want to be a mage... That and it been a while since I had masturbated myself, meaning that I may go a little... Feral.

Yea, probably gonna cross that bridge when it comes over.

After cleaning myself I checked in the animals and See how had Progres Panther in the last 8 hours, Nevermore was speaking to him even when he was under a medical coma, which was kinda adorable... and sad, but more adorable. Never ask me when he would wake up, I tell him that it would be safe in one day more since if he woke up now he would probably gonna die from the pain.

Nevermore, of course, was worried, and ask me what I meant, I explain to him that the organs that I used were not of the same species, so I had to improvise to find a donor, right now the 3 organs are changing like they were mother cells to adapt to his body, sadly I did not have enough energy or time to actually put runes into the organs so he may not feel the pain.

Nevermore ask me who was the donor, I just smile at him and said, "Some day I may tell you, but for now, just let's say someone very close to me." Nevermore started to sweat, hard.

I guess I could have worded it better, ho well.

Then I have to buy some more food in ponyville... it did not go well.

Even when I had my arms hidden, stores closed and ponys running from me, so I had to take the time to actually "force my money" into them, while I took the stuff I needed, of course, I made sure that nobody saw since I do not want to force down an old law into their throats while they say sorry for denying me service.

The reason why did they do this, was probably Twilight decided it was a good idea to say "be careful with this guy" to all these ponys, so yea, my fury against her and her teacher blooms, even more, every day.

Also Rainbow had the brilliant idea of starting to harass me and call me names, which technically I can't do anything about it, do you know most pranks are legal in Equestria? even being hit by thunder in some cases? pretty fuck up if you ask me.

When I had the stuff I needed in me (Literally), I walk to my home and dropped it off, then I started to carve more of my statues... did I even explain them at some point? let me check.

apparently, no, so here it goes.

Sanctuary:

Long ago, I discover that magic pony land had a copyright system, well, mostly demon do, ponys not so much.

For some reason when I gained ownership of this body, I also gain what I called a "Copyright system", which is more of a series of feelings than an actual system, but I never understand why people do not give straightforward names to the discoveries, so FUCK off.

Basically, I can feel at any moment in time anything that resembles me or got the intention of representing me.

I can see through their eyes, I know their exact location, I know what form it has and what was made, and I can even deform the image of how it looks.

Do you know how in roman history gods sometimes "manifest" in their sanctuaries? if I wanted I could do the same.

I suspect that this was made so we could keep tabs on the cults that worship us, or to let us know that someone tried to pretend to be us.

Thanks to that I was able to stop 3 cults that started to worship me, Why did I stop them? Well, I would be glad to have minions that to my bidding, but when they had the great idea to sacrifice children or partake in cannibalism, let's say that I do not appreciate it.

Only 2 cults I gave my blessings and having in mind that I was sealed away for a very long time, I can guess that they died because I can't feel them.

Maybe they forgot how I look or how really I am? probably, worship is quite picky.

I also kinda can feel when people pray to my aspect, normally I'm off the grid because it does consume energy, both mental and demon wise, some times when I'm relaxing I can hear people praying for a good harvest, and when that happens I have to make sure that my body is well spiritual 'seal', because Fuck off, I will not give you bounty harvest when I can't even access to all of my power myself.

If I will give a good harvest, it would be for all the world, not just you.

But I'm losing the point here, the Sanctuary can feed me faith and the good stuff, but sadly Celestia banned praying to demons long ago, so I can not go around asking people to do a temple in my honor.

Why are demons so close to an actual god? I suspect that "Demons" is not our true name, so "god", please do not be offended why I have these powers, every aspect has these powers, even the no demon kind, the difference is that some know how to listen and others do not.

Here is the interesting part, I can program this statue with "Tell me if someone walks around you in 10 meters" and they will do so, probably was made this way so you can pay close attention to praying, which I do not and I use them like surveillance cameras.

I have planted some of them all around the forest perimeter and in ponyville, All of them have been a program with "Tell me if you have a direct line with another demon." which is how I keep tabs with all of them being only one person and all that.

The funny thing, is I can change the appearance of any photo I'm in, I suspect this is how hunted ghosts do creepy stuff, but once I change the aspect of the photo once, normally I lose any ability to alter it any further (depends of how much I alter my form).

Explanation ends here

the thing, I'm doing statutes to keep in check the kings of the jungle, but the problem is that they have the uncanny ability to know that the statues are looking at them, so they normally destroy them, so I have to create something that does not unnerve them since most of them are not open to dialogue.

After making 4 statues, I check into the animals then I go to plant the statues.

I just saw a fucking behemoth, fuck me, fuck me, fuck me, nope nope nope nope nope.

You know, that creature resistant to most magic, the creature that is the size of an entire familiar home and has black muscles that could probably rip you in half just by passing you by. (Do not forget the fact that it has horns bigger than mine)

I just put that zone as a "Black zone", I put one of the hidden statues in there just in case, but I doubt that she will keep it there.

I really miss my fuking original book, I can not deal with this trash now, now having in mind how weak I'm now.

Note to self to start investing again in "Force evolution."

I need a body that can take care of it, which I'm unable to do so at this time since most of my powers are still sealed away.

...

I just got a notification of the statue looking a the behemoth, he just broke the skull of a cragadile... You know, the creature known to have one of the most resistant natural magical bodies.

Good thing this gal is not a demon, because I would prefer to kill myself than deal with that thing.

Now after pissing myself in the forest I got home to train with Gilda again, she looked bothered by something, but when I asked her what had gotten into her, she just brush me off, I told her to tell me because I'm his friend... and fuck buddy, she blushed very hard at the las part and toll me that she will tell me another day, that she was not ready.

And I accept her wishes.

Another day another night in the Everfree, I saw a hooded figure... She felt like me, I suspect that she is the Zebra and somehow find and use my blood to cover her normal presence from the demons... That is so RUDE, that I will not speak to her, but I must admit, it felt kinda nostalgic to feel my presence so strong.

I can guess that she made a potion to increment the presence of the blood that she took, after all, there is not a better demon repellant than the accent of strong demon blood.

nothing more of note happened.

Dawn of a new day (Day 3)

Gilda was looking at me expectedly... I asked her if she expect me to eat her out, and she just spits at me her food... Rude.

Apparently, she did not want this time, and wish was good for me, Having in mind that I was gonna say no this time, I do not want to burn through all my charm right away, and if you do something too much, you will get tired of it eventually, and I would like to keep enjoying eating pussy, thank you very much.

A traveling wizard stopped in town, she was one of these gals that always is in character... That or she just was consumed by her persona.

...I feel like something terrible is going to happen.

I saw the show through one of my statues, it was very funny to see Rainbow get fuck, probably Karma got my back.

After that funny show, I go to wake up Panther, and he told me that his inside hurts, but he felt more strong now, which was good since the guy sleeps 18 hours a day, which he told me was not normal.

I teach Gilda how to take care of him and the medicine she need to give him, she did not like the idea of being a nurse for him, but after I told her what panther did to Rainbow, she was conflicted, but later called him "cool", she looked more eager to help him, before I got away she told him "thanks for protecting my dweeb", silly griffin, the one who was protected was Rainbow, not me.

Also, she call me "Hers" which I do not know if she meant it like friends or something more, I really mean the part about dinner, you know? I'm literally the aspect of Food goddammit, also we haven't talked about our interests, and I doubt a relation base on how good I'm at eating her out will last too long.

After teaching a little more Gilda how to fight, I will go to the everfree again.

Hi, me of the future, that if there is a future for me.

Because guess what! this is an emergency message!!!!, I enchanted this text to appear once my life force is nearly gone.

To tell the truth, I enchanted this as a test to see if I could replicate a more complex rune that I once saw in a book, the only problem is that the only way to test it would be by nearly dying, Thing I do not wish to test even in a control format.

Also, I doubt that it will work well because programming something that puts "If my life force is nearly gone" is not very accurate.

So, yea, if I come home and I see this, it works, and I will know how much life force is "Nearly gone"... I can hope anyways.

Also if at the moment of this message the following thing is filled, then I was thinking really hard about that thing, probably the cause of my "nearly gone life force." (this is also a test)
It may be not so stable since you know, I'm probably dying.

X -I HATE YOU TWILIGHT SPARKLE, I HAVE TO FIX HER SO SHE MAY KNOW MY PAIN, I HAVE TO LET HER KNOW WHAT SHE DID, BUT I DO NOT WANT TO DIE, I AM THE SOUL OR THE MIND? I AM THE SOUL OR THE MIND? I AM THE SOUL OR THE MIND? I AM THE SOUL OR THE MIND? I AM THE SOUL OR THE MIND? I AM THE SOUL OR THE MIND?
H E L P ...-X
If you are reading this, it means that the message was corrupted and a failsafe activate, please do not use this part of the spell ever again.

If I'm dead, then the test of "PASS THE TORCH" will pass, which would burn the diary if I die and do )#("!"!#=, the thing is I can't see the test result unless someone contacts my spirit to tell me, which is bad, because maybe there is not a spirit me because things tend to want to destroy my soul.

Anyways, it should work easier since this is literally "IF ME=0, BURN AND !#"#!HA"... well is not that simple, but you have the idea.